I Always Feel Alone

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    My Life Is Constant Misery

    Up until 2 years ago i was a complete loner, and then met some friends. We had a few laughs for a few months, until i was pretty much abandoned by almost all of them. With this group, i met my best friend, and we got really close. Eventually i worked up the nerve to ask her out...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 22, 2011

    When I was a child growing up,

    I tried often to get my parents' approval, and it was always through my art--mostly drawing. My parents didn't care about anything artistic. They wouldn't encourage it, help me get lessons, find ways to help me improve or even simply, genuinely look at what I was doing. I was...
    benglishtea benglishtea
    41-45, M
    Jan 5, 2015

    I think I love my bestfriend

    and I might be bicurious, but only with her. I don't know what to do.
    flyingmonkeys16 flyingmonkeys16
    18-21, F
    May 27, 2014

    "Lonely Loner"

    I have always been a loner, and up until now I have always been content with that. I fear that when I get married I will have no one on my side of the church for support unless my fiancee's family feels pity and decide to scoot over there, when I have a child no one will be there...
    franklberry franklberry
    4 Responses May 1, 2008
    Kiritoz Kiritoz
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2014

    I am surround by so many people

    and I have friends and family but it doesn't feel like it. It's like they are only there and don't really care about me. My friends tell me they do I just don't believe it. Partly because nobody wanted to be friends with me as a kid and partly because I can't comprehend how one...
    xXsmilesKillmeXx xXsmilesKillmeXx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 4, 2014

    Nobody Wants To Be My Friend

    Everywhere I went/go in my life , nobody likes me . Idk why, I am really nice but people just ignore me and judge me . When I TRY to talk to people they either ignore me or brush me off . I hate this feeling . Im tired of being hated . When I was younger, I used to ask random...
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2012

    every day it is the same ,

    I wake up alone do what I can for my kids around the home make the food they desire wait on them pick up there dirty clothes and tidy around after them until they go to bed ,although I do love them dearly and I wouldn't want it any other way I crave real adult conversation and...
    nastybastard nastybastard
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Feb 18, 2014

    Black Sheep By Birth...

    This has no real order but this is my life... My parents are 21 years apart and I was in vitro fertilized. Neither side of my family approved of my parents getting married and they take that disapproval on me.. I can remember being scared of my half siblings (ages 46-51) when i...
    DarkMoon90 DarkMoon90
    Nov 20, 2011

    Happy Birthday to me.

    Spent the day alone, tucked away in my room. Somehow I hoped for something more. But I guess this is it. This has always how it's been for me. Never had anyone to share today with. I thought I'd be used to it by now. But I'm not.
    LionPrincess03 LionPrincess03
    22-25, F
    Mar 13

    doesnt matter where i am

    or who im with, i dont feel like i belong. ive been on a volleyball team for 4 years now and dont feel as if im considered a friend by even a single one. same with school. if i feel like i have an issue or if im depressed, i cant actually think of someone that id consider...
    jonsquid jonsquid
    1 Response Jun 11, 2014

    Why Do I Feel This Way

    No matter how many people im around or who I' am with...I always feel by myself and alone. I see that im not alone and it is nice to know that im not the only one feeling this way. I would like to make some friends here who are going threw what im going threw. Nice to talk to...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2009

    I feel alone because I'm not like any of you.

    .. Being Andromedan, developing good social skills is difficult. I'm not from earth and here we come across as quite moody. I'm surprised no one has questions since I came out admitting I alien.... Risked getting some **** for doing that
    notjustbent notjustbent
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 6, 2014

    I hate feeling alone.

    I feel like im losing everyone, my friends, my boyfriend my family, MYSELF im no longer fun and jokey i mope about mm'ng to peoples conversations its getting so hard to hide how sad i am and it doesnt help that not even my best friend knows the everyday struggle with food...
    georgieescar georgieescar
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 6, 2014

    Hi. Right now I have no power to tell you my

    story. I just want to say that I'm terribly lonely.
    Younjee Younjee
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2013

    Growing up I've always felt

    so alone and I don't know why. I have an older and a younger brother. I am close with both of them and I was fairly close to both my parents. My mom died before I turned 17. I am also close to all other relatives. But for some reason I felt alone. I remember as a child maybe...
    starlee1 starlee1
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2015

    My bestfriend left me

    for a couple of girls who she used to hate, and now I have no on a lot of people at uni just ignore me now as I never had much to do with anyone else when I had my best friend now I'm so alone and I feel like crying all the time. :( x
    rememberme2000 rememberme2000
    18-21, F
    Apr 13, 2014

    No matter if im with a ton of people

    or not I always feel alone and like no one will ever understand me. When I try to explain this feeling to people they still don't get it :/
    xXRobynXx xXRobynXx
    16-17, F
    Jan 12, 2014

    There are nights when I feel like it's not a

    bad thing. But most nights, they act as nightmares, just creeping into my head to leave me paralyzed inside for a day.
    aviared aviared
    1 Response May 4, 2014

    Am I hard to hold a conversation with?

    ...it always seems when I try to make a new friend no one wants me...I'm honestly about to stop trying :(
    Crazygamerleo Crazygamerleo
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2014

    i feel alone constantly,

    even when I am surrounded by people. I feel alone even when I'm talking to a friend, whether on-line or real-life, i know that I'm not alone in anything I do, there are (roughly) 7-8 billion people on this earth, and a lot of people are like me, however i still feel alone...
    Futuresdiary Futuresdiary
    16-17, M
    1 Response Sep 5, 2014

    I always feel down idkk why,

    but I bring myself down
    Laura011 Laura011
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 13, 2014

    I don't fit in anywhere But what could you

    do I try to be you I try to be new Nothing really helps I've kind of given up So I've decided To just lay here Alone and cold
    rememberforget rememberforget
    18-21, F
    Feb 23, 2014

    I seriously dont like this feeling.

    I ALWAYS feel alone. People will always be telling me tht im not alone but i dnt listen. At the end im always alone nd this feeling hurts me inside. Maybe this feeling will end one day. Maybe....
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2014

    I Hate Feeling Alone.

    I have been trying to figure out why i am miserable so much, the only thing left is that i feel alone. I feel alone, all the time, when i am with my friends, i feel alone, when i am with my family, i feel alone, when im with my house mates, i feel alone, when im actually alone...
    djpanda djpanda
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Oct 9, 2010

    Its hard to share but i have no choice.

    you know what when i want to be close with someone they felt me special only for some days. then they will leave me alone for permanently. i am feeling always like that only. no one is with me for permanently till now. every body done this. even i gave them a lot of importance...
    googliiii googliiii
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2014

    I feel as distant as ever from my family

    and society. I try to find to peace and balance in silence, but the world is so loud. For since reason a memory of my grandma comes to mind. She would sing me a sweet song, and in this song she would call me her sunshine. When I think about it now; I feel that maybe the world...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 19, 2014

    I Love You

    i dont know you, i have alot of problems but whoever you are i love you and im thier for you
    alwaystheir alwaystheir
    3 Responses Jun 17, 2009

    Honestly, I have no idea how to begin my story

    or why I'm writing this. Let's just say that it's about time that I vent all my loneliness onto something, even on an empty space on the internet. I have always felt alone for some reason. Is it because I'm an only child? Even I can't tell. I'm one of those that laugh on the...
    TheMisanthropeOtaku TheMisanthropeOtaku
    22-25, M
    11 Responses Jan 27, 2015
    JustASkinnyDream JustASkinnyDream
    16-17, F
    Sep 13, 2014


    I am almost always with people, near people, or speaking to people. I almost never speak to anyone anymore due to being basically succumbed into a coma of my own thoughts. No one I know understands why I am developing depression (few offline know) because they are developing or...
    RagingPheonix RagingPheonix
    16-17, F
    Nov 24, 2013

    Even In a Crowded Room

    I am a preformer and have sung in front of thousands of people, but when the show is over, I still feel alone. I feel like I am just different from most and finding someone to connect with doesn't happen often.
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia
    41-45, M
    20 Responses Oct 7, 2007

    I never got on with my parents

    or get on with them. They threw me out for a month first, Had bad anxiety then and was alone and noone wanted anything to do with me (they have always hated me and always belittle me) I went away to uni after but it was awful, i was alone, noone moved in for a long while after...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 22, 2014

    Sometimes I feel so far away.

    Like from everything, idk. When I was away at school for a long time, I thought that I just wanted to be home. But even now that I'm back home, I sometimes get this very overwhelming feeling of being far away. I'm not sure if maybe it's me feeling far from God or what. I feel...
    redpill2013 redpill2013
    Jun 12, 2014

    im always alone i push people away with out

    even trying i never can hold on to a relationship i work more then the average person so my coworkers are like the only people i talk to and i have it i just wish i could be someone that would stick by myside.... :/
    rootzyz rootzyz
    22-25, M
    Sep 25, 2015

    I have no friends. I have nobody

    who notices my pain. I have nobody. I wish I could just dissapear and not feel anything ever again.
    escxpingrexlity escxpingrexlity
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2014

    Even In a Crowd..

    I can be surrounded by people, but I look around and no one really sees me. Sometimes I even think I could scream, and no one would even notice or hear.   I have actually said "Im not really here" or "I wasnt talking" or things like that when I am...
    KindaSilly KindaSilly
    36-40, F
    12 Responses Jun 10, 2009

    I contemplated suicide multiple times today,

    first being in a dream, next while i was out riding around. I just thought, if i just ride my bike into the oncoming traffic, maybe i wont be alone anymore....at least when i sleep i dont have to think about it....maybe sleeping is the only way out. Thought about drivin my bike...
    Chrispy793 Chrispy793
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 2, 2014
    simplegurl1 simplegurl1
    26-30, F
    Dec 12, 2014

    I walk, steady and ahead.

    Though Inside, heavy and dead. The shadows whisper, "come, sit..." Perhaps, i could rest here, just for a minute...just a bit.... The length, long and grey. My beard, has seen many days... Perhaps, i've been resting too long? If any a friend, they would come along... Alone...
    Chrispy793 Chrispy793
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 19, 2014


    y can't I have at least one true friend? . . . I know I have a lot of friends, but when I really think about it, none of them are there when i need them . . . . . . I just wish there was someone I could trust & talk to about anything I just wish I didn't have to feel so alone...
    DesireDahvie DesireDahvie
    18-21, F
    Feb 10, 2013

    No matter how close I get to people I'm always

    afraid that they're going to hurt me, there's always that barrier, I have acquaintances but only a couple of actual friends. I hate being alone, I'm terrified of being alone and yet that's where I am.
    Wi5huponastar Wi5huponastar
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2014

    Loner Alone Loser

    i m always alone inside whatever i do,think,imagine;my heart inside is so empty that i feel just to be more alone so no one can enter inside cause i know  the person will leave but i will be torned its not just love its friends to,i m so alone by now that i feel like nothing to...
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme
    22-25, F
    10 Responses Oct 11, 2011
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