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I Always Have Something to Say

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    Since I don’t have children, I don't have a conventional family system, but I have definitely created my family of choice. I feel incredibly lucky to include in that again (for now, but we know it can change without notice) my immediate blood family but I also add into that...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 37 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    I'm deleting this account, it's just not for me it's nice that all of you guys want to help out and hear other people's problems but that's not me and everyone thinks it is me. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 4

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    I don't want to. I never want to say goodbye. It's the hardest thing in the world to do. Goodbyes seem so permanent, so endless. I hate goodbye's because they hurt. A piece of me...
    KittenHasaWhip KittenHasaWhip 46-50, F 4 Responses Apr 13

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    We think we know right from wrong but we don't. We have our laws and our regulations and our expectations, social or otherwise and they change all the time. Laws are added and...
    T4RD15 T4RD15 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Lots of things in mind these days. Lots of memories, that I didn't have on the surface. I have things to say that I'm not ready to say. I don't even think I'm ready to write them...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I havent written here in forever but today I need to vent. Why do I allow the people around me to have so much control over my mood, the way I feel about myself, the decisions I...
    JaggedLittlePill JaggedLittlePill 36-40, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I have many things to say, but I don't say them. Things that would make some happy, some mad, mark me as a communist, mark me as a terrorist, things that would make me seem...
    TheSouless TheSouless 18-21, M Apr 13

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    I feel like I never have anyone I can turn to when I have my "mini cave in" moments. I always have to be strong. God forbid I'm ever anything BUT happy the whole world crumbles...
    LucyScattered LucyScattered 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Pepsi is my Father's favorite beverage. I live with my father. That means that there is always a large quantity of Pepsi Cola in the refrigerator. There's usually so much Pepsi...
    BohemianHippy BohemianHippy 31-35, F Apr 5

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    Intramarine Isolation Syndrome. It is what I have, my disease. Cool. Quiet. Sometimes green, sometimes blue. Dark, or shining in the sun, but it always feels like no one ever...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Apr 6

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    #2 on my list of "Things I am proud of about me": 2. I’m not lazy/selfish/spoiled. I guess I’m not exactly sure what I would call this, but basically when I see people doing...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    This connection was totally different. I haven't had this feeling in such a long time. Background: He isn't a complete stranger. He has come by here and there and I usually help...
    analyzing analyzing 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I'm making a list of "Things I’m proud of about myself." Thus far, there is only one item on the list (the inspiration for the list in itself). It may not seem like much to you...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    "it's easier to be like everyone else but remember, you will always be you" -by i dont remember who said it but still it's a good quote :)
    byul1004 byul1004 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I have google translate so um here I go.. if you have someone that you really hold close to your heart and that person loves you a lot to please don't be like me and mess up.. I...
    dragin2000 dragin2000 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I am asked often why I prefer women. "Do you dislike men? Do you distrust them? Did you have a bad experience?" they say. As if these are the only valid reasons! My sexual...
    Cdm210 Cdm210 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    #3 of "Things I am proud of about me": 3. I love to challenge myself and push myself further. Everyone has their own personal struggles in life that they can either face and fight...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Something that has been bothering me. For a while. I thought I was over that, apparently not entirely. I have been called Dana, which is fine, or Scully by Mulder, which is fine...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I have stuff to say. First and foremost I just wanted to write, at this current moment I'm feeling kind of neutral about everything. I'm not upset nor am I feeling superb either. I...
    GettingOverShit GettingOverShit 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    They say that sharing is caring, but if that person really cared, they wouldn't make you share.
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    You interpret it as you wish. I met Mutato. And I liked it. And I will never be able to admit to anyone my secret. He does not look like a monster. He is no monster. There...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    You got what you wanted but there is always something missing and you don't know what it is so you just sit there wishing you have it or had done it, So i suggest you to take every...
    JaneHA JaneHA 13-15 Apr 10

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    I want to share a video that I made. It's not good quality. It's my first video, and I tried things, that didn't work with me, to put it shortly. So I made it myself, so to speak...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Ah, man I go on off on speeches about things all the time. It's kind of a bad habit really but when I spend a lot of time thinking about something and I have the opportunity to...
    CaptainBenza CaptainBenza 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    It is so easy to give up. It doesn't matter how determined you are, or how much you want to succeed in doing something. It is SO simple to just drop everything and go home and let...
    RoadieLately99 RoadieLately99 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I talked to a human being today. Really talked, not only an intellectual conversation. A bit at least. Ok, I didn't take a bet here, it was to a friend I've known for 30 years. I...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Mar 25

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    Just because I am pretty forthcoming on EP does not mean I feel comfortable sharing my stories with the outside world. I am an INFJ and we comprise about 1% of the human...
    choctawgrrrl choctawgrrrl 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I feel, horrible. I have for about three weeks now, more or less. More this week. Of course, it may be because I actually stack two blank nights, and one three hours night, in that...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Mar 29

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    I have a lot to say but it's like, when I need thoughts to come out of my head, they have to go through a little tube to get out. And there's so many thoughts that they're all...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F Apr 2

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    I mean, I guess not so much anymore now that I've found someone cx But before I met my guy, man, my crush would change like every couple of months or so. I'd just always find...
    TotallyWoW TotallyWoW 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I've posted, lots of things. Varied things. Stories, blogs, pics etc... I have sexual contents in what I write. These are the ones I have the more responses to, even though, huh...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    To all my friends, enemies, and anyone else; Thank you for being there, I may have hated 99% of you but thanks anyways. only a few people were ever loved by me, if you are one of...
    KOOLKAT446 KOOLKAT446 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I'm expecting that I will no longer be able to post. I lost my job due to a mental illness my electric bill is due my phone bill is due car payment is due ect..... I can't get help...
    CaptPetemoss CaptPetemoss 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    I had another judgemental moron in my inbox today. I won't talk about them personally, that would give them too much credit. However, there is a general principle behind it, and my...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    From a far too young age adults around me would confide in me and I would constantly be trying to solve adult problems whilst being a kid. This has just kept on throughout my life...
    penilane penilane 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    Instead of saying "I love you and I'm sorry we fought this morning and all i want to do is talk to you and make some contact", I say "You left before we could finish arranging this...
    Empresss Empresss 26-30 1 Response Apr 1

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    I admire those loud obnoxious people that everyone wishes would shut up. You know, those people who always seem to have a smile on their face, and are very chatty and usually not...
    ladypirate108 ladypirate108 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I'm always tense. I can never relax around people. It's so gosh iddly-diddly darn frustrating! I want people to accept me for the weird, insecure, witty, sharp-tongued little...
    Buzzy959 Buzzy959 16-17, M Apr 6

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    It's always this one dream. I'm flying and I'm doing good, until I start falling. And right before I hit the ground I wake up.
    olivias78 olivias78 13-15, F Apr 8

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    I always tend to have crushes on guys around me that I hardly talk to. At the worse times its several guys at once. These infatuations are quite annoying to deal with. I've had so...
    Celstie Celstie 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 14

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    I have been having crushes since the 1st grade. Most of the time it doesn't take that much for me to gain a crush on someone. If they just give me a little nickname I immediately...
    Culinaryman23 Culinaryman23 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    I have friends. And I love them. The fact that I wanted to make friends at all surprised me. I literally spent the last few years avoiding people because I didn't want to be hurt...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I used to chat a lot on yahoo..........but dont have any friends there anymore.........
    LookingForAnswersToLife LookingForAnswersToLife 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    It's pretty hard NOT to have a book on the go when you're an English student. :D It's a jolly good thing I love reading...
    randomlygenerated randomlygenerated 18-21, F Mar 26

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    I'm grieving tonight. My story is very long. To make it short. It includes, poverty, child hood sex abuse at 6, and 9. Adoption and finding out under bad circumstances at the age...
    burbanek burbanek 46-50 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Jeremiah 29:11-12 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon...
    mcindygrace mcindygrace 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I have weirdos dreams, of my teeth falling out.
    mrhollingswortg1992 mrhollingswortg1992 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Uggghhh and i have to finish it! This one is soo good, its Rayuela by Julio Cortazar ❤
    FunnyEnglish FunnyEnglish 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    Lmao! This is the best exp here! Haha it completely defines me except for two big details: I'm bi (so I like a lot more people) and I have HUGE crushes on people. Which, I've come...
    chrisisyourfriend chrisisyourfriend 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Right now I'm reading East of Eden by John Steinbeck. A very good friend thought I might like it, so we are reading it together. It never would have been one of my first choices...
    smhinterrupted smhinterrupted 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    every words thato comes from our mouth has different vibrations and frequencies. i came across this theory when i was browsing books at the bookstore yesterday, but didn't read...
    byul1004 byul1004 18-21, F