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I A Battle of Life

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    I really hate my life and who I am. If it wasn't for my children I know id no longer be here. Some days I don't even know if that will be enough to hold on anymore. I feel like I'm...
    sparrow412 sparrow412 26-30, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I have a sunny parallel in my mind of how I want it to come out. But it's like nothing I do helps things. Things could be pleasant but they turn bad. At this point I don't feel...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    Everyday in my mind is an endless battle. think of it as the 300 spartans, they never gave up but in the end they didnt win the battle. I'm slowly losing my battle with depression...
    Palavo88 Palavo88 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    THIS IS HOPEFULLY THE LAST POST IM MAKING ON "I BATTLE DEPRESSION" I gave my biggest battle. I knew something was missing, and I had to find it. I have had experiences with LSD...
    TroubledIndividual TroubledIndividual 16-17, M 3 Responses Nov 4

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    I have struggled with major depression, as a direct result of complex high betrayal trauma, ever since I was a little girl. From the time I was 7 years old until the time I was 9...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 23 Responses Nov 18

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    I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention...
    AlissaCupcakes AlissaCupcakes 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Say what you will about Miley Cyrus. I do not care for her. This song is about the lyrics more than anything else. "The Climb" by Miley Cyrus I can almost see it. That dream I'm...
    PersephoneStardust PersephoneStardust 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    I no longer battle depression. It used to be that I was depressed, and I thought I was not good enough, and I battled myself. That was not very good because as long as I was my...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    When I came across the gospel of Shrek, I read and was amazed. I then accept shrek Ito my life and he helped me battle depression. I no longer suffer from it. I help my community...
    TheAnonymousTroll TheAnonymousTroll 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    About 10 years ago, life hit rock bottom. There was no hope and I was anxious. So I said to God one day, "My life is in the dumps and I see no light. So if you're going to send...
    Sicknconfused Sicknconfused 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    I've battled it before and won somehow. It was a difficult journey but I did it. Now I'm with someone who's severely depressed. I found out he was suffering from depression & I...
    ncon08 ncon08 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    This has been the battle of my life. Depression so heavy it feels like someone laid a very wet and large blanket on me. I could be happy as a clam. Then all of the sudden... Wham...
    jonnyfun1 jonnyfun1 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 28

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    I've battled depression for many years now. It's getting worse. I feel like I'm drowning and I'm being swallowed up in a black hole of nothing. I am tired and I feel sick. I can't...
    alexissmarie alexissmarie 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    Am I...starting to feel NORMAL? Okay for those who don't know, I battle depression since childhood and got medical help because I had a chemical imbalance in my head. So they gave...
    RandomDudeFriend RandomDudeFriend 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I've battled depression ever since I was about 7. I've just always hated myself so much, always been jealous and envious of my sister having such a perfect figure and being so...
    AFriend2All AFriend2All 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    Today is tough. Last night, I think I finally realized that my 28 year marriage is completely done. I have wondered before, but last night I really felt it. We were arguing. It...
    ImBatmanNow ImBatmanNow 51-55, M 3 Responses Nov 3

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    I live with anxiety and depression. Every day is a constant battle - but some days I win. It makes me very lonely because I do not socialise. Still life goes on.
    robertoduran robertoduran 56-60, M 3 Responses Nov 4

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    I battle depression on an off it's better now. I just honestly wish depression was not a factor in my life. I've been through so much
    byancax33 byancax33 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 12

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    That really is what it is. Every day is a new battle; and I have not yet won the war. Which kind of fails at life.
    sfairy27 sfairy27 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    I was a roman centurion. I had lucid dreams of leading men into battle. Helping organize assaults lead by large machines of war. I can also distinctly remember getting my neck slit...
    EmptyLaugh EmptyLaugh 22-25, M a week ago

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    I really do feel like I'm battling it. I'm putting up a good fight. My education and career are absolutely on the right track. I can be positive in public, but as soon as I'm left...
    theoneleftme theoneleftme 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    As I get older, I learn things now at this age what I was supposed to of learned when I was a kid or teenager. Growing up my step dad was strict. He never allowed me to do what I...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 1 hr ago

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    To Endure Gods Love! Somehow it feels like all my life God has watched over me and protected me from death, yet he has allowed me to endure the suffering of a life time. Today as...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc 61-65, T 1 Response Oct 29

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    Sorry guys, another rant today. Though if you know my character, you'd probably expect it. Many questions in mind at the present moment. I wish we had more choice in destination...
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    November 16. The Victim Trap. The belief that life has to be hard and difficult in the belief that makes a martyr. We can change our negative beliefs about life, and whether we...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 16

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    I plan on sharing this with my psychologist... Not sure what that would even do, but I just want someone to know how i TRULY feel every single day... I'm not "real" anymore. I am...
    mrtonystarks mrtonystarks 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    October 30. Self Value. We have a real life of our own. Yes, we do. That empty feeling, that senses that everyone except us has a life - an important life, a valuable life, a...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Oct 30

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    Codependency, I'm sick of you..I've felt you would be the death of me one way or another.. One person or another.. One thought.. To the other.. Feeling worthless, used, disposable...
    morsecodes morsecodes 22-25, F Nov 1

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    So since a lot of people want to know what I've been through and why I act the way I do but don't want to dig through all my posts to see the very first one which is my life story...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 4

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    HOPE Even in the worst of times, There is someone's time worst then mine. All I have to do is look around, There is someone always feeling down. If you think that things are bad...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc 61-65, T 2 Responses Nov 8

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    i just feel so numb inside sometimes i don't feel like doing anything all day long, i don't feel like getting up in morning, getting ready for the day.. that excitement i had to...
    lovebug19980 lovebug19980 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 14

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    Is life really beautiful or do we say that lie and repeat it in our heads until we believe it like we have done with love, religion, peace, etc? The answer will always be: Life is...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 11 Responses Nov 18

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    You were always there for me. You inspired me deeply with your words of wisdom and your faith in me. You have never let me down or fall, you were there to support me and guide me...
    MsAviator MsAviator 18-21, F Nov 19

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    My life like most others hasn't been easy. I have depression that probably be traced back to the abuse I got while I was younger. My depression led to social anxiety. And my...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    My life like most others hasn't been easy. I have depression that probably be traced back to the abuse I got while I was younger. My depression led to social anxiety. And my...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    My demon stood with me He who took all i had from me, Who had stolen away from me Family, Joy and Peace. I sought help from my savior, Christ, Praying for strength, begging for...
    TheDylanG TheDylanG 18-21, M 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    Forget people that don't matter, take control , keep calm and relax and love and care for the people that give this back to you! And take your life and be who you won't to be...
    Unknown1456 Unknown1456 18-21, F Oct 29

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    With all the pain, both past and present, I feel nothing but guilt for the way that I am. A roof over my head, food on the table, clean water to drink. I'm not unattractive, nor...
    airisfleeting airisfleeting 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 30

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    I feel like I'm going insane. I don't know what is going on with me! I started talking to this guy whose so sweet and nice. We haven't officially met yet but he's nice to talk to...
    cutecrazy05 cutecrazy05 22-25 Nov 3

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    I just have to get this off my chest... You wanna know a huge reason ppl kill themselves? Bc they feel so alone, unloved, n hopeless. Living in total despair. And bc the ppl who r...
    UnfulfilledMe UnfulfilledMe 26-30, F 17 Responses Nov 12

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    Everyday is a struggle for me; a struggle to maintain any sort of happiness I can muster, and then hold onto until I rest at the end of the day. Life is so hard to bare now a days...
    Suddanlius Suddanlius 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 13

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    I don't think that I have the ability to care about things that others may see as important. Many people think that it is very important to go to college and get a degree. I see...
    samyoung8 samyoung8 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 17

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    November 2. The Grief Process. To let ourselves wholly grieve our losses is how we surrender to the process of life and recovery. Some experts, like Patrick Carnes, call the...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 2

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    I wasn't bullied in the traditional way. I was bullied by my family. Pretty badly to. I was actually quite popular in school. I'm home schooled now because of some "issues" i have...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    Its time. For a very long time i have been thinking about suicide. about how i would do it. where. when and the feeling i would get when i did it. I've been depressed for as...
    xsasuke617x xsasuke617x 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 5

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