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I Always Feel Fat

Fearing The Scale And Yet Addicted To It All The Same 632 People

    I was fat at 125lbs and horrifically fat at 240lbs and now still disgustingly forever fat at 165lbs. I'll die a fat nasty pig. Hopefully soon.
    FatAlly FatAlly 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    Always - Always feel Fat tho im only 75 Lbs my ana tells me im More like thosse people on biggest loser -.-; i hate it evreyday i look at my self Seeing a fat Person looking back...
    alucardx alucardx 18-21, M Dec 1, 2010

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    That Fat Feeling - 195. I loathe that number. I feel like that number controls my life. Like I can't escape it. Granted, I have a problem with being lazy and not wanting to...
    needinghelp789 needinghelp789 18-21, F Sep 3, 2012

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    .. - 68 pounds and still felling fat D: urgh i hate it
    xkity123x xkity123x 18-21, T 3 Responses Dec 13, 2010

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    . - Okay so i think i gained weight and it isnt from bloating maybe it is idk! but i think i want to give into him and stop eating agian..Imma go with his idea and go on a 30 day...
    alucardx alucardx 18-21, M Apr 29, 2011

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    My Clothes Never Fit Right. - My boyfriend surprised me yesterday. He goes to school in Santa Cruz and barely visits me. When he does, I always spend hours and hours trying to...
    jamiieeee jamiieeee 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 3, 2013

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    Fat - Even when I was down to 165 pounds a few years ago, what I saw in the mirror still looked fat.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Sep 11, 2011

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    Relapse - it's happening again... I've gone days without eating since my major breakdown, but it was always forced, i'd always have to think about not eating now, even if i wanted...
    askanother askanother 16-17, F Apr 10, 2011

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    Whatever people say, I still don't think I'm thin enough. I get angry when I look at myself in the mirror because I hate what I see. A girl with too long nose...
    Pumpkinpiespice Pumpkinpiespice 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    Don't Care, Just Hope To Change One Day! :d - I am fat, I don't feel it, I am.
    krk95 krk95 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    Yup... Always it's horrible
    RachelAddison RachelAddison 26-30, F Feb 26

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    People Don't Help... - ...When they constantly feel the need to comment on how much weight I've put on. It's not my fault. You try being on a bunch of medications and not gaining...
    BeteNoire BeteNoire 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2010

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    .. - So ive lost more weight :( my ana been real tough on me past few weeks cos im felling week havent been exersicing much..chrismas was really poopy..all my mom did was nag nag...
    xkity123x xkity123x 18-21, T Dec 30, 2010

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    Always, Always, Always!!! - I always feel so fat.  I weigh about 164 pounds now, which, at first I thought was soo great, because I DID weigh 200 lbs, but now...I just...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11, 2008

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    Im Not Fat But I Feel That I'am - i was a chuncky baby family give me a name big bear even after i lost all my baby fat they kept calling me that they always picked on me my mom...
    jalool jalool 22-25, F Oct 29, 2010

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    Everyone says I look fine and don't need to lose weight but I disagree
    Imbatgirl Imbatgirl 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 22

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    Why Couldn't It Have Been Reversed? - I should have weighed 117 when I was 4'11" and 62 now at 5'3.5". But no. I went from 62 to 117 and no matter what I do I can't lose weight. My...
    oliveostrovsky oliveostrovsky 18-21 Jan 13, 2013

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    Doesn't Matter What I Weigh - My weight has gone up and down over the years. My lowest (healthy) weight was around 150 pounds (recommended for my height of 5'9") and my highest...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    My breakfast consisted of a granola bar (which I only ate half of) and 2 clementines. Clementines are a safe food for me. I take two because it makes me feel like I am eating...
    emilykane emilykane 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 23, 2013

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    Chubsicle - I don't know why. According to most people, I'm not fat. But they don't see what I do. They don't see all the fat I see when I'm not hiding it with loose clothing, or...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2011

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    The Secret Life - I am nearly 30. I have a secret which no-one knows, I'm still obsessed with my body and food. It began when I was 14, I assumed that when I was an adult I would...
    tenyearsonstillhurting tenyearsonstillhurting 26-30, F 2 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Every - Every pound is a pound too many. I am big. I am gross. I am fat.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    Gah - another day and i cant even look at myself right now... seriously this is ridic and the worst part is my hubby likes me chunkier im ready to puke...
    tehkittehh tehkittehh 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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    .. - Latley ive been felling down..i started cutting agian :( only little on my ankles i chounlt take his voice in my head..latley its been more controling and its hurting inside...
    xkity123x xkity123x 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 14, 2011

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    I Dont Know What To Do Anymore. - I am 16 and I know Im not fat but there is something in me that just makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry. I already do not eat a lot...
    pookey1996 pookey1996 16-17 3 Responses May 12, 2013

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    My Dying Mother, Addicted Father, And Bumlimic Obsession -  My mother was always in my life. Not so much my father. He was back and forth between drugs and his family...
    SoSamantha SoSamantha 18-21, F Dec 13, 2009

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    I Just Always Feel Fat And Gross - Since i was nine iv had a weight problem, i look in the mirror and i cry, i hate shopping despite my old friends telling me thats insane. I have...
    feelfatallthetime feelfatallthetime 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    I Feel Gross - I just feel so is gusting. I looked at myself in the mirror today and just stated at myself, thinking about how fat and ugly I am. I am so fat and disgusting looking...
    Jacqid96 Jacqid96 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2012

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    Fat Fat Fat Fat Fat Fat.... - That's all I see when i look in the mirror. I see fat. I've always been a chubby kid my whole life-always had a big stomach, chubby thighs, and a...
    RogueAngelWithoutWings RogueAngelWithoutWings 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 28, 2010

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    ... - everytime i look in the mirror I feel this way. Every damn time.
    jolielady94 jolielady94 18-21, F Jan 14, 2011

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    Please feel comfortable telling your side.
    lickrainbow lickrainbow 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    Especially after a good work out. I feel.....refreshed! *sighs with contentment*
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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