I Want to Cut Myself Now Stories of Experiences

I am fifteen and have gotten better over the past few years. Two years ago I had temporary depression and was very antisocial. Since I had so sad, I started to cut. I thought about it a lot and even came up with a few ways to commit...

I think it's really fucked up how even after getting caught I still have the urge to take a razor and slash my wrists wide open. Whether it's a reaction out of pure anger or hurt I don't know anymore. I just want to leave all of it...

i find my body not numb, but tingly. i have such a craving to cut myself to feel something other then the tingle. i cut my upper thigh, palms of my hands, and my chest. the tingle feeling rarely ever goes away. when i cut myself i...

I want to cut. For no reason. I just like the way it feels. I used to have triggers for this sort of behavior, but now sometimes I don't. I can't keep secrets from my mom, so she knows I've done it. But she told me if I do it again she...

im a new user. im 16 and im the type of guy that dosent get into a relationship unless he is willing to make it a long term commitment. recently after 6 months of being with this irl I love we had a falling out and we broke up she was...

Lately I have felt intense pressure. Unbearable it is so my craving to cut has found me once again. Sometimes I get so messed up inside I can not do anything. I got pissed yesterday when I felt the urgent need to cut, I have no blades...

I was so close to stopping. The urges were dying down. But now they're back. Stronger than before. I just want to take all the pain away. I want to drift into my land of nothing. Away from the hateful people. Away from the world and all...

I lived in hiding for years. Spent so much energy covering them up and making up lies. The bad outweighed the benefits and I learned to love myself instead. I wish I could stop all the girls who feel the urge to injure themselves but I...

I want to cut myself right now

Here on EP I can only express who I really am... Or who I want to be.. Yes I cut... People at my school make fun of me... It i am who...

I've been harming myself for five years, and cutting myself for the last year or so. But six months ago I completely stopped. No self harm whatsoever. No scars. No wearing long sleeved shirts in 100 degree weather. However, I have...

I am going to do it, even when people too tell me not too. too Stop. To give up.. I don't give up cutting. I give up loving.I love the thought of the blood pouring. The Overdosing, the trips to the hospital when someone has found me...

Everyone tells me that cutting is just for attention, sympathy, and is pathetic. But not to me: it is my release. I cant stop and i dont think i ever will.
I tried to kill my pain
But only brought more
So much more
I lay dying
And I'm...

They tell you suicide is a SIN.
They tell you cutting is for ATTENTION.
They tell you it wont HELP.

Well they are wrong.

They are escapes.

I use to cut to escape the hurtful words, the bullies. I then thought to myself "Would...

Why can someone not quit smoking?
Why can someone not quit gambling?
Why can others and I not stop cutting?

It's an addiction... Plain and simple

Take me for a moment..

I have plenty of friends, I've been through a hell of a last few...

I dont know if I am the only person who actually likes cutting themselves but I find it... relaxing? The crimson blood rising to the top of my skin, the pain it inflicts. I dont understand... Why?

I cut on my left wrist, my legs, and feet. Sometimes they don't stop bleeding for about 20 minutes. I started cutting again after quitting for a month or two. I cut because I feel like i deserve the pain. The scars. The hurt. Cutting...

I have grown up with a dramatic childhood. Most of the men I have met and that is in my family, they have done nothing but to hurt people. My father is an alcoholic, use pills, have mental problems and have never had a decent job in his...

I am 14 i cut my left arm i have a problem with this. I tell my self that i will not cut again and then something happens and i do i cant seem to run away from this problem.Sometimes i cut so much that my arm starts to burn and it hurts...

I just want to stop. I saw a new therapist on Tuesday. It's now Thursday. I promised to call there if I picked up a knife to cut. I just can't. I am anxious because I made that promise. I have been cutting since yesterday around 11:30...