I Want to Hurt Myself Stories of Experiences

i want to feel the pain physically that i feel emotionally, i don't know why, maybe i might understand it more, i can't really explain it, i've never been able to do it, i don't handle the pain very well, i'm too much of a pussy, i've...

ive done too much and hurt my ex, that i finally broke it off completely. before, ive been breaking it off because i feel like he didnt love me, cuz he didnt fight for me, bcuz i feel like i didnt love him, bcuz i feel like our...

I can't even describe, the pain that is swirling inside of me.It's taking control of everything, making me want that strike on myself.

I get tired of feeling so low for so long; all this internal crap. I keep it in and keep it contained to avoid having to try to explain it to someone else. The looks on their faces when they think something is wrong. (Something is...

Whenever I get upset it's usually because I hate myself. I hate who I am, what I look like, my personality, how I'm shy, how I just suck in general... And when I get really upset, I get this urge to hurt myself... I...

It seems like I am doomed to go from HIGHS to EXTREME LOWS.
 Right now the pressure  in me is so close to overflowing.   
 I want to take a rope and wrap it around my neck. I'd like to take a...