I Build Walls Around My Heart Stories of Experiences

I dreamed about a guy I dated. A guy I grew to hate. A guy I didn't want to love but felt drawn to. He was so damn cute. Big brown eyes. Puppy dog eyes. Beautiful long eyelashes. Full lips. Such a good kisser. And good at other...

I'm gonna be here for you baby
And I'll keep my word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And...

I want to be more open. I would like to be able to trust and express my feelings. I would love to give 100% of myself to someone. I just can't. I always hold back a little, hesitate, act distant and cool. The thing is, I'm not a distant...

When my walls are up is when I'm empty. I feel absolutely nothing. Not love, not joy, not friendship, not excitement, not pain. Over the years I think I've learned not to internalize the anger and hurt that leads to a mental breakdown...

I`m a good person, just have the wrong taste in women, God only knows its the story of my life...especially recently...I fell in love with a girl who was my friend, well she claims shes still my friend...I had already built a wall...

Hmmm finally, I found a group which I think this story fits in.

(People who read my story about closing my door for another relationship often advise me not to do it. Not to surrender etc. and always look forward that someone will...

I am came from ..... what ever i don't care, but i never ever hart my self again. that is why am the l only one close in my self. she is.....!

Ever since i lost my ama i never learned to love again (this being 10yrs later) . It sim one bad thing happens after the other,i have pushed my sistrs n bros away unwittingly koz im so scared of loosing ppl that i feel that "mybe if i...

Trying to learn to deal with hurt that stems from my spouses affair.I just like so many others am looking for answers.How do I keep this kind of pain from ever coming into my heart again? I found a solution, but not the solution.Either...

I think thats pretty normal for people who have been hurt a lot in life. Letting people in after experiencing heart break is something that is scary to many people. What makes it worse, is often, our emotions are so raw from being hurt...

My husband and I are going through a difficult time right now. We have barely talked in months and two nights ago we decided to talk and try to work it out. So as Im crying and telling him I feel lonely and abandoned by him because he...

On occasion I attempt to step out from behind the wall. Stick my head around the corner to see if it is safe and everyone I get smacked really hard. No I don't like the pain but that small flicker of hope sometimes seems so inviting...

I thought I was ready to change this. I have been trying really hard to do so, trying to be more open, to make an effort to give people the benefit of the doubt. Not everyone is out to get me, not everyone is waiting to cause me pain...

I sit here wondering if my walls have become a prison, or are they still a safety net. I have been hurt so many times the lines have blurred. Do I love him, do I love you, do I even know what love is anymore? Instead I stay here behind...

I always get the impression that people don't like me. Even in the first five seconds of meeting them. I think they think I'm weird or not how I am. I've always been told I'm a 'surprise' or different to 'how they imagined' but in a...

Ever marry a person who at first was so into you it was great and then over time has lost all self esteem to the point were their problems are your fault?
Over the last few months I have become distant. All the rejection, sleeping in...

They say that the time apart make the heart grow fonder,from all i can tell it could'nt be wronger.

It's easy to let someone In for the wrong reasons. I feel like too many people do this and get their "Heart broken". I really don't care about anyone or anything until a good reason comes Into my life that I want to hold onto. But...

I agree totally to building walls around the heart. I do the same thing because its like I am a very heartfelt person. I try to help and love people and keep their information feelings safe but I feel like because I am very private and...

I build walls around my heart so much that when the girl i liked told me she liked me at first i didnt believe her and even when i did i was so afraid to tell her and didnt know how to (she just assumed i didnt like her back and never...