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I Always Wanted to Be a Girl

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    Female Spirit/ Male Body

    When I was 4 years old I told my mother I was a girl, she immediately sat me down and told me I had a penis and that meant I was a boy, the way I saw it was she didn't understand. I later found out she was worried about me being gay which I am not, I just have my femmy side. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    Hello, My name is Casey Prescott.

    I am 21 years old and I am transgender. I have struggled with this for a very long time. Growing up I always had an interest in girls clothing as my story says if any of you have read it. It wasn't until about senior year in high school when I realized how much I really wanted...
    cbprescott cbprescott 22-25, M 13 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    I am in much need to transition,

    I really cant take this anymore, I know that inside I am a girl, this trapped feeling I have right now really sucks
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 2 Responses Oct 17, 2015

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    i just wanna tell u all

    that i shaved my body my legs r looking sooooo sexy and a nail polish on it. feeling as girl .now i can wear shorts feeling excited
    swaradaloveherself swaradaloveherself 13-15, F Sep 26, 2015

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    I always wanted to be

    as pretty as my sister. She used to curl my hair and dress me up pretty.
    MsRobyn MsRobyn 51-55, T 6 Responses Feb 2, 2014

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    I have felt this way

    since being a young boy and told that dolls and pretend play was not the proper thing to do. But how do you explain this to anyone else that has never felt they are the wrong sex I dunno. I mean like it or not gender and appearance ranks up there in how a person interacts with...
    Jaclyn9 Jaclyn9 36-40, T 5 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    I been stuck as a guy

    for as I can remember and with the exception of some minor denial everything in my life has been going in this direction. Crossdressing, awkward high school, disappointing my parents, and a whole bunch of other things (not all bad mind you). But now I have my HRT letter and I...
    VSPnk VSPnk 22-25, T 8 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    Oh Jessica. .....what have you done this time ?

    I just left a session in which I mustered up the courage to tell my therapist that every wish I ever made, for as long as I can remember, was to be a girl. She did NOT see that one coming !! I've never said those words before...... Sometimes it almost feels like I'm possessed...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55, T 6 Responses Jul 9, 2015

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    I have been transitioning

    since I was 13 I have been taking hormone surpressents and now on hormone therapy my sis and I wear each others clothes and have been sharing for four years now
    jenna98jenna jenna98jenna 18-21, T 5 Responses Jun 1, 2015

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    Its that time of year again

    when the air gets colder and the leaves turn color and the fall attractions such as hunted houses open for the season, and costumes and other halloween gimics go up for sale in local stores everywhere, anyway as halloween often brings many costumes whether cute, scary or funny...
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T Oct 18, 2015

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    As the younger of two sons,

    I could always sense in my parents a bit of… not really disappointment but an emotional coming-to-terms, tolerating the fact that they hadn't been blessed with a daughter; and I knew in my heart that this would have been a gift I'd love to have given them. "Dear Mother and...
    MissPriscillaPrim MissPriscillaPrim 61-65, T 3 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    Being born a male and living 17 years

    as a male was terrible. Thankfully, I was about to start hormones at 18. 3 years later I'm on my way to being a female and I've never been happier.
    TransJess TransJess 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 14, 2015

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    www.khloejaynecd.tumblr.

    com/post/131230818719/this-is-how-i-truly-feel A lil video I made expressing how I feel. Feedback welcomed.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 15, 2015

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    Sorry it's been a really long time I updated my

    phone and it signed out and I forgot my password
    RoseWalker15 RoseWalker15 13-15, T 2 Responses Dec 12, 2015

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    hi every one ,my today experience my family

    came back from weeding at night my younger sister said me makeup queen but really i felt good
    swaradaloveherself swaradaloveherself 13-15, F Sep 28, 2015

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    girlybecky01 girlybecky01 13-15, T 1 Response Oct 17, 2015

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    I have battled for as long

    as I can remember about what I would like to be and how I can achieve it. I am in body a guy but in my mind I'm not I'm a woman. I usually block out these desires and thoughts and eventually they pass but they have always reappeared and I'm now thinking I can't hide from it any...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 27, 2015

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    hi my name is swarada.

    since i was 7 years old my sis dress me her dresses one day i was caught with my another younger sister and she told to my parents ,after 4 years i wanted to be girl ,i started dressing up my sister clothes. 2 years later i keep it secret that i wear girl clothes and some day i...
    swaradaloveherself swaradaloveherself 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2015

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    I respect all the people

    who have the courage to try to become the people they were ment to be
    worknprogess worknprogess 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 19, 2015

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    ArejayakaRegina ArejayakaRegina 22-25 10 Responses May 18, 2015

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    Its reall difficult to get dressed in the

    morning because I absolutly hate having to put on these masculine clothes
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 7 Responses Dec 30, 2015

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    Every night I keep dreaming

    that I'm a girl & the truth is I really want to be a girl so bad
    Rachael16 Rachael16 41-45, F 4 Responses May 30, 2014

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    Like the title says and I always will.

    .. Mabee some day hopefully xxx
    jane1976 jane1976 31-35, T 11 Responses May 30, 2015

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    I always wanted to be a girl

    and live with a mistress message me if this sounds like something u might like to do
    sluttygirl6699 sluttygirl6699 18-21, T 2 Responses Sep 26, 2015

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    My wife is the most understanding female.

    We live on a lake in small house that I bought from a inheritance I got when I turned 18. Nothing fancy and not lake front. But most of the places are weekend houses so not many people around. So I can dress as female most of the time. And I do work from home with my internet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jun 19, 2015

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    OOPS! I was born the exact middle child of five

    children. I had an older brother and sister on one side and a younger sister and brother on the other side. There was a twelve year difference between my older and younger brother, which meant that there was a six year difference between me and both brothers. So with me being...
    MeganMary MeganMary 22-25, T 12 Responses Jun 18, 2015

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    who has transitioned

    and wants to talk?
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 1 Response Dec 14, 2015

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    My entire life I have been

    so jealous of girls and now women. Here is the kicker though, even though I have these feelings I do not really want to transition to a full time female. Yes I have wished more than once to be female, and when I was very young I would pray to God, "Please let me become a Girl...
    TVTVTVTV TVTVTVTV 51-55, M 25 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    hi every one my name is swarada i always wanted

    to be girl i am sapoted with my family if u wanted to know all about me have a look on my profile i also like hearts till then byee
    swaradaloveherself swaradaloveherself 13-15, F Nov 19, 2015

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    Pueraria Mirifica Update #3

    Wow, geez! I'm sorryy everyone who's waited for a new PM Update. I didn't mean to randomly abandon this page, but I just got overwhelmed by deadlines and spent any extra time I had on YouTube. I've been wanting to make an update for a while but things kept getting in the way or...
    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    The Clothes And Shoes Are Enough!

    I've never wanted to "be" a girl, and I notice how many cross-dressers were started on this by their sisters or mothers or aunts. I played sports and did all the teenage boy stuff, but I always thought girls were cool, because they liked to gossip and tell secrets, and have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    Hey everyone i am amy thomson ,

    16 year old crossdresser .i have always wanted to be a girl but i know its not possible at all for me because i feel ashamed of telling ANYONE THAT AM CROSSDRESSING SECRETLY AND I WANNNA BE A girl . i always wanted everyone to treat me as girl with a girls name.i love to wear...
    amy34thomson amy34thomson 16-17, M 5 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    I'm very scared right now.

    I'm confused. I've always wanted to be a girl and have ways dressed as a girl alone at home. I wish I had the "balls" to come out and and live as a girl. I don't want to make a mistake but I feel like I could finally be happy as a girl. I've wanted to for as long as I can...
    Secretbeauty3 Secretbeauty3 22-25, T 11 Responses Oct 14, 2015

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    I've always wanted to be a girl

    for as long as I could remember. I would stay up late and fantasize of having a button that would turn me into a girl and back whenever I wanted and no one would be the wiser.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    Well really I was worn a girl,

    and I have always been a girl and will away be a girl, at least emotionally and mentally, but very sadly not physically. So yes is sort I wish my outsides matched my insides, and I was born 100% girl!!
    DawnR59 DawnR59 56-60, T 1 Response Sep 13, 2015

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    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 1 Response Sep 13, 2015

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    I need to transition,

    enough said
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 3 Responses Nov 1, 2015

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    I Love My Mom!!!

    my mom straight up asked me if i wanted to be a girl, and at first i denied it, but she said she knew and said that it was okay and that being aspiring to womanhood is not a bad thing. i didnt know what to say and she said that she would be proud to have me as a daughter instead...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2013

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    So today was my birthday

    and I make the same wish every year even though I know it will never happen. People always say make a wish and I'll think in my head "I wish I was a girl". Very few people even remembered my birthday anyway. What I've always wanted was to be a girl, ever since I was young and it...
    AngelJazelle AngelJazelle 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 4, 2015

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    I want to be a girl more

    than anything in the world but Im trapped
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 2 Responses Dec 28, 2015

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    Hello everyone! Names TokyoJack

    or TK if you'd prefer. I look forward to sharing my thoughts and feelings with you guys! I know I'm in good company here :)
    TokyoJack57 TokyoJack57 16-17, T Oct 13, 2015

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    sexylexi696969 sexylexi696969 18-21, T 2 Responses Oct 10, 2015

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    I have been an orphan my whole life.

    I have always wanted to be a girl. I have also always wanted to be a girl's slave. There is this very cute girl wearing the most beautiful dresses and outfits. This week we have had a class assignment together. I finally found the courage and told her all my feelings and secrets...
    visfire666666 visfire666666 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 30, 2015

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    I have been wearing panties

    since I was 4 or 5, started out wearing my Mom's. She would find them and take them back and I would just go get another pair. Around 8 years old she got me my own in my size to wear so I would stop wearing hers. This was the extent of my being a girl till my parents divorced...
    Michelle1976 Michelle1976 36-40, T 3 Responses Mar 1, 2015

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    ok well ive decided im going to tell my parents

    that i want the opp tomorrow im so scared they will take it wrong though i mean ive been their boy for years but ive got to at least tell them like come on they need to know
    therealdealtia therealdealtia 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 21, 2015

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