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I Am 100 Percent Going Insane

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    Im Insane and Love It...its Who I Am

    I feel alone when im in place with a billion of people.I dream of black holes.I shut down for no reasons, i cry for no reason,i yell for no reasonn,  i freak out for no reason. I yell at the air. I love me and my friends think  im crazy. Everytime i hear that...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2009

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    Insanity Is A Blessing

    i am insane 0-o life live dream music read love hope fear kiss goodnight kiss goodbye lonely cry kill jail sad anger frustration art leave .....................death i am insane 0-o BUT i am also strong and proud even though some times you want to give in dont...
    darkphenx darkphenx 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    More and Moreelik

    I can honestly feel myself slipping away.  Like my own soul is rising up from my body and running away.  I am changing, and thing's are going back to the way they used to be.. People are starting to talk about hospitalization and more med's.  I don't want to be...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2008

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    sangvampire sangvampire 18-21, M Mar 31

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    ALL ABOARD, anyone wanna join?

    i hear they have these jackets that make you hug yourself and nice bouncy rooms, sounds like a blast :D
    FloralSmoke18 FloralSmoke18 18-21, F Feb 7

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    I'm going insane and I'm scared that when I do I'm gonna try and kill people, this is a reason to try and kill myself first
    TechLash TechLash 18-21, M Apr 9

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    Okay so first off, i think i'm insane cause i always tend to screw around with sharp objects. I'm very aggressive towards people, sometimes my own voice, in my own mind. Tells me...
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    I've literally gone insane... I think I found myself at work last week starring at a wall for 10 minutes in a moment of solitude, its like something biological within me cant...
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    I'm not even going to fight it anymore. Trying to be normal, it's not going to happen. Nothing about my life is normal, so why should I keep fighting it? Just let it all out and...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Apr 4

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    I haven't been to a therapist, and therefore haven't been diagnosed with anything. However, I can feel my mind just eating away at itself, and I'm becoming very paranoid. I believe...
    Mindoralin Mindoralin 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm on the edge of insanity and I'm scared I'll kill someone if I do
    TechLash TechLash 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I feel like im going insane and i have very little control over it
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    To complicate matters, I am also married. But I am madly attracted to a male coworker. We are both married teachers and have adjacent classrooms. I've known him for four years and...
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    Please can someone understand me? I'm sick of my life! My whole depression is bcause of 3 things, that are gynaecomastia, mother and friends. I am 13 years old and I am a teen. I...
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    Look, this is perhaps the absolute worst part of me, I have been talking to myself since I was maybe 8 years old. Maybe it's because grew up an only child and my mom worked a lot...
    JaimeJackson JaimeJackson 18-21 Apr 5

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    I am so angry. Angry with him. About the last relationship that we had. The way he treated me. The way things have been happening I can't forget I was so hurt It really knocked me...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't think I've ever had the capability of going crazy. My mental state has always been solid despite my scattering thoughts and over active imagination, but I'm an artist, a...
    NeenaFlame NeenaFlame 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Or maybe he's so insane he doesn't even see my crazy. :)
    Ariannabella Ariannabella 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    OMG!! I have been on 40 mg fluoxetine for 10 years. I've tried to get off of it several times, each with me back on 40 mg again. I decided to stop taking this stuff 6 weeks ago...
    djekms djekms 46-50, F Apr 4

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    To Chelsea:....I'm so proud of you and your job change...I'll miss our time together...but we will be fine and grow stronger. Mwuahh! My Love, I'm going to miss that morning kiss...
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    This isn't going to happen. You might be awesome. You might be hilarious. I am still going to refuse.
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    Going to the movies means anticipation and excitement for what lies ahead and is about to be seen. But also the experience of the cinema itself. It's an experience that cannot be...
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    THE HIGHWAY OF LIFE My life is like a countryside road one minute and a motorway the next! Sometimes going so so slow, bends and twists all the way! Then comes the irish potholes...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 26

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    So its not too long since I took up a kettlebell class in my local area, and I love it, even though I feel I'm going to die sometimes haha, and I am clearly twice as old as most of...
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    Despite my progressive misery, I've been trying to always keep my hopes up, to convince myself that some day I'm going to manage to get out of this messy tornado and things are...
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    It will be a struggle~ Nobody's perfect, we each have out flaws and features or traits we don't like about ourselves. I've come to terms with the fact that there is always going...
    lifesize lifesize 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    This quiet a long msg so please bear me for awhile. I have been going through this quiet awhile and it is getting very difficult for me to face it!!! i had this friend of mine who...
    NeelAura NeelAura 22-25 1 Response Apr 2

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