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I Always Wanted to Be a Girl

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    Childhood Memories

    From a very young age I knew something was wrong with me. In kindergarten they always made the boys build things with blocks and play with trucks all I wanted to do is play with the girls in the play kitchen. I did not understand why I could not wear a pretty dress and why I...
    allgirlallthetime allgirlallthetime 56-60, T 7 Responses Dec 12, 2012

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    A lot has happened since my last update,

    not necessarily for the betterment of my transition. During the entirety of Winter break, I didn't have access to my PM at all, so no progress was made in that respect. And though I never mentioned it, I'd been scheduled for about a year to have surgery to correct my underbite...
    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    I've always been a sissy boy

    who is TG and I need a real man in my life to protect me and treat me like a princess wife!!!!!
    FemGayBottom FemGayBottom 26-30, T 2 Responses Apr 5

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    New years Eve 2014 I have always been a little

    envious of the ability of women to go out during the holidays wearing such pretty clothes, makeup and shoes, especially on New Years Eve. So my wife and I have been going out for the last two years for our New Years Eve celebration to a city about two hours away. This year we...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    2013 Crossdressing Review 2013 was an

    interesting year in crossdressing for me. My wife and I spent many hours as two women in public, but I wanted to feel a little more feminine, to experience being a woman while dealing with people in public. I wanted to face a wider variety of people, yet, I wanted to somewhat...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    A Tall Order

    So you want to be a girl? and not have periods, mood swings, heartbreaks, friends that say this and that behind your back, friends that say they are and are really not. and yes the work and more of that and to leave the one I find fun-multi-multi tasking when you have hardly any...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 2 Responses Sep 24, 2013

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    i am a male but i like to chat

    and cyber with men being a girl. i never felt like being a girl in real life but i just love doing it on net. i want to stop doing it but i just cant. men feel so happy and excited being with me that they wait to have cyber with me. i need advice and want to know why i am like...
    sapna54321 sapna54321 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 22

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    My entire life I have been

    so jealous of girls and now women. Here is the kicker though, even though I have these feelings I do not really want to transition to a full time female. Yes I have wished more than once to be female, and when I was very young I would pray to God, "Please let me become a Girl...
    TVTVTVTV TVTVTVTV 51-55, M 20 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    Always has been there.

    .the thought, the desire, the wish..but I also know at my time in life gender re-assignment is not a realitsic possibility and would cost me my family, friends and career too - no doubting at all..having said that some business clients do see me fully femme and one will only ever...
    SamanthaSatine SamanthaSatine 56-60, T 7 Responses Jan 17

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    Pueraria Mirifica Update #3

    Wow, geez! I'm sorryy everyone who's waited for a new PM Update. I didn't mean to randomly abandon this page, but I just got overwhelmed by deadlines and spent any extra time I had on YouTube. I've been wanting to make an update for a while but things kept getting in the way or...
    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I always wanted to be

    as pretty as my sister. She used to curl my hair and dress me up pretty.
    MsRobyn MsRobyn 51-55, T 6 Responses Feb 2

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    I Get To Be A Girl Soon!

    so my mom and i have talked it over, and next week i'm moving into her house (which is across state lines) and she is going to teach me how to be a woman. squeeeeee! she laid down a few rules that i must obey if she is going to help me go through with this, though. she wants to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jun 7, 2013

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    i want cross dress as a female like all the

    clothes,have long hair, makeup, jewelry and everything and also learn the ways of women. even how to do sex. plzzz message me and help me out any girl in dubai who would help me and support me
    shifakhan shifakhan 18-21, M Apr 11

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    I've always wanted to be a girl

    when ever I'm dressed in guy mode I'm depressed and don't want to do any thing. now that I can dress up more I do it when ever i can and within a few minutes I've got a huge smile on my face and go about the rest of the day as a girl and feel at peace with my self.
    olsentrisha olsentrisha 41-45, T 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    A Girl

    Ever since I can remember, I"ve wanted to be a girl. I used to think there was something wrong with me because I felt this way. I was afraid to say anything for fear people would think I was crazy. i dreamed of becoming a girl. I prayed at night I would wake up a female. I never...
    Raeka Raeka 36-40, T 8 Responses Sep 25, 2010

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    The Christmas Holidays always remind me of my

    childhood, and my childhood always had a bit of fantasy involving crossdressing. I remember my girl cousins would wear their pretty dresses and tights and shiny black shoes. I wanted so much to be a pretty girl and wear those things, but it was never to be. Yes I have been...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 4 Responses Dec 24, 2013

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    Confused

    for as long as i have remembered i have wanted to be a girl i first started wearing girls clothes when i was 10 just some of my moms stuff u knw. until recently i have been able to resist the urge to dress like a women but i think being pushed away by my family members may have...
    jesse18 jesse18 18-21, T 8 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    Oh This Touches My Heart

    Thanks to the TGirlNextDoor for this wonderful heartfelt caption.Why I want to be a Girl   I am a boy, so why do I want to be a girl so badly deep inside? ..........I don't know...I guess it's because deep down, I really want to be..... Pretty   Sexy     Cute       Bratty...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 4 Responses Jan 3, 2012

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    How I Met My Wife. ---an origonal poem by aniowagirl

    Once upon a time there was a little boy He was looking for a little girl to fill his life so full of joy he looked a lot of places to try and find her there. then he looked some more he just looked every where. Finally he met a guy one night upon a chat. then he met the guys...
    aniowagirl aniowagirl 66-70, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2013

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    I Love My Mom!!!

    my mom straight up asked me if i wanted to be a girl, and at first i denied it, but she said she knew and said that it was okay and that being aspiring to womanhood is not a bad thing. i didnt know what to say and she said that she would be proud to have me as a daughter instead...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 5, 2013

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    I Have Wanted to Be a Girl From the Age of 7

    from that age i thourght that what happens the boy would want to be female and the girls be boys. but as i have found out that is not what happens. that was just me so from the age of 8 or 9 i tryed to be a boy. then from the age of 11 to 18 i have been wearing girls clothes...
    girlygirl24 girlygirl24 18-21, T 14 Responses May 31, 2009

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    My Early Crossdressing Fantasies

    My Early Crossdressing Fantasies If you recall, I was forcibly crossdressed and humiliated by three adult females, and in front of four young girl cousins. My earliest memories of wanting to be a girl were in kindergarten. Girls still wore dresses to school, and I wanted to...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 19, 2013

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    Ever since i was a little boy,

    i always knew there was something different about me. I just didn't know what it was at the time. As the years went on I started catching on to things. I have been noticing that I have been more feminine then most other men, I believe this is because my mother has had the most...
    IwantToBeAshley IwantToBeAshley 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I Went To A Dance Dressed As A Girl

    One morning my mother called me from my room to the kitchen where I found her with Aunt Clara. Aunt Clara announced that the son of one of her friends did not have a date for his school formal and that she had promised that she would arrange one. I was to be his date! At first I...
    gaylord13 gaylord13 46-50 7 Responses Jul 19, 2012

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    This Is Me

    I'm not extreme on this but yeah I wanted and still want to be a girl I don't know whybut I do the only thing I can't live without is my pen1s like if I could keep that but be a girl id be such a happy person :) like I kinda wanted to be a girl since I was about 8. I like make up...
    jaxianrhyder jaxianrhyder 18-21, T 1 Response Sep 21, 2013

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    Always

    I was in denial for many years. I would even come to accept it but quickly suppress it for whatever reason, but recently I have made the decision to slowly transiton. I won't be starting hormones for awhile, but I will be gradually showing my femininity and changing my appearance...
    ConfusionTrip ConfusionTrip 18-21, T 2 Responses May 24, 2013

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    I am a girl trapped in a boy’s body.

    Since I was a little kid I knew there was something different going on in me. I was more girly then the other boys from my class, they bullied me with it. They said 'You are gay!' 'You are a sissy!' 'You are stupid!'. And they kicked me many times at the schoolyard and even at...
    LeotardBoy1 LeotardBoy1 18-21, T 8 Responses Feb 23

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    I Think I'M A Woman Now

    Well I used to get a ***** each time I put on female clothes but now on I don't. So I think I'm finally thinking more like a woman.
    Destroyer456 Destroyer456 18-21 2 Responses Sep 2, 2013

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    Yesterday I cried yesterday,

    not a hard satisfying cry, but small sobs, the kind that struggle to come out against your will. I didn’t think that I would cry, it caught me by surprise, but not as much as the violent shaking that shook my body as I talked. I even wrapped my feet around the chair legs, and...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 5 Responses Feb 10

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    While this feeling has been with me

    as long as I can remember, I've recently come to a new way of thinking about how I feel about this. I'm sort of a naturally curious person. So I wonder if this was some unknown that I encountered early, which just happens to be unknowable. Maybe it's just the unknown of, when...
    kope45 kope45 31-35, M 4 Responses Mar 30

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    Volunteer Day This past Saturday was probably

    the most feminine day of my life. I was wearing my favorite brown plaid jumper with a black turtle neck, black patterned tights and black wedges. This particular jumper is a bit shorter than usual and ties in back . It feels so pretty. My hair and makeup came out very nice, and...
    1SarahAnn 1SarahAnn 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    Wrong Gender, Wrong Family

    Was born in a boy's body by mistake, don't have the condition-whatever it's called-that keeps me from aging, & was raised by a pair of Egocentric Western Demons who always made me act older than I was/AM, so I had no Childhood/Innocene. Also, I've ALWAYS been a fan of Sailor...
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 27, 2013

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    tanyaw420 tanyaw420 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Acceptance

    I have been transitioning for eight weeks now. I have A size breast, wear nail polish, and have a small selection of womans clothes. A very small collection, just 2 tops and a bra. I put on my nail polish once a week because it takes hours with all the work I do to make them look...
    Rose35 Rose35 36-40, T 6 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    Ever since I was very young I knew I enjoyed

    being with girls more than boys. I played almost exclusively with girls as a preteen and that was girl games and shared girly experiences with them. I would like to meet girls who would like to be friends with me.
    Michaelene6356 Michaelene6356 61-65, M 5 Responses Mar 30

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    Womens Clothes Are The Best

    Sometimes I just want to relax and it makes it nice wearing silky stockings and fantastic shiny high heel shoes. Women love shoes, I love shoes! Why cant I wear them? I don't want to look like a woman, I just like their clothes!
    igglepiggle1234 igglepiggle1234 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    Pueraria Mirifica Update #2

    Hello all! I wanted to do an update on my progress with the herb pueraria mirifica (ordered online from Ainterol). This is the end of my second week on it and I must say I am liking the changes!! I stepped up my dosage from one pill every 12 hours (1000 mg) to one every eight...
    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Completely Impossible

    I'm a boy physically, but I'm a girl in mind, heart, and soul.The body I want and I need is too impossible, I am born with a male body, which is I really hate, and to be the girl I want is really 100% impossible. I don't want to do that sex change thing, because it's disgusting...
    Mirai13 Mirai13 16-17, T 10 Responses Aug 20, 2013

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    I've always wanted to be a girl

    for as long as I could remember. I would stay up late and fantasize of having a button that would turn me into a girl and back whenever I wanted and no one would be the wiser.
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Feb 9

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    Always hoped one day my Daddy Prince Charming

    TOP would enter my life, make me his princess! I want to just be a wife so bad and just take of my husband!
    FemGayBottom FemGayBottom 26-30, T Apr 9

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    When I was a little angel I use to know I was a

    precious princess who was effeminate and loved every bit of it!
    FemGayBottom FemGayBottom 26-30, T 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Always Wanted To Live Like A Girl

    hey... Hi. Everyone....Whenever i see any girl or any woman, i always think that, why i cant be like them....? Because, when i was a child. I always play with girls.... And i also like to be with them and play with them. We always playing with dolls and all...... But... I have...
    mslewis mslewis 18-21 18 Responses Jun 22, 2012

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    I Was Always Different

    As far back as I can remember I felt that I was different. I wanted to wear dresses like my sisters. I wanted long hair with curls. I wanted to be dressed like a girl. But back then boys were boys and girls were girls. I grew up in the fifties and sixties when boys played sports...
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 4 Responses Mar 30, 2013

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    The Clothes And Shoes Are Enough!

    I've never wanted to "be" a girl, and I notice how many cross-dressers were started on this by their sisters or mothers or aunts. I played sports and did all the teenage boy stuff, but I always thought girls were cool, because they liked to gossip and tell secrets, and have...
    BuffyOh BuffyOh 66-70, M 3 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    i know this sounds really weird but i am a very big fan of the creepypasta's , i have always wanted to be one (I guess you could say i am saying this in the fan girl sense, no hate...
    jeff0the0killer0 jeff0the0killer0 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Mmmm ..... I dont know why i want to write here tonight ... I just feel owe to EP ❤️ Dear EP, U have given me a trustworthy kind awsome friend , that its months im living...
    ghazals ghazals 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I've always wanted a little brother. I suspect it has something to do with me wanting to reflect back on myself at an earlier phase, and be able to support and protect that inner...
    4myinnerchild 4myinnerchild 51-55, M Apr 7

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    but never happened..had a great son I raised alone though,it was an eye opening experience.yet so wonderful. but i always wish for the father daughter thing i read about.
    quietthunder2 quietthunder2 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I hate being the only boy in the family, if I had a little brother I would be happy. A little bro to look after, show him the ropes, I would want to be his role model, help him be...
    RandomFriendGuy RandomFriendGuy 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I grew up with an older half-sister. We were somewhat close when we were kids, but do not communicate at all anymore. Have tried to reconnect with her, but the feelings aren't...
    Bryan67 Bryan67 46-50, M Mar 23

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    Ive kissed guys but ive never french kiss somone
    smores19 smores19 18-21, F Mar 24

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    When I was little I used to pretend that i had a big brother. He would walk me to school and keep me safe. My family life wasn't perfect so he'd be there to hold me when I'd cry...
    courtneyblue courtneyblue 18-21, F Mar 26

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    My dream car would be either a purple '73 El Camino with black leather interior and silver star stitching Or A robin's egg blue '57 Chevy with pink interior, chrome trim, and...
    meghanmonroe meghanmonroe 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I have a little brother but he's a jerk to everyone. I want a little bro who's 4 or more years younger than me. I want a close bond with him like best friends to each other. I...
    GuardianWarrior245 GuardianWarrior245 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 2

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