I Almost Commited Suiside

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 202 People

    Hurt, Depressed, Broken

    I honestly feel like i need to kill myself. I hate my family. They hate me too. They only care about my brother who is in generals . I have told them i have cut myself and they all think its a joke. I am ready to be done, i am weak. I cant take it anymore.
    hurtandbroken8235 hurtandbroken8235
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jan 30, 2013

    I almost commuted suicide last night.

    I had the pills in my hand ready to take. But I didn't because to many people would be upset. And I couldn't have my best friend following me. I hate when people care.
    bidulka94 bidulka94
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2015

    Wow what the hell is wrong with me?

    ? Was I seriously considering suiside today??? That's a shocking truth about myself
    GaleJake GaleJake
    16-17, M
    1 Response Dec 18, 2013

    It's been fun. Really it has been,

    but this is my end. I won, or at least I think I did, that's all that matters.
    LePaw LePaw
    18-21, M
    Aug 1, 2014

    Dead...no? I Wish...

    constantly i try.......some times i stand on buildings....looking down wondering how it would feel.... some times i grab a blade...trying to go deep enough.....but never can...i wish i could stop but i just cant :S
    black666roses black666roses
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 26, 2008

    So Close, Maybe Again Soon

    I have no reason to hate life, but i do, so much that a blade is the only thing that comforts me anymore. I wish i had the strength to finish it, or change and continue. Tartarus- the lowest region of the world, as far below earth as earth is from heaven.
    coliom coliom
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Feb 3, 2009

    22 years ago I was in

    such pain, I was so lost and without hope. I was ready to end it I did not want the pain. I was 32 years old and never had a girlfriend(yes I was a virgin), I hated myself. So what girl/woman would ever want me? I'd spent the day after Christmas 1991 with my best friend, his...
    DawnR59 DawnR59
    56-60, T
    Jul 13, 2014

    I wanted to die- life was to hard.

    I was stupid, and I know that now. As I mentioned in one of my past experience on here of how my best friend did inappropriate things with me of which I had no control. That night is when I started skipping my meds and hiding them in my room so my mom didn't know. So on may 18th...
    brorodosako brorodosako
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2014

    I've almost done it twice.

    I'm always at my true worst. So I'll get everything set up, and something happens or interrupts me.
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Aug 3, 2014

    Yes. The title pretty much says it all.

    But the good Lord helped me through it, along with some antidepressant pills. I am so sick of this depression.
    Mathclass1999 Mathclass1999
    18-21, F
    Feb 4, 2015

    i almost killed myself last night with pills

    and alcohol. i ended up not doing it because of my kids. my husband has beaten me down to nothing. He made me feel lije I'm worth noting. So I'm finally leaving
    2isbetterthan1 2isbetterthan1
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2015

    You Could Have Saved Me.

    this has copy write. i post my poems for you guys to comment and help me with my feelings. 11/16/11 *~*M.D.C*~* you could have saved me.i stand in the rain,waiting for you to save me.i see no one near me.so, i take a step on the ledge.no one there to tell me no.step up using my...
    backwardsgirl101 backwardsgirl101
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2012

    Bad Intentions

    I had every intention of dying. It was just luck that I woke up the next morning. It made me angrier to have woken up: I was in pain and frustrated. My counselor called that morning to see how I was feeling after are session the day before. He knew something was wrong. He came...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 17, 2009

    What Is the Point

    I dont know what i'm doing here, i have goals, and a few dreams, but i still feel like i always have, alone and empty. Nothing i seem to do has helped me feel happy for more then a night at a time, i would settle for just being content with living but it seems i cant even do that...
    coliom coliom
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 8, 2009

    So Close To My End

    iv always felt like no one cared rather i die or not everyone always told me i was worthless i was a waste of space my uncle abusing me calling me stupid and told me i will never going anywhere in life my close friends turned against me like i was nothing to them i always got...
    jackdahliamurder jackdahliamurder
    22-25, M
    Sep 26, 2013

    Its About Pain 17 Years Of Real Pain

    I was in a head on car wreck at 25. He was on my side of the road driving a 79 ford ltd. I was in a 90's Chevy celebrity small wagon. He was going 35 I was doing 55 coming over a hill on a rock road.my face hit the windshield knocked me out, then my chin hit the steering wheel...
    angelinlight21 angelinlight21
    46-50, F
    Mar 20, 2013

    it was four years ago,

    when I was in grade 7. The main reason was a girl I used to consider a "friend". I learned the hard way why its better to be her friend. Also again in grade 9, the only reason I had for it in grade 9 was my boyfriend (ex now). I haven't tried again, in grade 11 now. Hopefully...
    irishlassy98 irishlassy98
    18-21, F
    Dec 31, 2014

    I am not worth anything.

    ............. Suddenly the world is seeming so much darker.... I don't know how long I'll be able to keep going...
    GaleJake GaleJake
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 14, 2014

    Glad I Didn'T

    I was ready, knife in hand, ready to do it. I'd fallen to the floor again, I was on my hands and knees crying, no one had any idea. But there I sat thinking the world hated me and nobody loved me. It was a small knife, I remember, I was just going to bleed to death, there was...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 7, 2013

    I almost committed suiside

    when I saw my. Mom laying dead. On her bed. By overdosing. On zinc. I could believe what I saw I jus saw her laying there not moving and Thass when I realize I lost my mom but I couldn't blame her my step dad hit her everyday she was treated like ****. 4 months. Later I had...
    babyskyx3 babyskyx3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 14, 2014

    Almost The End!

    I was so over everything in my life. My marriage was on the rocks. I felt like I had no one that I could talk to. Overly depressed. Nothing was going my way. I was driving home from work and considered smashing my car into a highway barrier at 120km per hour but no that wouldn't...
    Rescuediver1874 Rescuediver1874
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2013

    In the bathtub, I thought about how much no

    likes me. My thoughts took over.. And grabbed my razor. I cut vertically because no one can stitch that up..
    Suicidefeint Suicidefeint
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 24, 2014
    Danieka Danieka
    22-25, F
    Aug 25, 2014
    YupThatsMee YupThatsMee
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 31, 2014

    I Turn My Thoughts In To Songs...

    I've suffered with depression all my life and I'm still pretty deeply in it. The last time I tried to commit suicide was nearly 4 years ago but up to then I lived a very destructive life and tried killing myself several times and had some close calls. Although my behavior is...
    kjdreamer kjdreamer
    22-25, F
    Feb 20, 2010

    I May Be Going Down This Road

    I may be going down this road again, but this time i dont think there will be an almost, my feelings have started to leave me again. If i continue down this hole the sides will be too tall to climb out of, if my feelings leave me for good, there isnt anything anyone can do to...
    coliom coliom
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 19, 2009
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