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I Always Wanted to Be a Girl

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    While this feeling has been with me

    as long as I can remember, I've recently come to a new way of thinking about how I feel about this. I'm sort of a naturally curious person. So I wonder if this was some unknown that I encountered early, which just happens to be unknowable. Maybe it's just the unknown of, when...
    kope45 kope45 31-35, M 8 Responses Mar 30

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    I wish I was a girl. I envy all girly things.

    The most feminine things of all is wearing a sanitary pad while on my simulated period. I simulate my period every month for 6 days with sticky red fluid in my anus. The feeling of bloating occurs when I drink too much water and I usually induce my cramps by applying ice cubes...
    sexysissy11 sexysissy11 18-21, M 5 Responses May 6

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    My inner gender is female!

    !! I knew it!!!! I have wanted to be a girl for awhile and this is awesome
    abbyseaney abbyseaney 16-17, T 3 Responses Jul 27

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    Childhood Memories

    From a very young age I knew something was wrong with me. In kindergarten they always made the boys build things with blocks and play with trucks all I wanted to do is play with the girls in the play kitchen. I did not understand why I could not wear a pretty dress and why I...
    allgirlallthetime allgirlallthetime 56-60, T 8 Responses Dec 12, 2012

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    Hello, My name is Casey Prescott.

    I am 21 years old and I am transgender. I have struggled with this for a very long time. Growing up I always had an interest in girls clothing as my story says if any of you have read it. It wasn't until about senior year in high school when I realized how much I really wanted...
    cbprescott cbprescott 18-21, T 11 Responses Jul 18

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    I Get To Be A Girl Soon!

    so my mom and i have talked it over, and next week i'm moving into her house (which is across state lines) and she is going to teach me how to be a woman. squeeeeee! she laid down a few rules that i must obey if she is going to help me go through with this, though. she wants to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jun 7, 2013

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    Female Spirit/ Male Body

    When I was 4 years old I told my mother I was a girl, she immediately sat me down and told me I had a penis and that meant I was a boy, the way I saw it was she didn't understand. I later found out she was worried about me being gay which I am not, I just have my femmy side. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    I have wanted to be a girl

    since 1975. that's when I became aware that my male member was far from average size. being that it is small like maybe 1 inch when hard. this is also about 5 years after my step sister moved in with us and I discovered her nice clothes. I have been wearing girls clothing as...
    jamie172 jamie172 46-50, T 4 Responses Jun 24

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    I am a girl trapped in a boy’s body.

    Since I was a little kid I knew there was something different going on in me. I was more girly then the other boys from my class, they bullied me with it. They said 'You are gay!' 'You are a sissy!' 'You are stupid!'. And they kicked me many times at the schoolyard and even at...
    LeotardBoy1 LeotardBoy1 18-21, T 11 Responses Feb 23

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    Confused

    for as long as i have remembered i have wanted to be a girl i first started wearing girls clothes when i was 10 just some of my moms stuff u knw. until recently i have been able to resist the urge to dress like a women but i think being pushed away by my family members may have...
    jesse18 jesse18 18-21, T 8 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    Ever since i was a little boy,

    i always knew there was something different about me. I just didn't know what it was at the time. As the years went on I started catching on to things. I have been noticing that I have been more feminine then most other men, I believe this is because my mother has had the most...
    IwantToBeAshley IwantToBeAshley 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 22

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    The Christmas Holidays always remind me of my

    childhood, and my childhood always had a bit of fantasy involving crossdressing. I remember my girl cousins would wear their pretty dresses and tights and shiny black shoes. I wanted so much to be a pretty girl and wear those things, but it was never to be. Yes I have been...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 4 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    I'm only like 14 but the urge

    that I want to be a girl is strong. It's like I have known it for the while of my life but just thought if it recently.
    JoshKilbride JoshKilbride 13-15, M 6 Responses Jul 12

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    My entire life I have been

    so jealous of girls and now women. Here is the kicker though, even though I have these feelings I do not really want to transition to a full time female. Yes I have wished more than once to be female, and when I was very young I would pray to God, "Please let me become a Girl...
    TVTVTVTV TVTVTVTV 51-55, M 22 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    Pueraria Mirifica Update #3

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    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I Always Knew I Was A Girl

    It all started when I was 4, I felt I was a girl but didn't know why I looked and had to act like a boy. I would wear my nieces clothes, pretend I was pretty, wanted to wear dresses, do girly things...but as I got older and knew that it was "wrong" I tried to forget/suppress...
    Trixie0321 Trixie0321 22-25, T 5 Responses Sep 27, 2012

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    The feeling of wanting to be a girl is

    contiually growing. Its always been part of me. However its getting harder to supress the yearning to be female. It may due to me not dressing as often as id like. Its eating at me.
    CDX21 CDX21 22-25, M 9 Responses Jul 9

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    Yesterday I cried yesterday,

    not a hard satisfying cry, but small sobs, the kind that struggle to come out against your will. I didn’t think that I would cry, it caught me by surprise, but not as much as the violent shaking that shook my body as I talked. I even wrapped my feet around the chair legs, and...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 5 Responses Feb 10

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    I have known for most of my life,

    that I was born the wrong gender. I have tried to stop dressing as one, for periods of time, and dating more & more women. None of this has stopped this strong feeling. When I was younger, I felt there was something terribly wrong with me. But now, I accept the girl, that I was...
    neverthinagain neverthinagain 36-40, M 5 Responses a week ago

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    I was brought up in a home

    as the youngest with 3 sisters with my dad always out of country! I was treated as a baby girl and raised wearing my sisters hand me downs. It was completely normal for me. I did have to change a little as I grew and was in school where the boys would have teased. As soon as I...
    malefemale2 malefemale2 70+ 9 Responses May 22

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    When I was a little angel I use to know I was a

    precious princess who was effeminate and loved every bit of it!
    FemGayBottom FemGayBottom 26-30, T 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Oh This Touches My Heart

    Thanks to the TGirlNextDoor for this wonderful heartfelt caption.Why I want to be a Girl   I am a boy, so why do I want to be a girl so badly deep inside? ..........I don't know...I guess it's because deep down, I really want to be..... Pretty   Sexy     Cute       Bratty...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 4 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    I always wanted to be a girl

    but I think it is too late now. It would have been different if I started over a decade ago. It's too troublesome to transition, and perhaps because I am reasonably gender fluid I do not hate my birth gender enough to make it worth the while. Besides my feminine side actually...
    glassesfriendcy glassesfriendcy 26-30, T 7 Responses Jun 8

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    2013 Crossdressing Review 2013 was an

    interesting year in crossdressing for me. My wife and I spent many hours as two women in public, but I wanted to feel a little more feminine, to experience being a woman while dealing with people in public. I wanted to face a wider variety of people, yet, I wanted to somewhat...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I Love My Mom!!!

    my mom straight up asked me if i wanted to be a girl, and at first i denied it, but she said she knew and said that it was okay and that being aspiring to womanhood is not a bad thing. i didnt know what to say and she said that she would be proud to have me as a daughter instead...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 5, 2013

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    I've always wanted to be a girl

    when ever I'm dressed in guy mode I'm depressed and don't want to do any thing. now that I can dress up more I do it when ever i can and within a few minutes I've got a huge smile on my face and go about the rest of the day as a girl and feel at peace with my self.
    olsentrisha olsentrisha 41-45, T 9 Responses Apr 19

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    The Clothes And Shoes Are Enough!

    I've never wanted to "be" a girl, and I notice how many cross-dressers were started on this by their sisters or mothers or aunts. I played sports and did all the teenage boy stuff, but I always thought girls were cool, because they liked to gossip and tell secrets, and have...
    BuffyOh BuffyOh 66-70, M 3 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    i want cross dress as a female like all the

    clothes,have long hair, makeup, jewelry and everything and also learn the ways of women. even how to do sex. plzzz message me and help me out any girl in dubai who would help me and support me
    shifakhan shifakhan 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    i am a male but i like to chat

    and cyber with men being a girl. i never felt like being a girl in real life but i just love doing it on net. i want to stop doing it but i just cant. men feel so happy and excited being with me that they wait to have cyber with me. i need advice and want to know why i am like...
    sapna54321 sapna54321 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 22

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    Ever since I was very young I knew I enjoyed

    being with girls more than boys. I played almost exclusively with girls as a preteen and that was girl games and shared girly experiences with them. I would like to meet girls who would like to be friends with me.
    Michaelene6356 Michaelene6356 61-65, M 6 Responses Mar 30

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    When I was 7 or 8 years old I really did not

    want to play sports and other things with the boys. I did because I was forced to but really was not interested in their games. I had a younger brother by a number of years that was always picked before me when we picked teams. For a long time it really did not bother me because...
    allgirlallthetime allgirlallthetime 56-60, T 6 Responses Jun 9

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    Always has been there.

    .the thought, the desire, the wish..but I also know at my time in life gender re-assignment is not a realitsic possibility and would cost me my family, friends and career too - no doubting at all..having said that some business clients do see me fully femme and one will only ever...
    SamanthaSatine SamanthaSatine 56-60, T 6 Responses Jan 17

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    Womens Clothes Are The Best

    Sometimes I just want to relax and it makes it nice wearing silky stockings and fantastic shiny high heel shoes. Women love shoes, I love shoes! Why cant I wear them? I don't want to look like a woman, I just like their clothes!
    igglepiggle1234 igglepiggle1234 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    A lot has happened since my last update,

    not necessarily for the betterment of my transition. During the entirety of Winter break, I didn't have access to my PM at all, so no progress was made in that respect. And though I never mentioned it, I'd been scheduled for about a year to have surgery to correct my underbite...
    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    Always hoped one day my Daddy Prince Charming

    TOP would enter my life, make me his princess! I want to just be a wife so bad and just take of my husband!
    FemGayBottom FemGayBottom 26-30, T Apr 9

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    Always Wanted To Live Like A Girl

    hey... Hi. Everyone....Whenever i see any girl or any woman, i always think that, why i cant be like them....? Because, when i was a child. I always play with girls.... And i also like to be with them and play with them. We always playing with dolls and all...... But... I have...
    mslewis mslewis 18-21 18 Responses Jun 22, 2012

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    I've always been a sissy boy

    who is TG and I need a real man in my life to protect me and treat me like a princess wife!!!!!
    FemGayBottom FemGayBottom 26-30, T 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Pueraria Mirifica Update #2

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    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Hello,my name is jacob

    but i like to go by zoey. I have spent the last seventeen years of my life alone because I am a girly-boy. Now I have the Internet and sites like this. i am now seeking help from someone who lives near me. i live in Virginia and am looking for some one I can meet, i love EP...
    zoey764 zoey764 18-21 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I always wanted to be

    as pretty as my sister. She used to curl my hair and dress me up pretty.
    MsRobyn MsRobyn 51-55, T 6 Responses Feb 2

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    New years Eve 2014 I have always been a little

    envious of the ability of women to go out during the holidays wearing such pretty clothes, makeup and shoes, especially on New Years Eve. So my wife and I have been going out for the last two years for our New Years Eve celebration to a city about two hours away. This year we...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    Every night I keep dreaming

    that I'm a girl & the truth is I really want to be a girl so bad
    Rachael16 Rachael16 36-40, F 4 Responses May 30

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    I've always wanted to be a girl

    for as long as I could remember. I would stay up late and fantasize of having a button that would turn me into a girl and back whenever I wanted and no one would be the wiser.
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Feb 9

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    Volunteer Day This past Saturday was probably

    the most feminine day of my life. I was wearing my favorite brown plaid jumper with a black turtle neck, black patterned tights and black wedges. This particular jumper is a bit shorter than usual and ties in back . It feels so pretty. My hair and makeup came out very nice, and...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    Related Experiences

    One thing I've always wanted but never had is a girl friend , now don't get me wrong I've had lots of girlfriends as a guy , but the girl insde me has never had a girl friend , no...
    toesforme toesforme 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I always wanted to become an actress when I was a child. I even told my mom I did when I was younger. Now that I'm 16 I still want to chase that dream. Honestly I desperately want...
    alwaysjudged alwaysjudged 16-17, F Aug 4

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    I have always wanted to be loved just as much as I love....Treated as well as I treat....Respected as much as I respect. Wishful thinking!
    Heartbroken0688 Heartbroken0688 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I wish I had a big brother :c I hate being the oldest.... I always wanted a big brother to mess with him ^-^
    PrincessAyyoBbyBoo PrincessAyyoBbyBoo 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    I always wanted a big family... Everybody in my family have up to 8to 9 kids.... When I graduate from college I want to get married in have a nice career And I plan on have 6 kids
    Purplequeen21 Purplequeen21 22-25, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Yup cuz they understand me more than girls .and they don't judge me like girls do and when I wear a t-shirt and jeans they don't tell me u look like a boy they only tell me that I...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I am very self conscience of my body. I am a bigger girl and just feel like my body is so unattractive. I feel gross when I look at myself naked :(
    breeze90 breeze90 22-25, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    Im 38 we tried to conceive via surrogate in Jan 2014 it didn't work and we had no extra embryos to work with for another try. On July 4th 2014 I found out I have Endometrial cancer...
    supersad2014 supersad2014 36-40, F Aug 7

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