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I Always Wish I Was High

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 11 People

    I have several brothers and no sisters
    Bpack Bpack 31-35 Dec 8

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    I want a life way better than what I am living now
    parjae parjae 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    So Saturday mornings. Knowing it was high risk time, I would come downstairs, keep my head down and be really helpful doing dishes and stuff. Then my mum would say she was off to...
    toiler toiler 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 21

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    I feel like this year I have watched as every last crumb of my own childhood has been washed away. I was still fairly young when I bought my first house, and shortly after, I...
    danteflorz danteflorz 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My ex called tonight. He was high as a kite, I could tell. He kept crying and saying he loves me, and that he wants to see his son. I let him see AJ as long as he's sober when he...
    HalesBells91 HalesBells91 22-25 6 days ago

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    The overachieving chick who ran for everything. President of Japanese club, President of Digital Media Arts club, Class president for Freshman and Sophomore year before I graduated...
    AlDhari AlDhari 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    It really sucks when you realise that the person you always tried to defend and always thought was different turned out to be exactly who everyone was saying he was...you just lose...
    AppreciateLittleThingsInLife AppreciateLittleThingsInLife 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 20

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    Don't matter, we were usually together anyway But all that time when we were together I never said what I wanted to say: Thank you for your friendship, it was really needed. Thank...
    SunshineH316 SunshineH316 22-25, F Nov 23

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    Because i was high i had both my first sexual and lesbian experience. There's nothing like 69ing high as hell.
    samesign69 samesign69 18-21, F Dec 2

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    I probably forgot it because I was high. It's the "because I got drunks" that were all the trouble. Legalize weed! Peace!
    OilDaddy OilDaddy 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    In October, I saw my abuser for the first time in 11 years. I was adopted and my mothers first husband physically, emotionally, and sexually abused me. he is the root cause of most...
    cillasavage cillasavage 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    well I'm back , and this time everything is not rainbows and flowers with my relationship . to make this short , my boyfriend thinks that I complain way too much now and that...
    bananasxoxo bananasxoxo 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    13th post. "Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me." I wish it would end, I wish it would end, I wish it would end. My life that is, and I can't seem to stop thinking...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    So another occasion. For a high school requirement, everyone had to deliver notes to classes sometimes. I had it happen twice. I feared it so much. I knew how much I was hated, I...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Nov 21

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    25th post. It's been a few days since I have posted, and I have to say it has been a roller coaster of emotions. At times I have felt elated and invincible. Other times I have felt...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    40th post...Wow, it's my 40th birthday in 3 months and this is my 40th post. I'm going to take this post as being symbolic. How am I feeling today?? I can feel the bad feelings...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    24th post. Before anyone reading this thinks my life has been just one bad thing after another, I'm going to set the record straight. Many of the years of fun were only marred by...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    41st post..I'm ready to tackle the past again, because I'm in such an agro mood. First a little bit on the agro mood. He has been so nice to me for a number of weeks now, not...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I regret having an abortion.. I was 17 just starting my senior year in high school a couple months ago when I found out I was pregnant, I was scared I told my friends and it ended...
    simplyme1996 simplyme1996 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I never really had a childhood friend or anyone really. My parents always limited my friendships. I made a few best friends through out the years but now we are complete strangers...
    susflower susflower 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don’t like giving up on people i don’t like believing that some people will never learn to get along i refuse to give up. Hate me love me i don’t really care, or at least i...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I'm such an idiot at college. I always thought that I was a very smart girl who had a bright future ahead of her. Now, half the time I don't even know what to do. I don't know who...
    alwayswatchingu alwayswatchingu 18-21, F a week ago

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    I wish I had been born a girl 😞
    Wayne12804 Wayne12804 46-50, M 1 hr ago

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    reading this would do as well!. lol u know there are times I feel like I see how much uve done for me. but heres the thing. who got me to begin this journey? ME! whos pushed...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F Nov 24

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    Well with confidence high, and so far not having any problems, thought it was time to tackle my local high street, whilst doing the christmas shopping. So out with my wedge boots...
    blindfoldstacy blindfoldstacy 41-45, T 7 Responses Nov 25

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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    39th post. Snap. Good mood today, and I wonder where it has been hiding. Feel amazing, on top of the world. Goodbye yucky stuff, hello sunshine :)..I read my last two posts over...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    In college my friends would often confide with me for emotional support and advice. I didn't mind, but back then I didn't realize that I was actually taking on an incredible burden...
    aninsideoutfox aninsideoutfox 22-25, M Nov 22

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    I have 2 true friends, but one (my friend of 10 years) is away at college and always busy and the other (friend of 4 years) is always at college or working. It's frustrating...
    foreversmiling14 foreversmiling14 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    People think I am seeking attention when I complain about my fast metabolism. They, intentionally or not, constantly bash me about how thin I am. I'm a 5'9" 17 year old girl and...
    TheBunnyArmy TheBunnyArmy 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    Man O' Man. When without money, he rides a bicycle; When he has money, he rides an exercise machine. When without money, he walks to earn food; When he has money, he walks to...
    BlueFairy09 BlueFairy09 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I met him when I was fresh out of high school. I moved to a new town following old and dear friends into the belly of the beast. A spontaneous and trendy city, and I was ready to...
    dandelionsandlighthouses dandelionsandlighthouses 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Not in High School. Class of 2011. When I was in high school, I hated it with a passion. I didnt fit in, and I thought it was an institution that was fixed on brainwashing kids...
    iseedumbpeople iseedumbpeople 18-21, M Nov 18

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    I'm 33 single mom can't get a boyfriend no one wants to date a single mom. I've been lonely for so many years I have no family. The only family I had was my brother and he died...
    mysadlife1111 mysadlife1111 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    Hi let me share my story on high heels. I love wearing high heels from my teens. I'm addicted to the height power and dominating authority i feel on top of two ultra skinny steel...
    sajeesmiles sajeesmiles 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    I wish the family that I have overseas was close by, I wished we lived close together. I haven't even met most of them in person and they are more caring then my own immediate...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I love all my friends very much. I know they've often told me how much they love me too. I know they think their hearts are in the right place. I've tried to explain this so many...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 26

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    The title of this post says it all. I wish I knew then what I know now. I know that I am still very young, and this will probably apply when I'm older, but I can still see just how...
    Heresmystory Heresmystory 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    38th post. Want to die tonight. I have had the most severe heartburn for days, can't get rid of it. Low point once again, and I'm wishing I can go to sleep and not wake up. Wouldn...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    Medical,Physical,Verbal,and Psychological-As a direct result of being forced into too many highly stressful medical tests by my overzealous mother I am now of the opinion I would...
    FutureMaxiSurgeon FutureMaxiSurgeon 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    50th post..6th post on Sydney siege. Still no progress and it's almost 10pm. 5 people did manage to escape separately earlier. According to my daughters and the news, social media...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    PLEASE PASS ON TO EVERYONE!!!! Miracle Drink : Carrot, Beet Root and Apple This MIRACLE DRINK has been circulating for a long time long ago. It is worth your while...
    Shallowaters Shallowaters 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 24

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