I Always Wanted to Be a Girl

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 3,330 People

    I need to transition,

    enough said
    maddie1136 maddie1136
    16-17, T
    3 Responses Nov 1, 2015

    I am in much need to transition,

    I really cant take this anymore, I know that inside I am a girl, this trapped feeling I have right now really sucks
    maddie1136 maddie1136
    16-17, T
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2015

    I want to be a girl more

    than anything in the world but Im trapped
    maddie1136 maddie1136
    16-17, T
    2 Responses Dec 28, 2015

    I'm very scared right now.

    I'm confused. I've always wanted to be a girl and have ways dressed as a girl alone at home. I wish I had the "balls" to come out and and live as a girl. I don't want to make a mistake but I feel like I could finally be happy as a girl. I've wanted to for as long as I can...
    Secretbeauty3 Secretbeauty3
    22-25, T
    10 Responses Oct 14, 2015
    ArejayakaRegina ArejayakaRegina
    22-25
    8 Responses May 18, 2015

    Hey everyone i am amy thomson ,

    16 year old crossdresser .i have always wanted to be a girl but i know its not possible at all for me because i feel ashamed of telling ANYONE THAT AM CROSSDRESSING SECRETLY AND I WANNNA BE A girl . i always wanted everyone to treat me as girl with a girls name.i love to wear...
    amy34thomson amy34thomson
    16-17, M
    5 Responses Oct 21, 2014

    Like the title says and I always will.

    .. Mabee some day hopefully xxx
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses May 30, 2015

    I've always wanted to be female.

    I would get between the mattresses at night when I was younger than 5 and hope that when I came out I would be a girl. I always played with the neighborhood girls and wanted to be just like them. Even today I find it easier to talk to women than men. I'm confused right...
    ElizabethNicole ElizabethNicole
    36-40, T
    3 Responses Dec 23, 2014

    And wondering if anyone on here has has their

    Adams Apple shaved? Like to know any downside or if it affects the voice .
    AustMike AustMike
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Mar 11

    I have felt this way

    since being a young boy and told that dolls and pretend play was not the proper thing to do. But how do you explain this to anyone else that has never felt they are the wrong sex I dunno. I mean like it or not gender and appearance ranks up there in how a person interacts with...
    Jaclyn9 Jaclyn9
    36-40, T
    4 Responses Sep 10, 2014

    Me again, can I ask if anyone has taken

    Aldactone 100mg on its own. Thinking of starting on these as the first step. Is it a good idea?
    AustMike AustMike
    36-40, M
    1 Response Mar 13

    My wife is the most understanding female.

    We live on a lake in small house that I bought from a inheritance I got when I turned 18. Nothing fancy and not lake front. But most of the places are weekend houses so not many people around. So I can dress as female most of the time. And I do work from home with my internet...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jun 19, 2015

    I am a girl trapped in a boy’s body.

    Since I was a little kid I knew there was something different going on in me. I was more girly then the other boys from my class, they bullied me with it. They said 'You are gay!' 'You are a sissy!' 'You are stupid!'. And they kicked me many times at the schoolyard and even at...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Feb 23, 2014

    I have been an orphan my whole life.

    I have always wanted to be a girl. I have also always wanted to be a girl's slave. There is this very cute girl wearing the most beautiful dresses and outfits. This week we have had a class assignment together. I finally found the courage and told her all my feelings and secrets...
    visfire666666 visfire666666
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 30, 2015

    Maybe not always but I've recently become

    curious about how I'd look as a girl and how differently people would treat me
    thesentinel02 thesentinel02
    22-25, M
    7 Responses Jan 8, 2015

    I Love My Mom!!!

    my mom straight up asked me if i wanted to be a girl, and at first i denied it, but she said she knew and said that it was okay and that being aspiring to womanhood is not a bad thing. i didnt know what to say and she said that she would be proud to have me as a daughter instead...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 5, 2013

    I want to express my feminine side

    so bad! I have a set of GORGEOUS fake nails under my bed!! I want to put them on so bad but my whole family is home :(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 2

    Being born a male and living 17 years

    as a male was terrible. Thankfully, I was about to start hormones at 18. 3 years later I'm on my way to being a female and I've never been happier.
    TransJess TransJess
    18-21, T
    5 Responses Sep 14, 2015

    Hello everyone! Names TokyoJack

    or TK if you'd prefer. I look forward to sharing my thoughts and feelings with you guys! I know I'm in good company here :)
    TokyoJack57 TokyoJack57
    16-17, T
    Oct 13, 2015

    The Clothes And Shoes Are Enough!

    I've never wanted to "be" a girl, and I notice how many cross-dressers were started on this by their sisters or mothers or aunts. I played sports and did all the teenage boy stuff, but I always thought girls were cool, because they liked to gossip and tell secrets, and have...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Sep 30, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 27

    As the younger of two sons,

    I could always sense in my parents a bit of… not really disappointment but an emotional coming-to-terms, tolerating the fact that they hadn't been blessed with a daughter; and I knew in my heart that this would have been a gift I'd love to have given them. "Dear Mother and...
    MissPriscillaPrim MissPriscillaPrim
    61-65, T
    3 Responses Nov 28, 2014

    So today was my birthday

    and I make the same wish every year even though I know it will never happen. People always say make a wish and I'll think in my head "I wish I was a girl". Very few people even remembered my birthday anyway. What I've always wanted was to be a girl, ever since I was young and it...
    AngelJazelle AngelJazelle
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Nov 4, 2015
    EvaMarie1406 EvaMarie1406
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Feb 20

    Its reall difficult to get dressed in the

    morning because I absolutly hate having to put on these masculine clothes
    maddie1136 maddie1136
    16-17, T
    6 Responses Dec 30, 2015

    Its that time of year again

    when the air gets colder and the leaves turn color and the fall attractions such as hunted houses open for the season, and costumes and other halloween gimics go up for sale in local stores everywhere, anyway as halloween often brings many costumes whether cute, scary or funny...
    maddie1136 maddie1136
    16-17, T
    Oct 18, 2015

    hi every one my name is swarada i always wanted

    to be girl i am sapoted with my family if u wanted to know all about me have a look on my profile i also like hearts till then byee
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 19, 2015

    I want to be more girly

    and femme myself up a bit but discreetly, where the changes are subtle. Looking to help grow my breasts... anyone know of the best supplements or herbs to take to achieve this?
    Orlandoadventure Orlandoadventure
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Mar 16

    I have been transitioning

    since I was 13 I have been taking hormone surpressents and now on hormone therapy my sis and I wear each others clothes and have been sharing for four years now
    jenna98jenna jenna98jenna
    18-21, T
    4 Responses Jun 1, 2015

    My entire life I have been

    so jealous of girls and now women. Here is the kicker though, even though I have these feelings I do not really want to transition to a full time female. Yes I have wished more than once to be female, and when I was very young I would pray to God, "Please let me become a Girl...
    TVTVTVTV TVTVTVTV
    51-55, M
    22 Responses Dec 29, 2013

    OOPS! I was born the exact middle child of five

    children. I had an older brother and sister on one side and a younger sister and brother on the other side. There was a twelve year difference between my older and younger brother, which meant that there was a six year difference between me and both brothers. So with me being...
    MeganMary MeganMary
    26-30, T
    10 Responses Jun 18, 2015

    I have dreamed of being female

    since my early teens. I would love to have developed with a female body & have periods,real breasts & even have to live with the worry of getting pregnant before I was ready But unfortunately I was born male with the build of a football player & a height of 6'4" I still have...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 20

    ok well ive decided im going to tell my parents

    that i want the opp tomorrow im so scared they will take it wrong though i mean ive been their boy for years but ive got to at least tell them like come on they need to know
    therealdealtia therealdealtia
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jul 21, 2015

    Every night I keep dreaming

    that I'm a girl & the truth is I really want to be a girl so bad
    Rachael16 Rachael16
    41-45, F
    2 Responses May 30, 2014

    Female Spirit/ Male Body

    When I was 4 years old I told my mother I was a girl, she immediately sat me down and told me I had a penis and that meant I was a boy, the way I saw it was she didn't understand. I later found out she was worried about me being gay which I am not, I just have my femmy side. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Apr 13, 2012
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 3

    who has transitioned

    and wants to talk?
    maddie1136 maddie1136
    16-17, T
    Dec 14, 2015

    I've always wanted to be a girl

    for as long as I could remember. I would stay up late and fantasize of having a button that would turn me into a girl and back whenever I wanted and no one would be the wiser.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Feb 9, 2014

    The feeling of wanting to be a girl is

    contiually growing. Its always been part of me. However its getting harder to supress the yearning to be female. It may due to me not dressing as often as id like. Its eating at me.
    CDX21 CDX21
    26-30, T
    10 Responses Jul 9, 2014

    hi guys i wanna tell u

    that my mom allows me to live my life as a girl i am feeling so happy and she asked me what would be your name as girl i told her give me some time .so guys tell me sofia is nice name ?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2015

    I have battled for as long

    as I can remember about what I would like to be and how I can achieve it. I am in body a guy but in my mind I'm not I'm a woman. I usually block out these desires and thoughts and eventually they pass but they have always reappeared and I'm now thinking I can't hide from it any...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Oct 27, 2015

    Since I was very young,

    around 8, so about 15 years ago, I've know I should have been a girl. I am currently seeking SRS and HRT
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 7, 2015

    I'm jus now being able to explore this

    but as far bak as I can remember I wanted to be a girl but my family would never bak me up my mom dose kno and tells me she loves me no matter wat but dose not support it my brothers would prob try to kill me not kiddin I kno my oldest brother would but my sis she was gay and...
    Paigesorrells Paigesorrells
    22-25, T
    1 Response Apr 16
    sexylexi696969 sexylexi696969
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Oct 10, 2015
    girlybecky01 girlybecky01
    13-15, T
    1 Response Oct 17, 2015

    While this feeling has been with me

    as long as I can remember, I've recently come to a new way of thinking about how I feel about this. I'm sort of a naturally curious person. So I wonder if this was some unknown that I encountered early, which just happens to be unknowable. Maybe it's just the unknown of, when...
    CynthiaKarin CynthiaKarin
    31-35, T
    5 Responses Mar 30, 2014

    Oh Jessica. .....what have you done this time ?

    I just left a session in which I mustered up the courage to tell my therapist that every wish I ever made, for as long as I can remember, was to be a girl. She did NOT see that one coming !! I've never said those words before...... Sometimes it almost feels like I'm possessed...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale
    51-55, T
    6 Responses Jul 9, 2015
    maddie1136 maddie1136
    16-17, T
    Oct 17, 2015

    Has anyone else craved

    that during spring break you could just prance around as a beautiful girl? Flirting with guys, getting drunk, then being the girl for those guys back in their hotel room?
    Orlandoadventure Orlandoadventure
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Mar 28

    www.khloejaynecd.tumblr.

    com/post/131230818719/this-is-how-i-truly-feel A lil video I made expressing how I feel. Feedback welcomed.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 15, 2015
    Cuck4lesbian Cuck4lesbian
    22-25, M
    6 Responses Dec 10, 2015

    I have been wearing panties

    since I was 4 or 5, started out wearing my Mom's. She would find them and take them back and I would just go get another pair. Around 8 years old she got me my own in my size to wear so I would stop wearing hers. This was the extent of my being a girl till my parents divorced...
    Michelle1976 Michelle1976
    36-40, T
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2015

    Sorry it's been a really long time I updated my

    phone and it signed out and I forgot my password
    RoseWalker15 RoseWalker15
    13-15, T
    1 Response Dec 12, 2015

    Hello, My name is Casey Prescott.

    I am 21 years old and I am transgender. I have struggled with this for a very long time. Growing up I always had an interest in girls clothing as my story says if any of you have read it. It wasn't until about senior year in high school when I realized how much I really wanted...
    cbprescott cbprescott
    22-25, M
    10 Responses Jul 18, 2014

    I been stuck as a guy

    for as I can remember and with the exception of some minor denial everything in my life has been going in this direction. Crossdressing, awkward high school, disappointing my parents, and a whole bunch of other things (not all bad mind you). But now I have my HRT letter and I...
    VSPnk VSPnk
    22-25, T
    7 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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