I Cut My Self Or Inflict Pain On My Self Stories of Experiences

It's hard, to figure it out. Maybe because you don't pay attention or maybe because they hide it Soo well. It's all in the details. When someone stops smiling the moment you aren't looking. Or how when you ask a question and suddenly...

I cut again today. For the first time in three months. And now I hate myself.

After my rape. I started cutting myself. I felt like this was the only way to get my feelings out without actually talking about it. I have NEVER talked about my feeling. I use a knife and put a flame underneath it once its really hot...

I can't look at pictures of wrists with red lines without feeling guilty and anxious and sad.
So terribly sad.
Why is this me?

I have a story to share, but not yet. It's long and complicated and I'm honestly not sure how many people would read it in the first place. I'm too young to join this group, just shy of the age limit, but I just want anyone that reads...

i've been cutting since i was about eleven.
it started with a small slow cut from scissors i had in school supplies. it hurt so badly, but being locked up in the bathroom...
music on loud in my ears...
that thin red line looked so...

Writting how I feel always quiets the struggle in my head but sometimes I need that extra something. The only problem is the high I get from cutting doesn't last. A little while latter and i'm ready to cry again. I was always an unhappy...

Ive always felt different and i blame myself for that,latly i dont feel pain like someone could come slap me across the face and id look at them like ive had worse....i walk arouned the house trying to fight miirrors because i cant...

Hi. I used to cut myself with what I could find. Sewing pins, broken glass, but I didn't have access to a razor. My best friend in the frightening 6th grade world, who I held too tight for what she was worth left me for my enemy who...

i used too though.. i wasnt sad but i felt like i needed to do it. ever since i stopped i want to start again, but i know i shouldnt and its bad for me. but i just want that feeling during it to come back, the relief

I told my self that i would never do it again,
I told my self that this time would be different.
I told my self it isn't worth the pain,
My problem is that i never listen.

I told my self to keep my hopes up,
I told my self that...

im a 14 year old bisexual girl. im short for my age and underweight on the scale. im not super fat i'd just like to be a lot thinner. everyone says im a tinny little thing. i love to be tinnier than a girl im dating. i love being the...

I cut myself quite a lot, my parents were killed when I was little and I think it broke me. I feel sad, and like there's a bit of me missing, and lonely and if I can feel the pain on my stomach or legs it gets it out of my head. When I...

Here we go. From 5 th grade till 8 th grade i was bulled by my classmates, because i was looking weird, talking weird and had another kind of ideas. They was calling me looser, emo. Sometimes they said me to go to die. They destroied me...

"Why do i do it? what do i do about it? whats so good about it? Why am i stupid enough to do it?" These are my daily questions

I have finally told one of my close friends about me and showed him my story. I just was so scared at the start, once I told him I felt so much pressure and weight taken off of my shoulders because every time I speak to him I just...

One of my friends that I have known for years committed suicide, but the thing was, I was the last person he spoke to. He told me that his 'friend' was thinking about committing suicide but little did I know it was him he was talking...

It's about to be a year since I have started cutting, I can't stop. I have cut my arm up so badly that it's gone numb. It doesn't hurt. But, I'm still going to try.

Thank you to those who let me rant.

I met this boy at a party and we started talking and i just basically love/d everything about him every little thing he did, so after the party we started chatting on whatsapp and i soon told him that i liked him a lot and he kinda knew...

I cut myself last year around November, it literally scared me... I was so mad with life I had enough, luckily for me I pulled away so nothing serious was cut, no one else knows about this, I told my mother I cut myself while playing...