I Act Cold But I Have a Lot of Love and Compassion In My Heart

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    I act tough and emotionless wen deep down it's

    just a mask to cover up my sadness and grieve but sometimes I wish the mask became permanent, that I actually was emotionless. And I know I'm not the only one that's feels like this, or am I ?
    georgia2001 georgia2001
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Aug 7, 2014

    Cold

    I don't know why, but I've always been the mature, serious type. Even my mom says when I was like 5 I was pretty serious and quiet. I try not to, but most people see this as being cold and unfriendly. But I only act that way towards people I don't like or don't know. It's hard...
    DividedEyes DividedEyes
    16-17, M
    Aug 10, 2011

    Most Dont Know The Real Me...

    the real me likes to dance! not really, i just couldnt help but throw that joke in there. now that i think about it, i cant even remember where that joke comes from. anyway... as a man it seems that there are certain ways i am expected to be like. as a result i find myself not...
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 26, 2011

    I Don't Know Why

    I always act like I'm this cold hearted ***** who doesn't care about anyone or anything. I act like love dosen't exist because I'm too afraid to even look for it. Most of my friends think I'm this clinical mad person. And yes I am those things to an extent. But there is this...
    annesocial annesocial
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2010

    I am really not a *****.

    I have feelings and emotions. I would never intentionally hurt a person. Nor am I left unmoved when someone is in pain. Stop judging and acting like you know who a random internet stranger actually is deep down. Because we are just that, strangers.
    louisthepearl louisthepearl
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 27, 2013

    yes i do but its cos of being hurt

    so much and but i really do have a huudge heart , im vary kind loving caring , and have so much love to give !!! so y is it so hard  find some 1 that wont reject me and love me for me !! ??
    pugdog5150 pugdog5150
    41-45, M
    1 Response Dec 28, 2013

    Yeah, I come across as this cold-hearted,

    angry, mean girl at first, but once you get to know me, I'm quite the opposite. I've just been hurt in the past, so I put up walls. I actually seem to act very guarded and distant around people I don't like and don't know very well. They seem to get the wrong impression. They...
    laubrown1 laubrown1
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2014

    I've been called a cold hearted ***** before.

    I can be, but I got a lot of love for the right people.
    TaylorRenee14 TaylorRenee14
    18-21, F
    Sep 1, 2014

    I may look like a heartless *****,

    but i swear once someone get to know me better, im gonna be really caring and will never left their side
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 5, 2015

    I am sick and i am tired

    but I had to sayYES THIS IS MY GROUP AND MY HEARTH GROUP :D!USUALLY PEOPLE HAVE NOOO IDEA HOW VULNERABLE HOW POROUS AND HOW MALLEABLE MY BOUNDARIES REALLY ARE.I HAVE MY TOUGH ARMOUR AND MY FACADE IS WELL PRACTICED OVER THE YEARS AND ALL THE HELLS I HAVE LIVED THROUGH.SOMEONE WHO...
    Lunadelobos Lunadelobos
    41-45
    1 Response Feb 11, 2015

    I can be blunt and make decisions

    that appear cutthroat. But I care, I care a lot.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 3, 2015

    A Learned Behavior

    I have never wished to come off as cold or uncaring. I learned to hide my emotions when I was young. Hiding my emotions doesn't mean that I don't have them.I have been told that I come off as a angry, cold, and heartless. However, these things were said by people that spent very...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
    36-40, T
    Sep 14, 2013

    At First

    when i first meet someone whether its a friend or someone else i seem to have a wall up for awhile. basically i seem like im cold hearted, and i dont care but really i do, i actually care a lot. im just afraid to show it.
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett
    26-30, F
    18 Responses Feb 12, 2010
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