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I Almost Feel Lucky All the Time

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    I know I've said this a million times, but this is now my new and improved, all time low. This is the worst I've ever been, and I've done some crazy stupid stuff, seen hellish...
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm so excited! I got my tickets to see all time low in concert!!!
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Feb 14

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    I have had Addison disease since birth, but was not diagnosed until 1957. I have had many Addisonian crissis over the years, and am currently just recovering after 7 days in ICU...
    addisonjack addisonjack 61-65, M Feb 19

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    two weeks. in two weeks I will see your face. I will be sitting in that mahogany chair next to the judge telling my story to a bunch of strangers in suits. eyes will be watching me...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 3

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    It's been over four years and I still have flashbacks to that terrible time. Four years.....four long years......I am healing, or at least that is what I tell myself. I am in...
    survivorthrujesus survivorthrujesus 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    When I was 12, I was raped by a stranger. I'm 18 now & if I cant find happiness... I don't want to live anymore I feel like I don't deserve to be happy or that I even deserve to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Feb 7

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    People think that time heals all wounds I was raped when I was 14 I'm 19 now and even know I have flashbacks or cry when I fall asleep thinking about it. Rapist don't realise that...
    elizachloe06 elizachloe06 18-21, F Feb 14

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    So he finally hurt another girl. I have tears in my eyes. He got an underage girl pregnant. I feel that if I would have reported it when he hurt me then she wouldn't have to go...
    ddc95 ddc95 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I hate to use the term anniversary but yeah it's that for me today. I feel like junk. My nightmares last night worse then ever have been I woke up feeling like couldn't breath my...
    Ana8939 Ana8939 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I can't go to the bathroom.I'm like this all of the time.It doesn't matter what I eat or when.I don't know what to do.
    Amethystgem98 Amethystgem98 36-40, F Feb 14

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    My husband and I are trying to find some normalcy after what happened he wanted to watch special victims unit today on tv ugh I don't think I'm going to sleep well tonight I feel...
    Ana8939 Ana8939 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 17

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    Yesterday was one of those days. I was triggered the night before by something I can't admit to anyone about. It's way too painful. I hate those days though but when you have a...
    jvstme jvstme 46-50, F 5 Responses Feb 10

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    7 days ago i was beaten an raped.....i spent the time after it happened hiding under my bed crying an couldnt stop replaying wat happened in my mind everytime i close my eyes i see...
    SweetGazePup SweetGazePup 18-21, M Feb 19

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    I don’t know how I feel about GE, but I really like their “Ideas Are Scary” commercial. It’s an emotionally engaging ad that effectively makes the point...
    Rutterman Rutterman 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Are you a stranger? You know...the kind I feel uneasy about. Even afraid of. Eager to avoid at any cost. The kind I'd rather not sit down with at any table of any kind. Enemy-like...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 19

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    that feeling which comes to your mind while you are watching a movie "they are acting in front of a camera."
    keb4on keb4on 22-25, M Feb 20

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    My boyfriend supports me so much. I love him. When I told him about finally reporting the man who hurt me he said, "Do the right thing (: it might make you happier in the long run...
    ddc95 ddc95 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    No matter how much I've healed the flashbacks to the bruises left down my spine and neck give me chills. It makes me cry to think of the purple marks on my thigh and wrist. I...
    ddc95 ddc95 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I was raped by my friend who goes to my school and he thinks nothing is wrong what should I do
    winstonhoward winstonhoward 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    I'm still not over it. Why can't it go away from my memories.
    ddc95 ddc95 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I long for a touch that could turn my bleeding wound into a fountain of wine..
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M Feb 20

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    I firmly believe I wouldn't have made it this long without them <3 So excited for Future Hearts!!! :D
    walkedloyal walkedloyal 13-15, F Feb 1

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    2014 Super Bowl commercial.  R.I.P. RadioShack (1921-2015).
    Rutterman Rutterman 36-40, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    Another of the Cheerios commercials---with the interracial family that generated both cheers---and hatred. In the 21st century. Even with a black president, we're not as "tolerant...
    bijouxbroussard bijouxbroussard 51-55, F 3 Responses Feb 12

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    OPRAH NEW JERSEY IS A FATHIPS CREW MEMBER
    DUMBFCKDISTANCE123 DUMBFCKDISTANCE123 51-55, F a week ago

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    There is no easy way to explain the confusion I have right now. I've been very lucky to be able to "escape" to Hawaii for the week and get away from all the stress and things...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    I am almost 32 years old, unemployed for 6 month as I returned to my home country and again living with my parents, actually me and my husband both are living with my parents. My...
    bubucis bubucis 31-35, F Feb 17

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    I have had this job for almost seven months. It has its crazy moments, but I love the pace of it and my coworkers. I am only 26 and speak two languages besides English (German and...
    mjahncke12289 mjahncke12289 26-30, M Feb 14

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    This is just a really bad time for me. I seem to be in a depression down-swing at almost all times. It being winter just makes it worse. Then there's the fact that I'm stuck in a...
    AntiveninKiss AntiveninKiss 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I am 22 Muslim I guess I have hard time to know real Islam still there , i think that thing not always the way it look you , should search a lot to discover the truth lost my...
    gonalex gonalex 18-21, M Feb 16

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    I haven't shared this with anyone, but I need to now. I feel comfortable here. I am Epileptic, I have 3types of seizures, they are not under control. I have Absence Seizures...
    Luuz Luuz 41-45, F 10 Responses Feb 17

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    I've always felt like I dont belong here, on Earth, like my life was meant to be lived out on a different planet (or in a different time period) and my soul landed here on accident...
    natandsuch natandsuch 22-25, F Feb 3

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    There are times like these where I'm just waiting for the storm to pass and I don't feel like trying. I don't want to do anything but cry. This emptiness in my heart is getting...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Feb 10

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    I feel this allot, not only in school but at home as well. I've moved so many times, and at every new school I'll be the quiet person in the back. I'll make a small group of...
    quietgirl117 quietgirl117 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I just have to like write it out. This might seem just like a typical phase problem thing, which probably is. i am 18 years old, and i have felt like this since i was 15, at first...
    TheFirehawk TheFirehawk 18-21, F Feb 17

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    I remember contacting my grandmother who lives in Alabama and I in Washington, it was April I asked to visit because I knew I was depressed and I needed a cha he in my life so June...
    alexis0glover alexis0glover 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    My skin is not a tough armor, its too thin and easily broken. The air i am inhaling is attenuating with each gasp for breath. My shins are quivering and small hairline fractures...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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    I am empty. I no longer have the drive to do things. Nothing is ever satisfying enough, no matter what I try to do and cheer myself up. Everything is bleak and dreary. I have my...
    Trileon56 Trileon56 18-21 Feb 15

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    If you've read my previous experience on this or have even just spoken to me, you'll know that I often feel like there's a hole in my heart and there's something missing. I feel...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21 5 Responses Feb 20

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    I just got out of a psychiatric hospital for my depression and anxiety. The only thing that has changed since getting out unfortunately is my dreaming. Before I went the the...
    ZacharyAaron ZacharyAaron 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Love to feel slutty from time to time... it makes me feel in power... especially when I deny my husband things at first... only to cave in and have AMAZING sex.
    SarasXXXsecret SarasXXXsecret 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    i just want to be free , scream , see how a bird fly on the air , breathe like god make the air just for me and thibk that im beautifull in my way , and be friends with everybody...
    onikaa onikaa 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    Every time I go onto the internet I look at stuff (mainly gay) that if my wife found would hurt her feelings. So each time I come off the internet I hide who I really am and climb...
    bibottomiand bibottomiand 51-55, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I wonder what I can do that'll make a difference anymore. Sometimes I just wanna be left alone but I fear the consequences of telling people to stop talking to me...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F 18 hrs ago

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    I have family and some friends but I still feel lonely at times. Everyone I know has their own lives complete with partners and such and I'm being single and all. I want feel more...
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago