Im not fine . I am lonely, and confused, and angry, and self conscious. I feel like even though many others are going through some of the things I'm going thru , they dont completely understand . There are days where I look in the mirror and stare at myself in disgust . There...
I dont want to be a burden. I wish i could do it myself. I know i cant do it myself, but i dont have anybody to tell... Exept my parents, but they never listen...
Sometimes i wish the world made me feel important and loved.
I feel ignored.
answer to the question "How are you or How are you doing?"
And you never know, you can make anyone's day by uttering these three words.
And despite all my worries, problems, troubles, hurdles and whatever I always say "ALHAMDULILLAH I am fine."
Because I have a lot to be...
Sometimes…when I say "I'm fine”, I want someone to look into my eyes and say "Tell the truth"
Does anyone REALLY care how I’m feeling?
To make it easier on everyone involved I say “I’m fine”…”I’m ok”…”I’m good”
In the end I don’t think it really...
I am fine. Just again someone again close to me will be moving out of my life soon. It will be same. She will keep calling me. Not daily iam counting. She will keep in touch. Daily every here and now message will be replaced by some message in a week. I am fine... I hate all...
when asked how we are, even though we're not. Yet, when a friend who is obviously not "fine" says it to us, how many of us take the time to insist, to ask how are you really? How many of us care enough to tell that friend: "Come on, this is me you're talking to. What's wrong...
I can say that I am NOT fine, I swear that some higher entity has brought this **** upon me just to watch. Like tearing the limbs off a bug and watching as it squirms and wait for it to bleed out. If I was a better person I would just run.
because my answer would always be "I'm fine", because I don't know how else to answer. Thanks to those people who bothered to ask me if I was really alright, and if they could do anything to help me. I'm sorry, but I really can't talk about my problem anymore. But honestly, I'm...
People always ask that
How are you?
If I answered truthfully I'd say:
On the verge of tears
On the verge of a nervous breakdown
Like giving up
I'm just a burden
A bother to people
Never good enough
where i'm sad, feeling hurt and about to cry and I always say "i'm fine" just to hide it but the people that love and care about you know you're not fine and you just burst out in tears and let everything out.
I always act and talk as if I'm fine because I don't want to worry her more than I have. I know she worries about me everyday because of my past history of overdoses and my eating disorder but I don't want her to see how much I'm suffering from within so I smile and I talk as if...
or I'm good. The reason for this is that if I have an issue and I need to talk to a person I will talk to them but if not then why burden them with a problem? More so, it is a simple greeting and answer how are you I'm fine, that's good and people go on with your day.
but I'm not. Is anyone really? We say we're fine, but we're not. I hide behind a smile everyday. Does anyone notice? Funny, how much a smile can hide. One of my guy friends, I'll call him Aaron, says that I must have had something really bad happen to me, since I'm always...
Arthur: [after Arthur's cut off both of the Black Knight's arms] Look, you stupid B@st@rd. You've got no arms left.
Black Knight: Yes I have.
King Arthur: *Look*!
Black Knight: 'TIS BUT A FLESH WOUND
A pin ***** in the heart.
just a tiny thing.
but enough to make me worry...
"I'm fine." I say it when I mean it; I say it when I mean the opposite.
Because, let's face it - when someone asks how I'm doing, it's not polite to say "Inside my head, a blood-curdling scream is drowning out my thoughts."
So instead, I say "I'm fine."
"I'm fine thanks, how are you?" It rolls off the lips so smoothly and is so much easier than going into it. Well, I am fine today, thanks, but I haven't been for most of the last week. Something's been bothering me.
We had a death in my family at the beginning of last week...
who definitely has a same gender with me, and i just cant tell her the truth.. im confused about myself because im not even a lesbian and i just dont know why i feel this way , maybe bacause she seems, act, and dress like a lesbian, but she tells everyone that shes not, but...
.yet I tried to change that at least online with people I know are open to talk about what moves my soul.
In real it seems harder to see if someone cares to hear and will understand...so "I'm fine" gets served.
I wield my "I'm fine" like a shield, protecting my heart and my sanity, keeping the pain locked away in some secret location I never visit. Those of you who have been strong for too long, who have held back too many tears, who have woken up with drenched pillows or waited for...
that I say most in my life when in reality I haven't actually been fine in a good few years. It has become a force of habit, even when I'm crying and someone asks me what's wrong I'll just say that 'nothing, I'm fine' . So many things have gone wrong for me over the years that I...
I am sad, depressed, angry, nervous, mad, anxious, suicidal, and crazy. I want to cut, I Just want to sleep, I don't want to fake a smile any more. I am not alright and I just want a hug."
What I actually say:
more difficult than you would even want to imagine. I don't want to discuss it. If you want to know more about me I have written them in my experiences. They are not written out as a litany of events, rather highlights of events. I have done my best to convey my message and...
I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing i can find 'my people' to fine love and magic. I feel as though I am not living and as though I am living in a dream I can't tell what is reality anymore. I starve myself because I am fat...
such a good Litmus test to see who really cares about your well-being. I know there are multiple handbooks telling men what women's phrases may mean....maybe there even is some truth to them!
When I say I am fine I rarely am.... I say that instinctively. To see who car