Fat Fat Fat Fat Fat Fat.... - That's all I see when i look in the mirror. I see fat. I've always been a chubby kid my whole life-always had a big stomach, chubby thighs, and a fat face. About three years I completely shed all the weight dropping down to about 120. Now I...
RogueAngelWithoutWings 8 Responses 2 Dec 28, 2010
That Fat Feeling - 195. I loathe that number. I feel like that number controls my life. Like I can't escape it. Granted, I have a problem with being lazy and not wanting to wake up at 6am and jog. I also eat when I'm bored or feel pathetic.... which is very often... I look...
needinghelp789 0 Sep 3, 2012
Don't Care, Just Hope To Change One Day! :d - I am fat, I don't feel it, I am.
krk95 1 Aug 26, 2012
People Don't Help... - ...When they constantly feel the need to comment on how much weight I've put on. It's not my fault. You try being on a bunch of medications and not gaining weight. I'm beginning to think maybe it would be better to be skinny and crazy rather than fat and...
BeteNoire 2 Responses 0 Oct 3, 2010
Doesn't Matter What I Weigh - My weight has gone up and down over the years. My lowest (healthy) weight was around 150 pounds (recommended for my height of 5'9") and my highest was closer to 200, but no matter what I look like or how much I weigh, I feel FAT.
SpiritOfTheRabbit 2 Responses 0 Mar 8, 2010
. - Okay so i think i gained weight and it isnt from bloating maybe it is idk! but i think i want to give into him and stop eating agian..Imma go with his idea and go on a 30 day fast and help me.i cant cope with constant shouting in my head anymore! only thing going in my body...
alucardx 0 Apr 29, 2011
Every - Every pound is a pound too many. I am big. I am gross. I am fat.
CrazyHippieChick 3 Responses 0 Oct 6, 2010
.. - Latley ive been felling down..i started cutting agian :( only little on my ankles i chounlt take his voice in my head..latley its been more controling and its hurting inside im all worn out and tired...i wont let him win i will defeat him one day..ana isnt gonna take over me...
xkity123x 1 Response 0 Jan 14, 2011
I Dont Know What To Do Anymore. - I am 16 and I know Im not fat but there is something in me that just makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry. I already do not eat a lot because of my ADHD meds but even when I do not take them I force myself not to eat. I weighed 125 over a...
pookey1996 3 Responses 0 May 12
Im Not Fat But I Feel That I'am - i was a chuncky baby family give me a name big bear even after i lost all my baby fat they kept calling me that they always picked on me my mom shut the AC off saying let het swet so she lose wieght but as a lil girl i hate my body and now i'm...
jalool 0 Oct 29, 2010
Relapse - it's happening again... I've gone days without eating since my major breakdown, but it was always forced, i'd always have to think about not eating now, even if i wanted to i cant eat last 3 days i've had 2 crackers, and a jolly rancher tried eating a bagel, but i...
askanother 0 Apr 10, 2011
Chubsicle - I don't know why. According to most people, I'm not fat. But they don't see what I do. They don't see all the fat I see when I'm not hiding it with loose clothing, or wrinkling my shirts over my belly to disguuise the fat rolls. I feel fat when I eat too much which...
Veronica4 1 Response 0 Jul 16, 2011
Fat - Even when I was down to 165 pounds a few years ago, what I saw in the mirror still looked fat.
mailmanshadow 0 Sep 11, 2011
My Dying Mother, Addicted Father, And Bumlimic Obsession - My mother was always in my life. Not so much my father. He was back and forth between drugs and his family. Annoying? Very. When my mother was diagnosed with Cervical Cancer, which within 3 months turned to terminal...
SoSamantha 1 Dec 13, 2009
.. - 68 pounds and still felling fat D: urgh i hate it
xkity123x 3 Responses 0 Dec 13, 2010
I Feel Bleh.......... - Hello I'm 14 years old and I weigh 156 pounds. I want to lose 56 pounds. help?!?! i can't stay away from junk food,they taste SO GOOD. what do i do?!?! Someone Please help!!!!!!!!!
Eugenia123345 1 Response 0 Jan 12
... - everytime i look in the mirror I feel this way. Every damn time.
jolielady94 0 Jan 14, 2011
Why Couldn't It Have Been Reversed? - I should have weighed 117 when I was 4'11" and 62 now at 5'3.5". But no. I went from 62 to 117 and no matter what I do I can't lose weight. My back and my thighs are so fat. I have to stand four or five inches apart to get my thighs not to...
oliveostrovsky 0 Jan 13
Always, Always, Always!!! - I always feel so fat. I weigh about 164 pounds now, which, at first I thought was soo great, because I DID weigh 200 lbs, but now...I just feel bad again. Considering my height, I'm actually SUPPOSED to be at about 120, and at the...
moonlit1 3 Responses 0 Nov 11, 2008
I Just Always Feel Fat And Gross - Since i was nine iv had a weight problem, i look in the mirror and i cry, i hate shopping despite my old friends telling me thats insane. I have had my mum on my case since i was ten but i can't ever seem to shed this weight. Iv tried alot of...
feelfatallthetime 7 Responses 0 Jan 19, 2011
My Clothes Never Fit Right. - My boyfriend surprised me yesterday. He goes to school in Santa Cruz and barely visits me. When he does, I always spend hours and hours trying to figure out what I should wear and how my makeup should be done. No matter how long it takes, I am always...
jamiieeee 2 Responses 1 Sep 3
I Feel Gross - I just feel so is gusting. I looked at myself in the mirror today and just stated at myself, thinking about how fat and ugly I am. I am so fat and disgusting looking, it's insane. I can't do it much longer. I see all these people in the movies and on tv, and even...
Jacqid96 3 Responses 0 Dec 22, 2012
.. - So ive lost more weight :( my ana been real tough on me past few weeks cos im felling week havent been exersicing much..chrismas was really poopy..all my mom did was nag nag nag about how sick n skinny i looked..i told her not to talk about it it isnt helping me recover she...
xkity123x 0 Dec 30, 2010
Always - Always feel Fat tho im only 75 Lbs my ana tells me im More like thosse people on biggest loser -.-; i hate it evreyday i look at my self Seeing a fat Person looking back in my Face
alucardx 0 Dec 1, 2010
Gah - another day and i cant even look at myself right now... seriously this is ridic and the worst part is my hubby likes me chunkier im ready to puke...
tehkittehh 3 Responses 0 Jan 26
The Secret Life - I am nearly 30. I have a secret which no-one knows, I'm still obsessed with my body and food. It began when I was 14, I assumed that when I was an adult I would get fatter and I wouldn't care. I was wrong. I often feel guilty or bad when I eat. I sometimes...
tenyearsonstillhurting 2 Responses 0 May 13
I Always Feel Better After A Shower - i always feel better after a shower because i take my time especially if water is hot,then i get out dry off,and put my all over,and sometimes shave,
bluesky50 1 Response 0 Nov 27
Always Feel Better After A Shower - There is nothing better than getting into a shower feeling that warm water and the various shower head spray settings sending water to various parts of your naked body from mild to ruff and it feels good hitting certain body parts that...
huntmar 0 Nov 23
Love My Mornings Alone! - I have to agree that I always feel better after a shower. When I first wake up I the morning I just don't feel like doing anything, and I have five kids to get around for school. My day always starts off hectic and ends the same way, lol. When it is time...
Sapphirebaby000 1 Nov 20
Yup I always feel this way when I'm talking to someone. I hate being a bother to someone
Colton94 0 Dec 2
Always Feel Better After A Shower - if the water is right i can stay in for an hour or more,using good products,i look for ward to taking a shower everyday,
bluesky50 1 Response 1 Dec 2
Ok so the lowest I've got down to was 229. I'm around the 240s right now and I feel so fat. I know some of my weight is because of muscle but I still don't like seeing myself over 230. I workout everyday and I'm trying to get back down to that mark. Hopefully by the new year
Colton94 0 Dec 3
Yes it is such a great feeling. It always makes me feel 100 times better no matter what. So relaxing
Colton94 1 Response 0 Dec 2
nothing like standing under the hot water, feeling it wash down your body. lathering up my long hair, and washing every inch of my body - feels so good to be clean - so refreshing. sometimes I shower twice a day! I always empty the water heater - makes dad a little mad. LOL
daniellaf 7 Responses 6 2 days ago
Relax - In my house I'll have a giant tiled room with a shallow lake the whole room will be full of steam and different fruit and flowers and chests with music in strange languages and an orchard, and a punching bag shaped like satan who melts away a bit everytime I punch him and...
Denzebarrrn 0 Nov 18
Never Good Enough - I was feeling good, but Ive fallen again. im worse. i feel so ugly and dead and i just want to give up. i say How much i want to be a mother, but How can i be a mother when im like this!? I cant. Why even try anymore? Why am i here? God put me here for a...
wishingforrecovery 3 Responses 2 Nov 16
Awesome - I can be having the worst day ever, where everything and anything goes wrong but all it takes is a hot shower. I am instantly in an amazing mood, I feel like I can do anything. A hot shower is also awesome for sore muscles, I know baths can be great too but there is...
lostgoth 1 Response 1 Nov 17
I - turned my shower to full pressure mode, sat down in the tub, hugging my knees, facing the opposite way and feeling the pressure of hot steamy shower on my back. It simply felt like the water was boiling away my stress, making me think of absolutely nothing except of how good...
firefly0serenity 2 Responses 1 Nov 18
Showering Cleanses In More Than One Way - With the hot waters you not only wash away the dirt and sweat of the day, but also all the energy residue people have left with you during your interactions of the day. That is why you feel brand new. :-)
Desiderius 1 Response 1 Nov 23
Oh Yes - sweating the whole day, sticky, and the dust all over,thats when you ***** naked stand under the shower and let the water run over your body. you feel better the moment went the water starts running. then . . . . . . PJ and in bed lol
Blesskop1 1 Response 2 Dec 2
when i take a shower i feel like i wash away everything bad that happened before and i can start again!
zeezee669 0 Dec 3
After a nice long shower... I think that's when I feel relax.
superderfcrazybitch1000 2 Responses 0 5 days ago
I can't go to sleep without taking a shower. I feel dirty and grimy without one. I also like to take that time to get my embarrassing urges to dance and sing out of the way. Showers are wonderful.
Lynzee13 1 Response 3 5 days ago
There's nothing like a shower after a long hard time outdoors with exercise, gardening or anything that requires exertion and sweat. To see the dirt, perspiration and oils go down the drain is one of the best feelings in the world as you feel that clean exuberance that comes from...
cards3 0 4 days ago
I love taking showers. I love how relaxed and refreshed I feel afterwards. Its a good way to begin and end the day. I especially love getting showers at night because I can get into my warm pjs and hop right into my bed. And as for getting my morning one...It helps to wake me up...
Smileeboo 3 Responses 4 4 days ago
The momentary rush, jolting through every point of my body. All my thoughts and concerns just aren't as urgent anymore because I feel like I'm drifting off on a heavenly cloud of blissful relaxation. Ahhhh... Yes! Now I want to take another shower.
debaser28 1 4 hours ago
Gaining Weight... - I'm gaining weight. I don't like that. I don't look pretty anymore. I may weigh about 123lb. I want to be 110lb at least even I can't go back to when I weigh 105 or 10lb. I don't know why I'm gaining weight exactly. I just guess that it's because I eat...
n22dle 1 Response 0 Nov 30
Quick And Refreshing - But for real relaxation I love a bath.
avatarunknown 3 Responses 1 Nov 18
I Love It - I love crying in the shower to let everything out I'm so use to do it even when my day was great I'd still cry in the shower. After I get done with the shower I gather myself and put myself together and become strong again.
kimberly3286 1 Response 0 Nov 19
How I Overcame Panic, Fear, Hypochondria And Agoraphobia! - I struggled with panic, fear, hypochondria and eventually even agoraphobia for years. It seemed like my mind just got stuck in this loop in which I just kept worrying. As soon as my panic kicked in, my heart started...
Lifeafterpanic566 0 Nov 25
Unfortunately... - Our bodies absorb dirt from the air, and secrete sebum and other oils and fluids everyday as we live in them. Having a shower controls this to a degree, cleansing the skin. I just live to shower, and I do at least twice a day!
aoutdouze 1 Response 1 Dec 1
Story Of My Life - Its just sick, how people enjoy talking about other people's life, id be hypocrite if i say that i never talked about other people but its not what i like to do. I dont ruin lives like most of these people do. Im a victim of their itchy destructive tongues...
00worldSocold00 2 Responses 2 Dec 2
Stressful job. Long hours. Early mornings. Late nights. Cooking. Ironing. Life. All can be forgotten with a nice, long, hot, steamy shower.
SirLaughalots 3 Responses 4 a week ago
There is just something about a hot shower. It can wake you up in the morning, relax you in the evening, and lead to other things with your spouse ;) if the mood/timing is right lol. Seriously thigh, showers are just amazing :)
flyboy84 1 Response 0 6 days ago
I hate that I'm 17 and I don't go out on Saturday nights. I constantly ask myself what's wrong with me. Maybe that I'm annoying? Maybe that I'm the ugly friend my attractive bring out to get more attention? Maybe just that nobody likes me? It's so hard to fit in. Is it bad that...
Beautifulmexo 0 5 days ago
Okay, so I get it. I'm not good enough, pretty enough, skinny enough.. But can someone please just accept me for me?
kaseyynicholee 1 Response 0 3 days ago
I really...I don't even know how to explain this. I just want to be enough for him...
paintedblue 1 Response 1 2 days ago
Fatty Reasons - Did you ever think about why you are overweight? Or why someone else might be overweight? I believe that almost no one really wants to be obese. I cannot think of any advantages of being overweight, and considering that I have a lifetime of experience you'd think...
papertree 3 Responses 1 Nov 20
My Funny Little Twist Of Fate. - I like to believe some people don't walk into your life by accident. I planned a last minute trip by myself to fly up to San Francisco for a tofu festival in June. I contemplated not going, but in the end I hopped on a plane from LA to Frisco...
CaliLove0787 0 Nov 16