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I A Still Trying to Find My Place In This World

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    What Is My Place In This World

    I am not at all sure. I know God is sure cause he made me this way. A woman born transexual. Someday God will share what he knows with me ... Until then, I will continue moving along my path. Making my journey learning and changing along the way. I am slowly finding my...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2010

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    On this long road I was driving.

    Round and round. I wasn't lost. I was free. The steer in my grip, the pedal on my feet. Then a stranger held out his arm from the road side, "I'm lost. Could you take me?" Just like that he entered from the backdoor. Asking questions. Asking for permissions. Conversations...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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    Insignificant Role

    Some have luck with their talents early on. Some must wait to grow into the person they will become. My talents are not all that common. Right now I am working on building them. Sometimes I feel left out or purposeless. Though I know that I will not give up without a fight. Still...
    poplartree poplartree 18-21 3 Responses Mar 4, 2011

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      So here I sit, 3:00 in the morning

    and I am extremely tired but completely unable to sleep. Thoughts running through my head, too many thoughts for one brain to contain. I am sitting here thinking to myself, wondering, if life is just existing is it really living? Is it even worth living? If one has no money and...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 4 Responses Dec 14, 2013

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    My Journey Of Life Through This Often Times Bewildering And Frustrating World

    My story is an ongoing journey through the many perplexing and oftentimes frustrating experiences that perhaps only a single guy of my age can understand.  I"m an average guy, decent looking, average height, athletic build, 42 yrs old.  I've been relating to Michael...
    Taviguy67 Taviguy67 41-45 Oct 8, 2010

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    Got to Be More to Life Then Cookie Dough

    Here I am again pondering over why I exsist. I have to have more reason then eating cookie dough, watching t.v., and sleeping on the couch, as comfortable as it is. I once felt my life had meaning but anymore I'm in a rut. I have a gym membership I don't use, I have...
    nurse2nice nurse2nice 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2008

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    Will I Ever Find It!?!?(-.-)

    My God Parents Always Told Me That Home Wasn't The Building In Which You Live In But Rather The Place You're Heart It At... Ever Since I Was Nine I've Found It Very Hard To Find A Place In This World To Call Home, It Seems Impossible And Is Simply Because I Don't Know Where My...
    FutureVal FutureVal 16-17, F Mar 10, 2012

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    So freaking lost. I don't know

    why I am freaking 50 and still looking for the place I fit.
    lonesojourner lonesojourner 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    What to Do?

    I think finding your place can have a lot to do with your job. I am unhappy in my job. I want to do something that helps other people. I think I'm getting closer to what I want to do, but only time will tell.
    ameeker ameeker 21-25, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2007

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    I Keep Trying The Government Keeps Taking

    Im really trying to understand the Government and their ways at looking at things. It seems to me every time one tries to get ahead the Government has their hands out taxing us on every thing we may own or buy. Don't they understand were in a recession here? Jobs are ...
    Haunted5 Haunted5 56-60, F Jul 5, 2010

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    Journey

    I am not sure of my place in this world, I sometimes even question if I am on the right path.  But life is a journey and there is greater enjoyment in the journey more often than the destination and along that way will be roadsigns which will confirm our paths.  I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 15, 2008

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    After All This Time I Still Don't Know Who I Am

    Lets face it - I'm towards the end of middle age. I'm 47 years old & still have no idea who the **** I am or where I belong! I'm very varied in my likes. So that makes it hard to find my place. The people I get along best with are my 22 yr old son's friends. I can identify...
    sumanitutanka sumanitutanka 46-50, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    yes No Yes.. ...

    yes no yes.. some days I feel as though nothing should ever change and I've found all I need other mornings I wake questioning all  
    weta weta 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2009

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    I'm 23 And Have Nothing To Show For It....

    I use to live in CA. I moved to Idaho just recently because i felt like visiting my grandparents. I drove up here with my best friend ( my dog) and my mom, they are her parents so she wanted to visit with them. At first it was just going to be a trip for the summer, then I...
    cpoohbear2004 cpoohbear2004 24, F Jul 23, 2010

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    (Originally posted on May 4,

    2013) I am constantly asked "What do you want to be when you grow up?". It gets so annoying because I don't f*cking know! I don't know what I am best at, or who I am supposed to be. I just keep changing. And I'm 16.
    NeonPurple NeonPurple 18-21, F Mar 6

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    Stuck

    I am the second born child in my family,i never really had a true mother and father that gave me direction and guidance in life. I stayed with my older sister from 13 to 22 because she became my guardian. I never did well in school i mean it was cool on up until middle school,i...
    cpfanatic cpfanatic 22-25 2 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    I Found My Place In This World

    My place in this world is beside the girl I love, Jacelyn Khoo. I love her with all my heart, I just hate how I always manage to hurt her unconciously and yet when I tell her I didn't mean to she ends up thinking it's just an excuse. I don't blame her because the things I do are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 28, 2011

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    She said "there is no place

    for your kind here". What the hell does that mean!? I guess if you can tell your own child that, there is no point in trying to have any kind of relationship. I haven't spoken to her in days. Nothing left to say. I don't acknowledge gods do I can't pray, when I use to no...
    StillLooking92 StillLooking92 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    You're Place In the World

    Before I moved cross country from New York City to Los Angeles this past June for opportunity, I created a small video on YouTube (for my sweet farewell) called "Empire of the Mind". I had "high hopes" when I first moved to the city; then, 9/11 occurred and a...
    sonyarose8 sonyarose8 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2007

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    I don't know what to do

    or what to study. I majored in philosophy and I felt as though I failed at doing well enough to continue my studies in it. This depresses me greatly; there was a time when I loved philosophy and wanted to do nothing else. I just feel lost and utterly unsure of myself right now.
    bulgarwheat bulgarwheat 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    god Yes - I'm Getting S...

    god yes - i'm getting scared cause im always hearing people say stuff like "life isn't a rehearsal" and such, and i feel so lost here,......am i running outa time???
    foxtrotoscar foxtrotoscar 36-40, M Jul 14, 2008

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    A Man Is Nothing Without Honest Women. Whatever We Think About Women, She Will Not What We Think.

    i worked 21 years in a firm with fully honestly what they can't increase my salary from last 4 year and forced to resign the job at last myself left a job frm 5 months. struggling days are with me now but i manage myself to do business in a small scale, no body is helpful, i m...
    amitsnr amitsnr 36-40 Jul 11, 2012

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    What'S My Place?

    Backround: Well, starting highschool has been... not as good as people tell me it is. Dating back to middle school... I got bullied a lot. For the clothes i wore, the way my hair was, and just the way I looked. There was one day that was very distinct to me, a girl in my science...
    Bethyboobunny29 Bethyboobunny29 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2013

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    I am lucky when I am

    even just an afterthought.
    TheGreatDisappointment TheGreatDisappointment 26-30, M Apr 5

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    Just Not Sure

    I just don't know what I am here for... I don't know that there is even a need for me or if my presence serves a purpose.
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2007

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    Me Too

     Boy I know this feeling. I talk to God every day asking for guidance in my work life. I have a wonderful boyfriend and we live in a house that we bought 2 years ago and I know how lucky I am to have that but.... I would dearly love to have a job that fills me with passion...
    theNood theNood 36-40 Aug 27, 2009

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    Does Grass Is Greener On the Other Side?

    I lived most of my life in Poland, then I moved to the States. The 10th aniversary is coming and I'm longing to be somwhere else. Then the other side of me wants something permanent. But not here and not back in the Poland. I always think that somewhere else I'll find peace and...
    ewunia ewunia 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2008

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    yes...everytime I Think I&#...

    yes...everytime i think i've maybe found my niche, something changes and everything falls apart...
    thedreamisover thedreamisover 18-21, F Jul 14, 2008

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    Do I Have One?

    I'm still trying to find it, but I don't expect to be completely satisfied with it until the day I die. If I did, I obviously did not live my life right, since I want my life to be an endless search for knowledge and acceptance and love. I want it to be a changing life, so that...
    SweetbriarPoet SweetbriarPoet 22-25, F Jul 14, 2008

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    I'm not really certain what it is I am supposed

    to do, or if there is even an expected role for me. I grew up an academic, and excelled at every topic I was ever confronted with, with the exception at math. For some reason, in the classroom, I can't apply math or remember formulas, but in the "real world," I can apply it...
    southernfaith southernfaith 26-30, F Jan 28

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    I'm Trying.

    Finding my place in this world is hard. It's hard when you live with an overly protective grandmother & grandfather. I worry all of the time about whether or not i'm on the right path. But i've just decided to trust myself & know that what i'm doing now IS the right thing...
    AliciaGee AliciaGee 18-21 Jul 15, 2008

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    Junior Year

    I'm a junior who is still trying to be my own individual self. I'm the person that is smart but dosen't show off and I'm the target of the jokes. I'm the awkwardly shy person. I just want to stand out and not be just be part of the crowd. I have respect for my body i don't show...
    justformythoughts justformythoughts 18-21, F Jan 9, 2011

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    Tryna Find A Place In This World

    I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world Love these lyrics. Their from a Taylor swift Song and I love them <3 I am alone and I am on my own and that's is really all...
    SammyNeedsHelp SammyNeedsHelp 13-15, F 1 Response May 4, 2013

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    Sea Of Faces

    I suppose I'm lost, I miss Alysa, and the only thing I want right now is someone to replace her. I don't know if that's right or wrong, I suppose if I did end up finding someone to replace the hole in my life, it wouldn't be genuine, and it would just be me trying to erase her...
    zeframcochrane zeframcochrane 16-17 Oct 20, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I have my preferences, tastes, and ideas. I'm just not sure where I fit in life, in society, anywhere really. I have my plans, dreams, and ambitions but they could eventually...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 20 hrs ago

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    I am lost in this journey called life. I'm still trying to find myself. Day by day I discover new things about myself. I constantly think about why I'm here? What's my purpose...
    SheAlwaysBelieved SheAlwaysBelieved 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 30

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    Life's real confusing sometimes, isn't it? You'll get things thrown at you and it will test you on all different levels. Sometimes people you thought were your best friends turn...
    AMB97 AMB97 16-17, F 20 hrs ago

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    I have a feeling that I'm mentally ducked. And I don't want to be that way for the rest of my life.
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Well, I have been trying and still trying.... I can't change the fact that I live overseas and won't be back in my country to live for good...that I won't be able just to phone my...
    Eloisiane Eloisiane 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I'm still trying to find myself.
    ydrojx ydrojx 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    let me tell you a little story i saw online recently about a man who's poor and jobless. he went on several job interviews, however, got accepted to none. he lives alone in a...
    yunisaurus yunisaurus 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    Dream: I was standing outside looking up at the sky during the day. The sky was blue and it seemed to be a beautiful day. My mother was standing next to me when I started to see...
    dreamerCam dreamerCam 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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    i want equality in world whether some one weak or strong (strong means whether physically or in any skill or in any particular field),rich or poor ,man or woman ,and all races...
    rev429 rev429 18-21, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I have recently been struggling to come to terms with a situation I couldn't have envisage one bit. So here's my story from the very beginning and viewed from my side of the fence...
    ACC77 ACC77 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I am trying to do that . And learn a new life with out a close friend she is in the hospilal. And she was my care giver and she is not doing to good . And then my world changes...
    lashanda lashanda 51-55, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I have complete compassion and understanding to the abuse I received from my mum, she was unwell alone a teenage mum with mental health no support or help from her own family, it...
    claireosb claireosb 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    I'm trying to find my own version of happiness and a life that feels right for me. I have so many sides of me I'm trying to fit all together. I consider myself relatively traveled...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    Good day, Top of the day, I hope every ones ok, I had a pretty rough night last night still struggling with the way he died, I can get this out of my mind for the love of God...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    To help keep them at bay, she arrived up that has a devise: she promised she would come to a marriage with the finest of them when she would have finished weaving a shroud. So, she...
    Magalyid72 Magalyid72 31-35, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Thank u for the replies: There's more question in my life that I really need an answer or an advice: :Story of my life with japanese partner: He is Japanese, but he born...
    zilvie1972 zilvie1972 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 3

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