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I Almost Feel Lucky All the Time

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    last year i was raped and im always scared ive tried to kill myself everyday and night since it happened i feel so scared and alone my body is all cuts and scars i dont know what...
    alanahlouise alanahlouise 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    Well if you read my previous post you would know that I was raped... Yes that monster is in prison but I'm scared when he gets out he is going to come looking for me... He calls my...
    xxNicholexx xxNicholexx 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 15

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    if you've heard the quote "you learn something everyday" then you know this to be true. you can learn a bad thing or a good thing but in the end what do others make you learn about...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    When does all this start to get easier?, I don't know how much more I can cope with. It's all too much for me,I thought it would've been easier by now,it happened near enough two...
    OliviaWillow13 OliviaWillow13 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Our wedding is in 9 months,to the day and I'm really starting to feel the pressure of wedding planning!
    JameswifeyHannah JameswifeyHannah 16-17, F Nov 5

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    have a nice life bc i quit trying to fit in it.
    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    Crying again; flashbacks. Great just great!!!
    angkath80 angkath80 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 9

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    Im scared hes going to come back and hurt me
    dazedandlost dazedandlost 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 11

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    So I am thinking about getting a abortion cuz Idk if I can live knowing I am carrying a rapists baby.. But idk If I could live with killing a baby..
    alwaysmeforever alwaysmeforever 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    What do you guys do to get out of it??
    Su22 Su22 22-25, M Nov 7

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    And its spooky. Unless with pals. Then its wow nice.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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    My brain cant find balance. Cant tolerate jerks. But jerks are everywhere. My body aged fast. Heart attacks at 38. Muscle disorder called congenital in 07. Mood...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Fat pig has 2 million things wrong with her...but she's in my sh.t..
    onemorethingftom3mouth5 onemorethingftom3mouth5 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    Dracula Untold, The Fault in our Stars, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Eyre, Beautiful Creatures.
    verityspice verityspice 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    For Whom The Bell Tolls https://www.youtube.com/embed/22W38jJk81s?autoplay=1
    Greekguy79 Greekguy79 31-35, M Nov 7

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    Right, five, I am capable of listing five films(barely). 1) Forrest Gump 2) Grease 3) The Hobbit 4) Life of Pi 5) Okay, I couldn't think of a fifth, but I will eventually.
    Enderguy Enderguy 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    I don't want to sit here and have people think I'm feeling sorry for myself. It's time to let out this pain. So, I met a man seven months ago. He was practically everything I liked...
    ChellyRocker ChellyRocker 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    this happens quiet a bit...at least twice a day, even if I'm surrounded by people(actually the more people around me, the more conversation I am engaged in the worse it gets) I...
    summerwinterfallspring summerwinterfallspring 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    So I just got abandoned, another trauma to add. It's just a no win situation trusting= played! So poker face at all times now!
    Hellokittybbgrl Hellokittybbgrl 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    We used to talk everyday all day. We loved each other( or so I thought, now I feel like don't even think then you did) But things felt effortless. Now, I feel lucky if I can get a...
    imjusttrying imjusttrying 18-21, F Oct 28

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    A little set up for you: I'm a 19 year old girl. Portuguese. Lived in England most of my life. Born in SA. Confident in my appearance. I write. I draw (at university, so it's legit...
    exulansis exulansis 18-21, F Nov 3

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    There is so much I wanted to do in life, but I feel stuck babysitting my mother who has extremely bad lung disease (she's been on life support far more times than I can count) and...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Nov 5

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    1) Birth name: Zachary Gannon Marten (my last name) 2) Name backwards: Nodnal 3) Were you named after anyone?: Not that I know of.. 4) Does your name mean anything?: Landon...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    16th Post. One of my favourite songs of all time is Free by Rudimental, but you really have to go into youtube and watch the clip to appreciate the song. The theme of the song...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel i am so behind in life. as if i'm playing catch up. i started my life as an adult so young. i thought i knew what i was doing. i married at 18. then when i was 19 i got...
    alicia0090 alicia0090 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I love being naked, I'm naked almost 90% of my time, usually not around anyone though, I usually get made fun of :(
    rainbowmuffins rainbowmuffins 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 11

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    I feel so much better after crying, I almost feel… numb? I just feel so much better and that I don't even know what I was crying about in the first place… o.o
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    We're both looking for somethingWe've been afraid to findIt's easier to be brokenIt's easier to hideLooking at you,holding my breath,For once in my life,I'm scared to death,I'm...
    Indigolesbian70 Indigolesbian70 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I love mornings, but my man is the devil in disguise when he first wakes. I run off of emotions, especially first thing, but he is raw haha. I find I will over react to new news...
    CutieWants2PleaseYou CutieWants2PleaseYou 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    It seems to be becoming a habit that my closest friends end up becoming distant... I don't make many friends. I mean I have a reasonable amount of "aquaintances" with whom I can...
    escapemyreality escapemyreality 22-25, F a week ago

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    I feel lost at times like im not sure what to do anymore. I can be around all my frineds and famaly but ill still feel alone. Ive tried talking to people and it seems like it...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    Today is two years past what my due date would have been. How awesome would it be to have Halloween as a birthday? I wish I could say I was over this choice I made at 17. I wish I...
    MandeSe MandeSe 18-21, F Oct 31

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    This Time Around So, you say it's over honey it's kinda funny cause this time around my feet never left the ground every day a little smaller next time you call her voice...
    Alaskanlove Alaskanlove 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    Last night, quietly, he walked through my mind As I lay searching for sleep. His soft hand reached out, he whispered my name As he brushed a tear from my cheek. And then those...
    Raicel Raicel 26-30, F Oct 26

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    For my whole life I have felt worthless. The only thing that I was ever good at was school. I wanted to be so many different things when I was little. But my family would always...
    MissJessieGurl MissJessieGurl 18-21, F Nov 2

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    My family, my boyfriend, my therapist nobody seems to understand how deeply depressed I am. The only way I can explain it is I feel like im stuck waist deep in quicksand and...
    DenSan DenSan 22-25, F Nov 7

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    I don't really have any friends and I feel lonely all the time. I feel like no one cares about me and that I'm not important to anyone. I have lost some friends because they...
    Justanotherperson1234 Justanotherperson1234 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    i was in a long distance relationship for 3 months, we were dating for about a year before that, but he broke up with me two weeks ago because my depression and negativity was too...
    dmbpal dmbpal 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was told by my mother when I was younger to "act like there is a camera on you at all times." She told me this in an attempt to get me to quit some bad habits that I did when I...
    brint0n brint0n 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Back in June I found out I was about 4 weeks pregnant. immediately I phoned my boyfriend (of 11 months) , told him I was pregnant. he said 'oh, we'll have to talk about this when I...
    hannahruby56 hannahruby56 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    You pretend that you don't see me, Or that im not really there. You see how bad I want someone To just to even care.. Would it really kill you to take the time To ask me how are...
    Harmony242 Harmony242 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I joined Experience Project because - well for a whole swirling storm of reasons, but the common thread is - I have never really felt able to SHARE what's going on inside me. 1...
    elevating elevating 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Love this feeling ! Feeling fresh! All cosy !! :')
    CGilmartin CGilmartin 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I feel like all I do is help other people with their issues and work through their problems, but when I come to them for help, they barely even try. They either give me one word...
    left4deadspace left4deadspace 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Not a pleasant feeling... At all
    silentRegard silentRegard 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago