I Am Afraid of Being Abandoned Stories of Experiences

And This makes others dislike me..

so keep experiencing the A word...

and I keep fearing the A word...

and the cycle goes on and on and on!

Words saying she will be there singe his soul.She tells him she will never leave him.He feels those promises were broken.She doesn't want to be with him anymore.He tells her he loves her.She doesn't reciprocate.He tells her he is sorry...

I get easily attached to people, I've noticed. Once someone seems to like me, we are all of a sudden best friends in my mind. We should be able to talk about things that I've never talked about with anyone. They should want to hang out...

This post is a tough one. Its hard to explain it. Its hard to put into how I am feeling. I am suffering from severe abandonment issues. I am so afraid to get close to people right now, because lately it seems like whenever I get...

Yes I am that broken toy on the shelf.Shoved way in the back,moved up once in a while.You know the doll that doesn't smile,or has a torn dress or missing her shoes.You all go by and pick me up look and put me down.I once had a real home...

you shouldn't have done it.. or you should tell me.. how do you do something like this to the person you claim to love with your life?

you promised me you'd never hurt me.. never hurt me means never hurt me.. doesn't mean, i'll never...

When i was three years old my mom took me and my two little brothers to florida.She found it no longer safe for us to live there with my father. He was constantly hitting her and putting her in the hospital. He was drinking and selling...

Before I go any further, I know what I am about to write is irrational, and that these feelings have lessened as my life has progressed, but they still surface despite myself.I have always had this little voice nagging away at the back...

This afternoon, as a filler, I got the kids to write down a new year's resolution and a new year's wish for their family and the world. They're quite a caring and very cute bunch, and all said they wanted everyone to be happy and have a...

Although I fear being abandoned by my loved ones, I know that it's probably just me worrying for nothing.

My response to this: 
"Unfortunately some people do toss away what was cherished,
carelessly push away the very thing they so longed for,
and foolishly walk away from it in pursuit of the end of a rainbow that will only serve to elude...

  So I do whatever I have to in order to make sure those I love, love me back. I don't "rock the boat", I don't argue, disagree or show any anger about anything. At least I try. Momma is the only one I fight with & even then it takes A...

Yeah.
Abandonment. That's a very real fear for me. The thought that people can and already have abandoned me in the past is terrifying. But I work hard to overcome the disappointment. But the possibility that it can happen again...

So, you were offered something. You tried and tasted it then decided to reject it. You threw it all away.
To all of you who threw me away and deemed me worthless.
I am not worthless. I can give you more than you imagine. I am not a...

I am afraid of being abandoned. It's a huge fear of mine. The thing is fears are suppose to be irrational- very unlikely to happen, etc.My fear here is not. It's a known fact, that everyone and everything abandones me. I have such a...

I thought I got over your touch,
I thought I got over hearing your voice on the phone,
I thought I got over looking forward to seeing you even if we were so tired that we just feel asleep on the couch,
I thought I got over wanting you...

From this moment, I thought of a few realizations about my life.  
First I thought that I had forgotten my unwanted past experiences. Now I realize that I'm just pretending to be a happy person -- that I am becoming a better person...

This  is my biggest fear in my life... I have a insane fear that everyone in my life is going to leave me and i will be alone friends family and loved ones (boyfriends especially).  I hate feeling like everyone is going to do...

Is probably one of my worst insecurities.  To let myself go completely, to let the other person see all of me for what I am, for me to love them so very much, for them to not love me the same way, or for them to not believe in...

paranoid about it actually. It so bad that whenever my boyfriend leaves while im alseep even to just go to the bathroom i wake up and panic cause im not sure how long hes been gone for or where he is. He usually come back to bed and I...