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I A Grieving Widow

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 59 People

    Daughter And Husband

    Back In January 02, 2012 My daughter passed away, then on March 9, 2012 my husband of 44 years passed away. I knew he was dying but I still can not see me without him, My daughter she had a operation for cancer and they got it all and for days later she died, She was my oldest...
    ladyfish50 ladyfish50 61-65, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2013

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    Karen

    i lost my husband of 38 years would have been 39 in aprili feel that through neglect of the hospital and doctors he would not have died but thats a long story . i now feel as if there is nothing left for me to go on for its like half of me is missing i talk to God and ask why but...
    kp74080 kp74080 56-60 Mar 31, 2012

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    Hurt

    My live in boyfriend of 10 years hung himself in my basement Dec.21/12 while I watch TV awake in bed...... I found him like that when I went to turn out the Christmas tree lights and noticed that the basement light was on so I walked down the stairs and there he was hanging and...
    LisaKS LisaKS 26-30 Jan 9, 2013

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    Loss

    Last May my husband was diagnosed with cancer. We were told from the outset that any treatment would be palliative as John had lung cancer which had already spread to his bones and liver. It was a roller coaster ride which changed both our lives forever. On December 1 2011 John...
    Teltel Teltel 56-60, F Sep 25, 2012

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    I Loved Him Soo Much Will I Ever Get Out Of Bed

    I can't believe I am. Here!!I lost my husband Scott on August 9/2013.My husband Scott was diagnosed with spleen cancer we were told that the cancer was isolated to his spleen.Scott had insurance with the V.A.his diagnose was given by a oncologist in.hospital after barreling with...
    joannefrancis joannefrancis 41-45, F Oct 9, 2013

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    Can't Cope

    My beloved husband of 9 years was killed on his way to work that morning on his motorcycle some one stopped on the interstate he hit them and the person that hit him killed him and ran it's been 3 months...
    greavingwidow3 greavingwidow3 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2013

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    Car Wreck

    I lost my husband of 22yrs. 4 yrs. ago. The crying every day grieving is over but now the "what the heck am I going to do w/ the rest of my life" is hitting me. We were very happy. I'm a teacher, he was a post man. We have 2 kids. We're in a church that helped us so much. It is...
    stubbemand stubbemand 51-55, F 6 Responses May 12, 2010

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    New Here

    I lost my husband of 40yrs Jan 2012. I lost a 36yr old son to suicide Sept. 2010. My 41st wedding anniversary is Sept 4th & the 2yr death date of my son is Sept 20. I am having a very hard time with depression, the doctor put me on meds last week but I don't they have kicked in...
    widowwomab widowwomab 56-60 1 Response Aug 26, 2012

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    Losing A Souse To End Stage Renal Failure

    I lost my husband on February 2, 2013. He had End Stage Renal Failure, had been on dialysis for 6 years. In the back of your mind you know the day is coming but when it does, you still aren't ready to say your goodbyes. I miss him so much. I keep myself busy so I don't have...
    snoeangel snoeangel 51-55 Mar 20, 2013

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    Missing My Husband

    Jerry wasn't my first husband, but he is the last.  We were married for 30 years.  We had our good times and our bad, just like in every marriage.  We were looking forward to the year 2011 so we could sell our place and retire to Arizona.  He was a retired Master Chief in the...
    oktahalillian oktahalillian 61-65, F Jan 1, 2012

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    Ye, I Understand Your Pain

    I was a widower at the age of 35. My wife died of cancer leaving me and our 3 children. The youngest was only 2 1/2 yr. It was very painful experience. Three years later I remarried and I am thankful to God for his guidance cos my new wife is a very good stepmother to my children...
    pakbumbum pakbumbum 51-55 1 Response Feb 12, 2011

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    The "me Too" Club

    Hi Friends. So sorry for the incredible loss you all feel. This is a lousy club to be in. However, talking with people and sharing experiences does help. I'm 50 and lost my husband 2 years ago after 26 years of marriage. It's still tough, and while I keep busy during the...
    PaulaDi PaulaDi 46-50, F 4 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    Loss My Husband

    my husband passed away June10,2013. We were married almost 19 years an together for 24years. Not sure yet what was the cause. We know he had bronchitis.
    sissykay sissykay 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2013

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    The "me Too" Club

    Hi Friends. So sorry for the incredible loss you all feel. This is a lousy club to be in. However, talking with people and sharing experiences does help. I'm 50 and lost my husband 2 years ago after 26 years of marriage. It's still tough, and while I keep busy during the...
    PaulaDi PaulaDi 46-50, F 4 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    Lost It All!

    I left a twenty year loveless marriage and found my true love! My two daughters and his three became a family. After only seven years, Aug 2009 i found out i was stage 4 endometrial cancer spread to kidney bladder stomach spin and lung. in Sept 2009 my beloved husband found...
    BBurns BBurns 41-45, F 7 Responses Apr 23, 2010

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    All Alone

    To Sinnona, Iam also a widow and feel your pain. Iam now 59  and have been alone for almost two years. Ihave kept our house but feel overwhelmed trying to keep up with it all and working full time. I have two grown daughters but basically am by myself trying to figure it all...
    Roey Roey 56-60 6 Responses May 8, 2009

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    Lost My Wife To Cancer. What Do I Do Now?

    Thought I had it made. Wife ,2 kids, house, decent pension to look forward to. We were married for 17 years and thought we could grow old together. Now I'm lonely, raising 2 kids and just plain miserable. I'm only 48 but now I feel 80.Need to sell the house and move back to the...
    toohonestman toohonestman 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 25, 2012

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    Loss Of My Husband

    i am 27 years old and on August 31st my life changed for ever my husband was 28 years old and he had been battling brain cancer since February and the doctors repeatedly told us that its wasnt the type of cancer that would take his life and i woke up to him on friday august 31st...
    brandihalpain brandihalpain 26-30 2 Responses Nov 4, 2012

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    Cancer

    My husband died recently from primary liver cancer. He was 62 years old. He was my world. i just am so angry with the world. and so sick of hearing people say i have no idea what you are going through but it will get better. I get so mad. It will not get better. Yeah maybe i wont...
    pess pess 56-60 4 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    Hi I'm Paula

    my husband died of copd on the 6th of this month never been alone
    paula5625 paula5625 51-55 1 Response Oct 31, 2012

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    Met my husband a year after my divorce prayed the whole time for a long list of things I wanted in a man, if I was allowed to ever marry again. After meeting 2 losers, I almost...
    Myslice2small Myslice2small 56-60, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I don't know if this happens but I always thought once the woman is finished grieving the man then start the grieving especially if they break it off with her but it depends on...
    bohemianlife925 bohemianlife925 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    "Can I find love again?" When you lose your spouse you often re-examine what love really is. You may feel unlovable and even be afraid that you will never be in love again. This...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I became a widow 2 months after my 40th birthday. That was almost 3 years ago .........*sigh*
    Marsi10 Marsi10 41-45, F 11 Responses Jan 11

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    Hello my name is Shaniesa! I'm 25 a widow and I have a 6 month old. I lost my husband December 1 2014 to a closed head injury he endured during an automobile accident he was...
    niesa0732 niesa0732 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I'm married. All was good in our relationship for a long time...... Just lately though I am being called his late wife's name more often and our sex life is non existent. It feels...
    Dadsnewwife Dadsnewwife 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    I LOVE YOU my nephew, my son :'/
    lovingRIZA lovingRIZA 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    So sorry for your loss, my thoughts are with you. Darlingrose
    darlingrose darlingrose 70+, F Jan 2

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    It is fine to grieve, necessary in fact, but do not lose yourself in the grief!
    darlingrose darlingrose 70+, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    A last goodbye I can't stop crying I thought this friendship would be ever lasting I can't believe I thought for a moment that I was important A feeling of sadness devours me I...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 5

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    One after another it feels like.
    SJS15 SJS15 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    My dad died 1 yr ago tomorrow. I can't believe the time has gone, I have kept going but have been sad for one complete whole year of my life.
    FrankiePT23 FrankiePT23 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    One of my very first friends here on EP. We had a very close relationship and apparently were each other's confident . I must admit there was love expressed mutually . Then she...
    breathingeasy breathingeasy 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 15

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    a grand-uncle died - feel very sad - especially for my Nan, it was her brother and she only lost her sister four months ago too ;-(
    queerinthehead queerinthehead 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    My former friend and I have officially ended our friendship. Yes, I'm very sad and angry because of it. I've been doing a lot of thinking & realized she wasn't a good friend to...
    IntrovertedKat IntrovertedKat 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    My husband and I were together 27 years. He died suddenly of a massive heart attack 2 months ago. I'm completely lost right now. Someone who knew my husband had died but didn't...
    melodysr melodysr 46-50, F 5 Responses Jan 10

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    I am 25 years old with a 6 month old child. my husband passed away December 1 due to a closed head injury he endured during an automobile accident. it hurts so bad that he is gone...
    niesa0732 niesa0732 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I was one of those crying humanity's perpetual "WHY?". I wanted to know so badly why my husband had to go so sudden, so soon. I was not ready. If only I had the answer, then I...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 14

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    The Valley of Change I was a stranger in this valley - too grieved to be fearful, too shattered to believe. I thought I would never escape this unknown land and find wholeness...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F Jan 18

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    The Valley of Grief I don't know how anyone makes it through the dark valley of grief without God. I faced fears, doubts, the reality of mortality, and the universal questions...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F Jan 21

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    I lost my husband in October 2014 to a battle against leukemia. I'm 31 with a small child. I don't know if I'm ever going to be "normal" most of the time I'm so lost without him I...
    raineailene raineailene 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I lost my husband in October 25,2014 suddenly. He was not sick. He woke u on a Saturday morning to take our boys to their soccer game. At 8 he felt dizzy and by ten he died. I have...
    mmatias mmatias 36-40, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am so tired if being alone...but not being free. my husband watches TV all the time..first this in the morning...first thing when he gets home. when I talk to him he gets...
    halo2015 halo2015 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    I was married for 10 mo when I lost my husband
    pkimble pkimble 61-65, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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