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I Always Wish I Was High

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    I wish i was high that way i can smoke away my

    fuckups and the bad memories that haunt me through my days and nights i wish i could make it all just go away
    Allhailnikki Allhailnikki 18-21, F Aug 1

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    i wish more people cared on EP to be able to talk to each other rather than attack. instead of dividing people off into groups - liberals, conservative, religious, atheist - we all...
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    Like many others here have stated, the person asking wants to hear you say "ok" in spite of reality. So, they are only asking how you are in order superficially appear to care...
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    My mum always complains and says mean things about me because I'm busy with work and uni so I don't do as much house work as she'd like. I don't do the housework due to all her...
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