I Write Poetry Stories of Experiences

I don't want to progress slower into the darkness. I want to stay myself.
I don't want to forget everything I have struggled for. For I have struggled for everything I have.
I don't want to be on medication to be myself again. I have...

I woke up. That is it. I made it one more night. I didnt spiral down in to the deep dark abyss. Where they want me. I couldnt bring myself to tell them no. I started to, it seemed just too inviting. Familiar, home. I couldnt go just yet...

My heart screams
And aches for you
You are the one in my dreams
No matter what we go through
We will always be together forever

Whether in this life or the next
We will always find each other
Even if we can’t text
Our souls will...

In the distance, I see you there

Bottled by time, captured by void

I reach out, you disappear

Trapped by emotions, enslaved by desire

In the distance, I see you there

Fuled by fire, indulged in beauty

I run towards, to fall into...

Live for today
Die tomorrow
Fight for love
Try to forget
Heart break
Heart ache
Are they not one?
His voice once soothed her
Then he used her
He's moved on....
Shes still holding on
His joy
Her pain
He wants to help
She pushes him...

He held her in his arms as she died, he could not understand her suicide, her pain her grief so strong, so sad, why would she do this no matter how bad, she did not deserve to die, he did not want to say goodbye. Did she not see that he...

emergence of body and spiritfrom the cocoonwhich has been self-spunbeauty goes in and returnsformless, yet held in shapefunctioning once for leavesnow for flowers

I saw you today. You got older, uglier. You were sitting with your "new" wife. Looking completely harmless, but I know your not. For I am your child, I know everything about you. I thank God that I dont really have any of your facial...

I toss and turn.
Throughout the night.
And blink and yawn by day.
I try to sleep, but I can't find a way.
My dreams break, and shatter like glass.
As I dream of the distant past.
Troubles of long ago.
Of something I do not wish to know...

I call to you with a broken heart,

My heart scorn from the burning pain,

With simple waves you slowly fade,

I am alone in the cold again,

Trapped in the winds cold whispers,

I search for your heart but touch only the dark...

Feeling of sadness fill me
Pain and Woe are all I see

Wishing I never met you
If only I had a clue

Everytime I see your name
My heart leaps like you came

I often wonder If only
But I know I would only be lonely

We are better apart...

To her my heart's devotion clings,
Surrounded by her angel wings.
Her beauty above all other things,
A swollen heart from Cupid's stings.
My gift of life to her I swore,
To love unlike those fools before.
The depths of soul I shall...

I close my eyes and think a minute
about all your lies and the way that you spin it
The drama unfolds like a bad TV show
your eyes glaze over with the fake tears that flow
What am I to you, my dear ?
What's the reason you keep me...

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Oh, lover of my soul
Would you breathe spring back into me?
The nights so cold; the days ever bleak
Chase away winter’s grays.

My heart needs the colors you bring
The pastel shades of your soft...

Live life in fear
Or live life in blood
Which ever happens
Deal with life as it is
And not how others want it
For you are the one to make your own decisions
Death will come quicker when you let go
But if you fight, you have a chance to...

Bring the chair nearerto the windowI need to see itgo byThe pain is to hardto feelI want to watch itgo awayIn life there isno window paneno easy chairno placeto watch

Unwritten wordslie on the whitespaces alongwith unspoken wordsamid silentpauses

In the background playsthe clownplays to childrenconcealing theinner frownIn the background playsthe foolplays to adultsconcealing theouter cool

Wisdom in the ashes, upon this liars fate
He sews his heart, but the threads all break
These hands take, what it can not make

A vision beyond these dark sands,
But the shadows darken these dry desert hands
The Burning eye...

Poison and venom flows through my veins,
Pumping them around my body,
Tainting my heart with its inky blackness,
Eating it away and swallowing it whole,

The pain the venom causes,
Kills me inside,
Burning a hole,
Slowly torturing me...