I Always Feel Like People Don't Really Love Me

I feel like people only love me if I do something nice for them, or behave kindly. 389 People

    The love I knew was hate,

    hurt, pain, and abuse. When "real" love comes around.... I want it... But I run from it. I'm pretty f---ed up. Huh?
    Philli8807 Philli8807
    26-30, F
    Aug 22, 2014

    I feel like I'm here to fulfill other people's

    needs and that's all people see me as, an object to get the job done. I don't mean just sexually either , for anything I'm just a tool for people.
    XcookiexbakerXx XcookiexbakerXx
    22-25, F
    Mar 18, 2016
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    3 Responses Mar 31, 2015

    It's funny. you pour your heart out

    and the response feels like it make you paralyzed. why does something like this happens?
    SeriousSquirrel SeriousSquirrel
    26-30, M
    Feb 12, 2016

    A lie I tell myself:I'll forget I loved you a

    someday. Because the memory will become faint. And the feelings will dissipate. And the thought of you won't make me hurt anymore.And unspoken but understood goodbyes will happen. And life won't be so hard. And I won't feel so broken. And I'll stop wishing that that this love...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    Sep 16, 2014

    Perhaps I'm just a bitter,

    young thing, but in all honesty I say this without a bitter tone. This isn't a threatening idea, it simply is a truth. What is there to love? And if there was something, who would see it? And if I am, perhaps, blind to my own charm, then why has no one expressed it before? It's...
    typedwriter typedwriter
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 22, 2014
    Crystalbaby90 Crystalbaby90
    18-21, F
    Sep 17, 2015

    Always 2nd Or 3rd Or 4th Or 5th...........

       I have always feel that I'm not good enough and that people don't love me, when I was young I did not pay much attention to this as I always was entreating myself with alcohol and cigarettes, I never actually have someone that love me although I did have...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 31, 2010

    Rejection - I have kept losing people.

    Many of them have walked out on me or betrayed me. They have hurt me too much. I should have seen through their masks and lies. Now I am too damaged to be fixed. I have learned my lesson from all those traumas. Stay away from people as possible as I could because they cannot be...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2014

    The people who are suppose to love me never did.

    I tried to tell my mother an father of terrible things happening to me, but they never listened. Now I'm suffering from the actions never taken. I still have not come to terms of the abuse i sufered. Now i am plague with a series of behaviours. I wanted to seek out a therapist...
    Chibichaos Chibichaos
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2014


    I always feel like people only have conditional love for me. That they can turn it on and off at will. Right now I am struggling with my husband. He has some inner healing needed, and in the mean time, he is taking things out on me. This just dredges up my feelings of negative...
    lisagroulx lisagroulx
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

    "Why don't you love me?

    " by Beyoncé though.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    Dec 26, 2014

    I am surrounded by family

    but feel deeply alone. Anyone please rescue me, I have the hopelessness blues.
    itstime2sleep itstime2sleep
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

    Well besides my family.

    You honestly want that best friend. That one person you can count on anything, and I hope one day we'll meet.
    Tognoni2 Tognoni2
    16-17, F
    Nov 5, 2014

    People Does Not Like Me

    I am a mother of five, I have been married with my second husband for twelve years. I know my children love me ,but besides them ,I feel that no one else does. I feel lonely now and very sad. I do not have any friends or family members to share anything of my life with besides...
    bambamkycn bambamkycn
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2012
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