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I Am 100 Percent Going Insane

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    Insanity Is A Blessing

    i am insane 0-o life live dream music read love hope fear kiss goodnight kiss goodbye lonely cry kill jail sad anger frustration art leave .....................death i am insane 0-o BUT i am also strong and proud even though some times you want to give in dont...
    darkphenx darkphenx 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    I want to have sex with a million purple

    elephants at the same time while swinging a boomerang around a fence. I tether to the tether ball of tethered dreams in a tethered world. I have no idea what I'm talking about, but neither do you so shut your mouth you little wh••e or I'll shut it for you. You disgust me I...
    andybramblefrisch andybramblefrisch 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    More and Moreelik

    I can honestly feel myself slipping away.  Like my own soul is rising up from my body and running away.  I am changing, and thing's are going back to the way they used to be.. People are starting to talk about hospitalization and more med's.  I don't want to be...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2008

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    Im Insane and Love It...its Who I Am

    I feel alone when im in place with a billion of people.I dream of black holes.I shut down for no reasons, i cry for no reason,i yell for no reasonn,  i freak out for no reason. I yell at the air. I love me and my friends think  im crazy. Everytime i hear that...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2009

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    sangvampire sangvampire 18-21, M Mar 31

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    Is This Ocd?

    My supervisor is constantly pawing, adjusting or touching his penis. I don't think it is sexual.  A gross and disturbing as it, I feel he can't help himself. He absolutely cannot talk to anyone without connecting with his penis. I am trying to understand his behavior. He...
    PenTab PenTab 56-60 6 Responses Jul 30, 2008

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    ALL ABOARD, anyone wanna join?

    i hear they have these jackets that make you hug yourself and nice bouncy rooms, sounds like a blast :D
    FloralSmoke18 FloralSmoke18 18-21, F Feb 7

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    chadrick45 chadrick45 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 30

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    Seriously. I need help. I can't even deal with this.
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    Mental illness is a war no one knows you're fighting.
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    Guess this describes my situation. I'm somehow totally wasted. Mentally and Physically. I can't stop analyzing and over-thinking every situation of my life. It doesnt even sound...
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    HA HA im bored out of my freaking mind right now. ughhhh!!!!!
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Ughhhh. Girls GIVE & forGIVE while guys GET & forGET. It just really fuvking blows!!! I met him online on a dating site which was just foolish, I shoulda known it was mistake, goes...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Most children are going insane quicker and quicker. They have no backbone. It is all because they follow the idea that it is cool to eat junk food or that homemade food is not that...
    FunnyLookingCorpse FunnyLookingCorpse 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    There are hundreds of questions and experiences posted on this site every day. I have noted that quite a few pertain to finding love, true love or a soul mate. While that is a...
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    These are my thoughts uncensored: Eat it up. Spit it out. The gorilla drinks banana juice. Stored up for Shakespeare. Scurvey knave. Michael York. Pot for sinners. Gaelic...
    SorrowofHeart SorrowofHeart 51-55, F Oct 7

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    Money isn't everything. Money doesn't impair your abilities to expand your knowledge beyond your government provided education. Saying you know you can't get a scholarship is false...
    BallinBae BallinBae 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I absolutely love going on family picnics with my immediate family, relatives, and with friends. I love preparing the family picnic food basket with different types of foods and...
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    QueenB14 QueenB14 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm sorry to whoever may read this that I made it so long, but its late and I'm tired of writing in my journal, at least here there's a possibility of a response and I need to let...
    littlebitoflucky littlebitoflucky 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M Sep 27

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    I am going through a lot right now, and I feel very much alone. I am trying to put myself back together, but I know its going to take some time. The road I am on, is a bumpy one...
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 16

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    So my step mom gave me some clothes and now we're going to the other end of London to go shopping. I'm wearing a cute short skirt and a crop top (im the same height of my steepmom...
    19Mark19 19Mark19 26-30, T 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had a very big doctors appointment thing today... I was scared. The nurse made me lay down on the bed chair thing. She made me take off my sweater. She was going to test my blood...
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F 19 hrs ago

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    My name is Macy. I am going to visit my parents for a week. I am leaving in the morning and have a 7 hour drive. To be more comfortable I am going to drive in my bare feet and keep...
    macyisalesbian macyisalesbian 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    njgirll njgirll 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    Going sockless is awesome. I got into it, when I tried on my new Dr Martens and had no socks with me. It felt really cool, and I continued. The feeling is super, tightly laced...
    gaypunk18 gaypunk18 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 14

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    Even as a little girl I use to watch my mom, both of my grandmothers, aunts & older cousins put on makeup I hate it. Lol. You can say I'm a natural beauty outside & in. I believe...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    You can think I have written a lot of crossdressing stories then why this anti crossdressing stories? Have I gone mad?Yes!Thousand of sites are their are presenting crossdressig...
    ExUser007 ExUser007 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Curvzahead Curvzahead 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am going to an Ed Sheeran concert i'm so stoked to see him perform live <3