I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing i can find 'my people' to fine love and magic. I feel as though I am not living and as though I am living in a dream I can't tell what is reality anymore. I starve myself because I am fat...
who was taught her mother's mantra, or more so, drilled into her 6 year old mind... "do not tell."
"Do not tell that I left you alone overnight, while I went off with a man to drink and do the things 'adults' do."
"Do not tell you haven't eaten anything except bread with...
from it. You make me feel gross and in over a year you haven't actually turned me on. I only waited this long because of our vacation and how much you've been looking forward to it. I can't do this anymore after this I'm leaving. I keep telling you everything is ok and that I'm...
I dont want to be a burden. I wish i could do it myself. I know i cant do it myself, but i dont have anybody to tell... Exept my parents, but they never listen...
Sometimes i wish the world made me feel important and loved.
I feel ignored.
Arthur: [after Arthur's cut off both of the Black Knight's arms] Look, you stupid B@st@rd. You've got no arms left.
Black Knight: Yes I have.
King Arthur: *Look*!
Black Knight: 'TIS BUT A FLESH WOUND
A pin ***** in the heart.
just a tiny thing.
but enough to make me worry...
when asked how we are, even though we're not. Yet, when a friend who is obviously not "fine" says it to us, how many of us take the time to insist, to ask how are you really? How many of us care enough to tell that friend: "Come on, this is me you're talking to. What's wrong...
to someone, just know that I am here. I am new to this, but I love to help people. You can tell me anything you're comfortable with, or I you just want to vent, I'm here for you all. I want to be one of the people you call a friend. I don't really have many, but I can be one. I...
I could have the deepest depression ever and would still say that I am fine.
I just don't want to bother others and also don't really trust anyone.
Got lied to, too often.
And when I am sad I normally don't want to talk to anyone...
That is why I always just say that I am fine...
People always ask that
How are you?
If I answered truthfully I'd say:
On the verge of tears
On the verge of a nervous breakdown
Like giving up
I'm just a burden
A bother to people
Never good enough
more difficult than you would even want to imagine. I don't want to discuss it. If you want to know more about me I have written them in my experiences. They are not written out as a litany of events, rather highlights of events. I have done my best to convey my message and...
for everything. When I say I'm fine I'm really breaking down and tired and sad. When I say I'm fine, I want and NEED someone to hold me. When I say I'm fine, I want that person to tell me it's okay to feel sad. I want them to let me cry with no needed explanation. I don't want...
I wield my "I'm fine" like a shield, protecting my heart and my sanity, keeping the pain locked away in some secret location I never visit. Those of you who have been strong for too long, who have held back too many tears, who have woken up with drenched pillows or waited for...
"I'm fine." I say it when I mean it; I say it when I mean the opposite.
Because, let's face it - when someone asks how I'm doing, it's not polite to say "Inside my head, a blood-curdling scream is drowning out my thoughts."
So instead, I say "I'm fine."
tell exactly how I'm feeling, but I feel like saying "I'm fine" gets the subject off of me because idk I don't believe people want to hear you go on and on about the negative things I'm dealing with, but since "I'm fine" is my response to everything I really have some backed up...
Sometimes…when I say "I'm fine”, I want someone to look into my eyes and say "Tell the truth"
Does anyone REALLY care how I’m feeling?
To make it easier on everyone involved I say “I’m fine”…”I’m ok”…”I’m good”
In the end I don’t think it really...