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I Afraid Of Nothing But Everything

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    Afraid Of Friends .

    I am afraid of making true friends. I am afraid to talk to known people. I am afraid to be hurt again... I would love if somebody shots me or sets me free from this hell.
    SusEdward SusEdward 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2012

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