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I Almost Feel Lucky All the Time

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    I've almost wrote to this experience a million times, but always ended up leaving it blank. But I feel like I'm alone and I'm suffocating. I was molested when I was 7. Odd as it...
    NotFirstNotLast NotFirstNotLast 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 21

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    This is a poem I have written about my experience of betrayal by someone close to me. I hope it helps someone else trying to come to terms with fighting "The Monster" all of us...
    purplemessenger purplemessenger 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    last year i was raped and im always scared ive tried to kill myself everyday and night since it happened i feel so scared and alone my body is all cuts and scars i dont know what...
    alanahlouise alanahlouise 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    Well if you read my previous post you would know that I was raped... Yes that monster is in prison but I'm scared when he gets out he is going to come looking for me... He calls my...
    xxNicholexx xxNicholexx 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    if you've heard the quote "you learn something everyday" then you know this to be true. you can learn a bad thing or a good thing but in the end what do others make you learn about...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    When does all this start to get easier?, I don't know how much more I can cope with. It's all too much for me,I thought it would've been easier by now,it happened near enough two...
    OliviaWillow13 OliviaWillow13 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Our wedding is in 9 months,to the day and I'm really starting to feel the pressure of wedding planning!
    JameswifeyHannah JameswifeyHannah 16-17, F Nov 5

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    have a nice life bc i quit trying to fit in it.
    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    Crying again; flashbacks. Great just great!!!
    angkath80 angkath80 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 9

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    Im scared hes going to come back and hurt me
    dazedandlost dazedandlost 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 11

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    So I am thinking about getting a abortion cuz Idk if I can live knowing I am carrying a rapists baby.. But idk If I could live with killing a baby..
    alwaysmeforever alwaysmeforever 16-17, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    No one would even notice if I'd be gone.
    BlaBla01 BlaBla01 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 23

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    What do you guys do to get out of it??
    Su22 Su22 22-25, M Nov 7

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    And its spooky. Unless with pals. Then its wow nice.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    My brain cant find balance. Cant tolerate jerks. But jerks are everywhere. My body aged fast. Heart attacks at 38. Muscle disorder called congenital in 07. Mood...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Fat pig has 2 million things wrong with her...but she's in my sh.t..
    onemorethingftom3mouth5 onemorethingftom3mouth5 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Dracula Untold, The Fault in our Stars, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Eyre, Beautiful Creatures.
    verityspice verityspice 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    For Whom The Bell Tolls https://www.youtube.com/embed/22W38jJk81s?autoplay=1
    Greekguy79 Greekguy79 31-35, M Nov 7

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    Right, five, I am capable of listing five films(barely). 1) Forrest Gump 2) Grease 3) The Hobbit 4) Life of Pi 5) Okay, I couldn't think of a fifth, but I will eventually.
    Enderguy Enderguy 26-30, M Nov 10

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    this happens quiet a bit...at least twice a day, even if I'm surrounded by people(actually the more people around me, the more conversation I am engaged in the worse it gets) I...
    summerwinterfallspring summerwinterfallspring 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    We used to talk everyday all day. We loved each other( or so I thought, now I feel like don't even think then you did) But things felt effortless. Now, I feel lucky if I can get a...
    imjusttrying imjusttrying 18-21, F Oct 28

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    A little set up for you: I'm a 19 year old girl. Portuguese. Lived in England most of my life. Born in SA. Confident in my appearance. I write. I draw (at university, so it's legit...
    exulansis exulansis 18-21, F Nov 3

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    There is so much I wanted to do in life, but I feel stuck babysitting my mother who has extremely bad lung disease (she's been on life support far more times than I can count) and...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Nov 5

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    I love being naked, I'm naked almost 90% of my time, usually not around anyone though, I usually get made fun of :(
    rainbowmuffins rainbowmuffins 18-21, F 8 Responses Nov 11

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    I feel so much better after crying, I almost feel… numb? I just feel so much better and that I don't even know what I was crying about in the first place… o.o
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    My heart beats heavy to the sound of this rhythm from the instrumental song, I feel utterly hurt and bitter. I want to cry but I feel like masking it off in anger and feeling upset...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    It seems to be becoming a habit that my closest friends end up becoming distant... I don't make many friends. I mean I have a reasonable amount of "aquaintances" with whom I can...
    escapemyreality escapemyreality 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Honestly, I feel worthless. My existence is futile. I don't see what someone like me could possibly contribute to this world... My life is a waste. I am a waste... I rarely feel...
    Meloryne Meloryne 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    I often feel so tired I don't do what I enjoy. I like listening to music and watching movies. But I haven't listened to music in a few days. It is hard because when I feel tired...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Oct 25

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    I feel lost at times like im not sure what to do anymore. I can be around all my frineds and famaly but ill still feel alone. Ive tried talking to people and it seems like it...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    Today is two years past what my due date would have been. How awesome would it be to have Halloween as a birthday? I wish I could say I was over this choice I made at 17. I wish I...
    MandeSe MandeSe 18-21, F Oct 31

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    Last night, quietly, he walked through my mind As I lay searching for sleep. His soft hand reached out, he whispered my name As he brushed a tear from my cheek. And then those...
    Raicel Raicel 26-30, F Oct 26

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    For my whole life I have felt worthless. The only thing that I was ever good at was school. I wanted to be so many different things when I was little. But my family would always...
    MissJessieGurl MissJessieGurl 18-21, F Nov 2

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    My family, my boyfriend, my therapist nobody seems to understand how deeply depressed I am. The only way I can explain it is I feel like im stuck waist deep in quicksand and...
    DenSan DenSan 22-25, F Nov 7

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    I don't really have any friends and I feel lonely all the time. I feel like no one cares about me and that I'm not important to anyone. I have lost some friends because they...
    Justanotherperson1234 Justanotherperson1234 18-21, F Nov 9

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    Back in June I found out I was about 4 weeks pregnant. immediately I phoned my boyfriend (of 11 months) , told him I was pregnant. he said 'oh, we'll have to talk about this when I...
    hannahruby56 hannahruby56 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    I've been through so much pain over the years that now I can hardly feel a thing. I'm so numb of feelings that I don't even take things to heart anymore. Nothing can get past me...
    justhatgurl justhatgurl 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 23

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    emotionally and just detached in general. I don't feel the need to do things considered "normal" at my age. examples: College isn't that high of a priority for me, neither is...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F Oct 21

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    Emptiness. I don't know what to feel actually. All the things I used to feel and know seem insignificant know... I feel that Im being left behind. It seems that everyone has...
    ChicaDee94 ChicaDee94 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 25

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    Love this feeling ! Feeling fresh! All cosy !! :')
    CGilmartin CGilmartin 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I just read about the school shooting in Marysville. I am not a big fan of Americans, but my heart bleeds for all those involved. As far as I'm aware, the shooter wasn't a bad...
    JacobStark JacobStark 18-21, M Oct 25

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    Not a pleasant feeling... At all
    silentRegard silentRegard 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Green eyed devil, came back! I thought she was gone, so I hoped, so I feared. She returns, and all the memories are rushing back, but for an odd reason, none of the bad ones are...
    andro333 andro333 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    I am luck, I had a NDE when I was 6 and I survived an eyelid Timor surgery when I was 30. Was thinking about it it, and my conclusion is, I am lucky.
    sweetyle37 sweetyle37 36-40, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    There is no such thing as luck. It's a fancy name for being always at our duty, and so sure to be ready when good time comes. - Edward George Bulwer-Lytton
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 8 hrs ago

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