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    Why Is He Dismissing Me Like I Don't Exsist

    He was so great in the beginning (It's been 3 1/2 years). He showed me the world and really loved me. He moved in with me and my children and everything was great. Then we moved into a house rented by his friends. Work picked up for him and he travels sometimes. He has money now...
    risingbattle risingbattle 31-35, F Aug 19, 2013

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    So someone asked me how I survived my ordeal.

    .. I never gave it any thought before but now it makes sense. If this helps you I am glad:) No time doesn't heal anything. I started writing music. I started writing stories and books. I put all my pain, frustration, happiness, everything I was feeling I put into words. I would...
    HeroMW HeroMW 18-21, M Jan 31

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    Sorry for my english,

    please cope I could not express myself clearly. I'm here today alone in my bed, alone in the house. I lived alone for a year w/o my family or relatives to live with me. It made me depress but I always say to myself to cheer up, there's a brighter tomorrow ahead until unfortunate...
    alonelyone00 alonelyone00 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    "it's Like You Feel Homesick For A Place That Doesn't Even Exist" -garden State (2004)

    How is it that I am so alone, so nostalgic for something that never happened?
    ghostlys ghostlys 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1, 2013

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    I Am Alone

    HI, I AM A SUNNI MUSLIM GIRL AND I HAVE BEEN FACING EMENCE PROBLEMS WITH MY HUSBANDS FAMILY, I AM A INDIAN GIRL AND MY HUSBAND A PAKISTANI, I GOT MARRIIED AT THE AGE OF 19 AND HAVE BEEN MARRIED 3 YEARS AND HAVE A LITTLE BOY ASWELL. THE MAJOR ISSUE HAS ALWAYS BEEN NOT BEING...
    naz1234u naz1234u 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 29, 2009

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    A Poem For the Lonely

    the wind has come but the room is dark.Lifeless with no means to move .as the spring birds sing but yet i am still alone.no one question no one cares all they see is some type of care bear.but do they care no.they act as if they do.but in the end i am still so blue.as the Bird...
    dragonofdeath dragonofdeath 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    radiogold radiogold 51-55, M Dec 19, 2012

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    i feel alone

    looking for someone to chat with . i feel very alone no weirdos please. i love art and music
    clouldedhaze clouldedhaze 26-30 1 Response Dec 8, 2013

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    Darkness

    It's cold and dark, no one is here but me. alone. Do you know what its like? i dont, you know why? because hes watching. she is looking at every step i take, but shes not here you know who? No not god she is the one that put me here. she has blood everywhere on his clothes, on...
    dragonkiro dragonkiro 18-21, M Mar 22, 2013

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    I Don't Know.

    I'm not happy. I'm stuck here by myself. No one gives a ****. Everyone hates me. I am worthless. I'm not going to accomplish **** because I am WORTHLESS. I don't know where to run. I've ****** up my years already. I've ****** up everything. I am a **** up. I don't love him. i...
    blanksoul blanksoul 16-17, F Nov 30, 2013

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    Me Vs Every One Of You

    my 40 year old husband is dyeing in a nursing home from lou gherigs disease.  leaving me here for my 3 year old.  she's all that matters to me.  all the friends and family i thought i had, have jumped shp.  no one is to be trusted.  i always believed that...
    lrobsthomas lrobsthomas 31-35 1 Response Dec 15, 2010

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    Alone

    Im 20 and i feel alone. Even though i have my daughter i need someone else there to help me. Her cousin is here to visit for the rest of the day and tomorrow. Then she flies back to England. She is the only family we have. Need a special man in our lives.
    Luvingtoday Luvingtoday 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    I am always lonely...

    But I like to be alone. I'm 21 and only ever had one girlfriend years ago. She was perfect for me or at least I thought she was. I found out that she was addicted to cocaine. I thought I could help her but I was wrong. I found out she cheated on me so I ended our relationship...
    HeroMW HeroMW 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    vickieprince vickieprince 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2012

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    Alone And Depressed....just Need Someone To Talk To

    Hello I am really struggling at the moment, mainly due to the fact that my best friend doesnt want to be friends anymore and hasnt really given me a proper reason why. We have been best friends for a long time and before we became friends i never really had someone that close...
    frankielouis frankielouis 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 12

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    I think is better to come home to a empty house

    than to someone that I can't stand.
    Dayse4 Dayse4 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 6

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    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    A Shinobi Ninja without a Clan

    Friends disappeared, both off Facebook and in Reality, Family I Love with ALL my heart and then some, who I never see and Barely know! So depressed my Babyhood/Childhood Innocence is "Gone" and I, presumably can "Never get it back" Who else wants to be a baby again? Comment if u...
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2013

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    Alone

    Solitary Confinement is my existence. Forever alone Desolation & abysmal life. Smart & outgoing Worthless Polite & well- mannered Extinct Humorous & level headed SO WHAT! I'M TOO NICE SOLITARY EXISTENCE.
    MrGallows75 MrGallows75 36-40, M Jul 30, 2013

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    Worried & Need Advice

    My siblings and I have abusive parents (emotionally, physically and sexually). We were placed in Social Welfare care until we were of age to leave. My mother has past away while my father continues to emotionally abused me and my little sister. My sister has two children of her...
    Elizabeth84 Elizabeth84 26-30, F Jun 22, 2012

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    I have only 2 friends ,

    no bestfriends :( .Im in a long distance relationship n so i meet him like only 3 or 4 times in a year (mostly he's busy n we dont talk much) .. I'm goin through career problem n some family issues..it seems everyone around me is busy...no has time to talk to me...I feel vry vry...
    pinto5784 pinto5784 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    I get a ssi check my husband makes 15$ hr.

    Makes me pay for a lot. I cannot sustain myself. He is illegal Mexican abusive physically verbal. Promised me he'd take care of me n said I was the best thing he ever had in his life. He lied. I want to leave.I grew up in foster care all my loife in Louisiana so I don't know...
    anistasia1978 anistasia1978 36-40 1 Response Oct 9

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    I'm standing on the edge.

    I see everyone. Do they see me? I'm looking through glass. Separated but so close. Can you feel me? A new day. I can see the sun rise and set. From where I am I see everything. The living and the dead. The good and bad. Does it matter? I see it about to happen. I scream to them...
    HeroMW HeroMW 18-21, M Feb 2

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    I'm losing the plot since my Nan passed away 12

    September really finding it hard after watching her bleed to death in a&e ... Was so hard at the funeral Tuesday ..
    baggiee baggiee 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 2

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    Life Is Really Crap!!!

    In the last week one friend said she was coming for a birthday drink.Did`nt turn up no text either.Blocked on facebook someone else.Went to see another friend after his spell in hospital.Stood out on the pavement (sidewalk) chatting for 10 minutes.A co-worker doesn't speak any...
    Sneb Sneb 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 3, 2013

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    astubble38 astubble38 41-45, F Nov 22

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    Never Ending

    Being different is special thats what everyone says but there is always price to pay. What so different about? We are humans anyway, just having different point if view in looking. Ah yea, I do in fact having more moral than most people, largely emotional but ain't an emo crying...
    BlackKirin BlackKirin 22-25 2 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Dr's Visit

    I went for a check up today...I go every other month.....I have breast cancer, stage 3. My son took me....he wont let me go alone...I dont like when one of my children come with me..... as the doctor speaks you see all these emotions fly by there face. The doctor said im doing...
    barabal barabal 46-50, F Aug 30, 2012

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    mohmedMC mohmedMC 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Related Experiences

    It's true. Like at school. Huge classroom with about 20-25 students. I still felt lonely. Some of my friends are even there! I feel invisible, alone, forgotten, hated. I don't...
    TheLoner1234 TheLoner1234 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 28

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    I hate being home alone. I'll go out with friends and family and have a blast but in the end I'm alone in my room. sometimes it irritates me and I make a quick decision to go out...
    Spiritm Spiritm 26-30, M Nov 22

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    I've always preferred being alone. No one to yell at me, no one to worry about. I don't really fancy large crowds much.... I feel caved in, and claustrophobic. I like being alone...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Nov 28

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    So being alone is something I love yet hate? I like to be alone because it'll leave me to my own thoughts, but the silent kills as well where my overthinking just jumps in. So...
    daniebravo daniebravo 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    A former friend said that he felt I liked being alone. That is true. I do like my alone time but at times, I wish I had someone special. The point is, I am going to be happy...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 14 Responses Dec 9

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    About 90 percent of my work day, I'm left Alone. I live Alone. I go out to eat, I'm Alone. (I hate that because of the pity-eyes I can feel on my back.) No one calls, unless they...
    SShawnO SShawnO 41-45, M 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    So, I'm out alone at Kareoke....never really gone anywhere in public alone. Outside of like in transit to work or something. Not this time. I fully knew noone would be meeting me...
    itscake itscake 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    At a certain age we all begin to wonder who we really are. I remember the first time I found myself alone, lost and completely forgotten. My best friends had decided I was no...
    Helenabby Helenabby 18-21, F Nov 24

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    So I know my other stories have been depressing and mostly me being so negative saying I'll never find love, or that happiness of a relationship.. well that's true, but it's just...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I feel like nobody in my family wants me in their lives, i feel like im making everything worse , im alone , im always alone . i dont want to be like that , it sucks and its what...
    Hopeisinme Hopeisinme 18-21, F 11 Responses Nov 26

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    I love going out, but I'd prefer staying home. I don't need to get ready, or put makeup on. I can just put a messy bun on, and stay in my pajamas. Plus, I love the quietness...
    HellaNella HellaNella 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 26

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    People sometimes say the Holidays cause emotional turmoil in people, and right now I am feeling that is the case for me. I am feeling very stressed out over a big life change that...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 26

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    Emotionally I have always been alone. throughout my life I was always surrounded with friends and family. I tried to share my emotions with other people, but then I realized that...
    idontknowwhatiwant idontknowwhatiwant 26-30, F Nov 27

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    its like every where i go and no matter what i do the outcome is the same. me left behind in an empty house haunted by these 4 naked walls. ive never known security and i doubt...
    livingpositively livingpositively 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I wish I could be left alone, but in a house of seven people, it difficult. When I want to be alone, there are people surrounding me, but when I don't want to be alone, there is no...
    Catina25 Catina25 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    If I had one wish. Tonight. Would be spent. Under the stars. In the rain. Alone. No hands. Touching me. No voices. Screaming. Yelling. No fighting. No stress. Just me...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I moved to Texas 12 years ago, and rarely have I spent the holidays alone. I have traveled to see family or been with friends but I still feel alone or like I am crashing someone...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M Dec 7

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    I'm 22 years old and I'm terrified about living alone. I grew up with lots of siblings. In my country, extended families were very coomon and I was part of one. I've never had...
    gethro gethro 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    7 days to go and it's Christmas, anybody here's celebrate Christmas alone? Alone at Christmas time I very emotional feeling for me, remembering when I was young with the whole...
    lilsummergirl lilsummergirl 22-25, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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