Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Allowed Myself To Get Hurt

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 41 People

    Not An Option

    I hate that I ever allowed myself to be hurt, I will never again allow myself to be someones option. I want someone who makes me one of thier priorities, who loves me with everything in them as I do them. I am a very loving faithful person and I am looking for the same in whom...
    specks77 specks77 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I was ************ And I thought I wouldn't come But after 3 hours I felt this warm , exciting n, enthralling Oh sleep my precious!!!
    jinna69 jinna69 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    well i am the type of person that would try everything to help others help them laugh, a very "hyper" as you may say...i try to keep up this happy face just so people can like me...
    neeuQ neeuQ 18-21 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Christmas is rapidly approaching and for some, it is a joyous occasion. For others, it is an extremely difficult time. Remember those who are hurting and be respectful of their...
    vincentriver09 vincentriver09 31-35, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Someone hurt someone very close to me. my face is twisted in rage. do they think they're gonna get away with it? i hope not because i never forget and i never forgive for hurting...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I also am in a Very Dark place in my life. Probably the DARKEST in 36 years. I have been in a mentally abusive realtionship for 3 years now. I just recently found out this past...
    gutierrezgia7 gutierrezgia7 36-40, F Nov 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    What you did is unforgivable. You living with that guilt is not good enough for me. I want you to feel the same pain I do every time I look at your face. I want you to hurt knowing...
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    You ask me how I am, I say I'm not feeling the best.. im not fine. it takes so much of me to answer that in honesty. But then you ask me why.. what happened... I smile my tears...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Every time I make any kind of mistake- even just getting a bad grade on a test or saying something stupid- I feel like I deserve to be punished for it by hurting myself. I cut my...
    kaleidoscopic21 kaleidoscopic21 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have given you everything. I have presented myself as the cup at your winner's circle. I bow down at your presence. Your beauty steals my breath almost constantly. And all the...
    risa1068 risa1068 18-21 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to know how to overcome hunger so I could be stronger... I want to make a 360 degree turn in withstanding any type of self-harm...to me this is what is known as "love...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wrote this in 09 Am I me? Can I really only be me? Does it make sense to say that I am only Me, different from all else, and existing as only myself. I certainly don't...
    chimbie88 chimbie88 31-35, M Nov 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've had depression for 10 years. Some days I still hurt, but usually I know how to keep myself happy and safe from myself. When I'm hurting, I usually go to my boyfriend or a...
    CaliginousHeart CaliginousHeart 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm basically so hurt to the point now that I'm depressed again and I'm hurt so bad that getting hurt by other people doesn't even seem to hurt anymore I'm just like that sucks and...
    TayCon321 TayCon321 16-17, M 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm 15. I've had a lot of ratio ships thy failed. Two of them with my best friends. Now they have boyfriends and I feel so broken inside that I can't handle myself...
    BrokenDesires BrokenDesires 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been trying to find posts or resources about what I'm going though. Because I feel like I'm a lone in it. I am apart of an adoption story. But I wasn't the one adopted, my 3...
    AdventureIsLife AdventureIsLife 18-21, M Nov 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hey everyone, my names Holly its currently 3:30 am where I'm at and this is the reason I'm still awake: I gave in again. I hate that I'm so weak and vulnerable to this guy right...
    velvetskies velvetskies 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    For as long as I can remember I've never been comfortable in my own skin. Most of the little confidence I did have was shattered a few years ago, when the girls at my school...
    Awhiteorchid Awhiteorchid 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Just because I'm happy that I can look back at my past and smile knowing I didn't let that pain consume me, doesn't mean it isn't one of the most painful things I've ever had to...
    StunningPhoenix StunningPhoenix 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have never hurt myself but it has crossed my mind multiple times. I like to think that its just a thought and I would never hurt myself but I am afraid that one day I really wont...
    cheybear96 cheybear96 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Liberty is for everyone. Women should be able to go topless if they so choose to. It doesn't hurt anyone and if you find it offensive then don't look. Breastfeeding in public...
    cyberax cyberax 31-35, M Dec 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Last night was the hardest night of my life. Almost three years ago, I met a wonderful man. Clever, intelligent, funny, respectful : someone a lot of women would call perfect. He...
    FromDuskTillDawn FromDuskTillDawn 22-25 Dec 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have always been the shy girl. The wired girl. Iv always loved playing sports was never really into makeup. I would much rather play soccer or football than go shopping. I was...
    Ampk Ampk 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love this site because writing is the best way I know to express myself. I can say what I feel and do it in a way I feel confident about. It's great.
    MidnightLaughter MidnightLaughter 18-21, F 12 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Love doesn't hurt. When someone tells you, " I miss you so bad, it hurts", don't ever hesitate to come and feel the pain, together.  Being in love IS the greatest vulnerable...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Today I received a letter from my dad who has been incarcerated since April. This is the first letter he has sent me. I have not seen him due to circumstances in the family that...
    Aml4 Aml4 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm learning, slowly that good does come from within. Peace isn't just something you read about in books, and trust is allowed to. If I let you in, I've given part of myself that...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Dec 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is something I do too much, I have already stopped analyzing what the person I love (complicated and long) does and says and what it could mean. I'm trough with it just steals...
    HelenaMai HelenaMai 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    As the years have gone by, dunno exactly where to start but merely understanding things cannot be replayed. In a roll of life, I guess I need to bleed for once just to stop this...
    Choirayla Choirayla 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have never been given anything in this life I have always had to work for it and if I wanted something doing I have always had to do it myself from an early age, but then you...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am having anxiety attacks because I am heartbroken. I'll try to keep the story brief. Started a new job in September. A guy at work likes me and we become good friends. He has a...
    classicslove classicslove 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Every time I find someone I like I push them away because I'm afraid of getting hurt. I don't want to be hurt again so I'm hurting others. I just want to get better and be able to...
    meganleslie meganleslie 13-15, F Dec 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've always kept to myself, I'd cry at night to hide the pain I always feel! I've learnt to trust a few of my friends and only have 3 besties who I'd tell everything now. Before I...
    daniebravo daniebravo 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am extremely depressed. I feel so bad. I just want to die or hurt myself really bad. No one likes to be around me. I'm a burden to my family. I feel like I have an anchor tied to...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't know what to do. My little sister is getting her sutures out and she wants me to be there. No brainier right? Your little sister asked you to go you go! Well here's the...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F Dec 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Really want to hurt myself right now. :(
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Sometimes I hurt myself on purpose just to have an excuse for crying. It's different from cutting, because I don't do it to hide my feelings. I do it so I don't feel as bad for...
    RestlessDreamer22 RestlessDreamer22 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like I have this wall built up to protect myself from me. Is that even possible i think? I guess it is because i have done it for 15 years now and I finally realized it. Can...
    ghaupt713 ghaupt713 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Usually I care for others more than myself.. Then I get way over my head, and I'm hurt in the end... As I started getting older, I realized that not everyone will be pleased with...
    MsShortiie MsShortiie 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I met a guy online three months ago. We got along well and decided to meet a month ago. It was like a date, he picked me up from my house, he paid for everything, complimented me...
    take90 take90 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I should stop shuting people out at sone point i will have no friends. I am on the point of turning into a ricer of tears. And i just say i'm ok. I hurt myself by shuting others...
    DCK1309 DCK1309 13-15, M Nov 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm very sensitive. I'm very vulnerable. I get hurt all the time. Every little thing hurts me. I tend to overthink a lot. I wish I was mentally stronger. I'm emotionally messed up...
    stopthepainnow stopthepainnow 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Almost?? I NEVER put myself first. you need me to drive you half way across the country? Sure!! I can't drive but ill be happy to carry you. the ex wants to talk? sure! Im suicidal...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 8

    Your Response

    Cancel