from it. You make me feel gross and in over a year you haven't actually turned me on. I only waited this long because of our vacation and how much you've been looking forward to it. I can't do this anymore after this I'm leaving. I keep telling you everything is ok and that I'm...
I wield my "I'm fine" like a shield, protecting my heart and my sanity, keeping the pain locked away in some secret location I never visit. Those of you who have been strong for too long, who have held back too many tears, who have woken up with drenched pillows or waited for...
who was taught her mother's mantra, or more so, drilled into her 6 year old mind... "do not tell."
"Do not tell that I left you alone overnight, while I went off with a man to drink and do the things 'adults' do."
"Do not tell you haven't eaten anything except bread with...
Sometimes…when I say "I'm fine”, I want someone to look into my eyes and say "Tell the truth"
Does anyone REALLY care how I’m feeling?
To make it easier on everyone involved I say “I’m fine”…”I’m ok”…”I’m good”
In the end I don’t think it really...
I could have the deepest depression ever and would still say that I am fine.
I just don't want to bother others and also don't really trust anyone.
Got lied to, too often.
And when I am sad I normally don't want to talk to anyone...
That is why I always just say that I am fine...
I dont want to be a burden. I wish i could do it myself. I know i cant do it myself, but i dont have anybody to tell... Exept my parents, but they never listen...
Sometimes i wish the world made me feel important and loved.
I feel ignored.
when asked how we are, even though we're not. Yet, when a friend who is obviously not "fine" says it to us, how many of us take the time to insist, to ask how are you really? How many of us care enough to tell that friend: "Come on, this is me you're talking to. What's wrong...
to myself and when anyone ask me I just say I'm fine. i just feel there is no need to talk about what i feel and sometimes i tell myself that why not I try to share it with others maybe I'll feel better but After I share it it's just doesn't make any different in fact I regret...
and to the world. I'm angry and so very frustrated living the way I have to live.I know they're much worse off than I am.I should and I am grateful for all I have even though it's not a lot. I'm just so tired of being so dam responsible and I hate being so lonely.I'm sick of...
more difficult than you would even want to imagine. I don't want to discuss it. If you want to know more about me I have written them in my experiences. They are not written out as a litany of events, rather highlights of events. I have done my best to convey my message and...
People always ask that
How are you?
If I answered truthfully I'd say:
On the verge of tears
On the verge of a nervous breakdown
Like giving up
I'm just a burden
A bother to people
Never good enough
Arthur: [after Arthur's cut off both of the Black Knight's arms] Look, you stupid B@st@rd. You've got no arms left.
Black Knight: Yes I have.
King Arthur: *Look*!
Black Knight: 'TIS BUT A FLESH WOUND
A pin ***** in the heart.
just a tiny thing.
but enough to make me worry...
"I'm fine." I say it when I mean it; I say it when I mean the opposite.
Because, let's face it - when someone asks how I'm doing, it's not polite to say "Inside my head, a blood-curdling scream is drowning out my thoughts."
So instead, I say "I'm fine."
I am going to laugh, it will be forced.
I am going to let my mind wander, it will always choose you.
I am going to hurt, in the shadows where none can see.
I am breaking and I have not the strength nor the willpower to hold myself together.