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I Always Wanted to Be a Girl

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    I hate how I was born I wish I could be a girl,

    I want to be female not make, I've always wanted that, but now I don't even look like a girl because no one ever told me about puberty and I wish someone had warned me because now I look a man in a dress and I fricken hate it, and I really just want to off myself right now.
    thekittyscall thekittyscall 16-17, T 1 Response Jan 5

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    Hello, My name is Casey Prescott.

    I am 21 years old and I am transgender. I have struggled with this for a very long time. Growing up I always had an interest in girls clothing as my story says if any of you have read it. It wasn't until about senior year in high school when I realized how much I really wanted...
    cbprescott cbprescott 18-21, T 13 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    prodemonz prodemonz 13-15, M 6 Responses May 1

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    I always wanted to be a girl from the first

    time I put on a black nightie as a dare. As I grew I knew I was different and enjoyed the experience of putting on women's cloth's when I was young and growing into full dressing when I could. However looking back I wished I had a dressed up when I went too university as...
    bmg1kel bmg1kel 61-65, T 2 Responses May 21

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    Yeap..I always want to be a girl.

    It sucks that I'm a boy. I fantasy being a woman. I feel that inside I was meant to be a woman but I am a man.
    chanta76 chanta76 31-35 4 Responses May 14

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    Childhood Memories

    From a very young age I knew something was wrong with me. In kindergarten they always made the boys build things with blocks and play with trucks all I wanted to do is play with the girls in the play kitchen. I did not understand why I could not wear a pretty dress and why I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Dec 12, 2012

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    Every night I keep dreaming

    that I'm a girl & the truth is I really want to be a girl so bad
    Rachael16 Rachael16 41-45, F 4 Responses May 30, 2014

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    I did not aspire to be a girl,

    but the feminine role is the one adopted when with guys. they liked it.
    donn2 donn2 61-65, M 7 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    I have been transitioning

    since I was 13 I have been taking hormone surpressents and now on hormone therapy my sis and I wear each others clothes and have been sharing for four years now
    jenna98jenna jenna98jenna 18-21, T 5 Responses Jun 1

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    My entire life I have been

    so jealous of girls and now women. Here is the kicker though, even though I have these feelings I do not really want to transition to a full time female. Yes I have wished more than once to be female, and when I was very young I would pray to God, "Please let me become a Girl...
    TVTVTVTV TVTVTVTV 51-55, M 29 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    Hi I am 17 I am transgender

    or just transitioning and I love it everybody has new awesome about the whole thing I'm just looking for extra support I started cross dressing when I was little in my moms lingerie and as I grew up started wearing her dresses I eventually started buying my own clothes and my...
    ascorby123 ascorby123 18-21, T 6 Responses Oct 18, 2014

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    My Mystery Man. It all started Last September.

    I received a email from MrX. It was so weird and scary in away. He said he was a TG admirer . And I was turning into a very attractive woman. About ever 2 days he would write and say how nice I looked in the outfit I wore . This went on for months. Finally he started to ask...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I have been wearing panties

    since I was 4 or 5, started out wearing my Mom's. She would find them and take them back and I would just go get another pair. Around 8 years old she got me my own in my size to wear so I would stop wearing hers. This was the extent of my being a girl till my parents divorced...
    Michelle1976 Michelle1976 36-40, T 3 Responses Mar 1

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    ArejayakaRegina ArejayakaRegina 22-25 10 Responses May 18

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    I Get To Be A Girl Soon!

    so my mom and i have talked it over, and next week i'm moving into her house (which is across state lines) and she is going to teach me how to be a woman. squeeeeee! she laid down a few rules that i must obey if she is going to help me go through with this, though. she wants to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jun 7, 2013

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    Pueraria Mirifica Update #3

    Wow, geez! I'm sorryy everyone who's waited for a new PM Update. I didn't mean to randomly abandon this page, but I just got overwhelmed by deadlines and spent any extra time I had on YouTube. I've been wanting to make an update for a while but things kept getting in the way or...
    nousernamesleftdammit nousernamesleftdammit 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    Are there any understanding women ?

    It would help people like me if there were. I know too many who fell into depression and suicide.
    beyerswede beyerswede 61-65, M 4 Responses May 16

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    I've always wanted to be a girl

    when ever I'm dressed in guy mode I'm depressed and don't want to do any thing. now that I can dress up more I do it when ever i can and within a few minutes I've got a huge smile on my face and go about the rest of the day as a girl and feel at peace with my self.
    olsentrisha olsentrisha 41-45, T 6 Responses Apr 19, 2014

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    So I'm like into this guy

    and he wants to have sex with me and he's kinda forcing it on me u can say I really like him but I don't feel comfortable yet
    ascorby123 ascorby123 18-21, T 6 Responses Oct 18, 2014

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    I am a girl trapped in a boy’s body.

    Since I was a little kid I knew there was something different going on in me. I was more girly then the other boys from my class, they bullied me with it. They said 'You are gay!' 'You are a sissy!' 'You are stupid!'. And they kicked me many times at the schoolyard and even at...
    LeotardGirl1 LeotardGirl1 18-21, T 9 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    can anyone help me figure out

    if I'm really a Trans women or if it's just all in my head :(
    readypink13 readypink13 26-30, T 6 Responses Mar 15

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    AsianTransGirl AsianTransGirl 26-30, T 2 Responses Jan 9

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    The experience group is written from one angle

    but to me it's not so much that I always wanted to be a girl because from my way of looking at things I've always see myself as being one. It's rather more that I'd of loved to had the space to have presented as the girl I am all the way through my childhood, the right to had...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 14, 2014

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    The Clothes And Shoes Are Enough!

    I've never wanted to "be" a girl, and I notice how many cross-dressers were started on this by their sisters or mothers or aunts. I played sports and did all the teenage boy stuff, but I always thought girls were cool, because they liked to gossip and tell secrets, and have...
    BuffyOh BuffyOh 66-70, M 6 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    Womens Clothes Are The Best

    Sometimes I just want to relax and it makes it nice wearing silky stockings and fantastic shiny high heel shoes. Women love shoes, I love shoes! Why cant I wear them? I don't want to look like a woman, I just like their clothes!
    igglepiggle1234 igglepiggle1234 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    My wife is the most understanding female.

    We live on a lake in small house that I bought from a inheritance I got when I turned 18. Nothing fancy and not lake front. But most of the places are weekend houses so not many people around. So I can dress as female most of the time. And I do work from home with my internet...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jun 19

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    I've always wanted to be female.

    I would get between the mattresses at night when I was younger than 5 and hope that when I came out I would be a girl. I always played with the neighborhood girls and wanted to be just like them. Even today I find it easier to talk to women than men. I'm confused right...
    ElizabethNicole ElizabethNicole 36-40, T 3 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    I've always wanted to be a girl

    for as long as I could remember. I would stay up late and fantasize of having a button that would turn me into a girl and back whenever I wanted and no one would be the wiser.
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Feb 9, 2014

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    The feeling of wanting to be a girl is

    contiually growing. Its always been part of me. However its getting harder to supress the yearning to be female. It may due to me not dressing as often as id like. Its eating at me.
    CDX21 CDX21 22-25, M 11 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    While this feeling has been with me

    as long as I can remember, I've recently come to a new way of thinking about how I feel about this. I'm sort of a naturally curious person. So I wonder if this was some unknown that I encountered early, which just happens to be unknowable. Maybe it's just the unknown of, when...
    kope45 kope45 31-35, M 9 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    I need help I have always wanted to be Jessica

    but I just started to come out I just want some friends I can talk to on my level thanks
    abdljessica abdljessica 22-25, M 6 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    Can I be someone's sissy maid

    and they live close to WV
    NevaehFemale17 NevaehFemale17 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    Like the title says and I always will.

    .. Mabee some day hopefully xxx
    jane1976 jane1976 31-35, T 11 Responses May 30

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    I have always wanted to be a girl

    and know what it feels like to be pretty and wear cute clothes. As a girl I would like to be pampered by a guy and have him buy things that I like and make me feel like a queen everywhere we go.
    highkin highkin 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 17

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    Hey everyone i am amy thomson ,

    16 year old crossdresser .i have always wanted to be a girl but i know its not possible at all for me because i feel ashamed of telling ANYONE THAT AM CROSSDRESSING SECRETLY AND I WANNNA BE A girl . i always wanted everyone to treat me as girl with a girls name.i love to wear...
    amy34thomson amy34thomson 16-17, M 5 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    I Love My Mom!!!

    my mom straight up asked me if i wanted to be a girl, and at first i denied it, but she said she knew and said that it was okay and that being aspiring to womanhood is not a bad thing. i didnt know what to say and she said that she would be proud to have me as a daughter instead...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2013

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    Ever since i was a little boy,

    i always knew there was something different about me. I just didn't know what it was at the time. As the years went on I started catching on to things. I have been noticing that I have been more feminine then most other men, I believe this is because my mother has had the most...
    IwantToBeAshley IwantToBeAshley 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22, 2014

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    Hi anyone that's transitioned

    or transitioning.. Could I ask how much it is for MTF hormones and how much surgery for everything is..thanks in advance
    frozochick0400 frozochick0400 18-21, T 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have felt this way

    since being a young boy and told that dolls and pretend play was not the proper thing to do. But how do you explain this to anyone else that has never felt they are the wrong sex I dunno. I mean like it or not gender and appearance ranks up there in how a person interacts with...
    jacqueline1972 jacqueline1972 36-40, T 6 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    yesterday when i put my female clothes it made

    me fell like i should actually be a girl. that night i had a dream that i was giving birth
    Manudglh96 Manudglh96 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 7

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    Maybe not always but I've recently become

    curious about how I'd look as a girl and how differently people would treat me
    thesentinel02 thesentinel02 22-25, M 8 Responses Jan 8

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    When I was 7 or 8 years old I really did not

    want to play sports and other things with the boys. I did because I was forced to but really was not interested in their games. I had a younger brother by a number of years that was always picked before me when we picked teams. For a long time it really did not bother me because...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jun 9, 2014

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    Female Spirit/ Male Body

    When I was 4 years old I told my mother I was a girl, she immediately sat me down and told me I had a penis and that meant I was a boy, the way I saw it was she didn't understand. I later found out she was worried about me being gay which I am not, I just have my femmy side. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    Not always but sometimes.

    I have always thought though that being female would be much easier than being a feminine guy with a female like body.
    ADF55 ADF55 56-60 4 Responses May 24

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    More like I felt I was suppose to be a girl.

    I loved the way I felt in my sisters cloths. And playing with her dolls when I could. I am and have been attracted to boys as long as I have liked girls. But really like boys more. My mother wasn't understanding at all so I had to hide the way I really felt. I am very petite and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 18

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    As the younger of two sons,

    I could always sense in my parents a bit of… not really disappointment but an emotional coming-to-terms, tolerating the fact that they hadn't been blessed with a daughter; and I knew in my heart that this would have been a gift I'd love to have given them. "Dear Mother and...
    MissPriscillaPrim MissPriscillaPrim 61-65, T 3 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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