I Admit That I'm Scared

I'm going to be 19 soon
I'm scared about the future
I'm scared of the obstacles I have to face
I'm scared that I will never be loved
I'm scared that no one will love me for who I am

No one around me knows about my fears except for me...

Have you ever had that feeling where you are soooo scared to loose someone, that you have this terrible feeling in the pit off your stomach that never goes away?? This last while I've been having alot of that..

It's like my mind...

I admit it, I'm scared of this reoccurring boil that comes up on my butt. Even though I've had it lanced twice, I'm still nervous of having to do it again and again. I just wish there was a way for me to just get used to the pain or...

Everyone is scared no matter how much they try to hide it.
I'm scared of so many things,smalll and big ones. Like if I will ever succed at getting my stories and manga published.
I'm scared of going to school. I'm scared of my family...

A lot of things scare me I worry easily about everything,my life,my health,what people think of me,of being myself.Too many things just a lot in the world scares me,like to just hide away and distract myself with whatever I can from my...

In my dream there was a glass jar, in the shape and size of a cat. Curious, my cat went to peer and sniff inside and around it. Then she poured herself into it. Filling in every detail of the jar with her body, it fit her perfectly...

If someone were to ask me if I am ready to die, I would strongly protest... I am not done with this world. I do not want to be done for a long time, but I realize none of us really get to choose when we will move on.  It is not that...

Sure, I admit it. I am scared. Sometimes, I am scared out of my mind. I find myself reminded of that scene in Dirty Dancing when Baby is telling Johnny how she's afraid...and what she's afraid of. I know that rant...I know that speech...

How do i put this... I CANNOT SLEEP. I guess that's what a normal person would call insomnia. However the reason I can't sleep is not because I'm wired or just not tired; I am so afraid of what I'm going to dream about, that i sit there...

I'm scared, and I'm a home-body. Ever since I moved home, I don't want to leave. I'm comfortable here. No matter how shitty my day is or how depressed I get or how unhappy I feel, I know that I am in the safety of my own home. But it's...

Alright. I will admit it. I am scared out of my mind. A few months ago I was just a healthy student going about her way. Now? I've been to about six doctors in the last two months and I will be adding at least two more in the next few...

I got my industrial piercing done back in January of this year. A few minutes agoi scratched my ear and found that there was some sort of liquid coming out. I thought maybe it was just a little discharge/pus because I've irritated it...

My fear is crippling. It holds me captive, but the cage door is open. I am just too damn afraid of what's outside of it. So I remain inside it, surrounded by still more fear.  What I fear may never come to fruition, and from past...

I've been hurt, deeply. So deeply that I am still trying to heal. I've been rebuilding my walls around my heart again, slowly... brick by brick. I don't want to open myself up again. It's better to not feel at all then to be hurt again...

after what happen the other day my faith was tested but with katie and her family i'm feeling better it started yesterday i got some verses (psalms  91, 96)from some of my on-line friends i took them to her i could have call her...

I have days when I'm scared and that's all I am.  That my whole life is a response to fear. I don't think it's an unusual place to be but I accept that it's not good.  On a day with some brightness in it I smugly consider myself...

Sometimes i feel like I'm not incontrol of my actions, for example when I cut myself I feel detatched and like I'm watching myself do this and I don't stop until someone knocks on the door. I'm also very scared of my emotions, my...