I Am Suicidal Stories of Experiences

It's crazy how quickly things seem like they can change...the past can seem so far away or so recent, even if it's the exact opposite. Good things have happened, but also bad. I don't think anyone can help me anymore though. I think the...

By reading this, you are showing more interest in my personality than almost anyone else has. I'm 15 and, though there are a few rumours about me being gay, they don't matter because I'm still excluded. No one gets it, and I can't tell...

I'm ready to check out of this life.
What can be worse than suffering through this painful existence called "life"? I'm tired of this. I'm ready to die.

they'vesaid how i wasn't suicidal, when i'm in my room crying because i'm afraid of the future i have no hope in.

My day dreams are of death, funerals are just details, I'm araid to leave but the thought and feeling to do so spikes...

I've never been the type to intentionally hurt someone. At least not very often, and it was never untriggered. But he lied again... I fucking hate him... I want him to hurt. I want him to have to suffer every day the way he has forced...

I recently tried to order a package of cyanide from Colombia but never got the package. I'm now trying to find a seller of Nembutol that I can trust. I don't have a lot of money so if I buy something to off myself it better come in the...

My life is shattered and suicidal thoughts are now a part of my daily routine, like taking a shower. I’m trapped in a life that has no meaning. I just took tequila shots (at 9am) bc waking up, now, isn’t pleasant – so I’m typing...

Last Sunday evening, after going without sleep completely for three days, I had a complete break from reality. I was in pain. A lot has been going on in my life the last few weeks: my parent's ugly divorce, getting rejected from...

I am suicidal. I have not one, not two but three shrinks that i see (lucky me). One for meds, one for self harm, one for my failed marriage. All three of them keep hounding me about "do you want to get better?" and other type crap...

I’m in a mental mindset right now that could kill me, literally. I just have so much I want to say. I get it, I know I’m a shitty person, so push me out of your world please. It will hurt less when I leave and I’m sorry but I’m...

Pple today I tried to kill myself I need help some one talk to me so I can stop