I Wish I Was Dead Stories of Experiences

Seriously. I want nothing more.

I dont have job cant find one wifes been ill for four years.Had interview today, chose someone else. Two years left to pay on house. No money no bills paid FEEL THE ONLY THING LEFT IS DEAD. That is the only thing i have left to lose. I...

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of life. I'm tired of waking up everyday. I'm tired of people. I would kill myself if I could. I can't wait to see how great the rest of my life will be. It's not that...

Do you ever feel like there's something that's just wrong? I feel like life isn't real sometimes. It all feels like just one big chapter in a book. Everyday is just another story. It gives life no meaning and no purpose. It's the same...

Some people say im different they all just judge me for dressing in all black or wearing skinny jeans. My family hates me my dad said i deserve to die. My friends you mean people actually have those oh wait only normal people do. My...

I feel like I can't breath anymore. I feel like no matter how hard I try to stay sane I just lose my sanity more and more. Little by little. My mind is lost. I just can't do it anymore. I'm so fed up with all this shit in my life. If it...

Every night I go to bed I hope that I will never wake up. And when I wake up, well...it's the worst feeling in the world. I want to fall asleep and never wake up. I wish I had the courage to end my own life, but so far I am too afraid...

so night i shall die and no one will care if i fail i will try again tomorrow but i will be put down on this first to make it easier. i want to die and nothing can stop me this time.
no person can stop me. no nothing
goodbye all ep...

I grew up in an abusive household and I actually started praying for my own death when I was seven. When I was younger I wouldn't chew my food all the way in hopes that I would choke to death. Things haven't gotten any better since I...

OH, HOW I WISH I WAS DEAD, IN FACT, I WISH I'D NEVER BEEN BORN! MY LIFE IS SHYT.

I ONLY HAVE INTERNET FRIENDS (THOUGH, THEY ARE AWESOME FRIENDS) EVERYONE WHO HAS EVER SEEN ME FACE TO FACE HATES ME AS MUCH, IF NOT MORE THAN I DO!

I...

I have been battling drug addiction struggling to self medicate a thyroid condition. I've tried everything. I quit taking pain pills four days ago and I want to die. I am in so much pain I can't stand it. My boyfriend says I'm crazy...

well heres my pathetic tale...
i just dont know what to do my life is a joke, except everyones laughing but me. iam about to be homeless and guess why cuz ofcourse im unemployed right now my income is a whole 25 bucks child support for...

And no, I'm not a depressed whiny emo kid, ok? I will never go to the point of killing or even hurting myself, I would most likely just be the psychopathic killer all over the news. Killing yourself? You should be ashamed. Just kill...

I see my story echoed here over many accounts. I was never popular and struggled with abusive, neglectful parents, bullying which later turned to social anxiety. Video games and food helped pacify the frequent loneliness while I waited...

I am feeling very blessed right now

I hate my life, and a lot of people in it. And I can never tell anybody about how I feel. I told my one friend that I was going to kill myself and all she said was : "Before my birthday? How could you!?" That made me want to kill myself...

Days go by and i wish i could just be dead , Ive tryed anything to help me but it just seems not to work, i hate my life its just so pointless, i carn't see anything good for the future its all just a big blur to me . I carn't see my...

never been happy ever.....
nothin but isolation abandonment and loneliness in my life

I'm so tired of my life. I'm so tired of no one caring about my feelings. 2 of my children have gotten so disrespectful and hateful to me, that I just cant handle the pain anymore. They make me feel so useless and like a horrible mom. I...