I Lost Someone To Suicide Stories of Experiences

I am writing this letter because today May 22, 2013. I am commiting suicide because of everything I been going through in this life i been living. Im sorry for hurting anybody with this but I will be in heaven Jesus is taking car of me...

I don't know what else to do Iv tried therapy nothing works. All I want to do is find someone who really understands how I'm feeling. I lost my dad to suicide 18 months today.he was my everything I had lived with him alone my whole life...

So here I stand
with this weight on my shoulders
There`s no turning back
There`s nothing I can do
If I could Turn Back Time
I would do all the things
We Never Did
If I could Turn Back Time
I would say all the things
I Never Said
He...

Wednesday, May 22, 2013, my uncle committed suicide. he was one of the best people i knew. everyday he posted something inspirational that made me feel okay for once. like someone understood that life isnt always sunshine and rainbows...

Its 2 months since you been gone . I miss you every of everyday . If only I could tell you how I truly feel . This painful memory of how you left me , hunts me everyday . I can't image how you looked on those drugs , as you were...

If you are thinkin of committing suicide tonight and you are looking for a sign not to, here is your sign. Do not committ suicide because there is so much ahead for you. I love you and I believe in you. You are amazing

I lost a friend to suicide. We were on the same soccer team when we were 5. We didn't stay in touch and I didn't hear her name again until I heard her father died. My mom researched it more because she recognized his face and she found...

I was only 13 when my best friend committed suicide on his 15th birthday. June 24 2011.
Joey lost his mum to cancer when he was 7 and ever since then his father would physically abuse him whenever he got drunk, which was quite often...

Their names were Alice and Bella. I... I can't even begin to describe the hurt... its like... beyond emotional feeling words... I cried for days when I heard Alice was dead and I have nightmares about her... I miss her... and Bella too...

I lost my sister to suicide and although we were pretty close, I can hardly tell what I am feeling right now. I didn't cry much yet, just got angry at first for what she did... she didn't thought of us before doing this. Although I'm...

I lost my sister to suicide in 2011. We had no idea, like alot of suicides i suppose, that this was coming. She was always so strong and so bright. She pulled me out of some very dark places and helped my find a way to live. I wish i...

Bobby is gone the children are growing I am emotionally and physically exhausted. I never have time to grieve or to rest always going always hurting will this cycle never end???? He shouldn't have left me he shouldn't have hurt us...

I'm a 16 year old girl, and I lost my father to suicide back in 2011 on October 20th. It was only 2 weeks after my 15th birthday when my mother received the tragic call. Still to this day, I can hear the exact way she sounded when she...

I first experienced suicide in 1973. I was 17. It was a snowy March day when I was driving home from high school and I saw the sheriff and the ambulance in front of my house. My little brother who was a freshman in high school was...

I lost my mother to suicide exactly one month ago today. Looking back at our lives, my family realized that her angry moments truly reflected bipolar disorder just like her own mother and brother. I knew my mother had been struggling...

You always expect that someone else's baby or a closed friend, or someone else you do not know commits suicide. But one late evening I learned of my wonderful niece. She committed suicide. She could speak eight different languages was a...

My father died when I was eight -- he was 35. My family told me that he had had a heart attack. The death certificate said otherwise. They still haven't told me the truth. I'm 44 now.

This story isn't about my father's death...

My brother took his life on November 17,2012. I still cannot comprehend what has happened. I keep saying to myself, "is this real, is he really gone?". My brother had an illness, bipolar disorder, he was diagnosed at a very young age...

Two. One of them was on here and the other was Alice. It... Is a pain that not many people understand... I feel immense guilt... I was trying so hard to make them happy... Like... I can't write this anymore... To painful...

I wish I could say that suicide is very rare, but judging from how many people have joined this group, suicide is far too common. People...loved-ones...take their own lives every day. Suicide has become a tragic epidemic, with no end in...