I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore Stories of Experiences (Page 7)

when i say i feel different i mean different. iv looked for many things but i just cant find its like my true meaning is buried deep in me and know it feels as i dont even have a hart if you know what i am going through can you tell me...

Before I fell in love, I was volitile. I slept under bridges and drank natty ice in front of police. I wrote poetry, I lived like it was a story, I burned bright.

Now I go to college, and I have an almost steady job. I count calories...

till about 10yrs old,life was good,i was my own person,was always a quiet,shy type of boy,always a bit of a loner!! but nobody thought anything of it,people said "oh he'll grow out of it!!",but as i got to around 10 years of age,i...

I don't know who I am at all: having had an emotionally abusive childhood and plagued by depression for pretty much as far as I can remember (that's my judgement in retrospect- of course as a 10-y.o. you don't think "I'm depressed"lol...

So I've been through a lot in my life. Moving to the U.S. and leaving my family when i was 5, having no friends to talk to all through out grade and some of high school, parents getting divorced, moving back and fourth between houses...

A lot has changed in my life since I graduated from high school.. and college.
I cut ties with a lot of people I called my friends because I no longer felt like I belonged with them. It was hard to do and it's still hard to this day...

i'm 40 in 2 months, and i look back at my life, and see good times, but i see more failure and disappointment, than anything else. It's a long story...

my father was a strict father. he is driven and determined, but in...

Since I can remember, I have defined myself through the eyes of others, looking outwards for their acceptance, approval and love.. Sometimes these  others were family, friends and boyfriends,  and at other times they were...

Ever since I was really little I knew I was different. Then, 11 rolled around, and I knew I was a type of Trans-gender, though I didn't know what type since none of the terms fit me correctly. I put the issue to bed only telling who I...

Considering how I've become as a person I would say that I'm so ugly. I don't know who I am anymore. I can attest to the fact that lately I've been doing stuff that I've always wanted to do but it's mostly out of the need to be accepted...

When i was in my preteens i was the daughter everyone wanted. I always was on the honor roll and a lot of kids looked up to me. As i got older i began hanging out with my best friend more. And a part of me was saying not to be as close...

What makes me relate to the phrase " I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore" is complex. Sometimes I feel as though I have never truly know who I am. I've been always a contradictory person. You could say I am optimistic, structured, logical...

Going back to last summer, I met a guy, fell in love, and I was sucked into a whole different world. The world I used to be against. The one I never wanted to so much as breathe upon. Every day and every night I was out with him and...

I can't even recognize myself anymore, or could I ever? I'm so confused. I feel like I'm losing my personality, or whatever I had left of it. I have no idea what's in store for me, and I don't enjoy thinking about the future. Who am I...

Now I dream of her, and I cry for her. But she's lost. Lost in a gigantic universe. And I can't seem to find her.  It all started when my father made the big decision; We were going to move. Now, 8 months later, I almost hate my...

I just don't know where to find her or how to get her back here....

I don't really know what I'm doing anymore. I've kind of lost myself. I don't know what to do. It feels like I'm stuck in a deep hole I can't get out of.. and then sometimes it feels like I'm getting out but I'm not.
I'm so confused I...

I died.
Its fine by me. Coz I don’t miss a thing.
I no longer need a definition. 
I do not say “YES” or “NO”
I am just silent.
People tell me to get a life. I don’t need a life...

i moved to a different state recently, new smell, new people, new surrondings. i moved from a place whare i changed myslef every year during school to make friends and try and blend in with different crowds to be happy. i was always...

I have a loving family... amazing friends who I adore... and a boyfriend who loves me so much... but almost every day I cry... tbh I think it's because I never get to see my boyfriend as it is long distance... all I need is him...