I A Battle of Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    A Flower Of Life! Life is like a flower, it blooms and shows it's beauty, but when the bloom is done, the plant still lives on. I will live on through you, you are my plant, so...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    1 Response Apr 20
    i seem to be an isolated entity and nothing comes easy to me ....i sometimes feel like my existence is purely to struggle ....i don,t have many people around me i don,t know...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer
    36-40
    Apr 20
    I saved my ex's life in January, He was going to kill himself, but I was there to save him. To talk to him when nobody was there for him not even his family, When he sent that...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 19
    On one can be strong alone it takes a army of people behind them, giving them the courage and the power to move mountains, to make a difference in someone else's life not of their...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    1 Response Apr 19
    I'm going to take some time to reflect today. I'm at a point where I question what I'm "studying" is really what I want to do for a "career". And yet, I feel hesitant jumping ship...
    Nick8876 Nick8876
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    i wish my life would be full of happiness but it's opposite of that no happiness 😔 I'm turning 19 in 2 months. From the childhood till now i never experienced what is happiness...
    alwaysthereforY0u alwaysthereforY0u
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    Im 17 years old and I was addicted to triple cs. Triple cs u may think are just some cough medicine thatll get u a high so youre not bored on a weekend but trust me it will RUIN...
    andy2198 andy2198
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    I'm done being so miserable. Nobody deserves that. Happiness is a choice and I'm choosing it now. You should too. The heck with the people who kick us to the ground and enjoys it...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    I'm done being so miserable. Nobody deserves that. Happiness is a choice and I'm choosing it now. You should too. The heck with the people who kick us to the ground and enjoys it...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 17
    I'm done being so miserable. Nobody deserves that. Happiness is a choice and I'm choosing it now. You should too. The heck with the people who kick us to the ground and enjoys it...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    All I can think of lately is death. I don't even cry anymore. I just go to school, come home, and sit in the dark. I try to go outside everyday, but I get awful headaches, and...
    rainandbooks rainandbooks
    13-15, F
    5 Responses Apr 17
    Been feeling down this past few days, wanting to be someone else. I don't know where my life is going
    Margarott Margarott
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 17
    The anxiety has been particularly bad lately as my life is turned upside down. No, not EP shutting down (though I will miss it). Life, as I once knew it, is no longer. It is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 16
    Living FULLY is a journey not a destination. My journey has allowed me to grow into a person who may fear the storms ahead, but who is willing to ride through those storms with...
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    I'm really so f*ing done with my life right now. I lived a boring life with barely any fond memories for anything I have done. I crave the feeling for pure happiness. To jump...
    XxSxarletxX XxSxarletxX
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 15
    People just like hurting me, even tho they tell me how much i mean to them, or a certain someone that im everything to them even tho its never humanly possible still just wants to...
    BiFurZak BiFurZak
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    Monday was my first breakdown. I have a great family, 2 very close friends, and a new lady in my life. But I felt completely alone. I had thoughts...however fleeting...of ending...
    njautomechanic njautomechanic
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Apr 14
    WHY? Why is it that God has given us this beautiful place we call Earth and our home? Man has hunted for years upon years for another place where we could live and move forward...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    2 Responses Apr 14
    So I see people are trying to post more experiences and let more things off their chest and telling their stories before EP closes. So I decided, hey, I might as well join the...
    jaeger053 jaeger053
    16-17
    Apr 12
    Okay so I'm new to this let's start off by me introducing myself I am a 24 year old female looking for advice , my heart is broke after a two year abusive relationship ended. I...
    whitneykitty1 whitneykitty1
    22-25, F
    12 Responses Apr 12
    To Believe! All my life I have looked for God through the churches and in religions , when I have found that God doesn't need to live in a church, he is everywhere and anywhere. I...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    1 Response Apr 12
    Here's mine. New Life Surrogacy Global Network is an ultra sophisticated sick scam. It is a total fraud. If you want to just give away your money for a service you will never...
    fschmidt2020 fschmidt2020
    36-40, M
    Apr 12
    One of the best things about being a lifeguard was after the crowds left the pools and us lifeguards could enjoy all the peace and quiet at the end of the day and lock up. And then...
    talking4fun talking4fun
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    I guess I'm writing this to put my story out there, well, part of my story, just a glimpse. These past few days I've been under an incredible amount of stress and my depression has...
    muffinsfrommountains muffinsfrommountains
    16-17, M
    6 Responses Apr 11
    What is the purpose of life? Why do I even exist in the first place? 18th of March, 2016. I'll never forget that day. My instincts told me from that day and onwards, everything...
    Violetblossoms Violetblossoms
    18-21, F
    Apr 11
    I have met people who wallow in misery and love blaming everyone but themselves for making the wrong choices in life.You either pick yourself up,dust yourself off,learn from your...
    sparklingdiva sparklingdiva
    31-35, F
    Apr 10
    I suppose this is where I can speak freely, not revealing my identity. Honestly, writing about my life, a stupid, sob story, I feel skeptical about it. Not knowing if anyone cares...
    Aselfconsciousturtle Aselfconsciousturtle
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
    I just discovered this and it's apparently going away. Ugh. Anyway, I'm a stay at home dad to 2 awesome little boys, happily married, and been depressed most of my life. I was...
    eae12880 eae12880
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Apr 10
    Have you ever been afraid that you're never going to be good enough? You ever tried to be secure but you just can't because you think things are not gonna work out? People say...
    Violetblossoms Violetblossoms
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 9
    If there's anything at all I've learned from the last four or so years, it's that life has never been black and white. I don't even think it can be simply black or simply white...
    DanceOfBlades DanceOfBlades
    18-21, F
    Apr 9
    I have been looking on here every day more so since the "announcement" feel very sad about it because I've researched all the alternatives available. But this is just this. I feel...
    purpleturtle5 purpleturtle5
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Apr 9
    my birthday is tomorrow. you'd think I would be happy about it but I'm not. I'm turning 27 and life hasn't turned out the way I thought it would. I thought by now I would be...
    Niceguy890 Niceguy890
    26-30, M
    8 Responses Apr 9
    Hey, people. I just really have to share what im feeling cuz i cant tell it to someone else, and even if i will no one will understand me. Im so sick of all this ****** stuff...
    Alliwantistodie Alliwantistodie
    13-15, F
    7 Responses Apr 9
    I haven't been into God or anything but I was back stage with Matthew West and I was telling him about my depression and what I have been through with jealous girls over middle...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 9
    I've seen some evil things in my life
    Harlemporter Harlemporter
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 8
    From around age six I've battled with depression and anxiety. I of course had a stressor: abuse and the death of my mother. Her death was sudden and unexpected and the lives of my...
    MoonChild01 MoonChild01
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    Everything gets better. I wanted to put an experience out there as my life has changed indeed in the last couple of years. A few years back I posted an experience about how lonely...
    BunnyObsession BunnyObsession
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    So today I was texting a guy from ep.I am having a bad day.He continues to ask me personal questions about my sex life.When I turned him down he got upset.Im having a depressed...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Apr 8
    I love you, it is because of you I have done the things I do..... To be different is to be special, because people that are different have this beauty inside them that only some...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    1 Response Apr 8
    I have moved to seven different schools throughout my life, so every time I got relatively close to someone I always had to leave and usually lost contact with them which probably...
    musicismyworld16 musicismyworld16
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I took too many sleeping pills last night, they weren't the type that can really do anything… But then when I woke up I relapsed with cutting… Everything seems to be falling...
    love11915 love11915
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 8
    My birthday is in a few weeks and this is the first time in my life where I just don't care about it because I know nobody else does. Is this part of depression or just acceptance...
    Salamander2 Salamander2
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 7
    Its hard to accept. And it pains me to think about it. The thought of it leaves me broken. It wont let me sleep. It wont let me get over it. My mistakes haunt me wherever i go and...
    juv3 juv3
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    i feel like most of my life is nothing but let downs. , whts the point of trying to be optimistic if nothing positive ever happens im only 22 & feel like my ****** life will just...
    YellNicc YellNicc
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    I feel like there is no point in saying this but i will anyway. Im 17 and since i was about 14 ive had maybe 1-2 friends. Ive been completely isolated. I ended up dropping out...
    sarahlee1017 sarahlee1017
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Apr 6
    It's been over 2 and a half years since I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. Sometimes I think I have borderline personality disorder. I check for almost all the...
    UnicornsOfHope UnicornsOfHope
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6
    I don't really know where to start, everything inside me is like looking into a washing machine on spin and you can't really separate what is what. I was never career driven or...
    Average111 Average111
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 6
    Everyday I see a lot of crap about the LGBT community and about people like Bruce Jenner, being so brave and doing so much to inspire others. I have lived as a woman here in the...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    2 Responses Apr 6
    Oh my God I'm so happy to find this group! I've been struggling with parental alienation for 2 years now. My son moved in with his father 2 years ago and life has been a complete...
    DanieGirl1 DanieGirl1
    31-35
    Apr 5
    Oh my God I'm so happy to find this group! I've been struggling with parental alienation for 2 years now. My son moved in with his father 2 years ago and life has been a complete...
    DanieGirl1 DanieGirl1
    31-35
    Apr 5
    I don't want to post some poetic tumblr bullshit here. I jus want to vent where nobody I know will see. I have no motivation anymore; I'm failing classes, I have no social...
    soulhyalie soulhyalie
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 4
    Looks like a massive black hole that no matter how much I try to scape, all I do is to be swallowed even more. Whenever I can see a little light, comes the darkness again and take...
    EternalYahiko EternalYahiko
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 4
    I hate my life. I am married to someone I despise. My job is difficult for me. I am in physical pain every day. My wife tells me I am an embarrassment to my daughter. I am 45...
    Bsfcstrfrk Bsfcstrfrk
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 4
    The Wind! The wind blowing through my hair I will not feel, As I run and play out in the flower fields. Even as I can still hear the birds singing, The suffering has my ears a...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    3 Responses Apr 4
    Now I have been trying to avoid going to this website because it only brings out the sadness in me, but I don't have anywhere else to go..soo... This was my first year of college...
    EndlessLegacy EndlessLegacy
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 4
    I battle depression from middle school and it got better now
    vivianescrooge vivianescrooge
    22-25
    1 Response Apr 3
    I have been having a lot of interpersonal conflicts lately and I haven't been able to figure out why. Maybe it's because it's April, maybe because one year ago today I learned that...
    AlacrityMelancholy AlacrityMelancholy
    41-45, F
    Apr 3
    Last summer I noticed myself becoming more withdrawn and feeling really down almost constantly. My dad thought that I had depression, but back then, to me, people who claimed who...
    Arrowheaddd Arrowheaddd
    13-15, F
    6 Responses Apr 3
    Self harm has never been something I ever wanted to do. I promised myself that no matter how bad my situation got, how much pain I was feeling, I would never reach for a blade, I...
    MissQueenB MissQueenB
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 3
    My heart is sadden by the fact this site is closing. I've had some wonderful experiences on this site. I will miss being able to have people help me and me being able to help...
    Livinglife95 Livinglife95
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 3
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