I Always Find A Way To End My Own Happyness

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    I Can Not...

    ..Stand to be happy.  Everytime I think I'll just allow myself to be happy, just once, I **** it up by telling myself how stupid I am, how ugly, how disgusting, how pathetic, how selfish, how...terrible of a being I am. I hate myself so much.  I hate that I...
    moonlit1 moonlit1
    22-25, F
    Nov 7, 2009

    I Am My Own Worst Enemy

    First off, I am a 17 year old failure.  I find a way to **** everyone off at just the wrong time, and I cant do anything right. Even when I think things are taking a turn for the better I find a way to kill it.  I'm sick and tired of who I am, yet I do nothing...
    IRuinEverything IRuinEverything
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 7, 2009
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