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I Admit That I Have Mushy Feelings

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    Sure I'm a man, yes I like women.

    But on some realtalk I got some squishy feelings, mostly they come out when I'm drunk Lol when I'm drunk prepare to hear I love you ever 2 minutes :D
    1Freeyourself1 1Freeyourself1 18-21, M Dec 29, 2013

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