I Am 100 Percent Going Insane

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    Im Insane and Love It...its Who I Am

    I feel alone when im in place with a billion of people.I dream of black holes.I shut down for no reasons, i cry for no reason,i yell for no reasonn,  i freak out for no reason. I yell at the air. I love me and my friends think  im crazy. Everytime i hear that...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 21, 2009

    Is This Ocd?

    My supervisor is constantly pawing, adjusting or touching his penis. I don't think it is sexual.  A gross and disturbing as it, I feel he can't help himself. He absolutely cannot talk to anyone without connecting with his penis. I am trying to understand his behavior. He...
    PenTab PenTab
    56-60
    6 Responses Jul 30, 2008

    More and Moreelik

    I can honestly feel myself slipping away.  Like my own soul is rising up from my body and running away.  I am changing, and thing's are going back to the way they used to be.. People are starting to talk about hospitalization and more med's.  I don't want to be...
    annalea annalea
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2008
    sangvampire sangvampire
    18-21, M
    Mar 31, 2014

    I want to have sex with a million purple

    elephants at the same time while swinging a boomerang around a fence. I tether to the tether ball of tethered dreams in a tethered world. I have no idea what I'm talking about, but neither do you so shut your mouth you little wh••e or I'll shut it for you. You disgust me I...
    andybramblefrisch andybramblefrisch
    26-30, M
    Jun 24, 2014

    Insanity Is A Blessing

    i am insane 0-o life live dream music read love hope fear kiss goodnight kiss goodbye lonely cry kill jail sad anger frustration art leave .....................death i am insane 0-o BUT i am also strong and proud even though some times you want to give in dont...
    darkphenx darkphenx
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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