I Binge and Purge Stories of Experiences

so i grew up in a screwed up home with a heroin addict as a father who mentally abused and manipulated me everyday. so i hear i naturally have an addictive personality. okay, so i figure this doesnt mean much because i will never do...

I am 15 and I am bulimic. I came to this website to talk to people who are going through the same thing as me and understand me so I can open up about my problems to people who I know wont give me a bad reaction, please message me x

NOW CASTING - I'm casting for a major cable network and we're looking for someone (between the ages of 15-22) who is struggling with an obsession to share their story on non-exploitative, documentary-style television show. Each episode...

I binge Purge at least 4x a week, usually more. It's disgusting and shameful.

I just binged and it hurts really bad because my stomach is so small from not eating. I can't throw up, which would bring relief, because I don't want my family to get suspicious

I'm trying do hard to stop but when I do my anorexia comes back. that is way worse cause people can see. then if that doesn't come back my self harm gets so bad I end up in a and e every 5 secs cause I cut to deep then I'm there cause I...

They say purging is more of a control thing. Maybe that's how it started for me. It seemed foolproof. When you break your fast; purge it up. When you're too lazy to exercise; purge. Ate too much? Purge it up. Is it a control thing...

I've been b/p-ing for several years now, but recently it's increased in frequency. After several talks with a friend, and a sort of epiphany, I'm realizing I should stop. The thing is, it's at an addictive point. I try to avoid eating...

I remember the first time...

The calls of them all. They all called me "fat" "hippo" and other terrible names. All about my weight.
When I got home, I waited for my family to leave the house. Then I went to the bathroom, arched...

it seems like it will never stop. I decided i wanted a gap between my thighs, i wasn't overweight, i just wanted the gap. so i tried to skip meals and do exercise, but that actually started getting me really anxious and i started eating...

I'm only 14 and have been stuck in this cycle for 3 years and can't stop, I have ended up in hospital cause of it no one will see me cause they believe it is self inflicted and is all my fault!!! well one day I went to far I still had...

Okay here's my story I suppose, I'm 18 years old I've been binging and purging for about 7 or 8 years on and off, it kinda went out of control my sophomore and junior year of highschool. I was told I was over weight so I started to...

It's been a horrible cycle since I was ten.
I am in recovery, and I'm trying to stop.
But I just did it again.
I binged on two sandwiches, four cookies, a can of soda, and a glass of milk.
Then I purged until I literally couldn't...

Hi!
It's such a long story to tell... This is the first time I have ever "told" anyone or explained my story.
I am a 17 year old girl. I have no one else to tell and so I think you guys can help me. Everything started less than a year...

I hate when I binge & purge! It started when I was in my early 20s & I would feel guilty for eating late night so I would throw it up. Now over 10 years later it's a mental battle that wins 90% of the time. Sometimes I go days without...

I use food as an escape from reality. I'm locked away in my own little world, and no one can get to me when I'm there. When I'm eating, my thoughts are all on food, and it's better then thinking about anything else... But of course, I...

It started out as a quick weight loss idea. stupidest thing I've done. It quickly became an emotional release. Now when I'm upset, binging and purging is my comfort.

I binge quite a lot. I try to stop and go on diets but I can not stick to them for more than I week so I binge more and get fatter.
Today I got sick of my binging so I purged for the first time. It was horrible but it made me feel...

I've been struggling with this for a long time, 3 years on and off. Every time I try and give it up I end up starting again. I binge at least 4 times a week, and not a single time goes by when I don't purge afterwards. I always feel...

It makes me laugh when people tell me I can stop whenever.They act like this isn't part of me.They act like something could replace the feeling I get.Collin is here but still gone.I don't know what I'm doing.I want to tell him...