I Lost Someone To Suicide Stories of Experiences

I lost a friend to suicide. We were on the same soccer team when we were 5. We didn't stay in touch and I didn't hear her name again until I heard her father died. My mom researched it more because she recognized his face and she found...

I was only 13 when my best friend committed suicide on his 15th birthday. June 24 2011.
Joey lost his mum to cancer when he was 7 and ever since then his father would physically abuse him whenever he got drunk, which was quite often...

Their names were Alice and Bella. I... I can't even begin to describe the hurt... its like... beyond emotional feeling words... I cried for days when I heard Alice was dead and I have nightmares about her... I miss her... and Bella too...

I lost my sister to suicide and although we were pretty close, I can hardly tell what I am feeling right now. I didn't cry much yet, just got angry at first for what she did... she didn't thought of us before doing this. Although I'm...

I lost my sister to suicide in 2011. We had no idea, like alot of suicides i suppose, that this was coming. She was always so strong and so bright. She pulled me out of some very dark places and helped my find a way to live. I wish i...

Bobby is gone the children are growing I am emotionally and physically exhausted. I never have time to grieve or to rest always going always hurting will this cycle never end???? He shouldn't have left me he shouldn't have hurt us...

I'm a 16 year old girl, and I lost my father to suicide back in 2011 on October 20th. It was only 2 weeks after my 15th birthday when my mother received the tragic call. Still to this day, I can hear the exact way she sounded when she...

I first experienced suicide in 1973. I was 17. It was a snowy March day when I was driving home from high school and I saw the sheriff and the ambulance in front of my house. My little brother who was a freshman in high school was...

I lost my mother to suicide exactly one month ago today. Looking back at our lives, my family realized that her angry moments truly reflected bipolar disorder just like her own mother and brother. I knew my mother had been struggling...

You always expect that someone else's baby or a closed friend, or someone else you do not know commits suicide. But one late evening I learned of my wonderful niece. She committed suicide. She could speak eight different languages was a...

My father died when I was eight -- he was 35. My family told me that he had had a heart attack. The death certificate said otherwise. They still haven't told me the truth. I'm 44 now.

This story isn't about my father's death...

My brother took his life on November 17,2012. I still cannot comprehend what has happened. I keep saying to myself, "is this real, is he really gone?". My brother had an illness, bipolar disorder, he was diagnosed at a very young age...

Two. One of them was on here and the other was Alice. It... Is a pain that not many people understand... I feel immense guilt... I was trying so hard to make them happy... Like... I can't write this anymore... To painful...

I wish I could say that suicide is very rare, but judging from how many people have joined this group, suicide is far too common. People...loved-ones...take their own lives every day. Suicide has become a tragic epidemic, with no end in...

Once I knew this girl, her name was Nicole. She was the most amazing person I had ever met. Kind, funny, smart, gorgeous e.t.c
I knew her for about four or five months when I got a call from the police. They said that they had found...

I lost the guy who was both my best friend and my boyfriend. He was also the father of (at the time) our unborn son. I lost the brightest person in my life. His smiles were amazing, his laughter; contagious, and his hugs; unforgettable...

On October 22nd, 1997, my wife sat in the living-room of our home, put a loaded pistol to her head, and pulled the trigger. She was dead before she hit the floor. That was the darkest day of my life.

She was found by our oldest (16...

I was ten. Im twelve now, but twelve year olds feel pain too, keep that in mind.

I remember coming home after a little bike ride, putting my helmet down, and approaching my garage door. I was panting and thirsty when I walked through...

Chris love you and wish you were here
you were so young
you didnt deserve this
i wish i was there to help you stop
to take the knife away.
you were my other half and i should have been there for you
i'm sorry. i love you and you will...

IM SORRY FOR what my brother did
im really sorry
i wish i could help anyone who knew him
i dont want to say his profile name because i know someone will think im a troll
im praticulery sorry to wishingforreovery( sorry is i spelt it...