I Act Like I'M Happy At Times But I'M Really Not

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    "Oh sure, I'm okay" = "I need your help" "I'm

    just tired" = "I cry myself to sleep at night" Silence = Help Here's the thing, I swear sometimes I'm bi-polar because I go from happy to sad in seconds, mostly for NO reason. Like seriously, I guess it's because I don't think highly of myself, or that fact that I don't have...
    EternalLuckyGuy EternalLuckyGuy
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jan 14, 2016

    my best friend went to Canada 2 month ago.

    before she went there,everybody was crying and telling her how much they loved her. i did not cry!actually i was laughing and smiling! i don't want people see me cry. becouse of that all my classmates and schoolmates keep telling me how mean and heartless i am!they can't...
    Nastaran80 Nastaran80
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2015

    Everyone sees me as this carefree go lucky

    person full of ***** laughter high-strung hyperness but deep down inside I'm dying of a broken heart I'm dying of a broken heart because of my best friend my dogs and my boys everything feels like it's just shattered I feel like I'm always pressing for time just once I wish I...
    SpiritWolfe741 SpiritWolfe741
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 7, 2015

    I am the epitome of this.

    No one truly knows how I feel ever because I never express myself. I bottle everything up until I explode. :)
    xBlackyChan xBlackyChan
    26-30, M
    Mar 15, 2016

    i live in a ******* torment ,

    how why and where , i just don't want to think about it
    Hasmarika4ever Hasmarika4ever
    26-30, M
    Apr 29, 2015

    My daily life unless I'm with someone

    or talking to them then for that moment I am happy
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2016

    sometimes ppl just thinks I'm happy

    but I do it for my friends and family... but on the inside I'm just depress and heart broken... knowing that it might hurt my family and friends feelings I decided to hide them... And I hope they will nvr find out abt this... its for them ..
    nuryuriana20 nuryuriana20
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2016

    it all started with Marc,

    I fell madly for him, his beautiful eyes .. I don't I just found him adorable. It took years before I actually met him. He never actually left but we didn't communicate much. I met Sal, I loved that a part of him reminded me of someone I loved once long ago. I love him still, I...
    1a2l3j 1a2l3j
    51-55, F
    Apr 24, 2015

    Im happy happy so happy hahaha hahaha

    hahahahahahahahahahha.... FU*KKKkKkKK
    Chinrussian Chinrussian
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2014

    - The bigger the flame,

    the deeper the shadow- Mercenary I tend to believe the quote. Imagine the flame was happiness, but then the shadow that comes with the flame, what does it actually represent? Happiness is a state, a state that can give one a euphoric feeling but then again, so can sex give...
    3kstazy 3kstazy
    26-30, F
    Nov 6, 2014

    When I talk to people

    and I try to be nice and optimistic. People abuse it to the fullest and once I get depressed or lose my trust with them. They think I'm exaggerating or being unreal while I'm being who I am.
    5Ora 5Ora
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 8, 2015

    Wow my daily life only

    if you could get in my head.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 22, 2015

    No one ever believes me at how damaged I am

    because I'm always smiling or laughing things off. It isn't until I'm intoxicated that the tears come out. I don't like to get angry, I rather cry it out. When I get angry I get destructive. I rather destroy myself than anyone I care about. So after what I did over the...
    taminglife taminglife
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 15, 2015

    This is me and everyone

    that sees me.
    chamicus chamicus
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 8, 2015
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