I Alone

It's cold and dark, no one is here but me. alone.
Do you know what its like? i dont, you know why?
because hes watching. she is looking at every step i take,
but shes not here you know who? No not god she is the one that
put me here...

My siblings and I have abusive parents (emotionally, physically and sexually). We were placed in Social Welfare care until we were of age to leave. My mother has past away while my father continues to emotionally abused me and my little...

Friends disappeared, both off Facebook and in Reality, Family I Love with ALL my heart and then some, who I never see and Barely know!
So depressed my Babyhood/Childhood Innocence is "Gone" and I, presumably can "Never get it back"
Who...

HI, I AM A SUNNI MUSLIM GIRL AND I HAVE BEEN FACING EMENCE PROBLEMS WITH MY HUSBANDS FAMILY, I AM A INDIAN GIRL AND MY HUSBAND A PAKISTANI, I GOT MARRIIED AT THE AGE OF 19 AND HAVE BEEN MARRIED 3 YEARS AND HAVE A LITTLE BOY ASWELL. THE...

Hello

I am really struggling at the moment, mainly due to the fact that my best friend doesnt want to be friends anymore and hasnt really given me a proper reason why. We have been best friends for a long time and before we became...

So this is probably just the depression talking, but I'm having a down day, so whatever. My life is a joke. A lie. A big game of pretend. I worry entirely too much about what others think/may think of me. The "real" me would shock and...

the wind has come but the room is dark.Lifeless with no means to move .as the spring birds sing but yet i am still alone.no one question no one cares all they see is some type of care bear.but do they care no.they act as if they do.but...

I went for a check up today...I go every other month.....I have breast cancer, stage 3. My son took me....he wont let me go alone...I dont like when one of my children come with me..... as the doctor speaks you see all these emotions...

I feel so alone lately! im so sad deprressed i dont know what to do! i feel like crying but i havent because i know if i do ill be more depressed. i feel like everyone around me is living out there lives and im stuck not living mine...

Being different is special thats what everyone says but there is always price to pay.
What so different about?
We are humans anyway, just having different point if view in looking.
Ah yea, I do in fact having more moral than most...

How is it that I am so alone, so nostalgic for something that never happened?

my 40 year old husband is dyeing in a nursing home from lou gherigs disease.  leaving me here for my 3 year old.  she's all that matters to me.  all the friends and family i thought i had, have jumped shp.  no one is...