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I Afraid Of Nothing But Everything

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    Afraid Of Friends .

    I am afraid of making true friends. I am afraid to talk to known people. I am afraid to be hurt again... I would love if somebody shots me or sets me free from this hell.
    SusEdward SusEdward 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2012

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    no friends, no love, phsycology all over - nothing But with all of that negative choses I seriusly mean that I'm a good guy, also without nothing. my life now is work and home...
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    look im not looking for sex or to have FUN im looking for nothing but friends and i do NOt mean FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS EITHER i have a fiance and a daughter so do not try doing the...
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