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I Always Mess Up the Good Things I Have In Life

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    I Fxxx Things Up Also....

    I fxxx up things also beause I have been hurt so muh and emotionally destroyed be others comments and actions that when someone gets close to me or I find someone that I like or love then it ultamatly gets fxxxed up..... self dectructive crap happens...I prod at itand prod at it...
    buttercups1966 buttercups1966 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2009

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    Always Pushing Away

    I always PUSH away what is good in my life.  I in fact just pushed away one of the most and best people that could have walked into my life.  Why I do this I have no clue.  How I do it I have no clue.  I kill myself with it.  Maybe somewhere deep down inside I do not find...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2011

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    I Feel Like I'll Always Be A Nobody.

    I always say or do something that always messes up something good in life. I've cried myself to sleep numerous nights in a row, hoping something good will happen.I am 17 years old, but I'm not perfect. I hate myself and everything around me. I guess I need some sort of support...
    frewbear121010 frewbear121010 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 21, 2012

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    Same Old Same Old

    My story is no different from that of anyone here. I too manage to screw up good things and then suffer agonizing pain from it. I recently hurt and angered my two best human friends. One even moved out. I have cried almost everyday in the past week. I have been quiet at work...
    totallyworthlessperson totallyworthlessperson 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 6, 2013

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    I Guess It's Luck

    you can say that. For instance School. I wanted a Career in writing. It sucks Now because I have job thats Just a Job Writing is my passion just wished I could Succeed in it, Had the chance and blew it.
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2008

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    I Just Did

    in a big way.....i'm sorry. you know who you are. i betrayed trust of someone who didn't deserve it....i'm a really terrible person.
    semihippiechic semihippiechic 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2010

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    It's Reached The Stage Where I Want It To Stop.

    I really am my own worst enemy. Over the years I've self destructed all the good things I was both given, and worked hard to attain. Relationships, job opportunities, it's a long list, but now I'm 30, I can see a pervasive pattern, and I want to try and stop it...
    stereoman30 stereoman30 26-30 3 Responses May 5, 2011

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    I Do

    It is as though there is a self-destruct addiction.  I am blessed with so many good things in life and I will inevitably destroy each and everyone of them, and in a way that there will be irrepairable damage.  I feel that I don't warrant them, I feel that they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 8, 2008

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    Hi, I'm a 14 year old female.

    I don't know why but I have a tendency to mess things up. About 3 months ago one of my close friends instagram account was hacked. The hacker posted mean and personal things about her. She messaged me and 3 other girls ,who are in our close knit of friends, panicked and afraid...
    polutedmind polutedmind 13-15, F May 3

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    Why Do I Always Feel Like It Is My Fault?

    That is a very easy question for me to answer. It is my fault 99.9% of the time. I always manage to screw up good things. I recently had a roommate move out that was actually causing changes for the good in my life. Naturally, i had to go and screw that up! The pain caused...
    totallyworthlessperson totallyworthlessperson 46-50, M Oct 7, 2013

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    What did I do wrong? Right

    now it feels like everything I have worked for is just falling apart. I can't go back to university next year due to financial issues, so I'll more than likely lose my hard-won position in my screenwriting class. Just this morning my mother told me I'll have to move back in with...
    H2ik H2ik 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4, 2014

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    Fated2BJaded Fated2BJaded 41-45, F 1 Response May 2

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    When I Self Destruct

    My story is repetitive, replaying every few years with different people who love me and who I love. I can't seem to know how to love in ways women want to be loved. It seems as if I choose the healthiest, happiest, and most beautiful girls and like a cancer I slowly kill their...
    bornwithoutit bornwithoutit 31-35 Jan 30, 2011

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    Don't Let Me Lose You

    I don't want to mess this up, and I almost have already. So I'm keeping things slow, and not bringing up the things I know will break us. I know what we have is a thin thread. I don't know if I can weave it into a rope, or a chain made of titanium. But I'd love to. I'd love to do...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 3, 2008

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    I'm having a Nikki day Friday. Just to have a day of doing happy things. Indulgent I know. LOL I'm excited though. I finally found a picture to draw for my mother that I think I...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 8 Responses May 6

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    To me the little things in life mean the most . If u bought be me a real nice ring I would love it but u buying me my favorite candy bar or just saying you were thinking of mean...
    KindridSoul KindridSoul 36-40, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    I hate the saying "all good things must come to an end" because of it being the upmost truth. Your favorite band breaks up, a good friend becomes a stranger, people you love die...
    imdebbie87 imdebbie87 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    simple joys :) i bought a wafer called knoppers (the label says it is made in germany) can't help but smile like a kid in every bite :) haha the simple things in life..Germans...
    missanonymouz missanonymouz 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    like I.live wearing latex skirts. Or I.love my little pony. This btw does not make me want to receive a.message from a dirty old man. But thanks for the lolz now Im feeling special...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7

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    It's going to be a good day. It always is whenever I wake up that one minute before my alarm is supposed to to go off and I can turn it off in time to avoid hearing that cursed...
    Bumblelion Bumblelion 31-35, M 4 Responses May 14

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    I am Grateful I am more then Grateful for so many things in my life. for starters, when I was like 14 months old. A drunk driver ran a red light and drove into the side of our...
    btiny13 btiny13 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Trail running, hot chocolate and afternoon naps, curled on the couch with a good book.Cooking a delicious meal in the kitchen on a rainy day with a favorite music album or...
    EchoAmorphus31 EchoAmorphus31 22-25, T 1 Response Apr 30

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    Life has seen a lot of ups and downs in life. But i will live it normally without being ecstatic in happy days and without being hopeless in sorrow. I love the mother earth...
    noblerain noblerain 31-35 1 Response May 3

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    At the end of the day's B.S., the simple things are getting home to your spouse, kids, a loyal dog, a warm meal, and a good bourbon/whiskey
    lonewolf3762 lonewolf3762 36-40, M 2 Responses May 16

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    I was at the shops purchasing a few groceries only an hour ago. Debating as to whether or not to purchase a shopping bag, I declined. After all, I managed to carry the items to the...
    SuumCuique SuumCuique 31-35, F 5 Responses May 11

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    I like smooth jazz. My stepdad always played it in the house when I was younger. And nowwww it's growing on me:D lol
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    There is always hope tomorrow will be taco night.
    zntznkv zntznkv 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    The warm sunshine on a clear, blue day is brightens up my spirits when I am feeling gloomy. The towering, wide tree offers me shade when I need protection from the sun. Plants...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 18-21 May 15

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    The company of friends, good food and a drink are all it takes. sometimes just a quiet day outdoors with nature and no distractions.
    ShockArmstrong ShockArmstrong 56-60, M 1 Response May 20

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    The beach....sun on my skin...sand in my toes....a good book....simple and perfect!
    SouthernGApeach SouthernGApeach 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    "The simple things are also the most extraordinary things.." Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist ( you can eat this one - the flower.. See photo)
    Kardia Kardia 36-40 1 Response May 1

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    I live simply. I wear the same old pair of Chuck Taylors until they disintegrate. My wheels are a 1982 Wagoneer that I can fit the most important things in the world - my kids and...
    wayward71 wayward71 41-45, M 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    This may border on TMI, so be warned. It wasn't a bad weekend here. Two whole days in his presence and I guess he was content. As peaceful as it gets. When he's like this, I can...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I could sit on a bar stool looking out at the waves in Puerto Rico for the rest of my life
    Imhungrytoo Imhungrytoo 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 29

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    Good morning beautiful people...may all your day filled with full of love and joy...enjoy ur day and take care everyone...
    19Mariya77 19Mariya77 36-40, F 1 Response May 3

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    Lying here in cozy jammies, watching fun shows before bed. Gotta love the small things :)
    Bobbiin Bobbiin 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    Just being alive is amazing. Life is beautiful.
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M 5 Responses May 10

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    Enjoy life while it's still great because you never know when it will go downhill in terms of situation and health. Sitting in the garage sippin' beer, smokin' a cigarette...
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M May 16

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    When was the last time someone behind you at the grocery store gave you the extra $ (that you thought you had) to pay the cashier? People that do things like that amaze me. <3
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 19

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    all I wanted was to be in your arms for a night. to experience all your passion and affection. but I get it. wanting is what I am good at. lol
    evolnillef evolnillef 70+, F 3 Responses May 21

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    Life is like riding a bicycle... to keep your balance, you must keep moving....
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    And no puns!! Life is a jigsaw puzzle. Without that tiny piece firing harmoniously in, the bigger picture is incomplete!
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8 41-45, M 5 days ago

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