I Don't Trust Easily Anymore Stories of Experiences

I have always lead a fairly sheltered and protected life. And it was good. That is, it was good before I knew better. I was content with knowing what little I knew. Ignorance really is bliss if you let it be.
Then I met Christopher...

I can't tell if someone is telling a lie, but I already assume it is. It's far more easier for me to accept when people fail you if you knew they were already lying. But is it really them I don't trust? Or s it me?
Will there be a point...

I feel like I'm constantly fighting a battle within. On one hand I'm so much stronger now because of my past. I've learned so much about myself and how to like me and how to be happy with me. I've learned to enjoy the little things and...

Very confused.

I don't know why lately I been having this feeling of not trusting people including those who really care about me. But this is what I'm been feeling lately.

There is "LIE " in BELIEVE
There is "OVER"in LOVER
There is "END"in FRIEND
There is "EX"in NEXT
There is "US" inTRUST
And "IF"in LIFE ......

Well you think you know people close to you in your life. Then life chages you and others are suppose to love you but do have a hard time with your chages in life. I did not judge him i let the anger go krama takes care of people. I...

To every lover, friend, family member: I'd rather you literally burned me. Yes. Douse me in kerosene and drop a match right where I sit as if I were buddhist monk in protest. Watch my skin peel and melt, my hair crisp and smoke emitting...

So after the whole loses-the-love-of-my-life, my life kind of took a turn for the worst. My parents started fighting and I was kind of ready to trust anyone but them. This guy drops out of nowhere and says that he has had a crush on me...

I don't know how we do it. The human race has a poison inside of us that causes us to trust others with ourselves. How foolish, of us to think that another human could care about anyone else other than itself. Don't we know that humans...

There was a time I trusted almost any one,about any thing.Almost blindly.No more.I am the child who played with a whole box of matches and,found 99% of them burned Me.Ive learned to put them away until I need one to light up the...

the people i trust the most is always the ones that end up cheating on me or backstabbing me or hurting me in one way or another. after everyone hurting me ive learnd just to never trust anyone at all. theres only to people on this...

Ive been hurt. Way too many times. Ive been used, cheated on, lied to.. the list goes on and on. But now here is this amazing guy. He seems as perfect as a guy could be! I started thinking of what could go wrong.. Then it hit me...

I am distancing myself with the people around me. I have recently learned a very important piece of information and that is that no one is always there for you, no one will be honest with you, and everyone leaves you. Everyone always...

I have been losing trust in people within the last few weeks being on EP. It seems most people I talk to is only willing to be a short term friend with me and once they make better friends, they will stop talking to me.

There is...

I have not a slight idea on how to start this but I feel as if I need to let it out somehow. I spend most of my time locked inside my mind, the things I think scare me at times yet excite me. I feel as if I have two sides to me, the...

I met ? when I was on my way home. When I got on the bus I spotted a face that I never really recognized it looked so alive and seducing. I sat by him and from then we got to know each other. Not knowing all of this time we attended the...

How did I know the dayHis hand would lead her awayWas it his charmor was it your wayYour way to choke out my lifeThe life I knewYou now have a new life to gainI the struggle of why and painHad I known this would comeThe lonliness...

I am empty now she says

She says I am empty

Forsaken
& gone away
I am soulless
Not through misdeed or barter
But necessity...
I am no more.

I am withdrawn she says
I have withdrew
To this place of dark wet sorrow
& that of prickling...

I was thrilled to learn that this site really existed. I decided to join in the hope of corresponding with people of like mind.
I am seeking an open minded woman that would entertain the prospect for a long term adult nursing...

No... Actually I am, the reason I am in danger... but I am being safe promise... and controlling myself not to..