I Think About Death Stories of Experiences

Ever since i was a child i have wanted to die. In my teens, suicide was my most favourite subject, to die by an overdose of pain killers in my local park surrounded by nature. I had it all planned but i bottled it and am still alive to...

Everyday I always think about death. I have never missed a day where I don't think about it. Death always reaches my head even when I'm having a happy moment. I always imagined being shot, hit by a car, dying from cancer (I don't have...

Yesterday I thought about jumping in front of a subway train when it was pulling into the station. Lots of people do it here so maybe me too.

But the past couple of weeks? Yeah. The thoughts are back. Mostly nebulous. How nice it would be. How deserved it is. I know my method of choice, so that isn't a problem. It's specific lead-up scenarios that I'm not quite to envisioning...

The thoughts about futureIs dragging me to my pastPrisoning me to insanityMemories eating me aliveI wish to die a day earlier,

Sometimes I'm in bed, staring at the negative space of my wall. I see flyers from bands, little notes of inspiration I've written to myself. I hear the sound of the breath leaving and then returning to the body laying next to me, and I...

More than once a week death is on my mind, and I think of what it would be like to not be here anymore....

Here are my options:

1. Someone gets a tattoo with my ashes mixed in with the ink. A douchey tribal tattoo will suffice.

2. Ashes on a rocket to outer space. Eventual destination: Mars.

3. Turned into a fireworks show, à la Hunter S...

I dont mind if I die today or tomorrow, what I dont want is a painful death!
I would like to controll how and where I die! Thats all!
Yes you can say " whats with your loved ones"...but fact is: when your time has come you have to go...

I have been here before
I know these rocks, this dust
that withered tree.
I have felt this sun
and cast my shadow on this ground.

Where my shadow falls
now
there will I fall
at the hour of my death,
and my blood will stain the sand.

I...

I think of death every day, the place i will die and the way i will die, even my age i will die. I know the place but i do not know what country it is in. I will recognise it when i see it. My death will be the result of my career, so i...

Exactly a month ago I was brought uncomfortably close to ugliness. I was in Guatemala doing volunteer work with a group from my university for a few weeks, and it was an incredibly eye opening experience; the Indigenous people of...

Does anyone else fear death constantly?

I can ignore it when I preoccupy myself throughout the day. Work, driving, music, games... whatever. But there's always a constant nagging in the back of my head. Something there always reminding...

Most people fear death... They run from it the fight it, most people want to live they want to live happily till they die a natural death and several years ago I wanted the same thing but not anymore. I want to die right now I think...

Maybe the first impression I will get from people when I tell them that I always think about death is that I'm suicidal. But this is not the case. I do have thoughts on what will happen when I die, what if I die now or how I will...

I keep thinking about it. I thought about it before in my past but the state of my life I think about it all the time now. I'm living a world being rejected by people. I know some of it relates to my mental state. I don't know what...

A missing canadian girl went missing and was found in a water tank. To start the story fully it began with a person going to a hotel. After he/she checked in they went to go take a shower. They noticed barely any water was coming out...

here i sit.....broken....left with nothing....hopeless.....
the world a broken, dieing place.
society a lost illusion in the darkness.
look at yourself
just sitting there
look at what you caused
the pain left in your wake
you go...

No one has unequivocal ´roof that there's such a thing as an afterlife, wich is why my theories will have to do.
I think about what life is, so maybe i can imagine what death must be like.
Life: Can you describe it? What does it mean...

If I think about my death, its not the death itself that bugs me. Rather few things before and after it.
Before:
1. When will I die, later today, tomorrow, the day after, next week, next month, next year, next decade(x2, x3, x4, x5, x6...