your face and it's only there to hide the pain you say your fine but your struggling to get by and when you shut the lights out and silence surrounds you that's when the tears come from your eyes everybody needs a hand to hold once in a while everyone needs a reassurance it will...
destroying me from the inside out.
Inside me they eat away at my sanity, they sharpen their teeth as the chew on the bones of my dreams.
I expel them from my being and exercise them from my soul when there is a lull in there torturous acts.
A pen and paper, or an empty canvases...
People always ask that
How are you?
If I answered truthfully I'd say:
On the verge of tears
On the verge of a nervous breakdown
Like giving up
I'm just a burden
A bother to people
Never good enough
or I feel depressed or just not into it I can never bring myself to tell other people what's wrong. Therefore I always say "I'm fine". And on the rare occasion I do tell people I always end up crying which makes me feel weak and pathetic and I hate that feeling so is rather grin...
even if it's my mom. I love helping people and I hate getting it even if it's for the littlest things, I say ( I'm fine) so people don't worry about me because if I know someone is worrying about me I feel awful about it
" was just a lie to hold in my feelings, but now I use that phrase because it's to inconvenient and troublesome to explain whatever I'm going through or if I'm going through anything, which is the case for literally most of the time.
I honestly find it even more troublesome when...
but I'm not. Is anyone really? We say we're fine, but we're not. I hide behind a smile everyday. Does anyone notice? Funny, how much a smile can hide. One of my guy friends, I'll call him Aaron, says that I must have had something really bad happen to me, since I'm always...
and sometimes im not. I just want to be happy and right now im not. I have my ex gf still trying to be friends but than calls me an *******. I don't get this at all. when is life ever going to be easy.... I know never. but at the end of the day. I take one day at a time.
if you ask but mainly because I don't want anyone to worry about me. There are many more important people out there to be worried for. It kinda became instinct to pretend im fine as well. I grew up in a family with 3 siblings and me being the oldest I was the test child...
I wield my "I'm fine" like a shield, protecting my heart and my sanity, keeping the pain locked away in some secret location I never visit. Those of you who have been strong for too long, who have held back too many tears, who have woken up with drenched pillows or waited for...
Sometimes…when I say "I'm fine”, I want someone to look into my eyes and say "Tell the truth"
Does anyone REALLY care how I’m feeling?
To make it easier on everyone involved I say “I’m fine”…”I’m ok”…”I’m good”
In the end I don’t think it really...
"I'm fine." I say it when I mean it; I say it when I mean the opposite.
Because, let's face it - when someone asks how I'm doing, it's not polite to say "Inside my head, a blood-curdling scream is drowning out my thoughts."
So instead, I say "I'm fine."
I am sad, depressed, angry, nervous, mad, anxious, suicidal, and crazy. I want to cut, I Just want to sleep, I don't want to fake a smile any more. I am not alright and I just want a hug."
What I actually say:
when asked. No one knows the real me. I keep up my guard so I will not be hurt like I was as a child by my family. When I am hurt I need to walk away, process and try to face the issue. My husband on the other hand was taught to ignore the issues so this adds to our troubles...
never told anyone like i was treated badly and slapped I can't stand when pepole wanna help when they don't I'm breaking down inside and I can't control my self am I going to kill my self I'm so scared...
I dont want to be a burden. I wish i could do it myself. I know i cant do it myself, but i dont have anybody to tell... Exept my parents, but they never listen...
Sometimes i wish the world made me feel important and loved.
I feel ignored.
I'm so tired of saying I'm fine when I'm not just to make others around me comfortable I could spit fire! I'm going to spend the next half of my life saying whatever the frick I want to! I will be the crazy old lady who shocks everyone with her potty mouth!
more difficult than you would even want to imagine. I don't want to discuss it. If you want to know more about me I have written them in my experiences. They are not written out as a litany of events, rather highlights of events. I have done my best to convey my message and...
I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing i can find 'my people' to fine love and magic. I feel as though I am not living and as though I am living in a dream I can't tell what is reality anymore. I starve myself because I am fat...
and get tested for depression and an anxiety disorder. I've done all these tests online because it's the closest I can get to the real thing. My depression results came in as moderate/severe and when I did the anxiety disorder test I got a 76 which is the second higher score you...
when asked how we are, even though we're not. Yet, when a friend who is obviously not "fine" says it to us, how many of us take the time to insist, to ask how are you really? How many of us care enough to tell that friend: "Come on, this is me you're talking to. What's wrong...
always say good or fine but really it was horrible I am considered a loser at my school but people aren't mean to me to my face but boy there are so many rumors about me like omg what did I ever do to them. Whatever when I turn 18 those jerks should probably have grown up.
Arthur: [after Arthur's cut off both of the Black Knight's arms] Look, you stupid B@st@rd. You've got no arms left.
Black Knight: Yes I have.
King Arthur: *Look*!
Black Knight: 'TIS BUT A FLESH WOUND
A pin ***** in the heart.
just a tiny thing.
but enough to make me worry...
What's the point of my life, why am I here,
Maybe those people are right, maybe there is no god,
Maybe I'm just wrong, maybe I am brainwashed,
Maybe I'm never going to be anything,
Just maybe I'm the girl no one likes,
Maybe I am annoying,
Maybe I'm not the prettiest...
all good. I'll make it, I'll be alright, I AM alright. All is good. I'm fine! And the day moves along and with the day, everyday, my heart drops to my stomach and by mid afternoon nothing is right with me or right for me. "I'm fine!" I tell myself and others.."I'm just fine...