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I Always Feel Condemned

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    Perfect...Im Not

    I mean it doesnt matter the mistake, I will feel condemned for it. It can be anything from saying f*** (Yes, I wont lie sometimes I do get that mad.) to not making sure a fork is spotless. (Forgetting one tiny little crumb) Everything has to be perfect. I have to be perfect...
    JesusistheTickler JesusistheTickler 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 10, 2009

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