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I Always Mess Up the Good Things I Have In Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 203 People

    Same Old Same Old

    My story is no different from that of anyone here. I too manage to screw up good things and then suffer agonizing pain from it. I recently hurt and angered my two best human friends. One even moved out. I have cried almost everyday in the past week. I have been quiet at work...
    totallyworthlessperson totallyworthlessperson 46-50, M Oct 6, 2013

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    I Fxxx Things Up Also....

    I fxxx up things also beause I have been hurt so muh and emotionally destroyed be others comments and actions that when someone gets close to me or I find someone that I like or love then it ultamatly gets fxxxed up..... self dectructive crap happens...I prod at itand prod at it...
    buttercups1966 buttercups1966 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2009

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    Why Do I Always Feel Like It Is My Fault?

    That is a very easy question for me to answer. It is my fault 99.9% of the time. I always manage to screw up good things. I recently had a roommate move out that was actually causing changes for the good in my life. Naturally, i had to go and screw that up! The pain caused...
    totallyworthlessperson totallyworthlessperson 46-50, M Oct 7, 2013

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    I Just Did

    in a big way.....i'm sorry. you know who you are. i betrayed trust of someone who didn't deserve it....i'm a really terrible person.
    semihippiechic semihippiechic 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2010

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    Always Pushing Away

    I always PUSH away what is good in my life.  I in fact just pushed away one of the most and best people that could have walked into my life.  Why I do this I have no clue.  How I do it I have no clue.  I kill myself with it.  Maybe somewhere deep down inside I do not find...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2011

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    I Do

    It is as though there is a self-destruct addiction.  I am blessed with so many good things in life and I will inevitably destroy each and everyone of them, and in a way that there will be irrepairable damage.  I feel that I don't warrant them, I feel that they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 8, 2008

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    Don't Let Me Lose You

    I don't want to mess this up, and I almost have already. So I'm keeping things slow, and not bringing up the things I know will break us. I know what we have is a thin thread. I don't know if I can weave it into a rope, or a chain made of titanium. But I'd love to. I'd love to do...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 3, 2008

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    When I Self Destruct

    My story is repetitive, replaying every few years with different people who love me and who I love. I can't seem to know how to love in ways women want to be loved. It seems as if I choose the healthiest, happiest, and most beautiful girls and like a cancer I slowly kill their...
    bornwithoutit bornwithoutit 31-35 Jan 30, 2011

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    I Guess It's Luck

    you can say that. For instance School. I wanted a Career in writing. It sucks Now because I have job thats Just a Job Writing is my passion just wished I could Succeed in it, Had the chance and blew it.
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2008

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    It's Reached The Stage Where I Want It To Stop.

    I really am my own worst enemy. Over the years I've self destructed all the good things I was both given, and worked hard to attain. Relationships, job opportunities, it's a long list, but now I'm 30, I can see a pervasive pattern, and I want to try and stop it...
    stereoman30 stereoman30 26-30 3 Responses May 5, 2011

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    I Feel Like I'll Always Be A Nobody.

    I always say or do something that always messes up something good in life. I've cried myself to sleep numerous nights in a row, hoping something good will happen.I am 17 years old, but I'm not perfect. I hate myself and everything around me. I guess I need some sort of support...
    frewbear121010 frewbear121010 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 21, 2012

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    What did I do wrong? Right

    now it feels like everything I have worked for is just falling apart. I can't go back to university next year due to financial issues, so I'll more than likely lose my hard-won position in my screenwriting class. Just this morning my mother told me I'll have to move back in with...
    H2ik H2ik 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4, 2014

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    On my commute to and from work and on weekends strolling about, I often animal chat with cats, birds, hare and squirrels. I like to try to make them feel calm so they don't bolt...
    bAbShedSTRNG bAbShedSTRNG 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    To you: I still think about you from time to time. When I hear the new release my mind directly jumps to you. I know I made the decision we couldn't be friends anymore, but damn we...
    southofdark southofdark 18-21, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    He's perfect, life's perfect, it's so good right now and simple it's almost boring lol but I like this kind of boring. To just be able to do little things or big things with him is...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F Mar 7

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    "Sorry" used to mean I won't do it again. Now-a-days, it means "I messed up, But this time I'll try not to get caught next time." #F'kd generation
    mrbaiya mrbaiya 16-17, M 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Being alone. Strolling through a busy Parisian market. A good meal. Beautiful music. Little things that contributed to making today a perfect day. I was happy today. It was...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 20 Responses 5 days ago

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    As a student, I always look forward to reading week, Christmas break etc. Except as I get older, they run faster and faster, until eventually they feel like a nonevent.
    JackMann JackMann 22-25, M Mar 9

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    Simple is what works best for me. Work hard and be good to those closest to you and that will get you thought. When you get all caught up in life and drama and useless **** it...
    Yeahbaybey Yeahbaybey 46-50, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    When was it now.............? Mid noughties in all probability but I couldn't swear to any particular year. After the disappointment of FB, I didn't think that social networks were...
    PickledPete PickledPete 51-55, M Feb 28

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    the simplest thing in life is being yourself ............material things is nothing without you
    pamela28 pamela28 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    Ha ha ha, it says morning, it was afternoon, who am i kidding here. I am unemployed and i do allot of walking now and then and yesterday was one of those days. Also i suppose it...
    spoon666 spoon666 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    Yes and they end very soon. .Hate goodbyes!
    gloss2 gloss2 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I dont know What is life, i just know that i am here and i have consciousness. I thank for this creator universe that gave me the gift of existence and reality. I will live my...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    Glee is a good thing for me
    dindinpobs dindinpobs 16-17, F a week ago

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    the simple things are what its all about.
    hagmaier hagmaier 41-45, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    When I'm talking with someone and I don't have nothing to say and/or there has been a long silence I feel nervous and pressured to say something, so I say something without...
    HeterosexualTransexual HeterosexualTransexual 18-21, T 2 Responses Feb 28

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    Life sometimes seems a guessing game ...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    ehhh got to get ready for school now not feeling it, but good morning everyone and have a great day
    Californialexiiiiiii Californialexiiiiiii 16-17, F Mar 2

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    Life isn’t about getting and having, it’s about giving and being.
    tiya78 tiya78 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    The older I get, the more I realize what really matters in life. :)
    rizalyn rizalyn 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    I appreciate simplicity and the uncomplicated. For instance, the performance of my daily, supposedly mundane tasks helps me feel that all is as it should be, at least in my small...
    heavyduty1 heavyduty1 66-70, M 2 Responses Mar 10

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    Life is simple; it is WE who complicate it!
    BUalways BUalways 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    I have traveled the world and have learned what it means to experience different cultures
    Samuel1475 Samuel1475 51-55, M Mar 2

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    Don't You Hate It It? When I go on holidays I just wish that it never ended at least if I could turn back the clock and do it all again. Like this is British weather just destroys...
    MyPreciousHeart MyPreciousHeart 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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