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I Always Have to Manage By Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 238 People

    "Deal With It!"

    Over the years, I learned to rely on myself to deal with life without expecting help, yet I have to provide help.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    I Can Run And Find Happiness In That Running

    More often than not, I have to figure things out on my own. Things will be driving me completely mad, and I will have absolutely no one to confide in. During this times I find myself crying a lot and letting the loneliness envelope me; however, if I can, I need to remind myself...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 29, 2012

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    I Used To Think That

    I used to believe that I was a "lone ranger", having to walk through life alone. But that is so far from the truth now, its funny how fast things can change in such a sort time....
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 26-30, M Dec 12, 2010

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    Definitely....

    Maybe it is my fault as perhaps I come across as happy, well adjusted and in control. I think sometimes you can do a job such as mine where you are caring for children and people automatically see you as strong. I am not at all, I feel so alone in all areas of my life, especially...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 4, 2011

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    I Was Born Alone

    I came to this world by myself, thus I live like that. Never trusting or relying on anyone. In my professional aspect I am a great team player and I work well with a group. In my personal life I seldomly trust people. My family and partner are the only people I can rely on and...
    cleargerman cleargerman 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 15, 2012

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    Always

    i used to try and get help.but i don`t like people who say it can`t be done,or gripe to much.so i end up doing it by myself.
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 1 Response Apr 20, 2009

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    I'll Cope - I Have To.

    I go through all of life's crisis by myself. Each of my siblings is constantly moaning and whinging about how busy they are, how tired, how everything they are to my mother... that's all I ever hear from her. I feel so down because I'm the one who lives by myself and has no...
    WishIwasHappy WishIwasHappy 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 22, 2007

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    The Only Way I Know

    I always have to manage by myself. It started in my childhood, when I learned that my parents where too busy to pay atention to me most of the time, and I was expected to manage things on my own and to be an example for my little sister and brother, even when I was 5... Then I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 29, 2012

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    Some people have parents,

    some people parent themselves.I grew up thinking I was strong. Being lonely as a child will do one of two things to your ego. Throw in some encounters with police, drug abuse, divorce between parents, other kinds of abuse, yadda yadda. But being homeless really changes your...
    Joeowleyes Joeowleyes 22-25, M Dec 15, 2013

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    It's the curse of the oldest child really-I was

    the trailblazer for my siblings growing up and never really shook the "I have to do this by myself" mentality. I felt like I had to force myself to be independent when I was terrified of failure and other people and all sorts of silly things. It's made me stronger as a person...
    Nenmir Nenmir 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    Alone In This

    I`ve been thinking that maybe, just maybe I could allow myself to talk to someone about a few things, just to start to let it out. So I was thinking I could talk to my only friend, maybe it`s a good start. But I just found out she is having these huge problems, and of course I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 30, 2012

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    That's What It Comes Down To

    I trust no one, depend on no one. If I need something, I usually get it myself. I never ask for anything, and rarely accept hand-outs. I have been given "gifts" before, and later was expected to do something for the person in return, or they lorded it over me for years after. I...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2010

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    Nearly Always

    My husband is away so much that I have to manage by myself. I have never relied on anyone else for anything anyway! I would never ask my parents or anyone in my family for help or money. I won't even rely on my friends for things like that! It can be tough sometimes but I think...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 12, 2008

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    We Do It Because We Have Too

    noone cares really about me unless they want something they they come to me and that is starting to end as i have had it and saying no more often
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Apr 10, 2012

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    The Day Where Change Must Be Made.

    I am a college student, discontinued 2 courses such as Nursing and Medical Technology and now back on track to take Computer Science. It's really hard to think that you spent 4 years of searching what you wanted and then ending up in a situation where you need to chooseĀ whether...
    msmhage msmhage 18-21, F Nov 5, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    In this case, it's actually a huge crush that I have on this girl and it's been going on for some time now šŸ˜© I'm currently 18 and she's 17. Her names Leslie and I know her...
    Gabe1997 Gabe1997 18-21, T 35 mins ago

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    it always happens, but they are so fun. That excitement of seeing a message in my inbox. It's such a great feeling
    letshavefun72 letshavefun72 41-45, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I always wanted more friends, especially those who support my decisions about my identity and who I am and are not perverts
    Zurea Zurea 26-30, T 22 hrs ago

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    Smoke Weed Everyday From Snoop Dogg .. ( Just i like beat .. i didn't try weed myself )
    MaroofMadMan MaroofMadMan 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Maybe that's why I don't go out much, so I don't have to be reminded that girls actually exist in real life? ^^
    FittingUsername FittingUsername 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have to po.op! Anyone wanna control me? :3
    CutePantsPooper CutePantsPooper 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I recently realized I have a crush on one of my classmates. they are in every class of mine and sits near me in most of them... I hate it. I am shy and awkward... I don't look...
    RNeonn RNeonn 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I really have to po.op! ^~^ Anyone have any cute positions for me to do it in? :3
    CutePantsPooper CutePantsPooper 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I have cut myself before but it was only by accident. I was throwing a coke can full of sand at a rock for the second time and slice my finger open completely :( all that hard work...
    CD51031 CD51031 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    kimcc11 kimcc11 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    You are nice, The nicest boy in our class. You care, More than other boys. You live, You don't just survive. You are happy, And I've never seen you sad or mad. You are smart...
    TomboyBeth TomboyBeth 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    kimcc11 kimcc11 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I get attached to people too easily. I never know if they are just being nice or if they are flirting with me. I hate when I think a guy likes me, and then he gets really close to...
    1004love 1004love 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Its not that I've cried myself to sleep, its that I couldn't stop crying today yet. There has been so much stress in my household between me and my boyfriend. I know were not...
    4merself 4merself 36-40, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    i cried myself to sleep countless times. Who cares if I am happy or not? It becomes meaningless and when I am sad nowadays, it is hard to cry. Just hope I will never wake up
    Nat2138 Nat2138 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    When I was 10 years old, I was with my mom and dad at my older brothers wedding. The wedding was at 11 am , and we overslept. I just had time to go pe before my mom made me get...
    pollypatterson19 pollypatterson19 18-21, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have done this a few times because i hurt so bad. My back was hurting so bad i couldnt get comfortable.
    footballgal56 footballgal56 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Shall i ban myself from using the toilet??? and do u guys think i should do it in public? plz send me creative and uniqe ways to do my business (nothing with my ****)
    PootisMan2471 PootisMan2471 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    So I'll be home alone for the day on Wednesday, so I'm going to ban myself from pooping until then, and then just poop it all into my panties in bed :3
    Ammber1997 Ammber1997 18-21, F 11 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hey guys! I have a question! Does anyone know how to make plastic diapers/underwear from a plastic grocery bag? I'd love to poop panties but I'd have to do it in secret
    burpfartpoop burpfartpoop 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hi! I'm new to this experience and would like some help!! I am a 15 year old girl who lives in South Carolina, I'm bi, and I've noticed my strange liking to panty pooping. So I...
    burpfartpoop burpfartpoop 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't poop myself unless I get permission from someone and exact details on how and where to do it. ^_^
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 days ago

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    I may poop myself on my bed tonight. ^~^ Would anyone like to chat? :3
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This is crazy but I lately I've been haveing dreams of me getting raped and then ending up haveing triplets every time then I have six kids its every night same situation but then...
    spice3xl spice3xl 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have just combined my two fave things, and pooed myself in my little white M&S briefs. The only thing missing is a young gay lad to enjoy the load with me.....oh well, I keep on...
    dirtywhitebriefs dirtywhitebriefs 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    You did make me suffer and cry, you made me feel unimportant, nothing. But I don't care, thank you to all the people who helped me and told me to stay strong, because I'm still...
    Livetillmadness Livetillmadness 13-15, F Aug 27

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    Also I burnt my hand on purpose once in a moment when I wasnt sure it would hurt. Weirdly it didn't hurt and I ended up giving myself bad burns and being put on a watch list at my...
    coerietheraven coerietheraven 22-25, M Aug 25

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