I dont want to be a burden. I wish i could do it myself. I know i cant do it myself, but i dont have anybody to tell... Exept my parents, but they never listen...
Sometimes i wish the world made me feel important and loved.
I feel ignored.
Arthur: [after Arthur's cut off both of the Black Knight's arms] Look, you stupid B@st@rd. You've got no arms left.
Black Knight: Yes I have.
King Arthur: *Look*!
Black Knight: 'TIS BUT A FLESH WOUND
A pin ***** in the heart.
just a tiny thing.
but enough to make me worry...
"I'm fine thanks, how are you?" It rolls off the lips so smoothly and is so much easier than going into it. Well, I am fine today, thanks, but I haven't been for most of the last week. Something's been bothering me.
We had a death in my family at the beginning of last week...
even when people can see I am not, because If you tell them the truth,you see the look on their face ,"I wish I hadn't asked " and they cant get away quick enough it kills a conversation stone dead .When I am chatting online I do the same as I have tried the truth and people...
"I'm fine." I say it when I mean it; I say it when I mean the opposite.
Because, let's face it - when someone asks how I'm doing, it's not polite to say "Inside my head, a blood-curdling scream is drowning out my thoughts."
So instead, I say "I'm fine."
Sometimes…when I say "I'm fine”, I want someone to look into my eyes and say "Tell the truth"
Does anyone REALLY care how I’m feeling?
To make it easier on everyone involved I say “I’m fine”…”I’m ok”…”I’m good”
In the end I don’t think it really...
who was taught her mother's mantra, or more so, drilled into her 6 year old mind... "do not tell."
"Do not tell that I left you alone overnight, while I went off with a man to drink and do the things 'adults' do."
"Do not tell you haven't eaten anything except bread with...
your face and it's only there to hide the pain you say your fine but your struggling to get by and when you shut the lights out and silence surrounds you that's when the tears come from your eyes everybody needs a hand to hold once in a while everyone needs a reassurance it will...
to myself and when anyone ask me I just say I'm fine. i just feel there is no need to talk about what i feel and sometimes i tell myself that why not I try to share it with others maybe I'll feel better but After I share it it's just doesn't make any different in fact I regret...
and to the world. I'm angry and so very frustrated living the way I have to live.I know they're much worse off than I am.I should and I am grateful for all I have even though it's not a lot. I'm just so tired of being so dam responsible and I hate being so lonely.I'm sick of...
I could have the deepest depression ever and would still say that I am fine.
I just don't want to bother others and also don't really trust anyone.
Got lied to, too often.
And when I am sad I normally don't want to talk to anyone...
That is why I always just say that I am fine...
who texts me to see how I'm doing... What people don't know is I'm a total mess. I'm behind in school which wasn't entirely my fault and now I'm having trouble getting caught up and finding the motivation to get out of bed everyday. I try to pull off the fact that I'm ok after...
I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing i can find 'my people' to fine love and magic. I feel as though I am not living and as though I am living in a dream I can't tell what is reality anymore. I starve myself because I am fat...
more difficult than you would even want to imagine. I don't want to discuss it. If you want to know more about me I have written them in my experiences. They are not written out as a litany of events, rather highlights of events. I have done my best to convey my message and...
People always ask that
How are you?
If I answered truthfully I'd say:
On the verge of tears
On the verge of a nervous breakdown
Like giving up
I'm just a burden
A bother to people
Never good enough