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I Afraid Of Nothing But Everything

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    Afraid Of Friends .

    I am afraid of making true friends. I am afraid to talk to known people. I am afraid to be hurt again... I would love if somebody shots me or sets me free from this hell.
    SusEdward SusEdward 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2012

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    Sexuality is natural, so no reason to be afraid or ashamed. I love everything sexual and talking about it and exchanging experiences is just fun. So dont be shy! ;)
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    Its kind of funny, all my life. Every girl I was ever the least bit interested in...was always taken or unavailable. I tend to get stuck on one girl for a while and not really feel...
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    YES! They certainly are! Hahaha it's so awesome too! I wanted to post this because I speak my mind on ep in a lot of debates about men, animals women's rights and so on. I...
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    I'm afraid, ok? I admit it, I'm afraid, Afraid of what you may ask? I don't know, Afraid of knowing, Afraid of having the chance to get hurt, That's why I never let people come...
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