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I Always Want What I Can't Have

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    Seems to only happen with people, how weird..
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 6 Responses Jan 30, 2010

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    owlabyss owlabyss 16-17, F Dec 10, 2013

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    I am attracted to people i can't have. When i find someone who i want to close to,i'm very happy. But once they literally close to me,i push them away due to fear. Fear of love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 22

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    So this is quite a long story, read it if you dare..I'm not sure if I could say I'm in love but I have definitely had this person on my mind for the last few years..every since I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 9

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    Is it too much to ask for someone to love you as much as you love them?? I seriously don't know anymore. I love her I really do, but God please let me forget her. Or move on from...
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    Always and every time, I crush on girls every 5 heart beats, it gets real annoying since most of the time I have no reason to like them it's just cause they look good (can't get...
    MrSpecify MrSpecify 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    You told me today I pushed you away and I can`t even tell you were wrong. I do, I push you away, because it hurts too much to be around you. To see you, to talk to you, it makes me...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F Apr 5

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    To tell you the truth, at times i just don't know about people on this site, you havn't heard from them for a few days, so you send them a simple hello how are you doing this...
    kimheart1992 kimheart1992 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 19

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    I've known my best friend since we were 7 years old, now we're 18 and we have spent most of our life together. I had my girlfriends and he had his, but recently I've been having...
    LipieCastro LipieCastro 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I met him two years ago. He is my coworker and married with two beautiful kids. Our connection was imminent the minute we met. We connected like no other. I knew that day that I...
    freebutchained freebutchained 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    It's so painful..so much so that I can barely focus on anything else. Every stupid little thing reminds me of him. Especially good stuff, things that used to make me happy..like...
    MyMindCravesNectar MyMindCravesNectar 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    I want him. I have the feelings that I just want to hold him and hold him. I have no idea why. I have to keep telling myself I mustn't even look in his direction. I keep telling...
    hopeandsoul hopeandsoul 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    we're both married but that doesn't matter. I want to be with her and she feels the same way. very soon we will see each other and the time we spend together will be like a dream...
    sephiroth04 sephiroth04 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 15

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    I can't describe the pain I feel seeing her so happy with someone else. I wish I could just tell her how I feel about her but there's no point, and there's no way I'd want her to...
    Milo77 Milo77 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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    She lives just in front of my house. She is young as me but married having 2 Small kids. I love her since last 2 Years or so its a form of deep crush that makes me smile Holds my...
    neeraj8king neeraj8king 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    I'm in love with someone I know I can never have. We used to be super close then he just stopped acting like he wanted to talk to me. I'd give just about anything to hold him again...
    CassidyRose4905 CassidyRose4905 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I met this guy who I had an incredible connection with - we slept together for the good part of a year, until we decided to stop the physical because the relationship wasn't going...
    catonfire catonfire 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    it would be easier on everyone involved if I could just walk away. but how do you break an attraction when you're attached like this?. when their part of your everyday life. when...
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I still like my ex who is dating one of my best friends cousins and I am happy for them but I cant help but smile every time I see him because I think of everything we did together...
    cuttergirl16 cuttergirl16 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    Am attracted to my teacher, or maybe you can say in love with her! Am 16 years old and she 31 she's married btw! I guess she also has feelings towards me because she always brings...
    Bloomington82 Bloomington82 18-21, T 3 Responses Apr 21

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    when they start one. Do you want to talk or interview me? I'm done really fast with those people, asking question after question about where I live and what my relatives do for...
    KidAgony KidAgony 22-25 Apr 9

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    We had our day yesterday. A day i was waiting for all my life. It was nothing short of amazing. We just spent an entire day together..doing whatever we wanted to do. We lay in...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 10

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    I often find myself attracted to younger petite Jewish lesbians. They aren't always the full combo but usually have at least two of the variables of which generally aren't...
    Xlsmoove Xlsmoove 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 21

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    In the search of the love that i never felt before, i lost track of what is truly important, self-love. Depression has swept in me for the past few days. I don't know if i can...
    Adonisalala Adonisalala 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    I met the lovely person several years ago and we dated then one of my ex's got in-between us and cause lots of problems I still much care for her. she got married then divorced i...
    damien3971 damien3971 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    after 4 long years i can finally get to see her again. I'm so excited!!!!!! i just want to hold her, look into her eyes and tell her how much i missed her ...
    sephiroth04 sephiroth04 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 23

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    from time to time when i no longer can control my heart i write here at ep each time i hope she will read it some day after each time i write i wonder why my words cant win her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    i did my best to stop thinking about you but what do i do you keep appearing in my thoughts my plans for future in front of eyes as an imagination prince of dreams aka M
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I tried so hard to move on and live my own life, but no matter how hard I try I couldn't move on. The sad part is I don't think I can love again; I went out on several dates but he...
    ruthm ruthm 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 7

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    We'll probably never make love but if we do, this is how I want it to be. Love you 💋 http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WZkuuUe97_s
    Chpt17 Chpt17 22-25, M Apr 11

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    This is a test that I am failing hard!!!! How can one stop this!!!
    Lastpoppy Lastpoppy 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    When he merely glances in my direction my heart bursts in to flames. He leaves my lips dry and parched, longing for his to be paired with, to go home to another who believes she...
    StygeanHugh StygeanHugh 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    "I choose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection. I choose to adore you from a distance, for distance will shield me from pain. I choose to kiss you in the wind...
    deadkid deadkid 22-25 2 Responses Apr 20

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    how many of you can relate to this?
    blasphemy666 blasphemy666 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 21

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    In a few hours we will be together. I know you are thinking twice and so am i because we will feel ****** after it. But we have dreamed of this chance for soo long and now that we...
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    I am a Gay 14 year old and I have a crush on a straight guy that I know I will never have.but that doesnt mean I will stop crushing... lol
    ddrake67840 ddrake67840 22-25, M Apr 15

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    Ok him again... We finally talked after a month of forced separation by people around us. It was difficult seeing him at work but unable to talk to him. But the moment we start...
    Prulla Prulla 26-30, F Apr 19

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    Attracted to people i cant have and not attracted to the people who are attracted to me :/
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 21

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