I Keep Too Many Things to Myself Stories of Experiences

I know this habit leads a lot of people to suicide. I've come close to it many many times. It's not as bad as it used to be. The feeling only comes once or twice a month now. Whoo. Progress. I don't tell anybody what goes on in my head...

There are so many things going on inside my head that I want to share, but the thing is I dont think people would understand what I am talking about or where I am coming from. Sometimes, many times, things can be taken out of context...

I keep things to myself because I do not want to burden others with my problems. Everyone has issues of their own and I don't like being the one to add to someone elses. I have no problem listening to someone else or helping but I am a...

What I feel cannot be expressed in words.
What I feel is so overwhelming
that I cannot even speak sometimes.

I keep too many things to myself.

It usually ends in silent suffering.
Late night tears and what-not.
I talk to the shadows...

I held every thing in,all emotions,thoughts. then it happened.i exploded' nervous breakdown anxiety explosion spent 3 months in a place for messed up people,group therapy is messed up yet kinda good for me...

What Is There To Do When Your All Alone With No One To Talk To? No One You Can Tell Your Problems To Because You Just Dont Know How To Explain Yourself To No One About How You Are Feeling .. Ive Been Keeping Everything To Myself Dont...

I had decided no one will come so close to me.. life became a survival game and somehow i lost myself in what really was true and within the mask well dressed.. everyday i look at myself in the mirror and don't recognize myself anymore...

Hey. :3 So Yeah; Ive Been Keeping So Much To Myself. :( Secrets, Statements, Feelings, Everything. It's Horrible. I Never Have The Right Person To Tell These Things To. Parents Judge && Get Angry, Friends Aren't "Close Enough", Siblings...

Just smile.
Laugh.
Repeat.
Nobody will notice. Nobody knows. I am happy, that's all they need to know. That's all they'll ever know.
If I smile, then they won't ever see me, they'll never see my pain, that there's barely anything left...

I have been with my husband for 7 years now, but it was just the first 3 months that we were so in love and had made love more than the rest of the 6 and a half year we continue our relationship. When I said more I meant the first 3...

I have many feelings at the moment. Rejection is one of those feelings. This song came to mind today.

So Unsexy- Alanis Morissette

Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
One small sideways look and I feel so ungood...

In my life I was always the one tasked to keep everyone else happy, make everyone else strong, help them... but I never had anyone to do the same for me. Someone once asked me what other people see me as, and I replied that they see...

Why have we become a society of over thinkers? Remember when life was more primal? Hungry, eat, thirsty drink, tired sleep, horny... well you get the idea! Now we over think every little decision! Then you get the overload, shit head...

I keep everything inside of me... I may tell you something but it is not the whole story....
I know that I will be misunderstand again once everything spills off from the bottle..
So I need to keep them, and let the inside of me, suffer...

I internalize all my pain inside and it really hurt and make me even more depressed.

ive always gone to work,i gave it up christmas time i have friend but not the sort i can tell all my secrets or feeling to.i am feeling so lonely,my husband has now got me where he wants me,he is controling but not so anybodyelse would...

I keep so much to myself, where it gets distorted by my mind. I am afraid to speak my mind, and I'm afraid to tell people what I'm thinking about, because no-one ever seems to find it interesting. So now, I hardly ever talk about stuff...

There was utter silence...in the class room when i replied " i want to kiss my teacher ". It was a leisure period in the school...i was at 16 yrs and studying...whenever, we get leisure period, the teachers from other classes will...

There was utter silence...in the class room when i replied " i want to kiss my teacher ". It was a leisure period in the school...i was at 16 yrs and studying...whenever, we get leisure period, the teachers from other classes will...

Drowning in the depths of our emotions
Sinking in that bottomless pitt we create
It's beautiful isn't it?
You could get so lost in it that everything's numb 
Who needs to feel,when feeling
ALWAYS  feeling is killing you.
Numb it...