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I Allowed Myself To Get Hurt

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    I hate that I ever allowed myself to be hurt, I will never again allow myself to be someones option. I want someone who makes me one of thier priorities, who loves me with everything in them as I do them. I am a very loving faithful person and I am looking for the same in whom...
    specks77 specks77 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2012

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    I really do. I know this ****** everyone off. But I'm seriously the worst. I hurt everyone that gives me their time. Even if I don't believe you love me, you gave me your time, and...
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