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I Allowed Myself To Get Hurt

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    I hate that I ever allowed myself to be hurt, I will never again allow myself to be someones option. I want someone who makes me one of thier priorities, who loves me with everything in them as I do them. I am a very loving faithful person and I am looking for the same in whom...
    specks77 specks77 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2012

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    I recently met you and really have got so close to you shared everything I been through and u also did with me. I suppose I am pushing you away in fear that you will hurt me also...
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    I have an urgent need to forgive myself for something I did in high school. For years I've been very harsh with myself about this mistake and I've been telling myself that what I...
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    there is no such thing hurt as those words you say
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    Hurting somethin fierce now. It's causing my stomach to hurt as well.
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    More than anything in this existence. "What could be So bad about you?" don't ask me that, you shouldn't ask me that, very annoying. I take everything out on myself because I feel...
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    I've always allowed everyone to open up to me about anything. I've never been intolerant or judgmental. But Oh boy, somebody finally done it! They took advantage of that. Now I'm...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 4

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    I can't wait to see what my stalker's psychologist says about me. It would be wonderful to see it posted. The verdict is in. It's my fault I have had a stalker. "I know you were...
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    I've been feeling like this recently. Some days I'll be hopeful and confident with myself. I'll set goals, try to be more productive, and make plans for the future. But yesterday...
    christarose96 christarose96 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    You said words to me tonight that I never thought you would say, yes I agree I was a fool and stupid for what I said but you saying that one sentence as really hurt me.
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    I hate being strong when I know I'm weak...but I act that way so ppl don't look at me with pity I hate being beautiful when I feel ugly, i put on makeup and dress to impress, but...
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    I'm a 14 year old boy and so I'm naturally inclined to do this! My mom is super-strict and watches me like a hawk!! My sister who's a year older and a lot more mature babysits me...
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    I've talked to myself ever since I can remember... it's how I fall asleep at night. I like to place myself as a character into my favorite sci-fi of the time and just act out...
    emilyannie emilyannie 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    So the other day I was at olive garden for my brothers birthday and we were having a great time with his friends but I while I was having fun I was forgetting that I really had to...
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    I want to break down and slash my wrist and watch the blood hit the ground. I think to myself, what urges this on? Why am I so depressed, so angry, confused, upset. I just wanna...
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    The only problem with this, is when I end up hurting myself by pushing someone away who I really care about. I don't want to get hurt, but I also don't want to keep pushing people...
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    The title says it all. Well yeah, I really do hate myself. I've been hospitalized 3 times in the past year for suicide attempts, self-harm, and drug use. I've done so many things...
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    Yes I hate my self it's sad to say, but I truly do! All my life I've let people down, I've never been good enough, everyone is always looking for a way to fix me or what to do with...
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    Woman have hurt me for so long, i can't even remember the last time i was happy around one,i find myself withdrawn around them. Also very uneasy , but this nagging in my head to...
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    he's hurt me so much and I just go right back to him when he wants me to cuz I love him so much I don't think he knows how much he has hurt me... I know I've hurt him but that was...
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    Cutting is not doing @#$%!!! for me anymore....so it is time to try something stupid.......I hurt my girlfriends feelings, now I gotta hurt myself worse than I hurt her.
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