I Always Wish I Was High

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    I wish i was high that way i can smoke away my

    fuckups and the bad memories that haunt me through my days and nights i wish i could make it all just go away
    NikkiakaOSTCD NikkiakaOSTCD
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    Aug 1, 2015

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