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I Am Someone Who Is Invisible Despite My Very Presence

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    Stand Back, Dont Come Near Me. Yet

    I attract people without even trying. They look at me without pursuing. I have the strength to pull you to me but I dont have the powers to push you away. I will hurt you unintentionally for I could love you immensely. Stand back, dont come near me...YET... because I dont know...
    BlueStockingMan BlueStockingMan 56-60 6 Responses Dec 29, 2009

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    Tales From Invisible

    I speak in silent words, A speechless language, No one listens. I laugh in soundless bells, Noiseless tones, No one smiles with me. I shed disguised pearls, An unseen tribute to my sadness, No one watches my tears. I dress in hidden clothes, Masking my soul, No one...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Heroin

    There is this amazing abilityof people not to notice me.Or is it my talent to evaporate?Everybody talks about the TV show,in the train, at the bar, in the office.They don't see me.  I was in that show.The pedestrian street is fullof strollers and shoppers,I am invisible.  I...
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M Jan 25, 2012

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    Not A Real Brony

    I call myself a brony on xbox, facebook, and all that crud just to troll people. Its hilarious when someone gets mad to the point of (rage comic fans) flipping the desk! I just die laughing. I know its mean, but you guys should try it, its fun!
    Blakon Blakon 13-15 1 Response Jun 11, 2012

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    In Plain Sight

    I live day to day. To work and back. Slumbering throughout the day. I have no voice or presence. I feel valueless. Sub human sometimes. I feel that I do not matter. People at work laugh with me, but I feel most times they are laughing at me. I seek to be part of the human race...
    Browneyes474 Browneyes474 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2009

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    It's been almost three years since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it...
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    Have you ever met someone who just had something about them, maybe you weren't sure what the purpose was but you could feel it? Not being able to put your finger on exactly what is...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    Have you ever brushed your teeth and then sipped orange juice? That's the sort of taste that being in a BPD relationship leaves you with. An intense sting that leaves your throat...
    TalaSnow TalaSnow 22-25, F Jan 21

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    Why is it such a bad thing that I don't want to be alone Why is it so bad that I want to be loved and taken care of Why is it wrong that I want someone willing to invest in me...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I'm 22. Aren't I suppose to know what to do with my life? I'm not meant to be coach surfing. Homeless. And jobless. I should have a job, a home and a life that isn't a disaster...
    nonnygirl13 nonnygirl13 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    People keep trying to get it, but I don't want to let people in, but if I had someone who wouldn't judge me, someone who could just give me a hug and tell me that everything would...
    lostgirl2001 lostgirl2001 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    For a long time I was in love with someone who wasn't in love with me but now I'm over it, I have learned that people who act like they don't care about you it's because they truly...
    Marlenyfl83 Marlenyfl83 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I like someone who I've only gotten to be friends with recently, but he makes me laugh a lot and I think he is honestly one of the coolest guys I know. He has his flaws, but those...
    LearningHearts LearningHearts 16-17, F Jan 7

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    I will miss someone who is getting a new job. I have known this person for a while and I will miss her. This is a dream job for her. But I know she will come back and visit.
    socialskillstraining socialskillstraining 31-35, M Jan 13

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    long long time i am waiting someone who loves me without change my self .....
    rogi4u rogi4u 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    :( besides having a loved one die has to be the most challenging and emotionally crushing thing ever. To be in the same place as someone who almost hates you. And for what? I haven...
    jussme91 jussme91 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    He's muslim, and I'm a christian. I don't mind dating him, but he will not date someone who isn't a muslim. He's a great person and it just sucks that religion can ruin things that...
    teehee342 teehee342 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 22

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    I like someone who I met 3 years ago we are good friend he is my only guy friend that I can be myself but his family won't approve of us because I have a different religion I know...
    yalzaga yalzaga 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I know a lot care and a lot want to help, i know because i am like that. thought when someone who cares wants to talk i cant, i do not like it. it makes me feel sick, ignorant...
    eflor14 eflor14 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm not in love with him but the chemistry is perfect between us. We tried dating in the fall of last year and it didn't work out for him (though he prompted the dating twice) and...
    VinylsideA VinylsideA 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Today my thoughts go out to those heroic members that endured Christmas while trying to process a loved one's suicide. I quietly knight you all and pin an invisible Medal of...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    He goes to my school....and I also have a terrible crush on him hahaha. I'm too nervous to talk to him; let alone make eye contact with him. When he's in my presence, it feels like...
    AICLover AICLover 13-15, F Jan 10

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    a boy loves me.i also likes him.bt we can't ever be together coz we r from 2 religions.i am shy girl & anxious girl & he is also a shy guy.i think he likes me despite my faults. we...
    jez999 jez999 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    So, i mean yes i am in love. I don't want to be in love, i really wish i could stop wanting to be around him. He is shy, and kinda weird and awkward, but i men so am i. I go to a...
    isabellajamison isabellajamison 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I wish I could one day find someone to talk to who saw the world the way I do...who saw the poetry and art behind simplicity...that would be quite something
    HekimaUsagi HekimaUsagi 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I think I need therapy for this. My best friend betrayed me when I was 13. I want to shout TO THE WORLD what an incredible ***** she was. I'm not sure why I didn't. She stabbed...
    kisstherainn kisstherainn 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    I had a rough relationship for almost two years. The person I still love broke my heart and played with me until Karma hit her face. But now I'm trying hardest to move on from pain...
    MoshItUpPOTATOES MoshItUpPOTATOES 16-17, M Jan 14

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    Have u ever been in something with someone but you just dnt know the motives of the guy/girl rather he wants u as his girlfriend or not and u got frustrated of trying to figure...
    TheRealKelly TheRealKelly 26-30, F Jan 3

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    someone message me, always like seeing messages in my inbox
    Suicidesilenced Suicidesilenced 13-15, F Jan 5

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    The ******* worst feeling in the world. I let you in you bastard. I let you in and I trusted you with everything I had and you turned around and screwed me over. It's quite hard...
    lolznewaccountio lolznewaccountio 18-21, F Jan 9

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    Suicide doesn't take away the pain, it gives it to someone else.
    kolga kolga 56-60, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Today is the last day my best friend, who came from Florida, will be here in the Middle East, she's going back home tomorrow. Since the time she arrived I had been trying to get...
    psychedelicblues psychedelicblues 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    I've been in a relationship with a woman that shows no affection, has no emotion, and no sex drive. There was a time when we couldnt keep our hands off of each other. Her touch...
    amadio1 amadio1 36-40, M Jan 16

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    I'm one of those people who is fortunate to be friends who I think are beautiful inside and out. But I guess insecurity just really gets on our way sometimes. My friends seldomly...
    camillee camillee 18-21, F Jan 22

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    Part 3... The next day arrived and I was eager to get to school to finish my discussion with Nikole. I took my seat next to her and tried to start a conversation "hey nikole" I...
    sinatranac sinatranac 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I think all suicidal people are just Angels wanting to return home...But to someone that 'angel' is their home.
    littlegirl03 littlegirl03 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Always thinking of crystal. We've had are issues like everyone else but we hardly fight. We're just to happy stoners who care about each other very much. I Love her to death...
    Dotcom2 Dotcom2 26-30, M Jan 3

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    Who is in mood for a little talk?
    Drummer90 Drummer90 22-25, M Jan 4

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    My best friend drown when I was 9. My grandpa (who raised me) died in my arms of stroke, my grandma of altzhiemers. My first true love was shot in the head by a random crack addict...
    DarwinDipity DarwinDipity 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    PLEASE ADVISE!!!!! My boyfriend, I love him to bits, but he is constantly muttering about something. Its a constant stream of conciousness about whatever is on his mind. I do talk...
    septemberiscoming septemberiscoming 22-25, F Jan 18

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    Back in March 2007 my cousin Matthew Mcclure who was a Lincoln Way Alumni that died in a Air Plane Accident in Munster Indiana hew was 26 going to be 27 in two weeks however the...
    Theinfo Theinfo 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    Even if it seems they are my divine soulmate .I am not gonna be the only one in the world who cares about this.
    marzmusic marzmusic 26-30, M Jan 20

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    yeah !!having lived in a set environment sometimes a breadth of fresh air can sure change things around..want to meet people who can motivate me enough to change and if can do the...
    romel4747 romel4747 41-45, M Jan 21

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    The controversy regarding the Sniper movie hurts. I don't understand how Hollywood leaders can call anyone who has served a coward. I miss my friend D, he was killed by an IED...
    Johnpumel Johnpumel 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I just need that one person who I feel a connection with and we can just talk about how we feel, our days, life experiences, just everything!
    everythingwillbealright everythingwillbealright 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am a strict dad looking to mentor any young man or young lady who needs my strict guidance. anyone from the Pa/DE area would be great
    lion1776 lion1776 41-45, M 2 Responses 3 days ago