you" any different. A lie I've never faced. I haven't been fine, well, ever. I've tried, I've been to rehab, I've talked to a lot of counselors. I just don't know how to express the pain inside without scaring people away. Jokes on me because now there isn't even anyone to scare...
I wield my "I'm fine" like a shield, protecting my heart and my sanity, keeping the pain locked away in some secret location I never visit. Those of you who have been strong for too long, who have held back too many tears, who have woken up with drenched pillows or waited for...
"I'm fine." I say it when I mean it; I say it when I mean the opposite.
Because, let's face it - when someone asks how I'm doing, it's not polite to say "Inside my head, a blood-curdling scream is drowning out my thoughts."
So instead, I say "I'm fine."
how are you?"-not a best way to start an conversation with me,I think it's cliché and I would lie to you to say "I'm fine" and show my fake interest "and you?"-I'm really not fine and I don't know you and I wouldn't tell you my problems.I'm really not fine,I'm tired.
When I don...
when I'm really not the worst of it is the people around me who should know I'm not believe me.
People ask me how I am about my break up its ******* horrible, but I'm fine
How are you since the whole rape thing? (direct quote:') ) I'm awful I can't trust anyone and I feel like...
The question "How are you?" is asked out of habit most of the time and I don't think most people really want to know how you are.
When I say it to people who I think might actually care it is usually because I don't want to trouble others with what is bothering me.
for a few drinks tonight but can't really be bothered. I'm being bombarded with "are you ok?" Texts off my friends and because I don't want to really talk to them I'm replying back with "I'm fine. Honest." Truth is I'm feeling really depressed and all I want to do is curl up in...
weeks. no I'm not fine, no its not alright. no mom I don't forgive you but since you'll get angry and tell me its my fault I'll say I do and take the blame like always. no dad I don't want to do all these things for school but I know you don't care what I say or my opinion as...
when really, I am as far from fine as humanly possible.
I guess I am so use to saying that I am fine, because it is so much easier to tell them that I am fine, than to tell them what is going on, and what is bothering. A Lot of times, I just don’t want to burden them with...
"I'm fine thanks, how are you?" It rolls off the lips so smoothly and is so much easier than going into it. Well, I am fine today, thanks, but I haven't been for most of the last week. Something's been bothering me.
We had a death in my family at the beginning of last week...
I dont want to be a burden. I wish i could do it myself. I know i cant do it myself, but i dont have anybody to tell... Exept my parents, but they never listen...
Sometimes i wish the world made me feel important and loved.
I feel ignored.
Arthur: [after Arthur's cut off both of the Black Knight's arms] Look, you stupid B@st@rd. You've got no arms left.
Black Knight: Yes I have.
King Arthur: *Look*!
Black Knight: 'TIS BUT A FLESH WOUND
A pin ***** in the heart.
just a tiny thing.
but enough to make me worry...
to someone, just know that I am here. I am new to this, but I love to help people. You can tell me anything you're comfortable with, or I you just want to vent, I'm here for you all. I want to be one of the people you call a friend. I don't really have many, but I can be one. I...
who asks is asking to be nice...to be friendly...they have their own aches and pains...problems...they don't need to hear someone else's aches and pains and problems. My way of thanking them is to simply say, "fine...how are you?"...or "fine...thanks for asking". I even say...
your face and it's only there to hide the pain you say your fine but your struggling to get by and when you shut the lights out and silence surrounds you that's when the tears come from your eyes everybody needs a hand to hold once in a while everyone needs a reassurance it will...
People always ask that
How are you?
If I answered truthfully I'd say:
On the verge of tears
On the verge of a nervous breakdown
Like giving up
I'm just a burden
A bother to people
Never good enough