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Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 217 People

    Worried & Need Advice

    My siblings and I have abusive parents (emotionally, physically and sexually). We were placed in Social Welfare care until we were of age to leave. My mother has past away while my father continues to emotionally abused me and my little sister. My sister has two children of her...
    Elizabeth84 Elizabeth84 26-30, F Jun 22, 2012

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    Darkness

    It's cold and dark, no one is here but me. alone. Do you know what its like? i dont, you know why? because hes watching. she is looking at every step i take, but shes not here you know who? No not god she is the one that put me here. she has blood everywhere on his clothes, on...
    dragonkiro dragonkiro 18-21, M Mar 22, 2013

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 12, 2014

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    Sorry for my english,

    please cope I could not express myself clearly. I'm here today alone in my bed, alone in the house. I lived alone for a year w/o my family or relatives to live with me. It made me depress but I always say to myself to cheer up, there's a brighter tomorrow ahead until unfortunate...
    alonelyone00 alonelyone00 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2014

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    Why Is He Dismissing Me Like I Don't Exsist

    He was so great in the beginning (It's been 3 1/2 years). He showed me the world and really loved me. He moved in with me and my children and everything was great. Then we moved into a house rented by his friends. Work picked up for him and he travels sometimes. He has money now...
    risingbattle risingbattle 36-40, F Aug 19, 2013

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    A Poem For the Lonely

    the wind has come but the room is dark.Lifeless with no means to move .as the spring birds sing but yet i am still alone.no one question no one cares all they see is some type of care bear.but do they care no.they act as if they do.but in the end i am still so blue.as the Bird...
    dragonofdeath dragonofdeath 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    Life Is Really Crap!!!

    In the last week one friend said she was coming for a birthday drink.Did`nt turn up no text either.Blocked on facebook someone else.Went to see another friend after his spell in hospital.Stood out on the pavement (sidewalk) chatting for 10 minutes.A co-worker doesn't speak any...
    Sneb Sneb 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 3, 2013

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    "it's Like You Feel Homesick For A Place That Doesn't Even Exist" -garden State (2004)

    How is it that I am so alone, so nostalgic for something that never happened?
    ghostlys ghostlys 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1, 2013

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    So someone asked me how I survived my ordeal.

    .. I never gave it any thought before but now it makes sense. If this helps you I am glad:) No time doesn't heal anything. I started writing music. I started writing stories and books. I put all my pain, frustration, happiness, everything I was feeling I put into words. I would...
    TheHeroStory TheHeroStory 22-25, M Jan 31, 2014

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    Alone

    Solitary Confinement is my existence. Forever alone Desolation & abysmal life. Smart & outgoing Worthless Polite & well- mannered Extinct Humorous & level headed SO WHAT! I'M TOO NICE SOLITARY EXISTENCE.
    MrGallows75 MrGallows75 36-40, M Jul 30, 2013

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    Me Vs Every One Of You

    my 40 year old husband is dyeing in a nursing home from lou gherigs disease.  leaving me here for my 3 year old.  she's all that matters to me.  all the friends and family i thought i had, have jumped shp.  no one is to be trusted.  i always believed that...
    lrobsthomas lrobsthomas 31-35 1 Response Dec 15, 2010

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    I'm standing on the edge.

    I see everyone. Do they see me? I'm looking through glass. Separated but so close. Can you feel me? A new day. I can see the sun rise and set. From where I am I see everything. The living and the dead. The good and bad. Does it matter? I see it about to happen. I scream to them...
    TheHeroStory TheHeroStory 22-25, M Feb 2, 2014

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    vickieprince vickieprince 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2012

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    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    Never Ending

    Being different is special thats what everyone says but there is always price to pay. What so different about? We are humans anyway, just having different point if view in looking. Ah yea, I do in fact having more moral than most people, largely emotional but ain't an emo crying...
    BlackKirin BlackKirin 22-25 2 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Dr's Visit

    I went for a check up today...I go every other month.....I have breast cancer, stage 3. My son took me....he wont let me go alone...I dont like when one of my children come with me..... as the doctor speaks you see all these emotions fly by there face. The doctor said im doing...
    barabal barabal 46-50, F Aug 30, 2012

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    Alone

    Im 20 and i feel alone. Even though i have my daughter i need someone else there to help me. Her cousin is here to visit for the rest of the day and tomorrow. Then she flies back to England. She is the only family we have. Need a special man in our lives.
    Luvingtoday Luvingtoday 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    radiogold radiogold 51-55, M Dec 19, 2012

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    At 60 years old it is hard to admit that

    after all this time on earth I am not a priority in any of my friends or familys lives. If i dont make the phone calls or send the text there is no communication. Even then there is often no response. I am a kind and loving person and know people love me but i just never...
    TheMoon2 TheMoon2 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2015

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    I am just a person who slightly suffers from

    OCD,alone,loved a girl or I still who sees me as a good friend, struggling in his studies and wanna achieve a lot what I will I don't know
    kush1111 kush1111 26-30, M Jan 23

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    Alone, alone, alone!!

    ! Being alone is like punishment. It is not exactly like living alone at home without any people, but it means that you are living alone yourself mentally, even though you are surrounded by hundreds of people. Nowadays I am feeling same thing about myself, seeking into eyes of...
    ryyyy123 ryyyy123 26-30, F Mar 25, 2015

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    Alone And Depressed....just Need Someone To Talk To

    Hello I am really struggling at the moment, mainly due to the fact that my best friend doesnt want to be friends anymore and hasnt really given me a proper reason why. We have been best friends for a long time and before we became friends i never really had someone that close...
    frankielouis frankielouis 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    I think is better to come home to a empty house

    than to someone that I can't stand.
    Dayse4 Dayse4 41-45, F Jun 6, 2014

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    Ericsexperience Ericsexperience 41-45, M Jun 6, 2015

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    I have only 2 friends ,

    no bestfriends :( .Im in a long distance relationship n so i meet him like only 3 or 4 times in a year (mostly he's busy n we dont talk much) .. I'm goin through career problem n some family issues..it seems everyone around me is busy...no has time to talk to me...I feel vry vry...
    pinto5784 pinto5784 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 24, 2014

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    I am always lonely...

    But I like to be alone. I'm 21 and only ever had one girlfriend years ago. She was perfect for me or at least I thought she was. I found out that she was addicted to cocaine. I thought I could help her but I was wrong. I found out she cheated on me so I ended our relationship...
    TheHeroStory TheHeroStory 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 29, 2014

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    i feel alone

    looking for someone to chat with . i feel very alone no weirdos please. i love art and music
    clouldedhaze clouldedhaze 26-30 1 Response Dec 8, 2013

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    A Shinobi Ninja without a Clan

    Friends disappeared, both off Facebook and in Reality, Family I Love with ALL my heart and then some, who I never see and Barely know! So depressed my Babyhood/Childhood Innocence is "Gone" and I, presumably can "Never get it back" Who else wants to be a baby again? Comment if u...
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 13-15, T 1 Response Feb 3, 2013

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    mohmedMC mohmedMC 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5, 2014

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    I have been a hard working man all my life

    and due to some circumstances that i had no control over my world came tumbling down. I borrowed money from my partner to go into a investment property but then received a letter to say i couldn't build for 2 years when that was resolved i woke up one morning to find the world...
    Kegstar Kegstar 66-70, M Nov 8, 2015

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    I get a ssi check my husband makes 15$ hr.

    Makes me pay for a lot. I cannot sustain myself. He is illegal Mexican abusive physically verbal. Promised me he'd take care of me n said I was the best thing he ever had in his life. He lied. I want to leave.I grew up in foster care all my loife in Louisiana so I don't know...
    anistasia1978 anistasia1978 36-40 1 Response Oct 9, 2014

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    I Am Alone

    HI, I AM A SUNNI MUSLIM GIRL AND I HAVE BEEN FACING EMENCE PROBLEMS WITH MY HUSBANDS FAMILY, I AM A INDIAN GIRL AND MY HUSBAND A PAKISTANI, I GOT MARRIIED AT THE AGE OF 19 AND HAVE BEEN MARRIED 3 YEARS AND HAVE A LITTLE BOY ASWELL. THE MAJOR ISSUE HAS ALWAYS BEEN NOT BEING...
    naz1234u naz1234u 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 29, 2009

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    astubble38 astubble38 41-45, F Nov 22, 2014

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    I Don't Know.

    I'm not happy. I'm stuck here by myself. No one gives a ****. Everyone hates me. I am worthless. I'm not going to accomplish **** because I am WORTHLESS. I don't know where to run. I've ****** up my years already. I've ****** up everything. I am a **** up. I don't love him. i...
    blanksoul blanksoul 18-21, F Nov 30, 2013

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    I always Want attention but when I get it. it never last long. so for then I'm nothing but alone all the time
    109fine 109fine 22-25, F 5 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I've been telling myself that for over 3 years and I'm still working on it. Don't want to say I failed… I really should get used to being alone all the time.
    kaybe7 kaybe7 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I love to be alone it's so peaceful and calm mean my anxiety then is not off the charts my frustration level usually goes up in my tolerance for people go down when I am around...
    Snowflake107 Snowflake107 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    I love to be alone sometimes. There's many things that you can do by yourself and you can't do when someone around you. So being alone is not bad all the time. But''i feel alone...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I used to always want to be in a relationship, and to have the stereotypical romantic valentine's day date with my significant other. I got that two years ago from a relationship...
    lcambron01 lcambron01 22-25 1 day ago

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    I used to be afraid of being alone but I realise you have to be happy with your lot and being alone because being in a relationship will not bring long lasting love and the...
    hurtwontheal hurtwontheal 41-45, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It's hard for me to be alone,i need support and attention lol and just to feel im a worthwhile person I need validation,apparently constantly.Don't feel like going into it now but...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My husband works all the time. We had an agreement that he would be home on the weekends to spend time with his family. Now he tells me he isnt coming home this weekend. Im tired...
    momof3grls2015 momof3grls2015 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My mum passed away when I was 20, leaving behind my 17 & 8 year old sister as well. I brought my 8 year old sister up since then & always took on the role of mum to both when...
    Lifesinreverse Lifesinreverse 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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