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I Always Want What I Can't Have

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    owlabyss owlabyss 16-17, F Dec 10, 2013

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    Seems to only happen with people, how weird..
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 6 Responses Jan 30, 2010

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    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    She is the perfect person. But I can never have her because I feel she doesn't know I feel this way about her
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    ..i love you and i really can't move on...i am dying inside...i miss you
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    Oh the things I want him to do to me! And me to him!! If only he knew. I wonder what he would think? I really wish I could have him. Even just for a little while :) I envy his...
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    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am in love with him but he's so much older and probably sees me as a daughter. We hang out even though he's my teacher. Maybe I'll have a chance after I graduate. Probably not...
    nerdicine nerdicine 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    Magpie62 Magpie62 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 15

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    mostly girls with over 10 age difference and married :S but sometimes girls around my age which i cant have either so sucks to be me :-)
    scar101 scar101 18-21, F Oct 20

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