I Am Recently Widowed Stories of Experiences (Page 5)

I  JUST FOUND THIS GROUP TONIGHT.I FEEL SO ALONE.MY DEAREST HUBBY WAS CALLED HOME AFTER 9 MONTHS OF  BATTLING CANCER.HE WENT THROUGH CHEMO TREATMENTS AND RADATION.BUT THE CANCER JUST KEPT SPREADING.I FEEL SO GUILITY NOW HE WAS SO SICK...

My high school sweetheart of 24 yrs and five children later suddenly went home to be with the Lord September 19, 2011.  He was diagnosed with sepsis and had 3 cardiac arrests before God said, enough.  He was gone in a matter of hours...

I lost my husban of 37 years suddely on july29 2011 , he was my love of my life, mybestfiend , I feel so alone in this world, the days grow long and my tears flow still my heart has been broken and will never be the same it hurts so...

My wife recently passed after a two year battle with cancer. She was 36 years old and a mother of 3 great kids. Ages 10, 7, and 5.

My husband Pat died of a massive heart attack on August 1 2011, My life is over, I am only here for the kid's. I do not want to be in this world anymore, people act like they know how you feel but, they don't unless they have been...

My precious husband passed away on 12/14/2010, we were married 27 years. It will be 8 months on the 14th and I find myself in the same place. It dozen't get better as time goes by, it gets worse. The first few months it was all like a...

My wife was such a friendly and intelligent woman. Although my marriage was sexless I was for better or worse part of a partnership that we presented to the family and friends as the perfect marriage. That was the way we wanted it to...

On August 3, 2011 I lost the love of my life, my best friend, my partner for 42 years. It was a morning like any other since I had retired three months ago. We had our coffee, watched the Today show and discussed what we would do that...

So here it is one day after the 2 year deathaversary of my dearly beloved. I just got back from a showing of The Big Lebowski at the local rep house. I’d seen it before, but I didn’t remember much of it and looking back I said I...

This is even hard for me to write. I just found this site two day's ago and find myself coming back to it, to read other widow stories. I find some comfort in reading about other widow's and their stories. I also find myself crying and...

I was widowed June 10, 2012.  I'm finding it very difficult to go on.  I also suffer from treatment resistant depression which certainly doesn't help.  I need to know that I'm not alone.  My husband of 44 years did it all.  Not...

I lost my husband of 9 years on March 1, 2011.  The emptiness is almost unbearable but I will get thru it because he would want me to.  He was my friend, my lover and my sounding board.    Fortunately, all the kids were grown as...

My husband died this year on January 21 2011. It was sudden, a heart attack.
I was an hour from home. By the time I got to the hospital he was gone.
I have been in shock and in misery ever since. I see him everywhere I look. I think of...

I lost my soul mate, my beloved husband of 21 years to lung cancer 10 weeks ago. The pain is intense, I am torn apart. God only is my light in this dark night. He died in my arms, I told him it was Ok to go, released him, am happy he is...

….on the eve of the marking of one year without my husband. A day that I will relive over and over for the rest of my life. This being the day that I lost the man of my dreams, the love of my life, the father of our son, and my...

my husband died 2 months ago.....he was killed suddenly .we were mRRIED 20 YEARS.i miss him so much the pain is un real. how do i live without him. i miss everything.his touch his love his kisses he gave me every morning before work and...

Lost My Angel of 24yrs. on 3-28-11 Taking it one day at a time.Look at her picture every morning before leaving for work,and every night before bed ,and tell her how much i miss her and it Hurts So Much My heart pains,and i cry for her...

I found this website tonight, I was feeling so lonely and sad. My husband passed away 1 month ago, while waiting for a 2nd heart transplant.  He was 32 years old, we have 2 young children. Like everyone here, I miss spouse...

I am recently widowed. Been married 26 years. I'm so lost I want to die.  It's only been a month but it feels like forever.  Does the hurt ever go away?   Cancer took him in 3 weeks. SWhen we found out he was gone in three weeks...

I was recently widowed in February.  3 days before my birthday.  I don't know what my husband passed away from yet.  I'm devasted.  We just had our baby at the end of Dec. and we took out baby home on my husbands birthday.  He was...