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I Am 100 Percent Going Insane

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    ALL ABOARD, anyone wanna join?

    i hear they have these jackets that make you hug yourself and nice bouncy rooms, sounds like a blast :D
    FloralSmoke18 FloralSmoke18 18-21, F Feb 7, 2014

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    Im Insane and Love It...its Who I Am

    I feel alone when im in place with a billion of people.I dream of black holes.I shut down for no reasons, i cry for no reason,i yell for no reasonn,  i freak out for no reason. I yell at the air. I love me and my friends think  im crazy. Everytime i hear that...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2009

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    More and Moreelik

    I can honestly feel myself slipping away.  Like my own soul is rising up from my body and running away.  I am changing, and thing's are going back to the way they used to be.. People are starting to talk about hospitalization and more med's.  I don't want to be...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2008

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    sangvampire sangvampire 18-21, M Mar 31, 2014

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    I want to have sex with a million purple

    elephants at the same time while swinging a boomerang around a fence. I tether to the tether ball of tethered dreams in a tethered world. I have no idea what I'm talking about, but neither do you so shut your mouth you little wh••e or I'll shut it for you. You disgust me I...
    andybramblefrisch andybramblefrisch 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 24, 2014

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    Is This Ocd?

    My supervisor is constantly pawing, adjusting or touching his penis. I don't think it is sexual.  A gross and disturbing as it, I feel he can't help himself. He absolutely cannot talk to anyone without connecting with his penis. I am trying to understand his behavior. He...
    PenTab PenTab 56-60 6 Responses Jul 30, 2008

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    Insanity Is A Blessing

    i am insane 0-o life live dream music read love hope fear kiss goodnight kiss goodbye lonely cry kill jail sad anger frustration art leave .....................death i am insane 0-o BUT i am also strong and proud even though some times you want to give in dont...
    darkphenx darkphenx 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M Jan 8

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    Sometimes strange, violent images pop into my head. Randomly without any trigger. Someones head being smashed in with a sledge hammer, eyes being pressed in by thumbs til they're...
    Annamania1 Annamania1 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    Indeed. I am being captured by a moment that can not return. I have been wondering around the empty streets , like some short of ghost that can't let go of past. My life is a joke...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F Jan 1

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    Tomorrow will officially 2 weeks. My heart still hurts. My mind has tons of unanswered questions. I feel like I've been trapped in a horrible nightmare. Someone please wake me up...
    candij1983 candij1983 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I hate going to school because, people there torment me, bully me, hurt me phisically and mentally and leave me out of everything. I want to tell someone how I feel, but they will...
    CherryBlossom000 CherryBlossom000 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I am a practising Jew so my night for going out is Thursday. Living in Paris means there are plenty of clubs and bars to go out to. There are fabulous shops to buy sexy dresses to...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    My head is pounding to the point where hear my own blood circulation. It's too silent, I can't sleep and I can't stop these insane thoughts. Ffuuu>:(
    Firecandy Firecandy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    Been best friends 20 years, together 16, married 11. We have a 5 and 8 year old. On NYE we talked through divorce arrangements. I initiated but am devastated and don't want this...
    differentdrummer78 differentdrummer78 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Another member asked about the first time for going sockless. I grew up in a household where being barefoot wasn't allowed, even indoors (except on the carpet). It seemed so...
    fun2bnaked fun2bnaked 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I can't deal with the pain of losing my soulmate. We were so prefect together. My whole world is crashing down around me. I'm in incredible physical and emotional pain. Can't...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    I feel like I'm going to end up all alone. I'm going to be living by myself in an apartment with 6 dogs and only have my career. While everyone around me is going to be married...
    itslala840 itslala840 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Where is the time going? People speak of the right time for this, the right time for that...For example, the right time for that first kiss, the right time to buy a house, the...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am an introvert. I am going to be dragged to a party Saturday. Then I'm going to be accused of refusing to have fun and refusing to live a life. Then I'm going to think that they...
    goagainsttheflow goagainsttheflow 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been away from my desk for a loong time. At least it seemed so.Anyway I have been real busy and Happy New Years to all.I know this will be a good year.My life will never be...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Jan 3

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    One of my main goals for this year is to be more confident when talking and socialising with people. As it stands, I am terrible at it. Talk about socially awkward. For example...
    unluckE unluckE 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Update to my divorce Well I have moved out. As the process continues. We have put our house on the market. We have been meeting to sign papers regarding the sale of our house. I...
    thelefthandedboy thelefthandedboy 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 10

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    "The sun is filling up the room, and I can hear you dreaming. Do you feel the way I do... Right now?" All my friends sent me a snapchat this morning as they were up and awake...
    starkizzed21 starkizzed21 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Going to court for a misdemeanor trial. Going in completely blind...if anyone has any advice on representing yourself in court, please message me and help me out?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 14

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    As much as I try to be positive, when I am going through something I don't want to be told it's going to be ok. I think we all need a little time to cry or rant or release that...
    innergizer innergizer 36-40, F Jan 15

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    All my life I feared going bald. I feared getting older. I used to be very good looking, and feared loosing my good looks, which now I am ugly as hell, and do not care no more...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Jan 15

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    Don't say it's going to be ok, when everything is not! It's not ok, it's not alright! It's not ever going to be! So why say it when it won't be?!
    cookiedough6 cookiedough6 18-21, F Jan 17

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    I'm so used to putting my hands over my face and head. It's just something that I do automatically even if I know I'm not going to get hit. I just try to play it cool by running...
    MacabreCannibal MacabreCannibal 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I am going to leave EP for a while. I don't know how long I will be gone or how short. I know people here find it ridiculous to make a big production of leaving, but I don't care...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 19

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    I forgot about this site. I found it 2 years ago and shared two stories. I read them again today and I realized something... I will never be normal. I know I know, there is no...
    ambmo1 ambmo1 26-30, F a week ago

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    Everything, I'm going to miss it when I once could make you laugh, last year, could make you smile, when u wanted to hug me just because, when you'd want to hold my hand without...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Hey! A couple of days later I wıll be comıng to Berlin to live there for a couple of months. I am very excited. I know I'm going to have a fantastic time there because I'm going...
    paintermusician paintermusician 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Yep, you read right. I am going to take the MCAT. Going to take it for the first time this fall and hope I do well. Luckily, most vet schools will accept a MCAT score allowing me...
    findingfae findingfae 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    School is going to start tomorrow😶
    myraaxx myraaxx 13-15, F Dec 31, 2014

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    The past few weeks I've been ready to leave my wife and told her the other night. Since then she's promised that she is working on improving and fixing things so we can be happy...
    viperman viperman 31-35, M 5 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I am 27 years old and think that what I'm going through is a midlife crisis, although I believed that that usually happens later on In life... I wake up depressed and feeling...
    ingridmir44 ingridmir44 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    After so many years, I am coming to this realization. As much as I would love to be accepted and loved by every person on this earth, it just isn't going to happen. I need to...
    jsk7 jsk7 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    When you try to be a good woman and try to commit to one man he either end up dumping you for someone else,cheating on you or just breakup with you for no apparent reason so I'm...
    lizmcfee lizmcfee 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 2

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    I was the first one who filed the divorce after too many years together. I am surprised at his audacity to want to fix things now. In fact, he wants to drag the divorce out....in...
    heartache123 heartache123 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I decided to Make Very Big Changes in My Life. No longer will I say..I'll do it tomorrow...Instead, I'll just do it...now! I am on a Long Road and it's not going to be easy! It...
    usaone usaone 51-55, M 7 Responses Jan 4

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    What concerts has everyone gone to? -bassnectar -kid cudi -wiz Khalif -Mac miller -Freddie Gibbs -tech9 -Rockie fresh -Casey veggies -king Louie -pink Floyd experience -bingo...
    hellokittysr hellokittysr 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    I LOVEEE going to concerts of my fave artists lols, in 2011 i must've went to 20 shows front row! It costs a lot but i feel if you're fAr it's like watching blu ray its not worth...
    grey1178 grey1178 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Hello to all my ep friends. I will not be here as often as I was. My headaches have increased and now it is just wait time. I will be having a brain tumor removed on the 13th of...
    lovedbymost lovedbymost 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 5

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    I want to go to university so bad. No, I don't want to deal with sleepless nights and going through overwhelming stress but I just want to get out of high school. I'm tired of...
    IntrovertedKat IntrovertedKat 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Going to Harvard next year to study biochemistry in pursuit of my MD in emergency medicine. :)
    thefuturedoctor1 thefuturedoctor1 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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