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I Always Wanted to Be a Girl

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    The feeling of wanting to be a girl is

    contiually growing. Its always been part of me. However its getting harder to supress the yearning to be female. It may due to me not dressing as often as id like. Its eating at me.
    CDX21 CDX21 22-25, M 10 Responses Jul 9

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    Ever since i was a little boy,

    i always knew there was something different about me. I just didn't know what it was at the time. As the years went on I started catching on to things. I have been noticing that I have been more feminine then most other men, I believe this is because my mother has had the most...
    IwantToBeAshley IwantToBeAshley 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 22

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    I have felt this way

    since being a young boy and told that dolls and pretend play was not the proper thing to do. But how do you explain this to anyone else that has never felt they are the wrong sex I dunno. I mean like it or not gender and appearance ranks up there in how a person interacts with...
    jacqueline1972 jacqueline1972 36-40, T 5 Responses Sep 10

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    Female Spirit/ Male Body

    When I was 4 years old I told my mother I was a girl, she immediately sat me down and told me I had a penis and that meant I was a boy, the way I saw it was she didn't understand. I later found out she was worried about me being gay which I am not, I just have my femmy side. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    Confused

    for as long as i have remembered i have wanted to be a girl i first started wearing girls clothes when i was 10 just some of my moms stuff u knw. until recently i have been able to resist the urge to dress like a women but i think being pushed away by my family members may have...
    jesse18 jesse18 18-21, T 8 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    Hi I am 17 I am transgender

    or just transitioning and I love it everybody has new awesome about the whole thing I'm just looking for extra support I started cross dressing when I was little in my moms lingerie and as I grew up started wearing her dresses I eventually started buying my own clothes and my...
    ascorby123 ascorby123 18-21, T 7 Responses Oct 18

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    I wish I was a girl. I envy all girly things.

    The most feminine things of all is wearing a sanitary pad while on my simulated period. I simulate my period every month for 6 days with sticky red fluid in my anus. The feeling of bloating occurs when I drink too much water and I usually induce my cramps by applying ice cubes...
    sexysissy11 sexysissy11 18-21, M 5 Responses May 6

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    The experience group is written from one angle

    but to me it's not so much that I always wanted to be a girl because from my way of looking at things I've always see myself as being one. It's rather more that I'd of loved to had the space to have presented as the girl I am all the way through my childhood, the right to had...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35 4 Responses Oct 14

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    Hello, My name is Casey Prescott.

    I am 21 years old and I am transgender. I have struggled with this for a very long time. Growing up I always had an interest in girls clothing as my story says if any of you have read it. It wasn't until about senior year in high school when I realized how much I really wanted...
    cbprescott cbprescott 18-21, T 12 Responses Jul 18

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    When I was a little angel I use to know I was a

    precious princess who was effeminate and loved every bit of it!
    FemGayBottom FemGayBottom 26-30, T 3 Responses Apr 9

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    I've always been a sissy boy

    who is TG and I need a real man in my life to protect me and treat me like a princess wife!!!!!
    FemGayBottom FemGayBottom 26-30, T 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I been stuck as a guy

    for as I can remember and with the exception of some minor denial everything in my life has been going in this direction. Crossdressing, awkward high school, disappointing my parents, and a whole bunch of other things (not all bad mind you). But now I have my HRT letter and I...
    VSPnk VSPnk 18-21, T 10 Responses Oct 9

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    New years Eve 2014 I have always been a little

    envious of the ability of women to go out during the holidays wearing such pretty clothes, makeup and shoes, especially on New Years Eve. So my wife and I have been going out for the last two years for our New Years Eve celebration to a city about two hours away. This year we...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    A lot has happened since my last update,

    not necessarily for the betterment of my transition. During the entirety of Winter break, I didn't have access to my PM at all, so no progress was made in that respect. And though I never mentioned it, I'd been scheduled for about a year to have surgery to correct my underbite...
    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    When I was 7 or 8 years old I really did not

    want to play sports and other things with the boys. I did because I was forced to but really was not interested in their games. I had a younger brother by a number of years that was always picked before me when we picked teams. For a long time it really did not bother me because...
    allgirlallthetime allgirlallthetime 56-60, T 5 Responses Jun 9

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    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 5 Responses Sep 18

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    i want cross dress as a female like all the

    clothes,have long hair, makeup, jewelry and everything and also learn the ways of women. even how to do sex. plzzz message me and help me out any girl in dubai who would help me and support me
    shifakhan shifakhan 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    I've always wanted to be a girl

    for as long as I could remember. I would stay up late and fantasize of having a button that would turn me into a girl and back whenever I wanted and no one would be the wiser.
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Feb 9

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    Oh This Touches My Heart

    Thanks to the TGirlNextDoor for this wonderful heartfelt caption.Why I want to be a Girl   I am a boy, so why do I want to be a girl so badly deep inside? ..........I don't know...I guess it's because deep down, I really want to be..... Pretty   Sexy     Cute       Bratty...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 4 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    Always Wanted To Live Like A Girl

    hey... Hi. Everyone....Whenever i see any girl or any woman, i always think that, why i cant be like them....? Because, when i was a child. I always play with girls.... And i also like to be with them and play with them. We always playing with dolls and all...... But... I have...
    mslewis mslewis 18-21 18 Responses Jun 22, 2012

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    While this feeling has been with me

    as long as I can remember, I've recently come to a new way of thinking about how I feel about this. I'm sort of a naturally curious person. So I wonder if this was some unknown that I encountered early, which just happens to be unknowable. Maybe it's just the unknown of, when...
    kope45 kope45 31-35, M 8 Responses Mar 30

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    I need help I have always wanted to be Jessica

    but I just started to come out I just want some friends I can talk to on my level thanks
    abdljessica abdljessica 22-25, M 6 Responses Sep 18

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    Hello,my name is jacob

    but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this. i am now seeking help from someone who lives near me. i live in Virginia and am looking for some one I can meet, i love EP...
    zoey764 zoey764 18-21, T 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Always hoped one day my Daddy Prince Charming

    TOP would enter my life, make me his princess! I want to just be a wife so bad and just take of my husband!
    FemGayBottom FemGayBottom 26-30, T Apr 9

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    Hey everyone i am amy thomson ,

    16 year old crossdresser .i have always wanted to be a girl but i know its not possible at all for me because i feel ashamed of telling ANYONE THAT AM CROSSDRESSING SECRETLY AND I WANNNA BE A girl . i always wanted everyone to treat me as girl with a girls name.i love to wear...
    amy34thomson amy34thomson 16-17, M 8 Responses Oct 21

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    I Get To Be A Girl Soon!

    so my mom and i have talked it over, and next week i'm moving into her house (which is across state lines) and she is going to teach me how to be a woman. squeeeeee! she laid down a few rules that i must obey if she is going to help me go through with this, though. she wants to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jun 7, 2013

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    i always wanted to be a girl

    as i love putting on makeup and wearing skirts and pretty dresses.
    GirlyAndrea1987 GirlyAndrea1987 26-30, M 4 Responses Sep 18

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    I've always wanted to be a girl

    when ever I'm dressed in guy mode I'm depressed and don't want to do any thing. now that I can dress up more I do it when ever i can and within a few minutes I've got a huge smile on my face and go about the rest of the day as a girl and feel at peace with my self.
    olsentrisha olsentrisha 41-45, T 6 Responses Apr 19

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    Every night I keep dreaming

    that I'm a girl & the truth is I really want to be a girl so bad
    Rachael16 Rachael16 36-40, F 4 Responses May 30

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    Womens Clothes Are The Best

    Sometimes I just want to relax and it makes it nice wearing silky stockings and fantastic shiny high heel shoes. Women love shoes, I love shoes! Why cant I wear them? I don't want to look like a woman, I just like their clothes!
    igglepiggle1234 igglepiggle1234 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    I am a girl trapped in a boy’s body.

    Since I was a little kid I knew there was something different going on in me. I was more girly then the other boys from my class, they bullied me with it. They said 'You are gay!' 'You are a sissy!' 'You are stupid!'. And they kicked me many times at the schoolyard and even at...
    LeotardBoy1 LeotardBoy1 18-21, T 10 Responses Feb 23

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    i am a male but i like to chat

    and cyber with men being a girl. i never felt like being a girl in real life but i just love doing it on net. i want to stop doing it but i just cant. men feel so happy and excited being with me that they wait to have cyber with me. i need advice and want to know why i am like...
    sapna54321 sapna54321 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 22

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    I Love My Mom!!!

    my mom straight up asked me if i wanted to be a girl, and at first i denied it, but she said she knew and said that it was okay and that being aspiring to womanhood is not a bad thing. i didnt know what to say and she said that she would be proud to have me as a daughter instead...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 5, 2013

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    My entire life I have been

    so jealous of girls and now women. Here is the kicker though, even though I have these feelings I do not really want to transition to a full time female. Yes I have wished more than once to be female, and when I was very young I would pray to God, "Please let me become a Girl...
    TVTVTVTV TVTVTVTV 51-55, M 23 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    I have wanted to be a girl

    since 1975. that's when I became aware that my male member was far from average size. being that it is small like maybe 1 inch when hard. this is also about 5 years after my step sister moved in with us and I discovered her nice clothes. I have been wearing girls clothing as...
    jamie172 jamie172 46-50, T 4 Responses Jun 24

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    I always wanted to be a girl

    but I think it is too late now. It would have been different if I started over a decade ago. It's too troublesome to transition, and perhaps because I am reasonably gender fluid I do not hate my birth gender enough to make it worth the while. Besides my feminine side actually...
    glassesfriendcy glassesfriendcy 26-30, T 7 Responses Jun 8

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    I have known for most of my life,

    that I was born the wrong gender. I have tried to stop dressing as one, for periods of time, and dating more & more women. None of this has stopped this strong feeling. When I was younger, I felt there was something terribly wrong with me. But now, I accept the girl, that I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 14

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    Pueraria Mirifica Update #3

    Wow, geez! I'm sorryy everyone who's waited for a new PM Update. I didn't mean to randomly abandon this page, but I just got overwhelmed by deadlines and spent any extra time I had on YouTube. I've been wanting to make an update for a while but things kept getting in the way or...
    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I'm only like 14 but the urge

    that I want to be a girl is strong. It's like I have known it for the while of my life but just thought if it recently.
    JoshKilbride JoshKilbride 13-15, M 7 Responses Jul 12

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    Always has been there.

    .the thought, the desire, the wish..but I also know at my time in life gender re-assignment is not a realitsic possibility and would cost me my family, friends and career too - no doubting at all..having said that some business clients do see me fully femme and one will only ever...
    SamanthaSatine SamanthaSatine 56-60, T 6 Responses Jan 17

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    My inner gender is female!

    !! I knew it!!!! I have wanted to be a girl for awhile and this is awesome
    abbyseaney abbyseaney 16-17, T 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Ever since I was very young I knew I enjoyed

    being with girls more than boys. I played almost exclusively with girls as a preteen and that was girl games and shared girly experiences with them. I would like to meet girls who would like to be friends with me.
    Michaelene6356 Michaelene6356 61-65, M 5 Responses Mar 30

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    Childhood Memories

    From a very young age I knew something was wrong with me. In kindergarten they always made the boys build things with blocks and play with trucks all I wanted to do is play with the girls in the play kitchen. I did not understand why I could not wear a pretty dress and why I...
    allgirlallthetime allgirlallthetime 56-60, T 7 Responses Dec 12, 2012

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    The Clothes And Shoes Are Enough!

    I've never wanted to "be" a girl, and I notice how many cross-dressers were started on this by their sisters or mothers or aunts. I played sports and did all the teenage boy stuff, but I always thought girls were cool, because they liked to gossip and tell secrets, and have...
    BuffyOh BuffyOh 66-70, M 5 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    So I'm like into this guy

    and he wants to have sex with me and he's kinda forcing it on me u can say I really like him but I don't feel comfortable yet
    ascorby123 ascorby123 18-21, T 8 Responses Oct 18

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    With my sister being six years older than me and living with her mom, I'm basically an only child. It's not all bad, I can get just about anything I ask for, but it gets lonely...
    Snowboy6421 Snowboy6421 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 17

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    I always wanted to have a big family. Now I have a big family with five kids and one on the way. I would love 3 or 4 more kids with my husband.
    mississippiblondegal mississippiblondegal 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Actually, I started out wanting to be a girl. More than that I looked at girls and thought "I am like you". More, I thought of the boys "I am not like you." I remember the sadness...
    MsNeither MsNeither 56-60, T Nov 2

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    But I don't fit the mold. I've wanted to be a woman for as long as I can remember. in kindergarten, when we played superheroes, I wanted to be wonder woman or Miss America...
    mickitg mickitg 41-45, T 1 Response Nov 3

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    I'm transgendered but. My sister thinks I a gay cross dresser I feel more confident dressing as a girl and stepping out as one
    mischef mischef 41-45, T Nov 4

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    not saying that i am, but once i find a girlfriend to be naked with, and a house, i would kindly be naked for her
    loveybugy loveybugy 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 8