I Always Mess Up The Good Things In My Life Eventually

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    I Know For A Fact

    What starts as a good thing WILL end bad. You"ll see. Not that I''m a pessimest, it's written in the stars
    YBlah YBlah
    Nov 28, 2013


    I always end up ******' up and messin' up the good things in my life, it seems like no matter what, the good things are not ******' possible for me anymore. I am learnin' to let the good things go, because if I really start to enjoy them, its taken away, so I am slowly just...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 29, 2013

    Its Like A Cycle I Cant Control

    When things go good in my life i always question it. I know i shouldnt, i should just be happy while things are good. But i cant, i get so nervous and think its a joke our somthing.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars
    26-30, F
    Aug 22, 2012

    Idk what to do anymore I honestly just give up

    **** it. I know posting this will probably bite me in the *** but I honestly don't care no more. Think I just messed things up with the one person who makes me happy more than anything. Yeah theirs other but their not like this one. I love the connection we have and the way he...
    BlueMoonx BlueMoonx
    18-21, F
    Jul 18, 2014

    I Can't Accept Good Things Happening To Me

    Everytime something good happens to me I can't accept that it is genuine I look for the catch or the bad in what ever it is I find myself constanly looking for fault and just waiting for everything to go wrong until it does I even get paranoid if someone is nice to me I either...
    Nobody000 Nobody000
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2011

    Always Eventually

    It can take anywhere from a few days to a couple of years. It doesn't really matter. I just always have a way of messing things up for myself at one point or another. Sometimes I do it immediately and sometimes it takes me years. But I always do it. Always.
    deadmoon deadmoon
    22-25, F
    Mar 3, 2011
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