I Am Dead Inside Stories of Experiences

i don't know why but as long as i cant remember i never being happy i always felt as if i was empty but then i met her and she made me feel happy but it didn't last i star it to feel as before unhappy until we got slit up now i feel...

everybody i am dead inside iv had my heart ripped out and torn to pieces nothing will change, i hate myself and have realized i am worthless so as soon as u all realize that too the better for us both

im asking this because I cant figure out why I cant just die I mean no body wants me around anyway and my soul has already shriveled up and disappated already because of the emotional pain that I feel. im dead inside but still breathing...

I just died last night. i did it out of choice. if i cant be myself im going to just wither away to nothing.

Hey guyz... I really feel eaten up inside those days... So here is my story...
3 years ago I got met with a guy and we started talking about many things and in the end we felt in love cause we were same... But the prob is that I broke...

I feel dead. I can't find happiness anymore. I wake up every morning hoping this is just a dream but it never is. I don't like anything I used to like. I don't care about anything. No one cares. I am so fake in front of my parents and...

Hi possible reader, I’m Gabriel Lara and I’m a complete and utter failure as a human being and a full-time looser like most people in this group.
I’m dead inside as well, I cant feel anything except the horrible despair of...

My life right now is of living dead. Everything passes by me..I don't have the word for it but time it just flows by while I stare like the dead. I do not know what happened, where things went so wrong..Is this how you grow up? Lack of...

I am a Father of a beautiful three year old little girl and the husband of a wife who does not want to have sex with me. I know other people have bigger problems in their life but knowing that does not take away the pain and rejection i...

Im back here on ep, after six months. I thought id come back here different, but I guess I didn't wait long enough. Six months later, many self harm scars including the word DIE craved into my forearm. When am I going to get better? I...

I'm very much dead, buried and rip inside. The rip part is important because it doesn't look like other people here are.

I am dead. I have been for a long time, but only kind of slowly realized it. I have had a lot of pleasure on the way to death. I went to great schools and had a lot of fun getting an expensive education. I partied a lot. I felt euphoria...

had my heart ripped out by someone who ,,eventually told me theyre dead inside. ive struggled for years to cope with breakdowns, depressions , broken relationships. now i feel ripped apart. they left me because i told them i love them

Every day the same. Same crappy clothes. Same microwave breakfast. Same crowded train. Same dead office. Same silence. Different people. Same shame and loneliness.
I never speak more than five words a day if possible. All they...

Maybe one day it will be okey again!i dont care what it takes.i just want to be fine.
I am so afaid that i will always be this sad..i just cant handle this.i dont want to be this numb anymore..

I turn 20 next month and my life is a failure. I dropped out of high school in the 9th grade due to social anxiety and bullying. It has backfired on me. I have no job, no driver's licence, no friends, no high school education, no...

It's been hard to talk about being pre-op male to female with people, hence joining this group to share while enjoying anonymity. While I've dreamed of solving my problem with surgery since I knew what was wrong with me at the age of...

A broken heart
A fading dream
What is this
Supposed to mean
A happy look
A fake smile
The nothingness
Will stay a while
Unless I help it
Vacate my brain
As I jump off a roof
In the pouring rain
The long fall down
Will save my soul
As I...

I don't have any reason to pursue anything worthwhile: a career, a relationship, anything. Every morning, I wake and question why I even bothered. I question why I feel this way. I question whether it is worth going through the motions...

Everyday I feel dead, empty, suicidal, I don't know any more. I always daydream, always black people out that I don't want to listen to. I suffer from depression ad it's a pretty hard life, Most of my family have gone, My sister...