I Am Lonely, Even Among People Stories of Experiences

I don't how can I start? ... but I know that every thing I start it, I can't complete it ....when I start a friend relationship after some time it falls .... if a man admire me,
something occurs and make him leave me ..... but I noticed...

Not a story, just a question. All of you please tell me why i should trust these people? Thank you.

I see people smile and laugh and go about their day.
I am not one to share in such luxuries.

I cannot for the life of me enjoy life like they do.
Deep down my very being I suffer greatly.
I scream and scream my silent scream.
I am...

Started school again, as almost a thirty something. I felt this intense desperation to do SOMETHING. Some of my friends have married, been divorced, had kids. I have done nothing, and I don't know what it is I really want to do.

It...

i have a great family. but the only time i dont feel alone around them is when im totally wasted. i dont have any friends becuase i just moved back about 6 mnths ago and i work in a group home for people with DD, havent had much luck...

To most of the people around me in my life I appear a relatively happy, smiley person who takes on everything that's thrown at me in my stride.

Now, the real me inside is tearing at me, screaming to get out, and is so desperately...

I like to talk to people and i get friends easily, they also like to talk to me and be my friends.
But somehow after that, I would get bored and somehow feel distant, i dunno why. for example, when i go to a party with all my friends...

I am alone. Stuck in the mindset of a stranger. I do not connect with these people. I do not connect with myself. I am unhappy, sad, and broken. I am lonely. It's not the first or second this has occurred; this has occurred for years...

there is an empty hole ..and its being filled with hate and closing in is all i know but im crying out loud of attention and i am rejected.

no ones probably going to read this but for some reason it feels good to type it so here's my story (life story till now - ill keep it short)

used to be really popular until like grade 6 then my friendship circle all went down hill...

I love my family. I love seeing them. I love spending time with them. However there are times when I am there with them, but I have to put on the mask. I do not feel allowed to let myelf go with how I am really feeling with them. So...

Every time i got to family occasions, i talk to no one. they talk about me behind my back and i hate it. i hate talking bad about people behind there back because it hurts.
So i am lonely even when people are around. they don't know...

I can feel lonely at times even when I'm surrounded by people. I am a quiet person so I just sit or stand quietly. I felt like this when I went to visit a friend with my sister, my sister is friends with her too and they get on really...

i was bullied
no one in class helped me
i was alone
and now
i'm afraid being alone
and thinking that people talk behind my back is scare me
till now i curse the girl who bully me

Shahid I know not who I amShahid I know not who I amI am not the beliver in mosquesNor in the rituals of faithI am not pure nor impureI am not inherent by the verdsNor am I present in intoxicantI am not lost nor drunk neither corruptI...

Since, my boyfriend has been gone, I have been lonely and sad. So, I try to find things to do with friends or talk to them on the phone but it never feels the same. But I know day by day I will get better and this moment will only be a...

HI  .. my name is shahid .. born on Thursday 03 august .  and let me start by saying this .. i am just me plain and simple without ego and pride .i was born in srinagar .. jammu and kashmir india .. .. thanks to lord first of all...

... I just think very differently, it would appear. My values are different. My humour is different. So I can be surrounded by people, and just not really part of it much, and therefore feel lonely.

I dont fit in, I never did and never will. i guess this world is just not for me. But it's Ok =-}

I enjoy spending times with my friends, they keep me distracted from what i really feel. i have two best friends< they think i'm always happy a charamistic.My friends i see when am out laugh that i'm never alone i always have a heard...