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When I was a little kid life was simple, I knew who I was, I wanted to be and astronaut when I grew up and I liked candy. I don't even like candy anymore. I don't know who I am, what kind of person am I? I'm all alone and have no one to...

Since I can remember, I have defined myself through the eyes of others, looking outwards for their acceptance, approval and love.. Sometimes these  others were family, friends and boyfriends,  and at other times they were...

I used to be such a loud child, so playfull, i was always low in confidence but i was out playing. I liked school until i got to secondry school. I was quiet in school, so i guess that made me a target, because i would never pay any...

My entire life, I have been whoever others wanted me to be.  This started with my mother, who was a very controlling individual with many emotioinal and mental problems.  She taught me from an early age to hate men, because...

Ever since last summer. . . I've only been able to feel empty inside. Before summer, I knew who I was and what I felt was important in life. Now I just don't know and I can't get myself to care no matter how much I try.I'm a junior in...

Going back to last summer, I met a guy, fell in love, and I was sucked into a whole different world. The world I used to be against. The one I never wanted to so much as breathe upon. Every day and every night I was out with him and...

What am I, Who am I, Where have I gone
 
Look at me, Can’t you see, what I’ve become
 
He takes me; He rapes me, and tortures my soul
 
Just let me be, set me free, I want to be whole
 
The pain I...

I am 19, I go to college, I have friends, I play football, I love girls. Up until now i feel that i have been really happy with my life. I had a general idea of who i was. But when life takes a couple nasty turns you really stop to...

I was in a long distant relationship with someone I loved for over a year. We met while he was travelling, fell in love, travelled together and did the long distance thing. I planned to move from Australia over England, where he was...

So many people believe that they are different but the truth is I think I am the most different of them all. I am almost 24 years old, never had a boyfriend in my life, never kissed a guy, never slept around, never been to a club, never...

A lot of times it just feels like i'm waiting to die. I don't go out with friends. I don't enjoy activities with my kids. If feels like all y time is consumed with work and chores. I see no purpose for me other than taking care of my...

Considering how I've become as a person I would say that I'm so ugly. I don't know who I am anymore. I can attest to the fact that lately I've been doing stuff that I've always wanted to do but it's mostly out of the need to be accepted...

i moved to a different state recently, new smell, new people, new surrondings. i moved from a place whare i changed myslef every year during school to make friends and try and blend in with different crowds to be happy. i was always...

after i lost my mother, i lost my identity. i was in foster care, but the feeling of "non belonging" was quite strong- always popping its head up. i didnt look like them, i didnt act like them, i didnt have the same interest as them...

After years of doing things I didn't want to do, traveling, performing jobs of technical support for people all over the world, watching mindless T.V., playing addicting MMORPG Video Games, I'm not sure what I like anymore, what I love...

I can't even recognize myself anymore, or could I ever? I'm so confused. I feel like I'm losing my personality, or whatever I had left of it. I have no idea what's in store for me, and I don't enjoy thinking about the future. Who am I...

I don't know where or when I lost myself. I am a single mother who has always been able to support my child. We went on trips, shopping sprees, and she wanted for nothing. I did all of these things on my own with no support from my ex...

Before I fell in love, I was volitile. I slept under bridges and drank natty ice in front of police. I wrote poetry, I lived like it was a story, I burned bright.

Now I go to college, and I have an almost steady job. I count calories...

I forget who I am and who I was.. I am almost 30yrs old and is afraid to get married, now that a date has been fixed I walk away from it. I cannot trust men and it is destroying me. My dad did it to my mom and she died at an early stage...

I can't take this anymore. I just can't. 'But" Im terrified of dying ugly and alone. I have accomplished 'nothing' I have unfinished business. My head is going to explode. I can see the pressure building up. The bad thoughts trumbling...