I Always Seem to Hurt the People I Love

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    I hate it. I do. I don't know

    why I do it though. I'm not a very good person. I'm really negative and I brush off anyone that offers me help on anything. I'm trying to find a job so I can save a lot of money and move, hopefully, somewhere far away. It's not fair to my family and friends that they have to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 12, 2014

    "I Always Seem to Hurt the People I Love"

    I always seem to hurt the people I Love the most, I don't mean to do it. No matter what I do or say, I try to be the best I can be. I hope that one day I can make them all happy and not hurt them anymore.
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2008

    My Life In General!!

    I wake up everymorning wondering where am i going with my life, who am i going to hurt today, the people that try and help me and care for me, some times i feel like running away and not coming back, just so they can live in peace, but I cant i love them to much to leave them...
    KosovaKid KosovaKid
    18-21
    2 Responses Jan 26, 2009

    It Is My Mouth

    No matter how hard I try, I regularly manage to say something that hurts the people I care about. The harder I try to avoid saying things that hurt the more it seems to hapen. What really bites is when I manage to hurt someone I love and I don't even know what I did. I tried...
    ColorMeReal ColorMeReal
    41-45, F
    11 Responses Apr 28, 2008

    Easier Said Than Done

    All of my life I have had an anger issue of sorts. And all of my life I have been told, "just stop it". Not so easy! I do not know how to cope with my high anxiety levels or frustration in healthy way. It builds up and I want to just let it go. Not say anything but I...
    habeuscorpse habeuscorpse
    26-30, F
    Jun 21, 2008

    Never Fails

    With my bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder, I tend to hurt the people I love the most. My friends and family! I hate it when that happens. I always end up letting them down or upsetting them. Im trying like crazy to get myself together and to get the proper...
    picgirl picgirl
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2008

    I Keep Hurting Him, And It Kills Me

    I met my incredible boyfriend online while I was in a sexless, emotionally abusive marriage. I didn't mean to love him, but I couldn't stop myself. I planned to leave and go to him without telling anyone, just disappear one day to avoid the drama I knew would ensue. It didn't...
    BeautifulPrison BeautifulPrison
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2011

    Every time whether it's someone

    that likes me is friends with me or my family I'm just a horrible messed up person that hurts people and I can actually be a really loving person most times I just sometimes hurt people by saying the wrong things, making mistakes or simply not trying with them🙈
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 12, 2014

    I Keep Hurting Those Close To Me

    Its something Ive always had but in the past year or so the problem has kept on getting worse. In arguments I have with friends, family, and my girlfriend there are points where things get too heated and a side of me comes out that I hate. I say the most horrible things to the...
    spps spps
    22-25
    2 Responses Feb 12, 2011

    i can't stop my compulsive behavior.

    i have a wonderful boyfriend, who at times can be a bit emotionally closed off but is still an amazing man and treats me great. yet, i seek attention from others or seek outlets that aren't appropriate. this behavior bothers me so much but i can't help it, and i immediately feel...
    ndarling13 ndarling13
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2015

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