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I Always Mess Up the Good Things I Have In Life

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    I Fxxx Things Up Also....

    I fxxx up things also beause I have been hurt so muh and emotionally destroyed be others comments and actions that when someone gets close to me or I find someone that I like or love then it ultamatly gets fxxxed up..... self dectructive crap happens...I prod at itand prod at it...
    buttercups1966 buttercups1966 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2009

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    I Just Did

    in a big way.....i'm sorry. you know who you are. i betrayed trust of someone who didn't deserve it....i'm a really terrible person.
    semihippiechic semihippiechic 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2010

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    Always Pushing Away

    I always PUSH away what is good in my life.  I in fact just pushed away one of the most and best people that could have walked into my life.  Why I do this I have no clue.  How I do it I have no clue.  I kill myself with it.  Maybe somewhere deep down inside I do not find...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2011

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    Same Old Same Old

    My story is no different from that of anyone here. I too manage to screw up good things and then suffer agonizing pain from it. I recently hurt and angered my two best human friends. One even moved out. I have cried almost everyday in the past week. I have been quiet at work...
    totallyworthlessperson totallyworthlessperson 46-50, M Oct 6, 2013

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    I Float From One Blessing to Another

    In the meantime, I screw up the wonderful things that God has sent into my life.  I'm not purposefully destructive but have not been a great role model either.  I've never kept a job more than 4 years; been divorced 4 times; been fired a couple of times.  On the...
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M Oct 10, 2008

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    When I Self Destruct

    My story is repetitive, replaying every few years with different people who love me and who I love. I can't seem to know how to love in ways women want to be loved. It seems as if I choose the healthiest, happiest, and most beautiful girls and like a cancer I slowly kill their...
    bornwithoutit bornwithoutit 31-35 Jan 30, 2011

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    I Do

    It is as though there is a self-destruct addiction.  I am blessed with so many good things in life and I will inevitably destroy each and everyone of them, and in a way that there will be irrepairable damage.  I feel that I don't warrant them, I feel that they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 8, 2008

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    Why Do I Always Feel Like It Is My Fault?

    That is a very easy question for me to answer. It is my fault 99.9% of the time. I always manage to screw up good things. I recently had a roommate move out that was actually causing changes for the good in my life. Naturally, i had to go and screw that up! The pain caused...
    totallyworthlessperson totallyworthlessperson 46-50, M Oct 7, 2013

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    It's Reached The Stage Where I Want It To Stop.

    I really am my own worst enemy. Over the years I've self destructed all the good things I was both given, and worked hard to attain. Relationships, job opportunities, it's a long list, but now I'm 30, I can see a pervasive pattern, and I want to try and stop it...
    stereoman30 stereoman30 26-30 3 Responses May 5, 2011

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    Don't Let Me Lose You

    I don't want to mess this up, and I almost have already. So I'm keeping things slow, and not bringing up the things I know will break us. I know what we have is a thin thread. I don't know if I can weave it into a rope, or a chain made of titanium. But I'd love to. I'd love to do...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 3, 2008

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    I Feel Like I'll Always Be A Nobody.

    I always say or do something that always messes up something good in life. I've cried myself to sleep numerous nights in a row, hoping something good will happen.I am 17 years old, but I'm not perfect. I hate myself and everything around me. I guess I need some sort of support...
    frewbear121010 frewbear121010 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 21, 2012

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    I Guess It's Luck

    you can say that. For instance School. I wanted a Career in writing. It sucks Now because I have job thats Just a Job Writing is my passion just wished I could Succeed in it, Had the chance and blew it.
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2008

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    What did I do wrong? Right

    now it feels like everything I have worked for is just falling apart. I can't go back to university next year due to financial issues, so I'll more than likely lose my hard-won position in my screenwriting class. Just this morning my mother told me I'll have to move back in with...
    H2ik H2ik 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    Just a few hours ago for a great example of how I say stupid things, my first proper relationship I am still learning but God I need to watch what I say, it has been three strong...
    patrick6cfc patrick6cfc 16-17, M Oct 27

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    there this quote that says "enjoy little things in life because one day because one day you are going to look back and realise they were the big things".it's so true. i am a person...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 30

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    every time this happens I go into a deep depression usually suicidal thoughts but not actions. I have too much guilt about how it would make my family feel to actually do...
    animallover412 animallover412 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 14

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    The simple things in life are what make it so wonderful. Living off grid has really helped me to get back to the basics and appreciate the little things, like running water and...
    ranchlife14 ranchlife14 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    Oh my goodness! I have to document this! Every time I make something, no matter how good it is, it is never better than my boyfriend's mom. lol. He'll say it's as good as hers...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    Never a good feeling is it? And sometimes you can feel as it winds down. Leaving an empty space where good things once stood.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Nov 14

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    when to me they will happen ever? I do not remember any good things from many, many years.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 1 Response 2 days ago

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    A warm sunny day, a windy,rainy day, the aroma of fresh coffee brewing, pizza, feeling well, hearing a great song-these are examples of simple things in life that are much...
    cozi58 cozi58 56-60, M Oct 30

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    When I say a really simple compliment, without giving it much thought, and it makes someone else's day... It makes me realise that sometimes its the smaller things in life that are...
    AliceLavinia AliceLavinia 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    I Love the little things in life, the simple things! A nice fire outside on a cool evening, a picnic at a park, love my painted toenails, a slurpee, music, camping, cup of hot...
    Devotedmom77 Devotedmom77 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 8

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    Love the simple things in life .
    Cuma11 Cuma11 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    You appreciate the small things in life then you realize they were actually the big things
    IAmARebel IAmARebel 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    every one has life outside EP that's obvious ..LOL but i meant , when i am here i will never ignore any one message , whether any one message me , i will reply them always if i...
    rst190 rst190 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Today I appreciated.... -my Altzheimers client looked at me with this happy, adoring look today. She heard nothing I was saying because she was so focused on me, but she just...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    I've been falling into a negative slump, so I'm going to focus in something positive here! Friday I went shopping at Goodwill and there was a very kind, friendly lady who was...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I do think that the little things are what make up the overall big picture in life. So relaxing & enjoying the simple little pleasures like a lovely sunny day, a perfect cup of tea...
    Karliya Karliya 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 1

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    You never actually know how special someone or something is until you lose it or almost lose it. Don't take things in your life for granted. Especially people close to you. They...
    ToriDianne ToriDianne 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 13

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    Sunrises..sunsets....a gorgeous day, walks on the beach, park...ice cream, a good burger...road trips.....sailing....and good conversation.. This is the stuff of Life!
    SouthernItaliano SouthernItaliano 51-55, M 2 Responses Nov 1

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    The Simple Things to me are the Heavenly Things...a good ole fashioned Cheeseburger..Haagen-Dazs Swiss Vanilla Almond Ice Cream....a ball game..walking in the park...walking on the...
    SouthernItaliano SouthernItaliano 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    I love her Good Mornings. I love her wake up calls. I love the sound of her voice. I love when she knows how to say the right things to me. I love her simplicty.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    You only live once, remember? So, this is your chance to explore anything on Earth. You can meet people with differences. And you'll experience something new and fun, and also...
    callixtine callixtine 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 4

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    I love flowers, not just roses but Lilly's and orchids, I love the meanings and symbols of their colors, sometimes I buy my own flowers, and candles just to romance myself. I...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F Nov 8

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    A few of the things that I really enjoy: A cup of coffee out on the porch, in the early morning, listening to the birds waking up to a new day. Watching the colorful fall leaves...
    NudistJohnR NudistJohnR 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    From a high stress job and life. I need to detox and touch ground from time to time. I am fortunate to have the means to take few days off from time to time. I also have close...
    breathingeasy breathingeasy 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 12

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    The sunrise or sunset, a full moon in the dead of winter, a good book and a day off, a campfire with friends and family, sitting next to you on the couch, holding your hand, the...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 12

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    We live in such a wonderful world with so many uniquely amazing people following their own paths on this journey called life. It just leaves me in awe sometimes. I had to call out...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Big things had to happened for those little things be able to exist,like a flower blooming between the asfalt...or achieving inimagible dreams after radical changes.Those little...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 16

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    When I do I always keep talking to make things worse :/
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 28

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    Talking with my best friend on the phone tonight, we laughed for 2 hours straight. I hadn't laughed like that in ages and it felt good. She's the one in this world who gets me, all...
    Indigolesbian70 Indigolesbian70 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    Listening to the sound of rain. Finishing a good book. Watching the sunset.
    valeryxo valeryxo 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 7

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    Times passes. When I open my eyes from sleeping, I want to just accept this moment and be present in it. And for my thoughts to just slow down, making room for my surroundings to...
    Peacepuppy Peacepuppy 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    Today is the day I've been looking forward to all week. The car has a full tank of gas, the camera is charged and ready, healthy snacks are packed and I'm off on an adventure...
    Indigolesbian70 Indigolesbian70 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 8

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    Simplicity, is my goal in my life... I am learning to declutter every aspects of it. Tie up loose ends, end things that are no longer working or productive to my growth. ( every...
    holgado holgado 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Today I appreciated.... -having good people to spend the holiday with who were willing to come to my house -cooking. Feeding others just makes me happy -the adorable trick-or...
    cherryxblossom cherryxblossom 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 1