I Almost Feel Like Killing Someone

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    Usually Me

    But every once in awhile, I want to go out & commit murder. Who do I want to kill? Just a couple of lowlifes.... I'm sure no one would miss them. Just a rapist or two, a child killer if I can find him.... They really don't deserve to live anyway, so how big a problem would it...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 19, 2009

    I Want to Kill Someone

    I am 13 years old and I have an extreme urge to kill....   anyone else...let's talk email?
    HelloMeMeetTheRealMe HelloMeMeetTheRealMe
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2009


    I feel the urge to kill someone like a plan death not a random killing spree. i do not no why i feel this. would love to no though. i do not think i want to kill any one. but i do have the drive to do it.
    different0009 different0009
    1 Response Oct 8, 2008

    I Have a Blood Lu st

    It's hard sometimes to hold back. Lately I've bitten my fiance a little too hard, trying to brea the skin and get myself fed. The longer I go without the harder it gets. And the more I thirst for blood the more I have violent idiation. Sometimes i wonder if I'll always be...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark
    31-35, F
    15 Responses Nov 9, 2007

    I Really Would Like to Right Now

    I've got an urge to be violent and take a life. It's an easily controllable one like most, but it's a sign i need to look after my needs. it would be nice to not have this always coming and going.
    AngelaDark AngelaDark
    31-35, F
    12 Responses Dec 1, 2007

    Fed Up And Angry

    There are times when I want to torture and kill those who have betrayed me in one way or another. Times when life seems so damn helpless and everyone seems out to break another piece of morality that you hold so dear. I'd like to say I am a decent person, just very weak when it...
    angryspider angryspider
    Dec 18, 2009

    They Want Me So Bad......

    Everyday i am being threatend and stalked by a new group of people who have a connection with the flat i have my life has become one big chat show where people who have nothing better to do then cause trouble with me because they dont like things to do with a persons life in my...
    nuttyrocker nuttyrocker
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 8, 2010


    I want to get violent so badly tonight. i've been wanting to kill more and more often lately. grr. it takes so much to remain calm and i feel so stressed by the effort
    AngelaDark AngelaDark
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2008

    Sometimes Just In My Mind....

    I have a lot of anger and cannot stand some of the jerks who feel the need to put down good people...really get your head out of your *** and breathe the fresh air why don't ya? But who am I truly angry with..is it you? Is it me? I don't know at this moment. Now I'm not...
    luckypickle luckypickle
    18 Responses Sep 25, 2009

    Badly... Right Now

    I feel it swelling in me... growing.... The urge to kill. To maim. To rend.   I sit here, just feet away from someone who is totally safe from me, but would be horrified to know how badly I sit here quietly, feeling the pull of my gut, that almost queasy feeling that isn...
    DrachenWulf DrachenWulf
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Sep 27, 2009

    I Want to Distroy Them

    I have felt random uncontrolable rage for as long as I can remember. When I was littler went to an empty room and paced and pulled my hair, I haven't changed much, only now I tear and punch and yell. I want to kill cause it seems like an easy way the release the rage, I also love...
    PrettyToy PrettyToy
    13-15, F
    Aug 6, 2009

    I Cant Believe It Happend

    ok im only 15. but i need to let this out or im gona kill myself. first off i have a girlfriend and weve been togather for about 3 months. but she told me a few days ago that she was rapped by her uncles friend about a month ago. well i thought about seriously screwing my life to...
    readytokill readytokill
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2009

    The Urge to Kill

    I'm 16 and i feel the Urge to kill inside me since i was 15. Its growing the only thing stoping me is few of my ideals (i hope they survive the bloodlust inside me). When i see certain  parts of humanaty i see something inferior that doesnt deserves life! Not cuz if skin...
    KhanCv KhanCv
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Aug 29, 2009

    I Am So Goddam Tired...

    The Wolf wants blood... and I can't help but think how much fun I would have doing it... how easy it would be to stop fighting it... to release The Wolf... and let it hunt. I am so ******* tired of fighting it... I try to keep it chained. I keep remiding myself that I can't...
    DrachenWulf DrachenWulf
    36-40, M
    6 Responses Sep 25, 2009

    Should I Summon the Spirits of Murdering Ministers?

    I am not a violent person, rather I detest vulgarity and violence in any form. But true to the falacies of human nature, I sometimes indulge in fantisizing about killing (...) slowly. Sometimes I feel my body full with direst cruelty and want to just grab a machete and plunge...
    umathena umathena
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 8, 2007

    I'm Smiling,

        I am smiling. I feel above the world. I feel as if I have something I DONT WANT. I want to kill the thing. I want to hurt it. I wish it harm. I want to kill someone. no prefeance how. But I dont feel much different to myself. I hope the falls off of me. I want...
    Freindlyfreind Freindlyfreind
    2 Responses Jul 4, 2009


    OK first of all I have to laugh that the "Crisis" number is at the top of this page. Shouldn't that go to whomever it is I'm after? Second... maybe kill is too strong. How about a few bruises, concussion, broken bone or two, is that so bad? I'm so going to hell...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Dec 3, 2007

    I Want to Kill Someone

    Its true, I do. I feel it inside me, buring and growing. It use to be every now and then. Now its most of my day. I think every person I see could be a new story in the obituaries. This world is full of easy targets. I know i could do it too. I dont...
    sinned22 sinned22
    1 Response Jan 10, 2009

    "I Don't Want The Kids, I Want The Money"

    As a mother hearing those words play on the tape recorder brought tears to my eyes. My friend is divorcing his mentally unstable wife. They have a 2 year old and a 5 month old. She poked holes in the condom to get pregnant with the 5 month old even though my friend was already...
    Valnay Valnay
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 6, 2010


    I've heard just about enough of the people I live with screaming and yelling.  Their tears feel as if they come from me, and whatever I do, it just doesn't seem good enough.  My internet time is the only solace I find in all of this.  I'm online way too much as is...
    Kataki Kataki
    26-30, F
    Nov 17, 2006

    My Disgusting Husband

    i really want to kill my husband. he's been ruining my life. actually, at first, he raped me. i wish i can pay for a killer to end his life.
    ayraneva ayraneva
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Aug 24, 2008

    So Much Rage, One Body

    I say I feel like killing someone often. And I mean it. Especially when things aren't going my way. And when people take advantage of me. I also get very very very enraged when my favorite sports team loses. I want to go to the hometowns of the teams they lose to and kill all of...
    gtafan1987 gtafan1987
    Sep 2, 2012

    Feeling Like Killing Someone

    Okay so my best friend since i was 4 at the start of last year has dogged me hard for one of my other friends. Me and my friend were the best of friends he would always ring me and id always ring him.. we would do all the usual crap together: playing sports hanging out etc...
    nick17692 nick17692
    18-21, M
    Mar 12, 2010


    the person who is ruining my life. when i was 11, as pre-pubescant boys do, my male neighbour same age particpated in mutual ************, which involved him doing it to me, although i didnt do it back, i didnt want to. it turns out hes gay, and 8 years later, hes been teling...
    irlargy irlargy
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2009


    I'm so ******* sick of all the stupid retarded STUPID STUPID STUPID people in this world. I'm tired of stupid ******* men who say things and then swear they never did when I know damn well that they did. Sometimes I think if I could just find someone and beat them so severely...
    xMellyx xMellyx
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Dec 10, 2007

    They Keep Annoying Me About My Studying Habbits And Never Stop

    Im always trying my hard at studying but only one thing is getting me an urge of killing them my studying habbits im trying to do my best but it looks like its not enough for those sons of ******* ( i can tell you the truth they only want high grades if i get an 89 or below they...
    Darkintention Darkintention
    13-15, M
    Oct 4, 2010
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