I Need Help Stories of Experiences (Page 5)

I'm in my forties, retired out of the Army. I have been home for four years now and I feel like I am at the end. I am lonely, have never had a girlfriend in my life, have no friends except people I hang around with in bars. I now...

Two years ago I had an amazing boyfriend that i liked a lot. Words can't describe how much i liked him. we dated for 2 years or so and I fell so hard. But he was going to a different school then me and he thought that since he and I...

It's sort of complicated. When I am around people, I will be really hyper an weird (And honestly, sort of annoying). But when I am alone, I am sort of lonely, confused, and...what's the word I'm looking for...depressed, I suppose. It...

first off, my boyfriend lives in canada and i live in the US so it is difficult for us to see each other often because of money issues and schooling. anyways, last month, he found out that his uncle got into a car accident and passed...

its almost 6 months i have this lizard living in our main door. i m tired of spraying cleaning the place but it comes back again. everytime i m to open door its there waiting to run on my foot or fall on my head or blouse. i scream...

so ive recently started cutting. only when im mad and i start to have my suicide thoughts, but the thing is ive asked my mom if i can visit the family therapist; but im scared to. HELP ME. ADVICE HELPS...

im scared. im divorced, broke, in another relationship and feel like thats falling apart. in a job i hate, i have a home i cant afford to keep, i dont know what to do. im completely alone in this fight because my pride wont let me reach...

so apperently my gpa nick name is "fish". i asked him where he got it, and he replyed that he used to swim like a fish, i got that part, the he said he dranked like one after that he told me that he now looks like one. if some one gets...

I've had my heart broken by men both online and offline and I'm hurting. I've let these men tell me who I am, I let them define me and tell me what to believe. I just kept giving and giving and receiving nothing but their own egos and...

My friends on EP...
I've never asked for anything from the EP community but I come before you with an important request :-)
Please read this support page and I hope you decide to sign it. Christy was my next door neighbor's dear friend...

I'm told daily I'm a good looking guy. I walk and talk with confidence. On the outside I look "normal". I have the gift of gab and people usually love me at first. I'm my own worse enemy. I wish I was dead. I went to prison when I was...

I've given up so much in my life. I've given up on everything. I feel as though I can never be the right one for my love anymore. I can't possibly go on living, but I can't die either. Everything has turned upside down. I hate the pain...

As those of you who know me even reasonably well will know, I value comments on my stories very much.
However, a year ago I wrote a story entitled 'My Bookcase'. Now there is nothing intrinsically wrong with that story, but it was a...

My girlfriend has given me details about her past sexual encounters including penis sizes, how good it was, if it was her favorite, names, etc. I need help. It makes me physically sick when I think about it so I need help on controlling...

i cant sleep. i cant stand it. i cant breathe. i dont know what to do. im lost. i feel useless, stupid, worthless, so freaking stupid, fat, ugly, retarded, unwanted, unneeded. i shouldnt be here. i dont deserve to be alive. i dont...

Thank you for reading th and trying to help me. I want to wear diapers and im 17. Every month or so I get an urge to buy them and go walk around public with them under my clothes. I waant them but I also don't. Iv worn them aand I...

But I really do. I feel helpless. I feel hopeless. I feel worthless. I feel empty. And I have no idea where to even begin to talk about it all. I know I need help. I really do. Im scared Im gonna relapse bad. Into many things. There is...

I need help...I need help talking about it. I need helping getting it out. I need help forgetting what happened. I need help to escape this nightmare that I am living in. I need help to move on. I need help to not quit... I just need...

My best friend of 3 years told me about two months ago that he liked me as more than a friend. I was so surprised and didnt know how to respond at first, then I started to come around. I started thinking that maybe we could have...

I just found out that I most likely have dyslexia, this means I may get kicked out of the program Im in, in highschool. Ive worked hard in this program, and made it through okay but not sure how much longer I will make it. But the...