I Lost My Child to Cancer Stories of Experiences

One Day Closer to You

I sometimes ask the Lord
Why He took you before me,
And though He's never answered-
I guess it was meant to be.

I tell myself you're watching,
That you're never far away;
I sometimes feel the slightest touch
When...

The day the doctor told me he have to opperate was the hardest decisions i had to make mommy told the doctor he can go through with the opperation never did mommy know you are going to get eight brain opperations, well as far as i knew...

I miss you, little Emma,
And I'll never forget that day,
The day when those angels came,
To take my Emma away,

I've lost you, Emma, in body,
But you'll forever live in my heart,
And although I want you to live here and now,
I know we...

I watched the months before.

I watched and held her close and cuddled her as she vomited violently, more violently than I ever thought possible.

I told her I loved her and that she was beautiful and I watched as her beautiful russet...

Johnny was 6 months old when I noticed a lump under his ribcage, I waited in the ER for 3 hours for a pediatrician to show up , she said his liver was a little big and he'd grow into it after doing no tests just by feeling his belly...

Just one little peek into heaven,
Is all I'm asking for today.
I just want to know how she's doing,
And heaven seems so far away.

Is she playing on the clouds with angels?
Is she laughing and running today?
Does she miss me?
I guess...

God made a sweet child
a child who never grew old
He made a smile of sunshine
He molded a heart of pure gold.
He made that child as close to an angel
as anyone ever could be
God made a Sweet Child
and He gave that dear child to me
Then...

I Love You This Much
Mommy, mommy,
please don't cry.
I'm in heaven now,
so dry your eyes.
God is keeping me safe and warm,
just as you did from the day I was born.
We don't know for sure why this happened to me,
but in your heart...

She was taken, Her beautifull smile was taken but don`t worry. She was taken by God to the golden gates of heaven , Where there is no pain , a place where she can smile again while sitting amongs angels, because she is one of them, a...

Teardrops of my heart
I have been crying for so long I just don't know where to start
To end the flowing rivers of sadness in teardrops of my heart.
Spirit is torn, heart sharply pierced with loss causing me pain
Where do I start, how...

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