I Act Like I Have It All Together

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    I do. But like tonight,

    when every definition of being a teenager slap me with reality, I would cry until my body won't let me anymore. Until my eyes swell with heavy weight of fear and disappointment. My head would fell so tight that it would squeeze every emotions to the numbness. Then nothing. I...
    masmelo masmelo
    18-21, F
    Apr 12, 2015

    I Fake It Till I Feel It

    Some days,i just wake and for no obvious reason,don't feel very good about my self,my looks & my my life in general.On those days,i forget what i had earlier planned to wear for the day and  rock something really smashing,then i make a couple of calls to my mum and...
    mocha39 mocha39
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 20, 2009

    Its A Front.....

    .....I really do not have it together. I am weak, vulnerable, soft and very scared. Certainly though, I am a great actress! I play off of my big mouth and at times the things I am "together" about. I can pretend like no body's business that I have it all together...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Oct 17, 2009

    There isn't exactly a choice.

    **** happens. Growing up some bad things happened but everyone has their own secrets everyone is damaged at some point. I can't just stop and figure out how much is wrong with me. I don't have time to be sad about things and people I have lost. Everyday is just a step away from...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 19, 2014

    Every Day

    And I sorta do. But even when I don't, no one knows. I am the picture of calm and rational in every situation. And in most situations that is true. But I can fake it well enough that I get through the situations when I don't have it together, and to inspire confidence in others...
    VincentValentine VincentValentine
    31-35, M
    Jul 22, 2011

    I Do

    I act like I have it all together, I act like I am strong enough to deal with everything that life is throwing my way, but I am not as strong as I let on. I cry, I hurt, and I am in pain. I act like I have it together, when deep down, I am a small little girl, who...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 17, 2009

    The Undertoe Is Brutal

    On the outside - it may appear as I have a lot of things together. I have a great life - and I know that I should be able to let go sometimes and admit that I need help. I can't. I really think that I am losing it some days. I have...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72
    36-40, F
    9 Responses Oct 5, 2009

    All 2 Gether

    I don't act like I have it all together.  The difference is I try managing the way I feel.  If I complain, it won't change anyway and I will be negative.  I have found this: Even happy, confident people have struggles of their own. Remember that everyone has their own...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Sep 11, 2011

    Self Confidence

    Is what some call it.......  The real thing is that people int he real don't want to hear about your insecurities and how you worry about things in your life they want to see you up beat and positive and know that your secure in who you are and what you have, also that you...
    mtvlm mtvlm
    41-45, M
    1 Response Oct 16, 2009
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