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I Always Mess Up the Good Things I Have In Life

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    I Fxxx Things Up Also....

    I fxxx up things also beause I have been hurt so muh and emotionally destroyed be others comments and actions that when someone gets close to me or I find someone that I like or love then it ultamatly gets fxxxed up..... self dectructive crap happens...I prod at itand prod at it...
    buttercups1966 buttercups1966 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2009

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    What did I do wrong? Right

    now it feels like everything I have worked for is just falling apart. I can't go back to university next year due to financial issues, so I'll more than likely lose my hard-won position in my screenwriting class. Just this morning my mother told me I'll have to move back in with...
    H2ik H2ik 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4, 2014

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    Same Old Same Old

    My story is no different from that of anyone here. I too manage to screw up good things and then suffer agonizing pain from it. I recently hurt and angered my two best human friends. One even moved out. I have cried almost everyday in the past week. I have been quiet at work...
    totallyworthlessperson totallyworthlessperson 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 6, 2013

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    I Feel Like I'll Always Be A Nobody.

    I always say or do something that always messes up something good in life. I've cried myself to sleep numerous nights in a row, hoping something good will happen.I am 17 years old, but I'm not perfect. I hate myself and everything around me. I guess I need some sort of support...
    frewbear121010 frewbear121010 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 21, 2012

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    I Guess It's Luck

    you can say that. For instance School. I wanted a Career in writing. It sucks Now because I have job thats Just a Job Writing is my passion just wished I could Succeed in it, Had the chance and blew it.
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 9, 2008

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    Why Do I Always Feel Like It Is My Fault?

    That is a very easy question for me to answer. It is my fault 99.9% of the time. I always manage to screw up good things. I recently had a roommate move out that was actually causing changes for the good in my life. Naturally, i had to go and screw that up! The pain caused...
    totallyworthlessperson totallyworthlessperson 46-50, M Oct 7, 2013

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    I Do

    It is as though there is a self-destruct addiction.  I am blessed with so many good things in life and I will inevitably destroy each and everyone of them, and in a way that there will be irrepairable damage.  I feel that I don't warrant them, I feel that they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 8, 2008

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    Hi, I'm a 14 year old female.

    I don't know why but I have a tendency to mess things up. About 3 months ago one of my close friends instagram account was hacked. The hacker posted mean and personal things about her. She messaged me and 3 other girls ,who are in our close knit of friends, panicked and afraid...
    polutedmind polutedmind 13-15, F May 3, 2015

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    Always Pushing Away

    I always PUSH away what is good in my life.  I in fact just pushed away one of the most and best people that could have walked into my life.  Why I do this I have no clue.  How I do it I have no clue.  I kill myself with it.  Maybe somewhere deep down inside I do not find...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2011

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    It's Reached The Stage Where I Want It To Stop.

    I really am my own worst enemy. Over the years I've self destructed all the good things I was both given, and worked hard to attain. Relationships, job opportunities, it's a long list, but now I'm 30, I can see a pervasive pattern, and I want to try and stop it...
    stereoman30 stereoman30 26-30 3 Responses May 5, 2011

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    When I Self Destruct

    My story is repetitive, replaying every few years with different people who love me and who I love. I can't seem to know how to love in ways women want to be loved. It seems as if I choose the healthiest, happiest, and most beautiful girls and like a cancer I slowly kill their...
    bornwithoutit bornwithoutit 31-35 Jan 30, 2011

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    Fated2BJaded Fated2BJaded 41-45, F 1 Response May 2, 2015

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    I Just Did

    in a big way.....i'm sorry. you know who you are. i betrayed trust of someone who didn't deserve it....i'm a really terrible person.
    semihippiechic semihippiechic 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2010

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    Don't Let Me Lose You

    I don't want to mess this up, and I almost have already. So I'm keeping things slow, and not bringing up the things I know will break us. I know what we have is a thin thread. I don't know if I can weave it into a rope, or a chain made of titanium. But I'd love to. I'd love to do...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 3, 2008

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    Useless... People. People complain about how bad things have changed. Yet you choose to answer and give attention to pathetic questions and ridiculous statements in the Q&A...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    ...Like seeing my children act their age and being full of life, happiness and innocence, swing a beautiful sunset/sunrise, listening to the birds tweet, walking through a...
    wonderofwonders1 wonderofwonders1 41-45, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I made this list last summer. I post it from time to time to remind myself that I value the little things in life... A list of things that make me happy: Golf..mountains..the...
    texaspilot texaspilot 46-50, M 17 Responses 1 day ago

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    TIME TRAVEL MACHINE... When I'm in my shower, closed inside that personal space, baptised by the falling water, I cross my arms, stare at the floor and I reflect about my life, my...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome 46-50, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    An asexual, looking for MOC I am 41 yrs British Asian looking for permanent MOC preferably with an asexual/ gay / or someone with medics issues. I don't want to be alone for all...
    ItsMeeeHere ItsMeeeHere 41-45 3 days ago

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    Why you? Where is the man I once knew? The one who I thought would never hurt me, especially not gonna make me cry? Where is the man that I fought for? Who's so gentle and loving...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's hard to even appreciate the good times anymore, because I know before I know it, it's not going to be good anymore. And I know I should live in the moment, and appreciate the...
    haileyx3 haileyx3 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I love seeing my grandmother, even just talking to her for a short while makes me feel good. She's full of positivity and it's infectious. I try to call her at least every two days...
    hsargasso hsargasso 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    People say that accomplishing big things in life are amazing and that little things don't matter. But to me it's the little things that give life it's magic.
    dev0218 dev0218 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I wish so often I could catch a scene and put it in a jar. A three-dimensional dream to pull out and smile over and visit again and again. A friend had posted the world is full of...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My husband and I went to a party last night at the house of a couple whom we consider to be exceptional people. The four of us don't often see one another, but we have an...
    badassgirrrrrl badassgirrrrrl 41-45, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    everyday I lay in bed alone. in this good size home everyone is here but I am alone. so I wait for my daddy to txt me, asking is my baby girl ready to come home. yes daddy!! take...
    highway55 highway55 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    A quiet Sunday morning, the sounds of the birds just outside the window, a cup of yummy coffee, warm fuzzy socks, and a soft blanket.... Good morning :)
    txbtrfly txbtrfly 41-45, F 15 Responses 6 days ago

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    i thought i had found the perfect guy for me. i thought he understood my anxiety and my need for constant attention and reassurance. two days ago he said he'd die with out me...
    LannaKitten LannaKitten 41-45, F Jan 29

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    It never last...everytimes when a good things comes it only takes like a couple of seconds or minutes. I hate that.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Good morning everyone.......
    Littlegirl2427 Littlegirl2427 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I really enjoy having somebody else wash my hair. Its just kind of sweet and feels good :) Is that weird?
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 26

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    "A hungry stomach, empty pockets and a broken heart teach you the most important lessons of life."
    MsJessicaRabbit MsJessicaRabbit 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 26

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    I just realized that at 29, I willingly do all the things I was forced to do by my parents as a kid. I eat healthy, go to bed on time, exercise, try to b on time for ****, smoke...
    ogkev ogkev 26-30, M Jan 25

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    I LOVE WHEN CLOTHS FEEL PRISTINE FRESH.. I have a habit of hanging outside all night, when it's not raining of course, my cloths even if they have been washed. The night and...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 24

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    "Never stop doing little things for others. Sometimes those little things occupy the biggest part of their hearts."
    Daydreaming2 Daydreaming2 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    It's worth it taking a step back, pausing, and enjoy the view in front of you. I live in a city, so it's always kind f chaotic l, or at least people are always moving, cars, busses...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 22

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    a guzzle of ice cold water when you're I'm scorching heat
    freespiritednurse freespiritednurse 26-30, F Jan 20

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    Love days like this at work. Just makes all the bad disappear for awhile...
    txbtrfly txbtrfly 41-45, F 8 Responses Jan 20

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    Sunrise, sunsets, and sky gazing on a full moon! I must have been a werewolf in some other life, or something :p
    Ednasyn Ednasyn 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 19

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    Notebooks! Little ones, big ones, decorated ones, simple ones! Notebooks, and tea, and chocolate icecream!
    Ednasyn Ednasyn 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    My little desktop humidifier and my coffee cup warmer! Helping me breath easy and keeping my coffee warm on this cold, dreary morning. Good morning to all and may you find the...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 19

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