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I Always Wanted to Be a Girl

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    I've always wanted to be female.

    I would get between the mattresses at night when I was younger than 5 and hope that when I came out I would be a girl. I always played with the neighborhood girls and wanted to be just like them. Even today I find it easier to talk to women than men. I'm confused right...
    ElizabethNicole ElizabethNicole 36-40, T 3 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T Oct 17, 2015

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    I've always wanted to be a girl

    for as long as I could remember. I would stay up late and fantasize of having a button that would turn me into a girl and back whenever I wanted and no one would be the wiser.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    So today was my birthday

    and I make the same wish every year even though I know it will never happen. People always say make a wish and I'll think in my head "I wish I was a girl". Very few people even remembered my birthday anyway. What I've always wanted was to be a girl, ever since I was young and it...
    AngelJazelle AngelJazelle 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 4, 2015

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    Pueraria Mirifica Update #3

    Wow, geez! I'm sorryy everyone who's waited for a new PM Update. I didn't mean to randomly abandon this page, but I just got overwhelmed by deadlines and spent any extra time I had on YouTube. I've been wanting to make an update for a while but things kept getting in the way or...
    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Its reall difficult to get dressed in the

    morning because I absolutly hate having to put on these masculine clothes
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 7 Responses Dec 30, 2015

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    ok well ive decided im going to tell my parents

    that i want the opp tomorrow im so scared they will take it wrong though i mean ive been their boy for years but ive got to at least tell them like come on they need to know
    therealdealtia therealdealtia 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 21, 2015

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    sexylexi696969 sexylexi696969 18-21, T 2 Responses Oct 10, 2015

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    Like the title says and I always will.

    .. Mabee some day hopefully xxx
    jane1976 jane1976 31-35, T 11 Responses May 30, 2015

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    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 1 Response Sep 13, 2015

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    Female Spirit/ Male Body

    When I was 4 years old I told my mother I was a girl, she immediately sat me down and told me I had a penis and that meant I was a boy, the way I saw it was she didn't understand. I later found out she was worried about me being gay which I am not, I just have my femmy side. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    girlybecky01 girlybecky01 13-15, T 1 Response Oct 17, 2015

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    www.khloejaynecd.tumblr.

    com/post/131230818719/this-is-how-i-truly-feel A lil video I made expressing how I feel. Feedback welcomed.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 15, 2015

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    hi my name is swarada.

    since i was 7 years old my sis dress me her dresses one day i was caught with my another younger sister and she told to my parents ,after 4 years i wanted to be girl ,i started dressing up my sister clothes. 2 years later i keep it secret that i wear girl clothes and some day i...
    swaradaloveherself swaradaloveherself 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2015

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    The feeling of wanting to be a girl is

    contiually growing. Its always been part of me. However its getting harder to supress the yearning to be female. It may due to me not dressing as often as id like. Its eating at me.
    CDX21 CDX21 22-25, T 10 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I have been wearing panties

    since I was 4 or 5, started out wearing my Mom's. She would find them and take them back and I would just go get another pair. Around 8 years old she got me my own in my size to wear so I would stop wearing hers. This was the extent of my being a girl till my parents divorced...
    Michelle1976 Michelle1976 36-40, T 3 Responses Mar 1, 2015

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    hi guys i wanna tell u

    that my mom allows me to live my life as a girl i am feeling so happy and she asked me what would be your name as girl i told her give me some time .so guys tell me sofia is nice name ?
    swaradaloveherself swaradaloveherself 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2015

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    Every night I keep dreaming

    that I'm a girl & the truth is I really want to be a girl so bad
    Rachael16 Rachael16 41-45, F 4 Responses May 30, 2014

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    I Love My Mom!!!

    my mom straight up asked me if i wanted to be a girl, and at first i denied it, but she said she knew and said that it was okay and that being aspiring to womanhood is not a bad thing. i didnt know what to say and she said that she would be proud to have me as a daughter instead...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2013

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    Cuck4lesbian Cuck4lesbian 22-25, M 6 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    My wife is the most understanding female.

    We live on a lake in small house that I bought from a inheritance I got when I turned 18. Nothing fancy and not lake front. But most of the places are weekend houses so not many people around. So I can dress as female most of the time. And I do work from home with my internet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jun 19, 2015

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    I want to be a girl more

    than anything in the world but Im trapped
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 2 Responses Dec 28, 2015

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    Oh Jessica. .....what have you done this time ?

    I just left a session in which I mustered up the courage to tell my therapist that every wish I ever made, for as long as I can remember, was to be a girl. She did NOT see that one coming !! I've never said those words before...... Sometimes it almost feels like I'm possessed...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55, T 6 Responses Jul 9, 2015

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    I always wanted to be a girl

    and live with a mistress message me if this sounds like something u might like to do
    sluttygirl6699 sluttygirl6699 18-21, T 2 Responses Sep 26, 2015

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    Since I was very young,

    around 8, so about 15 years ago, I've know I should have been a girl. I am currently seeking SRS and HRT
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 7, 2015

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    As the younger of two sons,

    I could always sense in my parents a bit of… not really disappointment but an emotional coming-to-terms, tolerating the fact that they hadn't been blessed with a daughter; and I knew in my heart that this would have been a gift I'd love to have given them. "Dear Mother and...
    MissPriscillaPrim MissPriscillaPrim 61-65, T 3 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    I am a girl trapped in a boy’s body.

    Since I was a little kid I knew there was something different going on in me. I was more girly then the other boys from my class, they bullied me with it. They said 'You are gay!' 'You are a sissy!' 'You are stupid!'. And they kicked me many times at the schoolyard and even at...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    I respect all the people

    who have the courage to try to become the people they were ment to be
    worknprogess worknprogess 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 19, 2015

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    hi every one my name is swarada i always wanted

    to be girl i am sapoted with my family if u wanted to know all about me have a look on my profile i also like hearts till then byee
    swaradaloveherself swaradaloveherself 13-15, F Nov 19, 2015

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    who has transitioned

    and wants to talk?
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 1 Response Dec 14, 2015

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    Hey Im am 16 MtF transgender I havent told my

    parents because im honestly afraid, I have no idea how the react or how supportive they may or may not be, someone please help, also I love seeing new messages in my inbox so hmu! :)
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 2 Responses Sep 22, 2015

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    Sorry it's been a really long time I updated my

    phone and it signed out and I forgot my password
    RoseWalker15 RoseWalker15 13-15, T 2 Responses Dec 12, 2015

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    Being born a male and living 17 years

    as a male was terrible. Thankfully, I was about to start hormones at 18. 3 years later I'm on my way to being a female and I've never been happier.
    TransJess TransJess 18-21, T 5 Responses Sep 14, 2015

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    Hello, My name is Casey Prescott.

    I am 21 years old and I am transgender. I have struggled with this for a very long time. Growing up I always had an interest in girls clothing as my story says if any of you have read it. It wasn't until about senior year in high school when I realized how much I really wanted...
    cbprescott cbprescott 22-25, M 13 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    Maybe not always but I've recently become

    curious about how I'd look as a girl and how differently people would treat me
    thesentinel02 thesentinel02 22-25, M 8 Responses Jan 8, 2015

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    I need to transition,

    enough said
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 3 Responses Nov 1, 2015

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    Its that time of year again

    when the air gets colder and the leaves turn color and the fall attractions such as hunted houses open for the season, and costumes and other halloween gimics go up for sale in local stores everywhere, anyway as halloween often brings many costumes whether cute, scary or funny...
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T Oct 18, 2015

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    Hey everyone i am amy thomson ,

    16 year old crossdresser .i have always wanted to be a girl but i know its not possible at all for me because i feel ashamed of telling ANYONE THAT AM CROSSDRESSING SECRETLY AND I WANNNA BE A girl . i always wanted everyone to treat me as girl with a girls name.i love to wear...
    amy34thomson amy34thomson 16-17, M 5 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    ArejayakaRegina ArejayakaRegina 22-25 10 Responses May 18, 2015

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    My entire life I have been

    so jealous of girls and now women. Here is the kicker though, even though I have these feelings I do not really want to transition to a full time female. Yes I have wished more than once to be female, and when I was very young I would pray to God, "Please let me become a Girl...
    TVTVTVTV TVTVTVTV 51-55, M 25 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    I'm very scared right now.

    I'm confused. I've always wanted to be a girl and have ways dressed as a girl alone at home. I wish I had the "balls" to come out and and live as a girl. I don't want to make a mistake but I feel like I could finally be happy as a girl. I've wanted to for as long as I can...
    Secretbeauty3 Secretbeauty3 22-25, T 11 Responses Oct 14, 2015

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    I always wanted to be

    as pretty as my sister. She used to curl my hair and dress me up pretty.
    MsRobyn MsRobyn 51-55, T 6 Responses Feb 2, 2014

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    I have been an orphan my whole life.

    I have always wanted to be a girl. I have also always wanted to be a girl's slave. There is this very cute girl wearing the most beautiful dresses and outfits. This week we have had a class assignment together. I finally found the courage and told her all my feelings and secrets...
    visfire666666 visfire666666 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 30, 2015

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    Hello everyone! Names TokyoJack

    or TK if you'd prefer. I look forward to sharing my thoughts and feelings with you guys! I know I'm in good company here :)
    TokyoJack57 TokyoJack57 16-17, T Oct 13, 2015

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    I am in much need to transition,

    I really cant take this anymore, I know that inside I am a girl, this trapped feeling I have right now really sucks
    maddie1136 maddie1136 16-17, T 2 Responses Oct 17, 2015

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