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I Am 100 Percent Going Insane

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    Insanity Is A Blessing

    i am insane 0-o life live dream music read love hope fear kiss goodnight kiss goodbye lonely cry kill jail sad anger frustration art leave .....................death i am insane 0-o BUT i am also strong and proud even though some times you want to give in dont...
    darkphenx darkphenx 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Im Insane and Love It...its Who I Am

    I feel alone when im in place with a billion of people.I dream of black holes.I shut down for no reasons, i cry for no reason,i yell for no reasonn,  i freak out for no reason. I yell at the air. I love me and my friends think  im crazy. Everytime i hear that...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2009

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    sangvampire sangvampire 18-21, M Mar 31

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    I want to have sex with a million purple

    elephants at the same time while swinging a boomerang around a fence. I tether to the tether ball of tethered dreams in a tethered world. I have no idea what I'm talking about, but neither do you so shut your mouth you little wh••e or I'll shut it for you. You disgust me I...
    andybramblefrisch andybramblefrisch 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    More and Moreelik

    I can honestly feel myself slipping away.  Like my own soul is rising up from my body and running away.  I am changing, and thing's are going back to the way they used to be.. People are starting to talk about hospitalization and more med's.  I don't want to be...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2008

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    ALL ABOARD, anyone wanna join?

    i hear they have these jackets that make you hug yourself and nice bouncy rooms, sounds like a blast :D
    FloralSmoke18 FloralSmoke18 18-21, F Feb 7

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    Is This Ocd?

    My supervisor is constantly pawing, adjusting or touching his penis. I don't think it is sexual.  A gross and disturbing as it, I feel he can't help himself. He absolutely cannot talk to anyone without connecting with his penis. I am trying to understand his behavior. He...
    PenTab PenTab 56-60 6 Responses Jul 30, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    Ok...you probably noticed all of my posts yet are about "i think i am going insane". The idea of that drives me even more insane...I am a hypochondriac (big time) and i think i am...
    Insiana Insiana 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    Going?.........pretty sure I've been insane for a looooooooooong time:)
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Sep 14

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    I'm scared. Sometimes I have "kinda sorta flashbacks." What I mean is I don't actually see the abuse happening all over again, but I feel like it. Sometimes, if triggered, or...
    RuthieAnja RuthieAnja 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    Something is really wrong about me lately...My brain just stops thinking sometimes and it's almost as if i can't concentrate...Example:It's been about a week now that i before i...
    Insiana Insiana 18-21, F Sep 13

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    Whats wrong with you ? What dont You Remember ? Remember what ? I dont want to remember ? You Have To remember ? Otherwise , You are meaningless .Remember that night you ran and...
    yesus yesus 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Where do I begin? The depression? My waning eye-sight? No, none of that matters in the long run, I guess. I grew up (am growing up) in a decently rough home. The kind where not...
    JoeOfTheMeek JoeOfTheMeek 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    I am a very dangerous and a very violent person and I'm just insane and I like to fight
    dangerousperson dangerousperson 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    Some of you have already posted on more or less this same subject, but I want to explain a bit more deeply. I know everyone gets interrupted more than they'd like, but I get it...
    gringoinhell gringoinhell 31-35, F Aug 31

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    On this particular day I brought my friend Joe to Coolidge Arizona to enjoy a fun day of skydiving and for him to see what it was about. My three friends and I talked about what...
    uncorkyoursoul uncorkyoursoul 70+, M 1 Response a week ago

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    This is the letter. ----------------------------------------- I want to tell you about some things I remember. I remember the first time I saw Him. I was eating animal crackers...
    CleverSiri CleverSiri 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    First time in months I'm going to church. I wish I could go and not be the person everyone focuses on and judges but unfortunately I'm always that person. Just hoping I don't walk...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    Hello everyone, I just wanted to share an experience that I am praying is now ending. I am someone that could never handle too many emotions. I often feel overwhelmed very fast...
    mariashelly mariashelly 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    I am going to get revenge on someone in my life, full blown life altering revenge, on just one person, I have been planning it since I was 15. They have no idea that I am going to...
    Xoxogossipgirlx Xoxogossipgirlx 18-21 2 Responses Sep 16

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    I'm sure I'm not the first to go through this, but I needed to express this somewhere. I apologize for the length.. I don't really have any friends or family who's shoulder I...
    WhoAml WhoAml 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I want to paint a picture with words because I don't have the time or energy to paint/draw a real picture at the moment. Title: My summation Me standing strong and straight...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    Goldberian Physics: Noun1. The branch of Physics devoted to the study on mundane outcomes triggered by overly complicated events.2. The laws of nature that dictate a more...
    ausofbounds ausofbounds 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    I am so f**king sick of feeling broken and lost. I shouldn't have to hate myself because others treated me like crap. I am not some injured lamb who needs to be nursed back to...
    LunaKye LunaKye 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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    I am so glad i found this website because i had no where to vent what i am going through, but know i can. This is gonna sound like i am just a whiny teenager but i take things to...
    Erica1lynn Erica1lynn 22-25, F Sep 7

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    Tonight I'm going out with my friends. I know it's Monday lol. But it's cool lol. I'm going to wear a blue mini skirt and a red tank top. I can't wait I've been wanting to wear...
    Lovelyxx93 Lovelyxx93 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I stayed up all night, and even though I feel tired from only getting five hours of sleep, I'm still going. At this point in my life, there is only ONE thing that's keeping me...
    GrandGizzard GrandGizzard 18-21, M Sep 9

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    (WARNING: RANT) Lately, there's only one thing that will instantly make me happy, make me work harder. Other than Monster. It's really bad because I feel I've built a dependency...
    hiyosei hiyosei 18-21, F Sep 9

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    I saw this day coming. Every guy in my family is going/or already are bald. Its happening to me, starting at my bangs..weak. I'm only 21 years old and I'm going bald. So lame, life...
    HeyIThappens HeyIThappens 18-21 4 Responses Sep 9

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    Well, it has finally came to a head. My husbands business which has been struggling for a couple of years has gone. This company which he ran for 10 years has been going down...
    Mylifesover Mylifesover 46-50 3 Responses Sep 10

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    Going away with the school today. Really excited. See all my friends. Mum's warned me to behave as we got in trouble last year. But I hope it's going to be fun :) in spite of the...
    Susanna96 Susanna96 13-15, F Sep 14

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    hello , im 14 ( almost 15) And i really dont know where im going in life ... I havent been doing good in school , all day i come back from it i just cant force myself to start...
    DaDrown DaDrown 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 16

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    After 16 years of marriage (total of 21 yrs together - no kids) and 9 months ago my husband told me that he loves me but is not in love with me. He is depressed and the depression...
    dwalter98 dwalter98 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    I have been with my husband going on 3 years now and married 2 years, we have been through a lot and some things I couldnt let go.. Long story short a few days ago he choked me in...
    kadkaloma3 kadkaloma3 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    It's always harder than u think, giving up on someone. Might not be the person u truly fall for but it hurts because I don't know, he's the only one that make it known that he...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    My name is Macy. I am going to visit my parents for a week. I am leaving in the morning and have a 7 hour drive. To be more comfortable I am going to drive in my bare feet and keep...
    macyisalesbian macyisalesbian 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really don't know what to say about this except I want to and nobody on here knows every thing that's happened to me so I know people are going to get mad or upset and express...
    LittleBlackSubmarine LittleBlackSubmarine 16-17, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have to go to work every day, that is enough going out for me.
    thickyholden thickyholden 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    Going to go see a movie with my boyfriend. Happy and excited because I got to pick the movie :) "If I stay"
    marisemarrs marisemarrs 22-25, F Aug 30

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    Shopping for a New Dress It was fairly early in my experience going out fully dressed, but a friend (another CD) and I decided we wanted to go dress shopping. There was a great...
    slipgirl274 slipgirl274 61-65, F 5 Responses Aug 31

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    My mother is my dentist, so I like going there! :)
    shimy38 shimy38 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I have been with the same man for 25 years. I thought we had a good marriage. He had an affair with a close friend of mine and despite me forgiving him he wants a divorce. I still...
    hera2014 hera2014 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    The tunnel is dark, very dark. The light at the end of it is so far away. That light is now a faint glow of a tiny flickering candle. It's become barely, ever so barely visible. My...
    Jpeavey Jpeavey 41-45, M Sep 1

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    I'm going to see if I can give up meat for a whole month except for seafood. I know it will hard. I want to see how much weight I will lose without eating meat. It will be a...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I was in a relationship for seven months, and me and my boyfriend became best friends. We would tell each other everything and every time we were together we would never run out of...
    Laurenmac510 Laurenmac510 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    To me, death is a torture, in a way in which you first are happy, you think you are going to spend eternity with your loved ones. Your mind wonders, how did they get here before...
    savakora savakora 16-17 Sep 2

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    You were the perfect dog for me. Cuddling in blankets. Following me wherever I went. It's going to be hard to let go- not to have your sweet little self greeting me in the morning...
    BlueEyedFaye BlueEyedFaye 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    I've refused for years. After going for y depression, and then becoming depressed again, I swore I was done. But a suicide attempt that I kept secretive and panic attacks, I...